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SARAH R. ESPY, PRIVATE JOURNAL 1859-1868
Alabama Department of Archives and History, Montgomery, Alabama
Used with permission.
By Martha Bankson Lyle, Pace, Florida

Family stories told of a diary of an ancestor in the Alabama State Archives. Thinking to perhaps see a copy, imagine the thrill of having the original, from over 100 years ago, placed right into my hands! In her own handwriting, in a tall, lined notebook, life in the Espy household from 1859-1868. There is much to be learned here of joy and of sadness, of plenty and of hardship, of peace and of war, of beauty and of ugliness. Sarah recorded her own thoughts; notes about births, marriages, and deaths, and comments about the times.

I have provided an index which will indicate the names found in given years, this may shorten your search if looking for specific individuals. Plans are to include census data later.

The page below was sent in with the diary by Sarah's son, Marcellus Espy.

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Sarah Rodgers Rousseau was born Dec. 7, 1815 near Madison, Morgan Co. Ga. Her father, Hiram Rousseau moved to Alabama in 1834 or 1835 and settled on the Coosa River, now Cherokee County. In 1836 she became the second wife of Thomas Espy who lived at Cassville, Cass Co., Ga. In 1849 they moved to Cherokee Co. Ala. and established a business and named the place Dublin, which was on Coosa River five miles northwest of Centre, the County Seat. She lived in said county until Nov. 1896, when she came to Albertville and died March 8, 1898, age 82 years, 3 months and 1 day. She was a member of the Missionary Baptist Church for more than 40 years, and outlived all her children except myself, and was buried in Cherokee Co. at the family graveyard near her mother, who had preceded her to that bourn from which no traveler ever returns, more than 56 years.

        Children of Thomas and Sarah (Rousseau) Espy:
        (1) Thomas Benton Espy, married Lizzie Mercy Reeves
        (2) Columbus Martin Espy
        (3) Sarah Virginia Espy, married John W. Tripp
        (4) Olivia Adaliza Espy, married Joseph S. Espy
        (5) Louisa Diana Espy
        (6) Marcellus Aurelius Espy, married Sallie S. Matthews, daughter of Dr. James A. Matthews late of Cherokee Co. Ala.
        (7) Virgil Horace Espy

This sketch was sent by M. A. Espy of Albertville in Mar. 22, 1909

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Transcriber’s Notes: I was able to get a photocopy of the original diary, as well as a copy typed (poorly) by WPA workers during the Depression. The typed copy I scanned into my computer. Much editing was required, and checking back with the original. I apologize for any errors, I am sure there are some!

Sarah Espy refers to her children and others by their initials. One can sometimes determine who the person is by the previous comments. Her children are referred to as follows:
Thomas "T" married Lizzie "L"
Columbus "C"
Virginia "V"
Olivia "O"
Marcellus "M"
Virgil "V"

Berenice Shackleford was the niece of Sarah Espy, and had lived with Sarah and Thomas since the age of three, when her mother, Diana Rousseau Shackleford, died. Berenice, who was my great-grandmother, married Frank Bankson.
1859
SARAH R. ESPY, PRIVATE JOURNAL 1859-1868
Alabama Department of Archives and History, Montgomery, Alabama
Used with permission.
August 1859

Brock here to dinner. Mr. Smith this evening. 1st Sabbath. (Part of 1st page missing) Went to Lay's Springs, went to the Camp-ground and in a novel way, that of the two horse-wagon. Spent a pleasant day with my friends, saw a great many people, preaching only tolerable, -- no excitement among the people.
15. Fair and pleasant morning. Mr. E. (Mr. Espy, her husband) went to the camp-ground today. I came home this evening.
16. Warm weather. I left this morning for a meeting in Coat's Bend. Mr. Mountain this evening brought home Olivia. She came rejoicing, for she believes that last night her sins were pardoned. Of my six children, three are now professors of religion, and I have faith to believe that the others will come in too in God’s good time. The Pulling children spent the night here.
17. Very warm, Mr. E. (Mr. Espy) sowed turnip seed to-day. Columbus came home this evening having attended the preaching at Shady Grove.
18. Clear and warm. The girls and C. (Columbus) spent the night at Mr. Hale's. Miss S. Hale very sick.
20. Somewhat cooler. C. (Columbus) started to Shady Grove. I finished sewing for T. (Thomas) who is preparing to return to Marion. Made collars for Columbus.
21. 3rd Sabbath. Pleasant and beautiful morning. The girls went to the Presbyterian Church, and this afternoon to the Mr. Hampton's, whose family is sick.
22. Pretty day. The boys came home this evening. They went this evening to see Virginia. Mr. Tunwell.
24. I went with Olivia to Mr. Hudgen’s, from there she went to the school-house and got her books.
25. A very pretty morning, much cooler.
26. Pretty day. Olivia and I spent it with Mrs. Phipps & Mrs. Nichols.
28. 4th Sabbath. Cloudy. The girls went to Cedar Hill, Dr. R. preached. A small congregation.
29. Showery morning. This morning I opened a letter written by myself six years ago to my sons, Thomas and Columbus enclosing the bills of sale to my Negroes, made by my father to me in 33 and 35, I wrote another, and reenclosing the bills I directed it to them and replaced it in my private trunk. O. (Olivia) went this evening to Mr. Hudgen's and got cucumbers for pickling.
30. Considerably cooler.

September 1859

1. Cool and pleasant; this afternoon Joseph Espy, my brother-in-law, arrived. He left Thomas at Cedar Bluffs, at which place a meeting is in progress. This morning then he parted with his brother. It may be forever as C. (Columbus) still intends going West.
2. Pleasant day. Meeting began at Yellow Creek to-day. Preachers -- Hood and Livingston in attendance.
3. Pretty day. A good congregation. One joined by letter, and eight who had been baptized into the fellowship of this Church, at Round Mountain were received in full fellowship. Brethren Hood, Davis and Brock came here to dinner. Mr. Smith this evening.
4. 1st. Sabbath. Cloudy morning with showers, yet a good congregation notwithstanding. We had basket-dinner at Church. One joined by experience. A good deal of rain this evening. Mr. Smith is quite a lively preacher.
5. Cloudy. A good congregation to-day. Much interest is shown by the people though it is a busy time. Seven more of the Round Mountain members came forward and the right hand of fellowship extended to them. Brother J. (Joseph) Espy left this morning. He has been unwell, and I think a little home-sick. Mrs. M. Howard spent the night with us.
6. Pretty day. The meeting still going on and a lively interest shown by the people. Mr. Williams came home with us to supper. I do not attend the night meetings, but they are very interesting.
7. This morning Mr. Smith left. A good meeting today. Two baptized this evening. Mr. G. Bearden came with Thomas to supper. Two joined tonight and the meeting broke.
One week missing
15. Cool morning. Mr. N. left. O. (Olivia) still unwell.
16. Thomas went this evening to see Virginia. An equinactial gale accompanied by a great deal of rain. Making night-shirts for Thomas.
17. Clear and warm. I went this evening to see Mrs. Cumby about weaving for me. Called on Mrs. Brewer.
18. 3rd Sabbath A pleasant and beautiful morning. The girls and Virgil went to Concord. A good congregation. Saw Virginia there. Mrs. Brewer came here this evening.
19. An incessantly rainy day. Mrs. George spent the night here.
20. Still inclement.
21. Showery. Thomas came home this morning. This afternoon I went to Mrs. Cumby’s taking my web of cloth, and helping a little in beaming.
22. Cloudy. Thomas has gone over the river taking the children-census for his Pa. The time of his stay with us is drawing to a close, and he will leave next week.
24. Pretty day Commenced a dress for Olivia. Miss Phipps & Miss Rudd spent the afternoon here.
25. Clear and warm, Miss S. & E. Hale, Miss Mackey spent the day here. The girls went home with them.
27. Cooler. Mary Espy came, we helped her on with a dress. Also got our quilt out and did house-cleaning,
28. Clear and quite cool. I visited Mrs. Brewer.
29. Cold day. The girls went to the Union meeting at Cedar Hill. Mr. Dobbs and wife, Mr. Charles and Miss Ellen Dupree came home with them.
30. 5th Sabbath. Ice this morning. We went to preaching. A large congregation. Had basket-dinner. Virginia was there but looking thin. Pleasant day. Cold but pretty morning, the girls went to Church, not a great many there. Olivia was baptized by Dr. Ralls.

October 1859

1. A cool rainy day. Tonight I was sent for to Mr. Hale's. Miss Wilcox has just died after a few days of illness which was not thought to be serious. This was a lady much respected for the time she has been among us, and people seem grieved for her loss.
2. 1st Sabbath. Clear and cool. I remained at Mr. Hales to-day. A good many persons there. Came with the procession to the Presbyterian Church at which place we buried her. The girls and the little boys went to the Association to-day.
3. A very pretty day. Commenced working a collar. Mr. E. went to Lebanon. The girls visited Mrs. Hampton.
4. Wet day. The girls went to visit Mrs. Wilder and spent the night with Mrs. Truitt. I have been affected several days with diarrhea. Took oil and turpentine today and feel better this evening.
5. Warm -- pretty weather. The girls came home this morning. I am still unwell. Cousin Agnes sent me wool rolls to-day. Heard of Mr. Hudgen's getting his thigh broken.
7. Pretty Indian summer day. I am better, and went this evening to Mrs. Echols who is unwell.
8. Cloudy with thunder showers, turning cold.
9. 2nd Sabbath. Quite cool and windy, which alone prevented frost. The girls went this evening to Mr. Hill's whose family is unwell.
10. A light frost. I commenced knitting winter socks for Columbus. This evening he arrived. He is not very well, and says his cousin Margaret is in a decline.
13. Cloudy. Columbus came home with the news of Virginia having the chills. I ought to go down, but I have no opportunity. Received a letter from Thomas, he arrived safe at Marion and has resumed his studies.
14. Quite warm again. Drew some patterns for embroidery.
15. Very warm for the season. Making a coat for Columbus.
16. 3rd Sabbath. Pretty day. Somewhat cooler. C. went to Shady Grove. I sent Dick today to see how Virginia is coming on. He returned this evening with the pleasant news of her being better. Missed chilling twice.
17. Cloudy morning. A great deal of rain to-night.
18. Clear and getting cold. I finished Columbus coat. He came home tonight.
19. Clear and pretty days. Busy fixing C. for his start tomorrow.
20. Clear and beautiful morning, Columbus bade us farewell and left early. He thinks he will start to Louisiana next week. If he does in all probability I shall never see him again. May the Lord preserve him from all evil. I feel more anxiety for him than all my other children. Put in a quilt for Olivia. Cousin Agnes took dinner here. Heard of the death of Mr. Andwens.
21. Pretty weather. Spent the day in quilting. Some hog-drovers spent the night here.
22. Small frost. Not enough to injure anything. I never saw the autumn flowers more beautiful. Olivia and I went to Echols’ this evening. She selected a dress. This has been a fine day.
23. 4th Sabbath. A beautiful Indian summer day, every thing seems to be sleeping in the calm, quiet haze -- peculiar to this season. It it the Sabbath of the Year.
(Week missing)

November 1859

1 & 2. Cold but pretty weather. Preparing a web of cloth for the loom. Wrote to Thomas, I would like to know this evening where Columbus is.
3. Beautiful but very dry weather. Got my cloth in today.
4. Still pretty weather. Mrs. Phipps spent the afternoon with us.
5. Pretty day. Went to Yellow Creek. Mr. Hood preached on Election and did his subject credit, I thought. Re-elected him moderator for the ensuing year. Elected cousin James Espy clerk. Mary Espy came home with us.
6. 1st Sabbath. Serene, and beautiful Indian summer day. Went to Church, Mr. H. preached to a large congregation. Mr. Le. Mackey came here.
7. Clear and warm. Cousin James and Robert Espy came this morning and commenced to recover our house; this with its noise and litter makes a disagreeable affair.
8. Still pretty weather. Mr. & Miss Echols spent the afternoon with us. Loaned Miss E. a piece of my painting which she wishes to copy.
9. Still dry and warm. Mr. Cumby came this morning to assist the workman.
10. Warm. Mr. Espy started to Rome this morning.
11. Still very warm and somewhat cloudy. The workmen finished our house this evening, clearing away the rubbish. We shall now be more comfortable.
12. Very warm for the season Our workman left this morning. Cloudy, with high winds which whirls the dust in clouds. The clouds blew away tonight and it it getting quite cold.
13. 2nd Sabbath. Extremely cold and windy. A great change from the summer weather of the last week. The girls went out visiting this evening. Mr. E. came home.
14. Very cold. Making winter clothing.
15. Still cold. We received this morning by the boat of yesterday our winter shoes, also some cloth. I went with Mrs. Brewer this evening to see Mrs. Hampton, who is sick, found her quite feeble.
16 and 17. Somewhat warmer. Still making clothing, also a coat for Cousin James. A great deal of rain today which is welcome to the farmers, as they can now sow their wheat. Turning cooler.
18. Cloudy.
20. 3rd Sabbath. Pretty day, The children went to Concord to hear the funeral sermon of Miss Wilcox, preached by Dr. Ralls. Cousin James, Charles Dupree, Mrs. Brewer, here this afternoon.
21. Pleasant weather. Commenced making calico dresses, also pants for Mr. E.
22. Warm for the season. Mr. E. brought us a fine cheese from Dublin this morning. The girls visited Mrs. Echols.
23. Still warm. Went to see Mrs. Brewer this morning, who is sick. Miss I. Patterson visited us this evening.
24. Very warm. Some travelers called this morning for breakfast. They had several fine horses for sale. Thanksgiving Day. Mrs. B. still sick
25. Clear and warm. Had washing done for Mrs. B. She is somewhat better.
26. A very rainy day and warm. The newspapers are filled with the abolition riot at Harper's Ferry. A great excitement prevails in some of the Southern states in consequence. May the Northern assassins be put down with their free-negro allies.
27. 4th Sabbath. Warm, rainy morning. Some appearance of clearing off this afternoon, but soon commenced raining again. Heard by old Mr. Brewer of Columbus’ departure for Louisiana. May the Lord go with him. This was not unexpected, yet it struck me painfully, the knowledge that he is gone. I think I had rather he had remained with his brother. May it prove for the best. A great deal of rain tonight.
28. Some appearance of clearing off. Wrote to Margaret Espy.
29. Clear and quite warm.
30. Still warm, cloudy. Olivia went this afternoon to Dublin.

December 1859

1. Cloudy, but turning cooler. Warm again this evening. I never knew more variable weather.
2. A spring-like morning. Today Brown, the abolition leader and assassin expiates his crime on the scaffold. May peace attend, and follow, and may the women and children of the South be saved from their Northern murderers. Mrs. L. Hale here this evening, a great deal of rain tonight.
3. Rainy day . Did not go to Yellow Creek today.
4. 1st Sabbath. Cloudy. The children went to Church. Mr. Livingston preached. I received a letter from Margaret Espy, Columbus left there on the 25th Oct. No news since.
5. A dull misty day. Again this evening.
6. Still cloudy. The girls visited Mrs. Finley. Tremendous rains tonight. Turned cold toward morning with sleet.
7. Excessively cold with light showers of snow. This has been a busy day. We slaughtered 14 hogs, large ones. It is my birthday, and I sit this evening by a cheerful fire, recording the fact, 44 have I seen, and as I look back over the road I have traveled, I would fain to be thankful to the good Being, who has led me safely thus far, and trust his grace for the future. As for my children they are in His hands, and He looks on them this evening, ---- I trust in Mercy.
8. Clear and the severest weather we have had in two years. Mr. E. has had a time of it today, with his frozen meat. Mr. Brewer, and J. Pulling, helped him. Left some unsalted at last. I dried up 22 gallons of lard today.
9. Still severely cold. We finished our lard and ground sausage meat. This evening a welcome letter came from Columbus. -- He was at his Uncle’s in good health. They were also in good health. He was on the road 10 days, and had his trials to encounter, as all do who are short of money. He is now with friends and may they live happily together. He is much pleased with the country, and thinks he will continue there. May the Lord be with him.
10. Clear, and more moderate. Finished our sausage up and put to press cheese-souse. We begin to feel like we are nearly through with a disagreeable job. The thought of C. has been in my mind all day. Yet I try to console myself with the thought that he in with his Uncle’s, and they are his friends.
11. 2nd Sabbath. Clear and cold. I started Dick with a letter to Sis this morning, but he met them coming to Mr. Butt's to pay a farewell visit to Dennis and Theresa. The girls went this evening to see Mrs. Hampton.---She is improving some.
12. Clear and crisp morning. Mother Echols, Miss Phipps spent the day here. Mr. Dupree the night.
13. Very cold morning, the ground white with frost. The girls went this evening to visit Mrs. Butt.
14. Still cold. The girls came home this evening. Mrs. B. was not at home, they spent the time at Misses Cunningham and Lowery -- Making pants for R. Espy.
15. Cold. Making a coat for J. Pulling.
16. Cloudy. Our people commenced sowing wheat. A good deal of rain this evening.
17. Cold rainy day. Finished the coat, Today received a Christmas present from Thomas, in the shape of a letter of six pages. He is well and getting on well with his studies. Also Mr. E. received a welcome letter from Columbus. He appears much pleased with his country, and was in good health. I am glad now that he is in Louisiana.
18. 3rd Sabbath. Clear and cold. The girls and Virgil Horace went to Concord, no preacher----. Mr. Williams, Mrs. & Miss Brewer here today. I am reading "Latta’s Chain of Sacred Wonders,” and am much pleased with it.
19. Cloudy and cold. Put in a quilt, also cut a vest for Mr. Brewer.
20. Very cold. Finished the vest, and commenced one for J. Pulling.
21. Cloudy and cold.
22. Still cold. Finished my sewing.
23. Clear and very cold. Wrote today to Thomas and Columbus. Mr. Spear spent the night here.
24. A very severe morning. We have had a longer spell of cold weather than I have known lately. The girls stayed this evening to Mr. Dupree’s. Christmas Eve, yet all seems quiet, a few guns have been fired. How different from the time of my earliest recollections. Nothing hardly could be heard but the thunder of artillery.
25. 4th Sabbath. Christmas Day. A brilliantly beautiful day though very cold. A very quiet one, too. In thought I travel after my absent ones, and send the wish of a “Happy Christmas" to them, and may they spend it better than they have ever done before. The girls came home this evening. Charles Dupree with them.
26. Warmer, and somewhat cloudy. O. went to Mr. Hale’s. I went to Mrs. Patterson's this evening. The old lady is very feeble but quite cheerful.
27. A rainy day. Mrs. Brewer gives a party today to which the girls are gone. Virgil went rabbit hunting with Gordon Finley.
28. Cloudy and warm, with a good deal of rain tonight, with thunder and lightning.
29. A close rainy day, something cooler. A furious storm this evening of wind, rain, and hail, accompanied by heavy thunder: some damage done to the fencing. A regular summer storm in mid-winter.
30. Cloudy all day and getting quite cold this evening. Mrs. F. Hale called here. Mr. E. went to the sale at the Mitcham’s.
31. Cloudy and cold with snow all the morning. Getting very cold this evening --- the last day of the old year. Where shall we all be this time next year?

1860
SARAH R. ESPY, PRIVATE JOURNAL 1859-1868
Alabama Department of Archives and History, Montgomery, Alabama
Used with permission.

January 1860

1. 1st Sabbath. An extremely cold cloudy day. The ground still covered with snow. Now preaching at Yellow Creek this time. Dr. Cobb and Dr. Matthis called here today. Getting bitterly cold as night approaches. I think of the poor tonight -- how they must suffer.
2. The hardest freeze yet --thawed a little about 12 o’clock, but turning cold as ever this evening.
3. & 4. Still very cold but thawed considerably today. I visited Mrs. Brewer this evening.
5. Very cold. We killed the remaining 17 of our hogs today. Mrs. Haines left the neighborhood this morning for Virginia. Mr. Wolfe spent the night here. A bitter night.
6. Cloudy and cold. No thaw today. Finished the lard and part of the sausage meat; commenced raining tonight.
7. Rainy, something warmer. Cousin J. Espy took dinner here-- owing to high waters we have had no mail for two weeks. I am anxious to hear from my absent children.
8. 2nd Sunday. Cloudy morning and warmer. No preaching today. Clear this evening. The girls went to Mrs. Brewer’s.
9. Pretty day. Commenced shirt making. This is Virginia’s birthday, occurring this time on the same day of the week.
10. Foggy morning, and warm, received a small mail today. I see the four abolition-rioters were hanged on the 16th Dec. according to appointion; all went peaceably. The leader Brown being hanged on the 2nd Thursday. 5 men have paid for their fanaticism with their lives. May others take heed.
11. Somewhat cloudy, but pleasant.
12. Rainy day. Our people are threshing oats.
13. Still inclement; and disagreeable weather.
14. Rainy morning. Letters came today from Brother Horace and Columbus with the pleasant news of their good health; though my brother informs me that he has nearly lost the use of his right hand from an ulcer. He also informs me that he has my little legacy in safe hands, which relieves my mind from anxiety. He wrote also to Mr. Espy, enclosing a copy of a Power of Attorney of the State, which he designed for my use. Went tonight and sat up with Mrs. Patterson who is very low. I never saw anyone suffer so much.
15. 3rd Sabbath. Cloudy and cold. Came home this morning, the old lady seems better. Cleared off today. The girls went to Mr. E. Hale’s.
16. Cold. I went tonight to Mr. Patterson’s. The old lady now lies quietly, like one asleep; the bitterness of death with her is passed, though she may last many days.
17. Still cold. I left Mrs. P. this morning; I see no great change.
18. Somewhat cloudy. The old lady died this morning. I spent the day there, Berenice has gone this evening to sit up tonight with them; -- In looking one year back I find this was a dark day with me, and with thankfulness I now acknowledge a happier state of mind.
19. Clear and beautiful morning. Olivia went to attend the burial with Berenice at Concord. Our people are now sowing wheat, having been entirely hindered by bad weather. The fall sowing is thought to be entirely killed. A seeming prospect now of good weather.
20. Pretty day. The girls went on the mountain to visit Cousin James’ family. Dr. McMichael dined here.
21. Pretty weather with ice of mornings. I went this morning to see Mrs. S. Hale. We received a full mail today in which were two no’s of the Banner & Baptist directed to me, from whom I know not; I think it a good paper. Mr. Dupree dined here. Dr. Cobb called in awhile.
22. 4th Sabbath. A brilliant morning, the children are gone to Cedar Hill, Mr. Thompson preached. Virginia was there and went to Mr. Phipps for dinner. I went this evening down to see her. She made me a present of a beautiful book mark, the motto is worked in her own hair. She also made the little boys presents.
23. Clear and pleasant weather, seems now like spring.
24. Beautiful weather though nearly too warm. Three men spent the night here.
25. Fine day. Finished my sewing, and this afternoon paid a visit to the Misses Patterson. I missed the presence of the old lady. Of course they do, they looked disconsolate, but tried to be cheerful.
26. Still warm--- pretty weather. The girls wrote to Columbus today. They visited Mrs. Echols this afternoon, as she is alone. Olivia spent the night with her. Cloudy tonight.
27. Cleared off last night, and became cold. Hung up our meat today. A colporteur called. I did not try any books.
28. Cold, clear day. No letter from Thomas.
29. 5th Sabbath. A clear and cold day. No preaching. On this day last year Columbus left his home to battle with the world alone. It was a dark time with me; but I now thankfully acknowledge that all which seemed so dark and distressing were ordered for the best; and may the Mercy of the Father above ever attend him and keep him from all danger and evil. The girls went to Mr. Rudd’s.
30. A fine warm day. Cloudy this evening.
31. Rainy, warm day. Turned cold tonight, and snow and hail fell. A windy boisterous night.

February 1860

1. Extremely cold, still snowing. Cleared off about 12:00. Very cold tonight.
2. Very cold. I molded our year’s allowance of candles.
3. More moderate, but still plenty of ice.
4. Pleasant day. The girls went to a meeting at Mrs. Greenway's. I did not go to Church today in consequence. Mr. Hanner dined here. Raining tonight.
5. 1st Sabbath. Rainy morning. Appeared like clearing at 12:00. Few persons at Church today. Miss Phipps sent for Olivia to go with her to Mr. Trippe's this afternoon. She was glad for having a chance thrown in her way, as she has long wished to visit her sister, as has gone. Mr. D. Bearden called today and had a tooth extracted. After all Almeda and Olivia did not get off, and O. had just returned.
6. Cloudy. Mr. E. took the boat tonight for Rome.
7. Still cloudy and cold. Mary Espy spent the day here. Olivia and Almeda made another start for Mr. Trippe's. It began to rain shortly afterward and is a most inclement evening.
8. Cleared off today. I visited Mrs. Brewer this afternoon.
9. Pleasant day. This afternoon I buried myself in the past by looking over the only diaries of my young days that I have preserved, those of 34 & 35. On finishing I hardly realize my present state of existence; that I am the mother of six children, 4 of whom are grown up. There are many private marks in those journals whose significance I have forgotten! Marcellus has gone to Mr. Howard's, and as Yellow Creek is swollen by the recent rains, I am feeling uneasy. Olivia came home this evening, had a pleasant visit, left all well and cheerful.
10. Slight rains this morning. Had a letter from Thomas, he was not well he wrote. Spoke of his illness as slight however; he is progressing finely with his studies. The girls went to circuit preaching at Cedar Hill. Clear this evening.
12. 2nd Sabbath. A clear and beautiful morning. No preaching; the girls went to see Mrs. Hampton; found her improving in health.
13. Pretty morning, had my garden ploughed today. The girls went to Hale's. A light rain this evening. This is Thomas' birthday; may he be in health today.
14. Rainy morning! Sent for the girls; quite warm.
15. Clear and pleasant.
16. Pleasant. Wrote to Brother R. and Thomas.
17. Cloudy. Planted onion sets and sowed Beet seed; commenced raining this evening.
18. Still rainy. No mail this morning. Clear this evening.
19. 3rd Sabbath. Clear and cold. The children went to a singing at Yellow Creek.
20. Ice this morning, yet I see the Yellow jonquils are in bloom; my mother's favorite early flower, which she more than 50 years ago, brought with her from North Carolina. A tin peddler stayed with us tonight.
21. Cloudy with east wind, which came on to blow severely by night with a great deal of rain.
22. Pleasant and clear. Mrs. Brewer here this evening.
23. Somewhat cooler.
24. Windy, disagreeable day.
25. Cold and windy. Dr. Bean called here. A letter came today from Columbus dated 20 Jan. He was well and well pleased with his situation. May he continue so. The 24th anniversary of my marriage. Another year is added to that I chronicled in this book last year. Another year with its share of memories; its hopes, and fears, its joys, and sorrows.
26. 4th Sabbath. Cold morning with ice but pretty day; the children have gone to Cedar Hill. This afternoon Mr. Thompson preaches to the Negroes. Mr. Truitt's gin-house burned last night.
27. Pretty day. Mrs. Echols, Mrs. Rudd, visited us this evening. I sowed a good many seeds today.
28. Cloudy. Transplanted vines, went to Mr. Brewer's this evening.

March 1860

1. Pleasant weather, with a little ice of mornings.
2. Very pleasant spring-like weather. Olivia went this afternoon to Mr. Hales, and Dr. Mitchell's.
3. Pretty day, went to Yellow Creek. A good many persons out. Miss Stephens the new teacher and Miss Hale, spent the day here. Virgil Horace’ birthday, and the anniversary of Virginia’s marriage.
4. 1st Sabbath. Beautiful day. Went to Church. Mr. Hood preached a lively sermon today to a good congregation. He came with Mr. Lowell to dinner. Mrs. & Miss Phipps came this evening to see us. Somewhat surprised that Mr. Espy has not yet returned. Rain tonight.
5. Rainy morning. Mrs. Finley sent this evening for shrubs and flowers.
6. Pretty morning, I am busy preparing for summer clothing.
7 & 8. Warm. Sowed more seeds. Mrs. Rains, Miss Greenway visited us this afternoon. Mr. Silverman here tonight.
9. Cooler. Mrs. Brewer came this evening. Mr. E. arrived in good health. He sold no lands and it seems made a useless trip to Georgia.
10. Cold windy day. The girls went to Circuit preaching. Dr. Bean dined here.
11. 2nd Sabbath. A clear and serene morning, though cold. I would love to look in this morning on my brothers and Columbus. May all be well with them this blessed Sabbath morning and forever. And Thomas and Virginia too. May the clouds that now hover over our political horizon be dispelled by the gales of peace and union.
16. Windy and dry. Commenced to rain.
17. Rainy day with strong eastern winds. A letter from Thomas this morning. He was in health, and appears to be cheerful.
18. 3rd Sabbath. Cloudy. I am suffering much with sick headache; have not had such a spell for two years. Heard of the burning of the Crib and stables on the place formerly belonging to Col. Irwin. It seems there is a great deal of mischief now doing in the South which is attributed to the Abolition. What are we coming too? Feel somewhat better this evening.
19. Clear and windy. Feeling better this morning. Birthday of Columbus. I hope the poor boy is well and satisfied today. How I would like to see him! Went this evening to give Mrs. Brewer some instructions about fringe making.
20. Cold morning. Our people are corn planting today. Miss E. Patterson visited us this evening.
21. Cold windy day. I went early this morning to Leesburg and made a few purchases also paid the postage among Rome paper which T. is sending me.
22. Showery morning. I went with O. to the grave-yard at the Baptist Church and set out flowering plants round the graves of the Brown family, the place looks much neglected. A great deal of rain tonight.
24. A clear windy day. Mr. E. went to Mr. Dupree's.
25. 4th Sabbath. Cold and windy. Olivia and the boys went to Cedar Hill, Mr. T. preaches to the Negroes this evening.
26. Still cold. It is feared that fruit will be injured by the frost. The peach trees are in full bloom. Mrs. Bearden, Mrs. Cumby, spent the day here. Mrs. Phipps the evening.
27. Mr. and Mrs. Berry spent the night here.
28. Still cold.
29. Cold morning. I wrote to Columbus, and warped a web for counterpanes. I find that I suffer annoyances to vex me too much, and cause me to sin; today I was both petulant and unreasonable.
30. A good deal of frost this morning. I went to Echols & made a few purchases. O. unwell with tooth-ache.
31. Pretty day. Went to church--a small congregation. Mr. H. made a good discourse from the 10th Chapter of John.

April 1860

1. 1st Sabbath. A good deal of rain last night, yet the morning seems to promise fair weather; a spring morning. The birds are singing cheeringly, and all nature seems refreshed. Went to Church. Mr. Hollis preached. Charles Dupree here when we returned; cloudy windy evening.
2. Clear and cool. Cousin James, M. Brewer called here. Rain tonight and slight hail.
3. Showery morning. The girls went to help Mrs. Brewer sew. Windy this afternoon. Sowed bunch-beans today.
4. A good deal of rain this morning. Making drawers. Nancy Cumby came today and took my counterpanes to weave. I went to Mr. Brewer this evening--he is sick with mumps.
5. Pretty day. I sowed cabbage, and a good many other seeds this morning. A peddler called; I bought a green veil for O. finished, and sent to mail, a letter to Thomas.
6. Pretty spring-like weather.
7. Our folks are planting corn. Went with Olivia to Cedar Hill. Mr. Thompson preached to a few persons. Heard from Virginia by Mr. Trippe--her husband is unwell and has been for some time--this is unfortunate at this busy time of the year. I would help him if I could. The girls have gone to Mr. Phipps.
8. 2nd Sabbath. Clear and windy. No preaching convenient today. I walked out this evening and called on Mrs. Hale.
9. Somewhat cloudy. Court-week at Centre, Mr. E. has gone there today. I sowed butter and other beans; Dr. Nicholson came here this afternoon; extremely warm weather.
10. Still very warm. Dr. N. went to Centre today intending to return in a few hours, to take Olivia over to his Mother's, but was detained till night. Cloudy tonight. Thunder .
11. Some rain this morning. O. set off with the doctor, clear and considerably cooler this evening.
12. Cool morning.
13. Still cool. I commenced weaving today.
14. Pretty day. I am feeling unwell. Exchanged fowls with Mrs. Hale.
15. 3rd Sabbath. A beautiful morning, spring is now progressing rapidly. The trees which a week ago looked dead are now nearly in full leaf. My vegetables are growing finely. Berenice and the boys went to Cedar Hill. Saw Virginia there. Olivia came home about eleven. Miss M. and Dr. Nicholson with her. Much pleased with her visit to DeKalb.
16. Pleasant day. Our visitors went to Centre.
17. Cloudy and warm. Miss Mattie and her Brother returned today; took dinner and started home, they had expected to stay till Thursday.
18. Cloudy. I ordered bonnets today for the girls by Hale. A great deal of rain this evening. Making pants for the little boys
19. Still raining.
20. Cloudy morning. Cleared off this evening.
21. Beautiful weather now. I was looking for a letter from Columbus, but the mail came without one; it is long since I have heard from him; I hope all is well with him.
22. 4th Sunday A gloriously beautiful Spring morning. Vegetation is coming on rapidly. The garden looks like an Eden, with its wealth of early roses and jonquils and pinks. The kitchen garden is also splendid. The children have gone to Cedar Hill.
24. Cool. Mrs. Cumby, Mr. Hardwick, Mr. Fillotson came here today.
25. Quite cool. Visited Mrs. Brewer this evening. Mrs. Hampton there.
26. Still cold, but no frost. Went with O. to visit Mrs. Bean.
27. Warmer and cloudy. This evening a latter came from C. post-marked "In haste”. My trembling hands could scarcely open it and Oh! Misery! my brothers are both dead and the poor boy is left desolate and alone and perhaps by this time he may have followed them. They died of pneumonia. Brother James on the 19 of March, and brother Horace on the 3rd of April. He earnestly desires that his Pa would come and wind up the estate, both of theirs and my father’s. May the Lord be with the poor boy and cheer him in his loneliness. Through what severe trials has he not passed! So young too and inexperienced. And yet if he can have health, I shall be glad he went and was with them at the last. I know that it was a comfort to them. B. Horace expressed his intention to divide the property with my children allowing Berenice an equal share. In their death the world has lost two of her best men. Men of more high toned morality, I never knew. Of our once happy family, I am the sole survivor. May the good Lord help us all.
28. Cloudy and cool--all looks dark to me, for I am thinking of my distant and perhaps afflicted child. Commenced raining this evening.
29. 5th Sabbath. The mist it going up this morning like the smoke from a boiling cauldron. I think we will have more rain despite the bright sunshine. I learnt from Mr. E. last evening that he intends going to Columbus; I must write next mail and cheer him with the news. I am feeling more composed, and yet I am badly perplexed about the business matters for I want my children to have their own, and I know not how to act for the best.
30. Pleasant day. The last day of an eventful month to me, for in it I have lost the friend and brother on whom I depended for assistance, should I be in necessity. Alas! my brothers, the chariot of Israel, and the horseman thereof. This evening Mr. Smith, a neighbor of ours came, and in conversing with him, I passed some pleasant hours.

May 1860

1. A good deal of rain last night, but this morning is clear and cool. Mr. S. this morning. He is in very bad health. Olivia went with a large party Maying on the Mountain, and to the falls, had a fine time.
2. Clear and cool, preparing Mr. E. for his trip to Louisiana. He pledges himself that If I will give him a power of attorney, he will settle up the business and as my brother desired it should be. Had a mess of English peas today. Quite cool this evening.
3. A clear and cool day. Wrote today to Thomas. Finished fringing a counterpane. Our folks planted sweet potatoes. One mouth ago today at sunset, brother Horace died.
4. Pleasant day. Mr. E. went to Centre in order to prepare for his business in Louisiana. Found that he could do nothing. His intention now is to go there and have Columbus to administer on the estate. I wrote to C. today.
5. Still pleasant. Went to Yellow Creek, Mr. H. preached a good sermon to a good congregation. Cousin I. came home with us.
6. 1st Sabbath. Warmer. Went to Church. A good congregation considering that there is preaching at the Presbyterian Church which is not more than a mile distant. Communion day. R. Espy came home with us.
7. Pretty dry weather. Preparing Mr. E. for his start tomorrow. Made a pair of pants to send to Columbus. I wish he knew his Pa was ready to start.
8. Dry and windy. Mr. E. set out early on his journey. Mr. Brewer taking him in a buggy to Larkinville, at which place he will take the railway to Memphis. Dr. Nicholson, Mr. Mountain came here this evening.
9. A great deal of rain this morning. Dr. N. left after dinner. I went with Olivia to Hails to inspect his new goods. He has a large stock; made our purchases and returned with Mr. Rains, an old neighbor. Set out cabbage plants this evening.
10. Cool. Making a vest for Marcellus. A good rain this evening.
11. Very cool. Rainy. O. went to Mr. Echols and the post-office. Mrs. Brewer came here this evening.
12. A good deal of rain this morning. Trimmed the girls bonnets.
13. 2nd Sabbath. Pleasant and fair morning. A negro-boy belonging to Mr. A. Mackey was drowned last night in the Coosa while on a fishing excursion. Olivia and Marcellus have gone to Smith's Chapel. Berenice and Virgil to the singing at Yellow Creek. The river was dragged today, but without finding the body.
14. Warm. I sowed cabbage seeds today. The girls commenced making their dresses.
15. Still warm. Everything is now growing finely. The place is gay with roses. The multiflora crimson, and blush roses are in their prime, the white lilies are also beginning to open.
16. Had a mess of beets today. Pretty weather. A good deal of rain this evening. Made pants for Marcellus.
17. Pretty day. Making vest for J. Pulling.
18. Clear morning. Had a general house cleaning today; a tremendous rain this evening with wind, followed by successive rains during the whole evening.
19. Clear and cool. Trimmed Mrs. Brewer's bonnet; went to Hale’s this evening to make some purchases; Robert and Mary Espy came this evening. Received a letter from C. His brief consolation seems to consist in writing. He is very lonely he says and in distress with none to console him, for all are strangers. He writes bitter things against himself, for his former wildness too. I hope that before his father is with him, he has had a severe trial, may it turn out for his good. He seems now to be getting near where he should.
20. 3rd Sabbath. A cool, but beautiful morning, The children went to Cedar Hill. Mrs. Moore, Miss Hollis came, and spent the night. Robert and Mary left this evening.
21. Pleasant weather. Mr. And Mrs. McGhee stopped here today for dinner. Mr. Silverman spent the night. Making a coat for R. Espy.
22. Clear and fine weather. Made some purchases this morning from Mr. S.
23. Warm, much engaged. The girls went to Mr. Hales this evening. Cloudy this evening.
24. Pretty morning. The Pennington is now coming up the river and she blows in earnest too; she is evidently expecting passengers at Dublin. Making coat for A. Espy. Storm tonight, of wind and rain.
25 & 26. Very warm. Received a paper from Thomas with a line to say that he will be home on the 3rd July, Providence permitting. I hear of considerable injury done to the cotton crop in this vicinity by the recent storms of hail.
27. 4th Sabbath. Beautiful though excessively warm weather. I went with the children to Cedar Hill: Virginia sent me a letter informing me that she is having chills. Olivia and Virgil have gone down there this evening--Olivia to stay awhile, and V. to bring back the horse.
28. Pretty day. V. came home early this morning; he says that Virginia is better. Mr. Thompson, the Methodist minister spent the night with us. Making a black gingham dress.
29. Cooler. Cousin James, and Mrs. Cumby came in awhile this morning; she brought the last of my counterpanes home. We are needing rain now.
30. Pleasant day, with a good shower at noon.
31. Cooler. Olivia came home this morning. Virginia has got rid of the chills for this time. Making a pair of pants for C. Shackleford. Commenced a coat this evening.

June 1860

1. Cool morning; very busy; went to Hails [Hale's] this evening and made some purchases for Virginia.
2. Still cool, went to Yellow Creek; small congregation. The girls visited Mrs. Hampton this evening. Mrs. Brewer came in this evening.
4. Dry and warm. Made a pair of pants.
5. Still warm. We are needing rain very much in the garden especially. Went with Mrs. Brewer down to see Virginia. She is well and looks well. The Misses Trippe visited us then this evening. Cut a part of our wheat this afternoon. It is pretty good.
6. A pretty shower this morning. Sewing for Virginia. I am getting anxious to hear from Louisiana. Rain tonight, but not enough for a season.
7. Pleasant morning. The girls went to visit Mrs. Wilder.
8. Cloudy with a good deal of rain today and wind. The girls came home this evening; the storm was quite severe above here. I have suffered a good deal last night, and today with sick- headache. A letter from T. of 8 pages. His health is not good. His letter was taken up mostly in describing the visits to Marion, of Buckner, Graves, and Yancey and the fine times they had with those distinguished men. No news from La. yet.
9. Pleasant with light showers. Mr. B. helped cut our rye today.
10. 2nd Sabbath. A clear, serene, and beautiful morning. All nature seems to be revived by the recent rains. Went to Cedar Hill. A large congregation; Miss Moore, Mr. & Mrs. Hollis came here this evening.
11. Cool, made up my counterpanes; went to see Mrs. Finley this evening. Heard of the death of Maj. Thornton of apoplexy.
12. Cloudy morning and soon it settled in a steady rain the whole morning. We hired hands enough to have finished cutting our small grain if it had not rained. The Census taker came in this evening and also hindered them; with the assistance of Cousin J. I got in ours partially.
13. Very warm and clear. Making starch: Dick unwell this evening; Mr. B. and J. Pulling helped with our grain again this evening.
14. Somewhat cloudy. Finished our oats. Tremendous rain tonight.
15. Cloudy. House cleaning today; Olivia and Marcellus went to meeting at Cedar Hill tonight.
16. Clear and pleasant. I went with O. to quarterly meeting; Mr. Hearne, the Elder preached. Mrs. Bearden came with us to dinner; Mr. and Miss Dupree came here this evening.
17. 3rd Sabbath. Pretty morning. The whole family- excepting Virgil and myself have gone to Church for the day. He is troubled with toothache, and quite sick this evening with diarrhea. O. went home with Miss D. Sick tonight myself.
18. Very warm. V and myself quite sick all day.
19. Somewhat cloudy. We are both better this morning though very weak. Braiding a child's dress. A pretty shower today.
20. Warm and somewhat cloudy. Mrs. Phipps and Almeda spent the evening here.
21. Rainy morning. The longest day of the year, and a warm one.
22. Pleasant. I went to visit Mrs. Echols but she was from home, and I went to Mr. Phipps. Rain this evening. Still no news from Louisiana.
23. Cool morning. Olivia came home this evening.
24. 4th Sabbath. Quite cool. O. and the boys went to Cedar Hill.
25. Mr. B. finished our oats this morning.
26. Pleasant . Put in a quilt. I went to Mr. Patterson's this evening. Cloudy. Was well. Sent us some apples.
28. Very warm, but refreshing breezes. The girls went to Mr. Greenway's. I wrote to C. today. I am uneasy not having news of him so long; fear that he is sick. The girls came home with them and spent the night.
30. Excessively warm and dry. Went to Yellow Creek church. Small congregations. This afternoon to our surprise Thomas arrived. We were not expecting him before Tuesday. He is in his usual health, but very thin.

July 1860

1. 1st Sabbath. Still unpleasantly warm. We went to Church; large congregation; Elder Hood and Livingston preached . Mr. & Mrs. Morgan came with us to dinner, also the preachers. Thomas went to Shady Grove with them.
2. Sultry. T. came home this morning. Mrs. Cumby took dinner here.
3. Still warm and dry: making a coat for M. Cumby.
4. Wednesday, Independence day-- Thomas and I started to visit at Mr. A. Mackey's but had not proceeded far when we met Columbus, and direful was the news. His Pa died on the 24th June. He buried him on the 26th and on the next day left the fatal country. Mr. E. was just ready to start home when taken sick, but alas! this place will know him no more forever. We are alone now, and may the Lord help us in our weakness. Sent Marcellus down after Virginia and her husband . They came, Virginia now looking very well.
5. Owing to the excitement of Columbus and Virginia's arrival I was held up yesterday, but after a sleepless night I begin to realize our situation. Life looks exceedingly dark and cold and what is to become of my children is now my trouble. True, there is enough of this world’s substance for our support left us, if we can only manage It properly. May the Lord help us to do what is right. Still dry, I now fear the crops will be cut off.
6. Very warm, Virginia left this morning; I am feeling more composed today. Still from many causes I have much to fear. The unfinished state of the business in La. which will cause C. to return this fall, and also the thought of the revolution in our homes, and affairs are very distressing to me. There is no one to depend on but my inexperienced boys; and myself. A refreshing breeze this evening.
7. A pretty rain this morning, but owing to the heat of the sun, it soon passed away. C. & O. went to Cedar Hill. Thomas drew up a skeleton of his Pa’s life, which he sent to Dr. Ralls requesting him to write the obituary. The doctor will do so. The boys went to the bend this evening. Miss L. Patterson came to see us. I feel very much the need of a friend.
8. 2nd Sabbath. Cool and pleasant this morning. The boys came home this evening. No company today.
9. The boys have gone to Centre to consult a lawyer. I am very unwell today. They came home by Virginia's and found her quite sick. She wants me to come down, but I cannot go. C. returned there.
10. Excessively hot, I feel a little better. This morning V. was able to come up and stay a few weeks as I can not think of leaving my children now to stay with her.
11. The warmest weather I ever felt I am sure. V. missed her chill this morning and seems pretty well, I an better, bit feel weak in body and more so in mind. It seems that the thing that I greatly feared has come upon me. I was not at ease, yet trouble came and feel a fear of worse. The crop will soon be ruined if It does not rain. Thomas went to Cousin James’ today. Mr. B. and Marcellus returned from Mill.
12. Very sultry and about noon there came on a storm of wind from the north which I think continued for half an hour, injured our fruit trees considerably, but little rain with it. Mrs. Phipps, and Almeda came to see us this evening, also Mrs. Brewer, Mr. Trippe came up tonight.
13. Very cool morning. Miss P. and Mr. T. left this morning. Thomas went to Shady Grove, Columbus to Round Mountain to a school examination. We are drying apples. Virginia missed having a chill today. Received our mail this evening. In the Argus is the obituary of my husband, written by Dr. Ralls. We are feeling badly and lonely and desolate tonight, for we are weak and look forward to a hard struggle with an unfeeling world.
14. Still cool, and no prospect of rain. Times look gloomy for there is so little grain in the country. C. went to Shad Grove this evening. He has mended greatly in his looks since he came home, but he is troubled as are we all. May the Lord have mercy on us and direct us, for we are weak, and know not what to do for the best. Marcellus, quite unwell tonight.
15. 3rd Sabbath. Clear and pleasant morning. M. who took pills last night is better for which I am thankful---he with his quiet orderly manners seems now to be my main dependence. Mr. T. came up today. C. came home, but returned to Shady Grove this evening.
16. Still dry and warm. Made a house-cleaning today.
17. Sultry. Had a light shower this morning. C. came home, took supper, and returned to Shady Grove at which place a lively meeting is going on.
18. Clear morning. The sun eclipsed visibly . I went to Hale's to purchase mourning apparel far the children, but found little to buy. Very sultry.
19. Still dry and hot. A traveler spent the night here. He says the storm of the 12th was quite destructive in upper Georgia.
20. Extremely warm. O. and Almeda P. went to Shady Grove. The meeting still continues. Mr. C. Dupree came home with them. Appearance of rain this evening.
21. Clear morning and hot. Columbus, Berenice and Olivia went again to Shady Grove. I am troubled this evening for one of our horses seems quite sick, and I fear it is a founder.
22. 4th Sabbath. Hot and dry. The prospect now seems really appalling for vegetation is drying up rapidly. C. went to Shady Grove. O. and Virgil to Cedar Hill. Mr. T. came up today. The children came home from Shad Grove; 14 were baptized today and the meeting closed--but the brethren will meet tomorrow and pray for rain. Our horse seems better today.
23. Warm morning, but quite early our ears were saluted by the welcome sound of thunder. Thomas went down to the meeting. C. went home with Mr. T. to have our horse operated on for the hooks. About 1 o’clock a cloud began to rise and it soon came on to rain tremendously, the wind blowing a strong gale the while. No great mischief, though I believe. And now all nature is revived and cheerful. Virginia unwell tonight.
24. Pleasant morning. V. still unwell. Mr. Dupree came today and got 600 lbs. of bacon. C. went to a public speaking at Hale’s. It is one month tonight since Mr. Espy died, yet I hardly realize that fact. It looks almost impossible that he will never come again. Mr. Thornton came with Thomas to dinner.
25. Clear and warm. I went with Mrs. B. and Columbus. I never saw so gloomy a prospect for corn as is between this and Centre; there are many acres which will not make an ear. Thomas started to the Sabbath school convention at Rome.
26. Clear morning. Making starch. Light shower at noon. making Carriage dress for O.
27. Somewhat cloudy. Heard of the sudden death of Mrs. Black who was on a visit at Dr. Ralls.
28. Cloudy with light showers. Attended the burial of Mr. Pratt at Cedar Hill. He was buried with Masonic honors. A good many persons present. Hale visited us and Miss Stephens.
29. 5th Sabbath. Cloudy and pleasant. We would like a good rain, and yet we do not need it as it is in some places. Columbus and the girls went to Concord. Virginia and myself walked down this morning to Mr. Brewers.
30. Somewhat cloudy. Mr. Lay dined here. C. went to the bend; a Mr. Fisher and son, of Dalton, here tonight. This is the second week that the little boys have been going to school to Mr. Hill, on the mountain, and I have strangely neglected to notice it; it is a long walk for them too.
31. And last day' of another eventful month to me and mine. A pretty shower this morning; the girls have gone this evening to Mr. Hollis.

August 1860

1. Clear and warm. I have been troubled today much by one or two circumstances, and I fear the end is not yet. Thomas came home tonight, much pleased with Rome. Had a fine time with the brethren there.
2. Still warm. I have a sick-headache; reading "Mary Bunyan", and am much pleased with it.
3. Dry and warm. Quite unwell this morning, T. and C. wait to Centre today. Dr. & Mrs. Bean spent the day here. How I would like to see a good rain.
4. A little cloudy. Went to Willow Creek. A large congregation. Elder Hood a fine sermon. He with brethren Davis and Espy came here to dinner. T. then went with him to Round Mountain where he preached tonight.
5. 1st Sabbath. A clear and pretty morning. I did not go to church - a large congregation. Mr. & Mrs. Davis, Miss Tarrent, Miss Howard, and several gentlemen came to dinner. Elder Hood and Miss H. spent the night here.
6. Warm, Went to Church - a good congregation; several preachers in attendance; brethren Davis, and Hunter and Mr. Goss came to dinner. Elder Goss and Livingston spent the night.
7. Still dry and warm. The meeting still progressing. Dr. Cobb and daughter, Miss Robinson came to dinner, also Mr. W. Goss, Elder Hood came tonight.
8. Very warm and dry. The people do not attend this meeting like I have seen protracted meetings attended--still it is considered interesting. Mr. Burnett, R. Espy came to dinner. A light shower today.
9. Warm morning. Went to church. Small congregation. Elder L. preached, and came with us to dinner; we had a fine rain this evening, and all nature is revived; I do not attend the night meetings though they are considered most Interesting
10. Cloudy. I did not go to church today. Elders Hood and Hollis came to dinner; the meeting has closed. A good deal of rain this evening. Thomas went home with Mr. Hood to attend a meeting at the Lebanon church.
11. Cloudy. Columbus went to the barbecue given by the Breckenridge party at Centre. The country is getting in a deplorable state owing to the depredations -committed by the Abolitionists--especially in Texas; and the safety of the country depends on who is elected to the presidency. May that man be the union loving Breckenridge. The girls went to Mr. Greenway's. J. Trippe came home with Columbus. The democrats had a fine time today. Mr. Yancey was there, and addressed the people.
12. 2nd Sabbath. A morning of continued rain. I hope it is general, and the crops may be revived by it, and that there may yet be bread made enough for the country. Rain con continues all day and a great deal falling tonight.
13. Cloudy with cool winds from the East. This morning Dick had the misfortune to get hurt by a hog gashing his arm with his tusk. I fear it is a bad wound. Clear and cool this evening
14 Very cool. Filled both scaffolds today with peaches.
15. Still cool C. and M. sewed our turnips today.
16. Pretty weather. Virginia and I visited Mrs. Brewer this evening
17. Still fine weather. C. went to meeting on the mountain. A gentleman and lady stayed all night here.
18. Warm. Judge Lowe dined here. He and Columbus went to the valley this evening. O. unwell.
19. Very warm. The Judge and C. returned to dinner.
19. 3rd Sabbath. Warm morning. C. and O. went to Bethel to preaching. From there to Mr. Howard's. B. and J. went to prayer meeting at Yellow Creek. Storm of wind this evening, not much rain.
20. Pretty day. Refilled our scaffolds with fruit. T. came home the morning. Had a good meeting he says. He went to the bend this evening on business. Columbus and I went to Hail's this evening to purchase necessaries.
21. Pleasant morning. C. started to Centre this morning to meet T. and attend to business relating to the estate; Olivia accompanying him as far as Dr. Ralls’. Thomas failed to meet him.
22. Warm. T. went to Centre. today and took out letters of administration on his Pa’s estate. Mr. Dupree and Mr. M. Davis going his security. Rain this evening
23. Pretty morning. Put out more fruit. C. went to Bethel. T. came home this evening; Mr. Long and Mr. Thornton with him. Tremendous rain this evening.
24. Cloudy and showery. Virginia taken sick this morning. Sent far Dr. Sparks and this afternoon she gave birth to a still-born child. A fine large child as I ever saw. She seems pretty well herself, but deeply grieved. A great deal of rain today, Mrs. Brewer spent the night with us. F. and Mr. Thornton went to Mt. Zion Church.
25. Clear. Mrs. Phipps, Mrs. Hale and Mrs. Stephens here about 12:00. They took the baby to Cedar Hill and buried it. Virginia seems pretty well today. The Misses Trippe called in to see her today. O. came home this evening.
26. 4th Sabbath. Clear and warm. C. went to Bethel. Mr. B. visited us this evening. Mr. Trippe went to consult Dr. S. as we fear V. is not doing very well; I did not attend the prayer-meeting this evening.
27. A good deal of rain last night. V. seems very well today. Our people are threshing grain. Mr. B. and his boys, and Mr. T. and C. assisting. Cloudy all day. Mr. Goodman took dinner here.
28. Cloudy. C. started to Floyd C. Ga. to visit our relations there. Mrs. & Miss Greenway spent the day here. Cousin Agnes and Robert, Mrs. Ralls, Mrs. Hampton, Mr. and Mrs. Finley, Mr. Long here this evening.
29. Some appearance of fair weather. Virginia getting on very well I think. Commenced gathering fodder.
30. Clear and warm. Thomas came this morning. I wrote to Mr. Yarbrough, our administrator in La. Thomas engaged this evening making out an inventory of his Pa’s notes and accounts. Dick unwell. Mrs. Phipps came here this evening.
31. Warm. A hard rain this evening. Bad time for saving fodder; received a letter from Mrs. M. Smith of Texas, an old acquaintance; they have had a drouth from the middle of May until the first of August, also the Abolitionists are giving them great trouble, as they are in other parts of Texas. As I write a drove of Negroes are going by. They pass singing and seem cheerful; I do not like to see them driven about like stock, but think it wrong.

September 1860

1. Clear, pretty day. Went to Yellow Creek. small congregation; as the Presbyterians are having a meeting in the neighborhood at this time. Elected Brethren Burnett and Espy for deacons. Thomas went to Ballplay church. Virginia is improving.
2. Pretty morning, tho’ somewhat cloudy. Pretty fair turn out. Four received and baptized. Elder Hood, Mr. Burnett, Mr. T. came here. A great deal of rain this evening . O. and M. went to Concord. Virgil unwell.
3. Cloudy. M. went to school as he cannot work at the fodder,. The girls went to Concord, they are having a fine meeting there. Dr. Ghnal bears the name of the greatest revivalist of the times; Mr. Dupree and Ella came here. The old man, and Mr. Espy were great friends and he looks lonely here by himself. An old acquaintance of Cass Co. came here this evening, also T. came home tonight
4. Still cloudy,. I went to Concord. The younger Ghnal lectured. I was disappointed, for I wished to hear the old man. There seems to be a great feeling among the people, and many were up as mourners. Mrs. Mackey and son, Miss Stimpson came. The girls and M. went with them tonight to the meeting. M. was among the enquirers.
5. Cloudy. Assorting our things as today our property is to be appraised. This afternoon Mr. Finley, Mr. Truitt, and Mr. Brewer appraised our personal estate.
6. Pretty day. I went with T. and O. to Concord. The younger Ghnal lectured today. The meeting is an interesting one. Mr. T. came home with us.
7. Warm. Went to church. Dr. G. preached an answer to the question --” How am I to know that I am a Christian?”-- a great sermon too, I thought. A large congregation in attendance. A number joined the church. I started to the association at Cedar Bluff.
8. Clear and warm. Some of us went to Church today. Marcellus quite unwell. Gave him medicine. Virginia is now able to be up a good deal. Hauled out the corn which was cut for fodder. It is four months today since Mr. Espy left his home for the last time in his life. He never was gone so long before and alas! he can never return. C . came home this evening accompanied by his brother J. Virgil taken sick and both of them have high fevers tonight.
9. 2nd Sabbath. Pretty day. The meting still goes on. A great many there today. The boys appear better today, but their fevers rose again tonight. Mr. Stimpson, Mr. Haygood, Mr. & Mrs. Trippe came here.
10. Cloudy. The boys better this morning. I went to meeting with C. and James; not very many there. The boys have fever this evening and I gave them pills.
11. Clear and cool; James, C. and B. went to church and the meeting broke. Judge Lowe, and daughter came here. The boys better.
12. Clear and quite cool. The children better. I had a good night’s rest. Mr. T. came last night to inform the girls of a party to the mountains. They did not go as they were under promise to visit at Mr. Hale's today. C. went however. James went to visit at Cousin James’. Mr. Ryan called this evening.
13. Cool morning. Columbus went to Cedar Bluff and Thomas, who had not heard of J’s. arrival came back with him. The children are getting about now.
14. Cool. James left this morning. We have arranged for him to administer on the Ga. estate. C went to the bend; a letter came to me from Mr. Yarbrough, wishing to know how to proceed with the management of the estate of my brothers. I have already written to him. Ah me! These estate matters are very annoying. The news from Texas is distressing. The people in some parts under arms to protect themselves from the abolitionists and Negroes. Many late burnings reported.
15. Getting cloudy. T. went to Shady Grove. The children are picking cotton. Visited Mrs. Brewer. Joseph and Margaret Espy arrived this evening. It has been some years since I saw her, but she looks quits natural. C. came home tonight.
16. 3rd Sabbath. Cloudy. Columbus and Olivia went with their cousins to Shady Grove. Mr. T. came here this morning sick, took an emetic; Virginia also had a slight chill, and took pills. Commenced raining about 12:00, and has continued incessantly. I am uneasy about Olivia as she has a tooth which troubles her, and which Dr. Bean tried to pull yesterday.
17. Cloudy. The children spent the night at Mr. Davis’ and came home this morning. This evening Joseph, Margaret, and Berenice went to Cousin James’ and spent the night. I sat up with a sick child at Mr. Echol's tonight. The boys went to school, but soon returned.
18. Somewhat cloudy. Virginia had a chill today and is quite sick. Our folks are gathering late fodder.
19. Cool. Joseph and Margaret left early. T. has gone on the mountain to attend the constitution of a church. I was sent for to go to Mr. Echols--the child died this morning. Helped make the shroud and spent nearly the day there.
20. Pretty morning. Virginia taking quinine to keep off her chill. C. and O. have gone to attend the burial. T. went to see Mr. Thornton before he sets out to Marion. It is a matter of regret to us all that Thomas cannot go, too, but the business of the estate must be attended to, and he has undertaken It. Columbus went to Centre this evening to attend to a little matter for him. Another heavy trial tonight for me and I am feeling quite low, and depressed. I am too excitable, and prone to give way to passion. May the Lord help us all, that we be not led into temptation,
21. Cool clear morning. I am unwell and distressed for C. is speaking of returning to La. and I wish him to remain till after frost. I feel bad about his going anyway from fear that he will not return. T. started to Gadsden. Virgil going with him to Kings. The remainder of the journey he goes with Elder Goss. V. pretty well today, but she looks thin; the chills have injured her very much. C. and O. have gone down to Leesburg. Judge Lowe came here tonight .
22. Cool this morning. Columbus, Olivia, Berenice, and the Judge started to a camp-meeting in Wills Valley. B. going in the buggy with Judge Lowe. Made preserves today for V. She missed her chill again today. Our folks finished their fodder.
23. 4th Sabbath. Pretty clear morning. Marcellus and Virgil went to Cedar Hill. I find it hard to compose my mind for I am troubled and seem to look beyond to greater evils; I grieve more that we are alone in the world. Were my brothers alive it would be strength to me but they too are gone. Life itself, looks dark and cold.
24. Warmer. Berenice returned today. V. preparing to return home.
25. Warm and getting dry. C. and O. returned this morning--had a fine time. Mr. T. came for Virginia, and she went home this evening. B. going with her. Our family looks small now.
26. Still warm. I went to see Mrs. E. Hail this evening.
27. Getting quite dry. Visited at Mr. Echols, and Mr. Rudd whose family is sick.
28. Still warm. C. went to see Virginia this morning. I went on the mountain this evening to Mrs. Cumby's taking my web of woolen counterpane far her to weave. There is a great deal of wildly romantic scenery on the route, which impressed me with a feeling of pleasure and awe.
29. Cooler and cloudy. Went to Yellow Creek; Elder Hood preaches there today and tomorrow in place of the 1st. A good congregation.
30. 5th Sabbath. Cool and cloudy. Went with O. to church. Elder H. preached to a good congregation. One received by experience. O. and M. went to prayer meeting this evening at Concord. Mrs.Brewer came here. I think strange that Thomas and Columbus has not returned yet.

October 1860

1. Cloudy. Marcellus and Virgil have gone to school this morning. C. came home. He attended a camp meeting. T. came this evening.
2. Still cloudy. Columbus went to Centre. I accompanied him as far an Dr. Ralls’s. Arranged it with the Dr. to preach Mr. Espy's funeral, but did not decide on the time. Passed a pleasant day. At the ferry met the Marataz and had to wait some time for her to pass, and the river to get quiet for us to cross.
3. Rainy. Thomas went to Centre and made a narrow escape from death by his horse rearing and falling backwards on him partially. He does not appear to be much hurt. He saw the Dr. and they have settled on the afternoon of the 2nd Sabbath of this month for the funeral sermon.
4. Still showery. C went to Virginia’s. O. visited this evening at Mr. Phipps. E. Stimpson spent the night here.
5. Warm and cloudy. C. came home this afternoon. Mr. F. Hail, Mrs. Cumby came here. Thomas started to an Association; he is nearly recovered of his hurt.
6. Very warm. C. and O. went with a party to some large rocks on the mountain below here. A great deal of rain this evening. It was night when they returned. Had a pleasant time.
7. 1st Sabbath. Rainy morning. Columbus and the boys went to prayer meeting this evening.
8. Warm with a good deal of rain. O. went to Hale's.
9. Clear and cool.
10. Cooler. C. is helping get in the corn from the Crouck place. I am having land ploughed to sow clover, but owing to the rank growth of weeds on it, it is bad work. I never saw vegetation more thick.
11. Cooler. Put in my cloth and wove some. Berenice came home this evening. Left Virginia well. She has escaped chills so far.
12. Turning cooler. Thomas came home today. Had a fine meeting. 21 received into the Church. 10 conversions in one night. B. and O. went to Hale's to make some purchases for B. who is soon to be married. We will be lonely here, as C. will soon leave also. My feelings sink as I look forward.
13. Quite cool enough for frost, if the wind had lain. Busy making up things for Berenice.
14. 2nd Sabbath. Cold morning, but owing to the wind there was no frost. I am much depressed; slept but little last night. This evening we will go and hear the Dr. preach the funeral sermon. May it be profitable to all. Evening. The Dr. preached from the 47th chapter of Genesis, 8th.& 9th verses, and made a most impressive discourse. My children were all there. Bade farewell to Mrs. Loury, who is going to Ga. to live. Mr. L. came and spent the night.
15. Cold, but no frost, I think. Columbus went to Centre to see about getting a power-of-attorney, as he will start now soon. Thomas rented Dublin to Mr. Justice. Mr. McSpadden our lawyer, sent us word by C. that we must come there to sign the power-of-attorney this week, as he will be absent hereafter. I dislike going there very much. Helping B. make a silk dress. Gathering corn.
16. White frost this morning. Got Mr. Brewer's horse and buggy and B. Thomas, and I went to town. Fixed a power of attorney for C. and B. also executed a deed giving her cousins an equal share with herself in her uncles’ estate, reserving the half at her grand-pa's estate. I also wished to dispose of my half in the same manner, giving her an equal share with my children, but the lawyer advised me to wait until the property is collected. Dined at Mr. Chisolm's and called on Mrs. Stiff.
17. Warmer. Our folks are very busy gathering corn. The crop is quite light, but C. thinks there is enough to make out on, for which we should be thankful.
18. Getting cloudy. Engaged in weaving. Mr. L. came tonight much excited for what B. had done at Centre the other day; I think he it in the wrong, and has nothing really to do with the matter. B. became much excited herself and broke off her engagement with him. I feel badly about this. It seems that troubles come thicker, and I already had, I thought enough. God alone knows what it to become of us. I feel that we are desolate, forsaken, and afflicted, with no friend to console us or help us; had only one of my brothers lived what a consolation It would have been but they and my husband we are. gone, and we are alone in an unfriendly world and know not what to do for the best. God help us.
19. Rainy day. C. went to Pollard's bend. T. started to his brother’s in Georgia. Spinning wool today.
20. Cloudy. C. went to Shady Grove. Mr. Hill came this evening for help to dig his child’s grave; sent to Dr. McMichael’s and got molasses, a good article.
2l. 3rd Sabbath. Cloudy, dreary looking weather. And my state of mind accords very well with It. I would fain look around me for a friend, but see only my poor children, who are as helpless as myself. God forgive me for repining when still so many blessings surround us. May we never be worse off than at this time. John and Virginia came with the children from Concord. Virginia spent the night with us. We all feel better now.
22. Cool. Columbus went with Virginia home. I accompanied then to Hale's and bought winter shoes. Mr. C. Dupree came here today. Busy helping O. fix for the camp-meeting. T. came home this evening, and brought Victor, his brother’s little son with him. I have not seen him since his infancy. He it now seven years old, and a well grown child.
23. Still cool. Our folks are gathering their last corn. Making vest for C. Shackleford. T. and C. went on the boat to Gadsden to attend the mass meeting and barbecue tomorrow. Victor takes to the place quite naturally, and seems contented .
24. Pretty weather. C. came home in the night, pleased with his excursion to Gadsden; Mr. Curry addressed the people in a great speech. T. got off the boat at Mr. Davis's.
25. Warmer. Digging our potato crop, it will be a light one. T. came home this evening. They all went and helped Mr. Brewer shuck corn tonight.
26. Pretty day. C. went to the camp-ground. Mr. L. came up this morning to see if B. would make up with him, but she seems farther off than ever. This is an unpleasant affair to me, for he is a man that I shall dread as an enemy, and he appears resentful. Mr. & Miss Majors of DeKalb came this evening to attend the meeting.
27. Cloudy. This morning our visitors with Columbus, Olivia and Virgil went to the camp-ground. I think Victor misses Virgil today. Gathering peas, which is the best crop we have this year.
28. 4th Sabbath. Rainy morning. yet our family would go to the camp-ground, and the negroes too, must tramp through the rain and mud down there. I fear they will all have cause to repent It. Virgil, Victor, and myself are the only ones at home. I am feeling more resigned today and hope that all will be ordered for the best, however unpleasant to our feelings they may be, and that we may be kept from all evil. The girls came home this evening, wet enough. Mr. L. Mackey with them. Mr. Majors and C. stayed at the camp-ground.
29. Cleared off this morning. Sent after the boys and after dinner our visitors left. Pretty evening.
30. Beautiful day. Col. Cobb called to see us this morning. C. went to Centre; T. went this evening to see Mr. Ellis, and tomorrow to Centre.
31. Cloudy. Tomorrow is the Bell barbecue at Leesburg, and great preparations are being made for it. Thomas came home this evening.

November 1860

1. Slight rain falling this morning, which has now settled in a steady rain. Our people went to Leesburg. A good many went by here going. They are having an uncomfortable time of it, as the houses are few and small there. We waited dinner, and they came home wet enough & hungry, for the victuals were so wet they could not eat. A dreadful thing took place too, the cannon bursted from reckless overloading and mortally wounded two men. How thankful I am that my folks were spared. Mr. E. Thornton came home with them. A great deal of rain this evening.
2. Cloudy, but cleared off about 12:00. Mr. T. left after dinner. Dr. McMichael called here today.
3. Frosty morning. Went with Columbus, and B. to Yellow Creek. Mr. Truitt joined by letter. Elected Elder Hood, pastor for next year. J. A. Espy clerk. Cousin J. Espy took dinner with us.
4. 1st Sabbath. Clear and beautiful morning went to church. Elder Hood preached to a good congregation. The children went this evening to prayer meeting at Concord. The men who were wounded at Leesburg are getting better one of whom has been -taken home.
5. Pretty day. C. Went to visit Virginia, as he thinks of starting in a few days. Had a few friends in this evening to help shuck corn---did not finish. Mr. and Mrs. Brewer came up tonight to supper. Olivia's birthday.
6. Clear and cooler. Today the fate of this nation is to be decided by the election of a President. May he who will rule for the general good, be the one chosen, and may peace again bear rule in this glorious land. The boys went to Centre, did not return.
7. Pleasant day, the boys returned today; Breckenridge was largely ahead of all others at Centre.
8. Rainy day and cool, making winter clothing,
9. Still rainy. Turning colder; T. went this evening to the sale at Thornton's and thence to Turkey town. Received a letter from Mr. Yarbrough in which he informs me that he must have a power of attorney before he can sell the property of my brother's estate, so we shall have to go Centre again, bad as we hate It
10. Clear morning, C. went to the shucking at Patterson. I sent today and got lime and brick. Getting our things together ready for the sale on Monday. R. Espy called in today. O. went to see Mrs. Echols. James came this evening.
11. 2nd Sabbath. Clear and beautiful morning. The girls, James, Columbus, Marcellus, and I, and Victor went to Cedar Hill. John and Virginia came home. We went to prayer meeting at Concord this evening,
12 Pretty day. Sale day of our perishable prospect, which sold better than we expected. I cannot help feeling grieved at seeing the horses we have had so long taken off this evening. We retain 4 head only. V. went home this evening. The Probate Judge was here. We had a power-of-attorney made to Mr. Yarbrough.
13. Beautiful weather, James and Thomas went to Centre. Mr. Randal dined here. People are driving off the stock today. Getting C. ready to start tomorrow.
14. Pretty morning. Columbus left early. Thomas taking him to Stephenson in a buggy. I cannot describe my feelings, I am deeply reminded of the time when I saw his father start on the same direful journey from which he will never return. May good angels go with him and protect him from all evil and danger and return him in peace to his own border. Dr. McMichael came to repair our chimney. We are feeling lonely tonight, after having so much company, and also grieved, for it is thought now to be certain that Lincoln, the black-republican candidate is elected, and that the Southern States are going to withdraw from the Union. If so, it is the beginning of woe.
15. Warm. Commenced sowing wheat. I got out my cloth today. My mind follows Columbus who, if he got on well, is by this time far away, to the west. Going on railway wings. I hope the weather will continue good at least, till he gets through the Mississippi, a part of which he will cross in the stage.
16. Cloudy and warm. Commenced raining this evening. The girls went to Mr. Greenway's.
17. Still cloudy. People came today for their stock and articles bought at the sale. T. came this evening. He parted with C. on Thursday night at Stephenson. C. sent me a fine apple by him, He is by this time, perhaps across the Mississippi.
18. 3rd Sabbath. Clearing off, and the weather promises to be fine. T. and B. went to Shady-Grove. T. returned this evening. B. remained at Mr. Davis's.
19. Cloudy morning, but cleared off about 12 o’clock. Mr. Morgan dined here.
20. Cold. Mother Echols, Miss Phipps spent the day here. T. went to Cousin James. He brought news of Roberta’s intended marriage on Thursday next.
21. Cloudy and cold with showers of snow. T. went to Centre to make a return of his sale. Getting very cold this evening. Parson Hood came tonight.
22. Very cold with plenty of ice. T. went with Elder H. to the wedding at Mr. Raines'. I was sent for tonight by Brewer, who gave birth to an infant daughter. A great deal of rain this evening. Olivia and Marcellus went to the infair dinner at Cousin James. Mr. Hall came here this evening. Turning very cold this morning. Mr. Morgan brought Berenice home today.
24. Extremely cold. Mr. H. left this morning. No preaching today. It is now certain that Lincoln is elected, and the Southern states are making ready to withdraw from the Union. There are fearful times in store for us, I greatly fear, for war will be the final result of such withdrawal. Went to see Mrs. Brewer, who is getting on very well.
26. Cloudy, and getting warmer. T. busy getting his papers ready. Preparing to selling the lands belonging to the estate. I signed away my right of dower today. He went to V. on his way to Centre.
27. A day of incessant rain. T. came home tonight . The people had a large meeting today to determine on proceedings in relation to the election of Lincoln. There it no doubt that Alabama will withdraw from the Union. Making pants for Marcellus.
28. Still cloudy, but the rain has ceased. T. succeeded in making out a plot of the homelands today, which was rather an achievement, for he who has never thought much about such things. We are getting on slowly with our wheat-sewing owing to the bad weather.
29. Clear and cold. Mrs. Echols, Mrs. Snider spent the day here. T. and O. went to Mrs. Hale's, spent the day there; the young ladies came home with them.
30. Still cold. I went with B. to Yellow Creek to the deacon's ordination, the Presbytery did not meet and it was postponed. Mrs. Snider spent the night here.

December 1860

1. A windy disagreeable day. Went to Yellow Creek. Small congregation. Elder Appleton came. The deacon to be ordained tomorrow. The papers are filled with the secession of the South, and now I suppose it will be a certainty--the aggressions of the North can be borne no longer.
2. 1st Sabbath, A severely cold morning. I did not go to church. The girls went with Virgil and Victor.
3. Rainy day. J. Trippe came up today. Thomas loaned him $66 estate money. Quite cold.
4. Cloudy and cold. Making pants for the boys. Miss Cumby, Miss McMichael dined here
5. Excessively cold. I sent to Mr. Morgan's and got 7 lbs. of wool rolls; Thomas went today and paid tax on his father's property for the last time, other people will hereafter give it in and pay.
6. Cold and clear, I am feeling unwell today. T. visited at Mr. Finley's.
7. Cloudy. I went with O. to Mr. Greenways, today. T. met the commissioners of our land at Mr. Hale's to arrange matters for the sale of it. Again has my birthday come round, and I sit in almost the same spot that I did last year, recording it, but how many changes have I seen since that day. I could not look forward to the bereavements which in a few short months were to come upon me, but was in blissful ignorance of the dire calamity. The father was here and my children were happy. I saw them joyous again tonight and singing merrily, for children do not always remember a grievance. How impressive it was too, tonight when Thomas at the evening service read the 17th Chapter of Job!--

        How mournfully solemn!
        I muse as pass those evening hours.
        Struggling, alas! to be
        Contented with my darkened path
        But no light comes to me.

8. Warm, pretty day. A great change from the few past days. We finished wheat sowing today. Mrs. Phipps paid us a visit this evening, and she berated us soundly for our political principles. I was much surprised at the woman, and do not yet understand her motives. B. went home with her.
9. 2nd Sabbath. A pretty clear morning, no preaching today. Thomas has gone to a meeting on the mountain, John and Virginia came up today. O. went home with them. This has been a warm day.
10. Rainy morning. T. went to Cousin James's to a dam raising;--Making a pair of cloth pants for Thomas. Clear this evening and getting cooler.
11. Cold day. Public speaking at Hale's by the secession candidates. T. and B. went to it. A good many there. Mr. Mays, Mr. Johnson spent the night here.
12. Getting colder. B. went on the mountain this evening to Mrs. Cumby's. Spinning wool.
13. Very cold Our folks are helping Mr. B. kill hogs today. Sent Virgil and Victor down to Mr. Trippe's after Olivia. V. came back this evening without her, as they are to have a little party tonight.
14. Warm and cloudy. We cannot slaughter hogs as was our intention -- raining. O. came home about 12:00, Virginia with her and stayed a few hours.
15. Still cloudy and colder, T. went to Mill Creek. The papers are full of secession movement in the south, and unless the North speedily repeals her obnoxious laws, and gives the South equal rights, the Union will be divided and the Lord only knows what will come next. May He interpose and save the country from ruin.
16. Cold, and cloudy. No preaching; the girls went to see Mrs. Childers at Mrs. Phipps'.
17. Still cloudy and cold. We killed ten of our hogs today, Mr. B. and his boys assisting; I did not like It much for the weather is not cold enough; but felt obliged to do It as they are taking the corn so fast, a good many are killing today I learn.
18. Still cloudy, we salted our meat away before day light; Mr. B. again, kindly assisting; finished my lard, and ground sausage-meat; I do not have so good a turn-out of any thing as I have heretofore had, there is no one now, to order things for the best, and I feel it deeply; T. went to Mr. Tillison's near Gadsden.
19. Rainy morning, much surprised to hear of the death of Mrs. John Rains an old neighbor, died suddenly, and has left a large family to mourn a loss which to them is indeed irreparable. Mr. Cason called here; Berenice went with her half-sister to the burial. I was called out this evening to hear the lamentations at the grave-yard by Mrs. R's children; poor things we heard them plainly, though a mile distant. T. came home tonight, did not see Mr. Tillison.
20. Cleared off today, and getting cooler, the girls went to help Mrs. B. sew. T. went to Centre, I am making a coat for Mr. B.
21. Clear and cold, T. and Mr. B. went to the public speaking at the Blue-pond, Mr. Hardwick, Mr. Stuart spent the night here, Mr. S. is a countryman of mine. Cloudy and cold tonight.
22. Very cold. Dr. Ralls, who is also a candidate for delegate, called in this morning, and they all went to the mountain, to do their last speaking, as the election comes off on Monday.
23. 4th Sabbath. Clear and cold. Thomas went to Shady Grove to his appointment, no preaching here; the girls went to Mr. Rudd’s this evening.
24. Cold. J. Trippe called this morning. Election of delegates today. T. went to Centre, Marcellus to Blue-pond. A letter from C. at last; he was well then, the 24th last month; he has made no collections, and the chance it bad to do so; as there it no money in the county, and crops are very short; he will sell the property the first of Jan. and wishes to know whether to buy in the Negroes or no; I doubt getting a letter to him in time; T. came this evening bringing a relative with him by the name of Coffee; his mother is a first cousin of mine , and though living in this county I have not seen her, later a letter from James to Thomas in which he requests T. to bring Victor home. Rain tonight.
25. Christmas day, Inclement morning. Cousin W. Coffee left this morning, Olivia went with him to pay the family a visit; T. will also start after dinner, I visited Mrs. Rudd this evening. Miss P. Rudd came home with me, spent the night.
26. Very cold, John and Virginia came up today, I commenced a letter to Columbus; fringing a counterpane; I also got my woolen counterpanes home today.
27. Still cold, John, Virginia and Berenice went on the mountain today; I felt bad for I had an unpleasant duty to perform this morning. They came back late and went home; Mr. Finley called this evening,
28. Cold, I went down and mailed my letter to Columbus and visited the Misses Paterson this evening; commenced raining; Virgil came after me; T. came home this evening ; M. spent the day with Virginia.
29. A day of continued rain.
30. 5th Sabbath. Snowy day and very cold. We were surprised at the arrival of Olivia this afternoon; Cousin Aurleus with her; she was fearful of the waters getting up; had a pleasant visit, Mr. Millsaps, and a traveler spent the night here.
31. And last day of 1860. And exceptionally cold too, a deeper snow on the ground than I have seen for some years. Cousin A. left early; this day last year I asked the question-- "where shall we all be this time next year." One of our number has gone to the eternal world since then and my brothers too; well will we have cause to remember 1860 for a direful year has it been for us. Mr. I. Brewer, Mr. M. Hale came here, the girls went home with Mr. H. and spent the night.
1861

SARAH R. ESPY, PRIVATE JOURNAL 1859-1868
Alabama Department of Archives and History, Montgomery, Alabama
Used with permission.

January 1861

1. New Year's Day. Very cold, and plenty of snow, our boys commenced rail-splitting this morning, I am much depressed in spirit and perplexed, for I know not how to order things for the best, I wish to send the boys to school yet It seen a bed chance and make a crop too, a heavy responsibility rests upon me.
2. Cold and inclement, Mr. Tatum, Mr. Griffin, Cousin I. spent the night here, Mr. G. gave Thomas a deed-of-trust on his land to secure a debt to which our estate is bound for him. Mr. T. wishes to sell him a piece of land that is somewhat bound to the estate but he asks an extravagant price for it.
3. Still cold, and cloudy, they have gone over this morning to examine the Tatum land, they did not agree on a trade, Thomas and he have gone this evening to see Virginia about it, but I have no Idea that she wants It.
4. Cloudy and cold, J. Trippe came up today and looked over the place, but did not buy it, I am perplexed in regard to this matter, for it seems that Tatum, knowing he has the advantage of us asks so great a price for it, I know not what to do it seems that we must lose any way. Tatum called this evening and I gave him my plain opinion of the matter.
5. Clear and cold, Mr. T. came in this morning again; he now proposes to leave it to arbitration, and Thomas agreed on the instant, I think he had better have considered it awhile, for Tatum had matured his plans, I fear he will have cause to repent it. Thomas and Berenice went to Yellow-creek, Elder H. came with them to dinner, and he and T. went to Mr. Haygood's to preaching tonight.
6. 1st Sabbath. Cold, clear morning, Elder H. called on his way to preaching, also Mr. Wilder; they came to dinner, also Mr. Hall; tonight Mr. Livingston came.
7. A good deal of rain, Cousin I, called on his way to Centre; elder E. and Thomas, went with him, it it election day, to fill the vacancy of Mr. Hardwick.
8. Cloudy. Thomas started with Victor this morning; the child was much affected at leaving us; he has been with us a good while. and seemed as one of us. I saw him leave with regret, visited Mrs. B. this evening.
9. Cloudy and warm, making a coat for James Pulling; Mr. Adams, Mr. Aubrey, called today.
10. Turning cold, with some prospect of clearing off.
11. Cold with plenty of ice; we killed the remaining four of our hogs, we have over 2000 pounds of pork, enough I hope, for our use; turning warmer this evening.
12. Warmer. A letter today to Thomas from Columbus stated 12 December, he was well then; had made no collections, but thinks he will during the winter, was sending his cotton off to the city. Olivia went to Cedar Hill; no preaching. Our boys helped Mr. B. raise a house.
13. 2nd Sabbath. Cloudy and cold, no preaching, disagreeable day.
14. Cold and inclement day. T. came home this evening; left the relatives well.
15. Still raining, very hard rains this evening.
16. Cleared off this morning. T. went to Centre and Hale’s--he mailed a letter to Columbus.
17. Cold and Cloudy, received a barrel of syrup of Hale today, Virginia came up this evening and sat an hour--she wanted red pepper--they are slaughtering hogs, hard rains again this evening, there is but little chance for out-door work, which is a grief to Marcellus especially as he wishes to start to school soon.
18. Misty morning, Mr. C. Dupree called this morning; some prospect of clearing off this evening.
19. Cold but pretty day, hung up our first meat; the girls went to visit Mrs. Echols this evening. Thomas has gone to Shady Grove.
20. Cold,and somewhat cloudy,--no preaching today. Olivia rode out this afternoon with Mrs. Phipps.
21. Still cold and cloudy, T. came home this morning. I warped a web for flannel. Mr. E. Adams dined here.
22. Cold and cloudy, drew in my cloth today.
23. Rainy day and cold.
24. Still inclement,--our boys are resetting the fence of our corn-land.
25. Cloudy and disagreeable, the girls visited Mrs. Mackey today; I finished my flannel.
26. The ground covered with snow this morning, clear by 12 :00 and a pretty day, T. went to appointment at Centre.
27. 4th Sabbath. A brilliant but very cold morning, Marcellus went to Concord. John and Virginia came to dinner.
28. Cold but pretty day, Marcellus started to school this morning to Mr. Gallaway.
29. Pretty weather, T. came home this morning, I went to the Brewer’s this evening, commenced sowing oats.
30. Beautiful weather, T. went to Centre.
31. Pretty morning, finished making up my flannel, and cut a pair of pants for Virgil. Cloudy this evening, T. has been ploughing all day. Heard of the death of Mrs. Thornton--who died on the 26th. Her husband died in June and now she has followed him, I trust to the land of rest and peace. They were both useful citizens, and their loss will be felt.

February 1861

1.A day of incessant rain, and the most of the time very fast; waters rising rapidly.
2. Rained all night, I have not for many years seen so much water on the ground, Cousin I. came this evening, with the bad news of our saw-mill being washed away, this is important, he says Yellow-creek is higher than he ever saw it before.
3. 1st Sabbath. Cold and cloudy, no preaching I presume today. R. Espy dined here. The river it still rising. It it feared that our warehouse at Dublin will be swept away, the water is now over the floor
4. The water not rising much now but T. went to Dublin this morning and he thinks the house is in no danger of being washed away. Still cloudy but some appearance of fair weather this evening.
5. Clear though cold. T. went over to Wills Valley. Waters going down.
6. Clear and pretty cold. Dr. Bean, Mr. Welsh, spent the night here.
7. Clear and pretty weather, the waters go down slowly.
8. Still clear fine weather, Mrs. Finley visited us this evening, I divided my plants and rose-bushes with her.
9. Somewhat cloudy, no mail, owing to the high waters nearly all the bridges are swept away. Elders Hall and Glasner spent the night here.
10 Cloudy with light showers. Elder H. preaches today at Yellow-creek. I did not go, as the morning was so unlikely--they left this evening--rainy.
11. Cleared off this morning. T. started to Georgia to see his brother J. as the land sales come off next Saturday and tho' he wrote to him about it yet as we have had no mails lately he it fearful the news did not reach him, -- pretty day.
12. Clear and beautiful weather, Dr. McMichael has commenced enclosing the graves of my Mother and Sister at Lighth, I have tried to get someone at it. F. came home this evening; received a large mail.
13. A little cloudy,--went with Thomas to visit Mrs. Hale, pretty day, this is his birthday. I bought coffee and other things for family use. Letter came from C. yesterday he was well at that time. Sixth of January had his sale, bought in the land but let the negroes go. They sold for near $5500 said nothing of coming home, had not collected any money.
14. Rainy morning with high eastern winds, cleared away this evening. I had our last meat hung up. The Southern States have seceded, have organized a government by electing a temporary President and Vice-president; Jeff. Davis, and A. E. Stephens, the North threatens coercion.
15. A very windy day, I visited Mrs. B. James and his cousins. James, Joseph Espy's son arrived this evening prepared to take Olivia home with them.
16. Rainy and cold with showers of snow. The sale of our land took place today, few people here. There was 800 acres of valley and mountain land to sell. We bought it mostly in ourselves as it went very low. I bought the homestead and the Mitchell's 80, for which I gave $1450, the mountain lands were bought by Cousin J. his son Robert, and J. B. Espy; John and Virginia came up; I think I never saw people show plainer their wish to despair the widow and orphan. Those too, who are already well off, would have taken my children's land for a trifle If they could. J. R. Espy this evening bargained a part of what he bought to Mr. Finley; Mr. Hall came tonight. Thomas also sold his buggy.
17. A very cold windy day. J. B. Espy went to Cousin J's. T. and Mr. Hall to Shady Grove and O. and her cousin to Concord, no preaching however.
18. Cold morning. Mr. Finley came to breakfast, he and James arranged their matters. Olivia and her cousin J. started early, J. B. left about eleven, we were till then arranging our matters, he stood my security and I his. In spite of all efforts to the contrary I cannot help feeling dissatisfied for the present, and apprehensive for the future. The fear of my children being reduced to poverty sits heavy upon me.
19. Snowy. T. has gone to Centre to make a return of his sale. It is five years since we moved to this place,--how many things have taken place since that time--and how happy we were then but we did not know it. May it be as well with us for the next five, and may they be five of peace. I Miss Olivia very much. Thomas did not accomplish his business-- as the land did not sell for its worth, he could not take the oath.
20. Clear morning. Berenice and Miss Phipps went to Mr. Dupree's. I am quite unwell today with headache; and much depressed in spirits. As time passes on I grieve more, and feel my desolation and the great responsibility resting on me more and more. I feel the need of one stronger than I to direct affairs and go before. Engaged making shirts for Marcellus.
21. Pretty day I’m feeling better today. B. came home this evening; she brought crape-myrtle, and flowering almond to set out; she also visited Mrs. Goss.
22. Clear and windy. Thomas ploughed part of my garden this morning; -- went this evening with Berenice to set out trees and plants at my mother's and sister's' graves, -- we planted a cedar at the head of the wall, (which is a very substantial and handsome one) and inside we set mother's favorites, which she always carried with her, when she moved -- namely white lily, purple-shade, white and yellow jonquils, and perpetual, and white roses. -- It it nearly 20 years since she died -- and nineteen since Diana died, but it seems that I saw them but yesterday; -- all my kindred are gone, and I am alone, with my poor children; Sahara, itself, cannot be more desolate than we; God help us and keep us from all evil.
23 Rainy day, -- Which has prevented me from sowing seeds, -- the little boys planted peach seeds this evening -- quite warm.
24 4th Sabbath. - Clear and windy and turning cold. T. went to preaching on the mountain. A very disagreeable day.
25. Clear and something warmer. T. came home today. Looking over some old books and magazines given me by brother Horace, how painfully was I reminded of him and others who have gone to the world from which there it no return: I shall see them no more. Twenty-five years ago tonight I was married. Of those present that night, but one remain except myself - the Magistrate J. Whitten. How sad to think of! Truly the world is getting to be a wilderness to me.
26. Cloudy cold morning, but turned warmer as the day advanced, - we sowed a good many seeds today in the garden. T. started to see his brother J. before he leaves for South Georgia; his first sale there, comes off on the 5th March; and we have found that we must have two securities to our notes here; I went this afternoon to see the Misses Patterson; they gave me some garden seeds.
27. Warm and somewhat cloudy.
28. Warm, pretty weather, seems like spring-time. Transplanted vines; visited Mrs. Rudd this evening.

March 1861

1. Very warm and pretty weather. T. came home this evening, left all well in Floyd; Olivia he says seems to be enjoying herself very well; he exchanged her horse today for a very good looking one. J. started down the country on Thursday, last. This time last year Mr. Espy was on the same route; he perhaps little thought, that in one short year his son would follow to mind up his business; but so, it is.
2. Still clear and warm, fingering a counterpane. T. went to Yellow Creek today, Elder H. preached a good sermon from the 4th Chapter of John; excommunicated two, - a pretty good congregation. T. went this evening over to Ball-play.
3. 1st Sabbath. Warm cloudy morning. It is Virgil’s fourteenth birthdays and the second anniversary of Virginia's marriage. Vegetation will come on rapidly If
this weather continues; the fruit-trees are nearly in bloom now. There is a grand display of the yellow jonquil in the garden; - rain tonight with wind.
4. Cloudy morning, but cleared off turning cold; Miss Phipps visited us this
evening. T. came home. -- Today the northern President takes his seat; I hope all will go off quietly. Cousin I. spent the night here. B. put in a quilt.
5. Cold blustering day, Berenice went on a visit on the mountain with Almeda to Mr. Haygood's.
6. Very cold with ice in abundance. I molded candles today though I fear hardly enough far a year. I am unwell with sick headache.
7. Still cold, we finished the quilt today. Miss Patterson here this evening.
8. A cloudy, day with high eastern winds. Mrs. Rudd visited us this evening. Mr. Grogan spent the night here; hard rains tonight
9. Clear morning and windy day; the children are making an arbor for the grape-vines. One year ago this evening Mr. Espy returned from a journey for the last time in his life. He had overstaid his time, and we were secretly uneasy; it seems that I had a presentiment then of what was not far off, T. went this evening to Wells Valley.
10. 2nd Sabbath. A clear and beautiful morning; the cold, high winds. Berenice and Virgil went to Cedar Hill. T. came home this evening.
11. Pretty morning, tho’ plenty of ice, - went this evening with Berenice to visit Mrs. Finley; Mrs. Truitt there. Spent a pleasant afternoon. (Cousin I. spent the night here.
12. Weather fine; sowed parsley and radish seeds.
13. Pretty day, commenced dying thread for a web of cloth; our boys are bedding cotton land.
14. Turning cold, Dr. Bean spent the night here.
15. Very cold and plenty of ice - the doctor plugged several teeth for Berenice and Thomas. T. has gone this evening towards Ball-play.
16. Warmer, we took up and bedded out our last sweet potatoes today; commenced raining this evening.
17. 3rd Sabbath. Dark, rainy morning, - this time last year brother James was suffering in his last sickness and though I know It not, the beginning of sorrow had commenced with us. A cold day.
18. Cloudy with a slight snow falling this morning. I visited Mrs. B. this evening; quite cold, Cousin I. spent the night here.
19. Clear and cold, -- the birthday of Columbus, and the anniversary of my brother James's death. I think now how happy I was this day last year, in my blissful ignorance of what was then taking place, ant what was to follow more dreadful If possible, I am getting uneasy about Columbus, for I think It it time he was here. Thomas has been to Centre today, and heard bad news concerning our new republic; that the North is determined to coerce the leading states; and that Lincoln has ordered 12 war-vessels to Mobile. The volunteer company of this county is ordered there to assist in repelling them. I feel badly, for when the war commences when is it to end and what dire consequences will not fall on us! I fear our happy days are all gone. Mrs. Echols visited us this evening. About sunset Columbus arrived, to our joy, in good health, and has enjoyed good health all winter. Times were so hard in that country he collected but little money. He paid over to Berenice and myself 100 and 15 dollars each of my father's estate. The remainder is in good hands and well secured. Seeing him, brings all our distresses with renewed force upon me. His trunks he sent by the boat have not arrived. He came by James's and saw O. She was in good health, also the family.
20. Cold with eastern winds. I am unwell with sick headache, - rain this evening with wind.
21. Clear and cold, the largest frost we have had lately. Still feeling unwell and depressed in spirit. Columbus went down to see Virginia to day. Laying off corn-land.
22. Very cold morning with hard ice. Columbus came home this evening.
23. Rainy morning, which prevents C. from going to Georgia to accompany James up the country to sell the lands there; the lands in lower Georgia he had bought in for the estate: only one of C’s trunks have arrived at Dublin, which was brought home this morning; It contained keep-sakes of the clothing of my Father, Brothers, and also some of my husband's; also, my Father's Family Bible and some other books of his. How melancholy was the sight to me! and how I grieve that they are all gone and left my poor children and myself in the wilderness of this world in which I feel there are no strong friends now. May the great and compassionate Being be with us in our desolation and keep us from all evil. If only one of my brothers was alive, how much strength would It be to me. Columbus assisted the little boy today in finishing the arbor for my grape-vines.
24. 4th Sabbath. Pretty day, I went with the boys to Cedar Hill and heard Mr. Nicholson preach a good sermon; Mr. and Mrs. Bearden came home with us. Went with Columbus, Berenice and Virgil to visit our graves. The things which we set out, are growing finely.
25. Pretty day. C. started to Georgia this morning, our folks commenced planting corn; I still feel that strange depression of spirit, and dread of coming evil for which I cannot account; it seems that something dreadful is before us. Commenced fringing a counterpane.
26. Warm and somewhat cloudy, I am feeling somewhat better, - last night some robbers broke into our smoke house and took ten or eleven pieces of meat; this it hard on us, but I am thankful it was not worse; we still have enough left I think. This evening I recorded the date of the deaths of my brothers, and husband in the old family Bible; it and the other books C. brought look familiar as would the face of an old friend. Hard rains tonight with wind and thunder.
27. Clear and cooler, B. visited Miss Burnett at Mr. Brewer’s.
28. Cool with high winds, - working the road today. Marcellus stays at home in Dick's place; finished dying my thread; getting cloudy this evening; the children will finish one piece of corn-planting today.
29. Somewhat cloudy. Marcellus sick this morning with headache, - scoured, and scalded today, and planted Irish-potatoes; Mrs. Truitt visited us this evening - they finished working the road.
30. Rainy morning. Thomas resold some of the land today. Few persons here: Mr. Hall came here, and went with T. to Shady Grove this evening. I loaned Thomas fifty-two dollars to pay him for bacon Mr. Espy bought of his father last year -- clear this evening.
31. 5th Sabbath. Clear and beautiful morning. I went with Berenice and Virgil to the rocks on the mountain opposite this place; - the view is most magnificent, the country it spread out below as on a map, dotted with houses and rich wheat-fields, while afar off and folded in a drapery of blue mist lie the Talapoosa mountains. The Coosa is distinctly visible in one place - its bright waters glancing in the sun-beams. Miss Burnett, the Misses Rudd, visited us. Mr. Hall came, and spent the night.

April 1861

1. A great deal of rain fell this morning, Mr. H. left, after it ceased, T. went to Centre this evening. It has turned out to be a pretty day. The trees are putting on leaves rapidly. Went to Mr. Rudd’s.
2. Cloudy and cool, - planted sweet potatoes, and bunch beans; - preparing thread for the loom. We settled with our lawyer, and the probate-judge, for what B. and I owed on the Louisiana business.
3. Rainy morning, but sunshiny afternoon. One year ago at sunset, my brother Horace died. At the same time this evening, I sit with the old Family-Bible in my hand, which he requested Columbus to hand to him. The venerable old book has been a great traveler, twice having journeyed to Georgia, and twice to Alabama.
4. Cloudy and quite cool, winds from the east; got in a web of cloth today.
5. Cloudy and cool. T. started to Ball-play this evening.
6. Rainy day, It seems that we will not p]ant any more corn soon, Mr. D Hail here today. The woods are nearly green now.
7. 1st Sabbath. A cold cloudy uncomfortable day, Berenice and Marcellus went to Yellow Creek; Elder H. came with them to dinner.
8. Rainy morning, and cloudy and cold all day.
9. Still cloudy,- T. came home this morning.
10. Clear and cool morning, - had my peas stuck and the young apple-trees staked, - this evening our folks resumed corn-plantlng, though the ground is still very wet. Commenced raining again this evening; I visited Mrs. Brewer.
11. Still showery, I never knew more rain than has fallen since Christmas; we can do nothing at planting; surprised that Columbus and Olivia does not come home.
12. Rainy morning. C. came home this evening from his rough journey to North Georgia. O. did not came with him, he brought a letter from her, however, in which she says she will be at home in three weeks; is well satisfied and enjoying her visit very much. He brought the walking-cane of my Father which be had left at James’, a silver-headed cane which I think brother Horace gave him, and which C. carried in his hand all the way from Louisiana.
13. Clear day and windy, the ground will soon dry and people can resume their planting.
14. 2nd Sabbath. Pretty morning, B. went with Columbus and Virgil to Cedar Hill; - we went this evening to see the Misses Patterson. Misses Hale, Pulling and Mackey, spent the night here.
15. Still cloudy. T. returned from Wills Valley. A storm of wind and rain tonight.
16. A stormy day and getting cold. I fear a killing frost tonight; - Thomas went to Hale's and learned that the Carolinians have taken Fort Sumter and that our other volunteer company is ordered to Fort Pickens; so I suppose the war it now opened; may the Lord be with us in our weakness, and grant that we may conquer the strong. Columbus went to see Virginia. Her husband will have to go; and I doubt not C. will too.
17. Still cool -- our folks commenced planting cotton today.
18. Warmer, Columbus came home this morning; Miss J. Patterson visited us this evening. T. went to Cousin James’; finished weaving.
19. Windy day, -- preparing C. for the service, as he is determined to enlist and will have to depart at a day’s notice-- I do not like it much but will have to submit.
20. Clear and windy, T. went to Shady-Grove; C. went to Centre and joined the volunteer company; it it not completed yet. I went this evening to Mr. Rudd’s.
21. 3rd Sabbath. A beautiful spring morning, went with Columbus and Virgil to Concord and heard Mr. Galloway preach; a rather small congregation; Mr. and Mrs. B. here this evening.
22. Pretty day, making pants for Marcellus; went with Berenice this afternoon to visit Mrs. Haines, became acquainted with Miss Mary Haines; Mr. Tatum came here, to see about their land matters; I deeply suspect the man of trickery, but hope it may prove otherwise.
23. Fine warm weather, Cousin James, his daughter and daughter-in-law here to day; also Mr. T. called; they came to no conclusion about the land. B. went home with the girls.
24. A shower this morning, turning cool this evening; B. came home.
25. Somewhat cloudy, commenced this evening putting plaster on the corn.
26. Light showers. Col. Cobb called on us this morning; I went to Cedar-hill, with Mrs. Rudd, the Elder Mr. Hearne preached to a small congregation. The news is interesting by the mail; in two or three small engagements the South was victorious and have taken two war-vessels it is reported. An action is daily expected at Fort-Pickens.
27. A light rain last night, and cloudy this morning; vegetation is growing rapidly now. On this day last year, I first heard of the death of my brothers; through what scenes have I not come since; Olivia came home this evening, accompanied by her cousin Joseph. She is in good health, and left the relations well. Hard rain tonight.
28. 4th Sabbath. Clear and cool this morning, - the boys and Joseph went to quarterly-meeting at Smiths's Chapel; Mrs. R. and Mrs. D Hales visited us.
29. Pretty day, I went with Joseph to visit Virginia, found her and family well.
30. Rainy morning, yet Joseph, and Thomas started to Georgia, T. having to attend at Cassville, the sale of the town-lots, belonging to this estate; I went with Mrs. Brewer this evening to Hale's; set out cabbage plants.

May 1861

l. Clear and beautiful day, - Mr. Phipps called; Miss Phipps, and the Misses Haygood, spent the day here.
2. Clear and cool. Mrs. Echols, Mrs. Haynes visited us this evening; getting quite cool.
3. Still clear and cool with a slight frost. Columbus is assisting in planting our last
corn; the ground has been too wet to do it sooner. Went to Mr. Brewer’s this evening; great preparations are now making for war, by both South and North,and both parties seem eager for the contest; May Right prevail over Might.
4. Warmer, - putting plaster on our corn; I went with B. to Yellow Creek, - A good many persons there, but no preacher. It is said that he has enlisted and if so, he is today at Centre, as this is drill-day. C. has gone there today, and will probably learn when the company has to leave. He did not come tonight but went to Hales'. The rust has made its appearance on our wheat, and I fear will destroy it. It will be a great misfortune, and I feel badly about it. Should it be common I know not what is to become of the people as it is the main dependence, - rain tonight.
5. 1st Sabbath. Warm,rainy morning, I have sick-headache and feel depressed as I usually do when I have it. Elder Hall came this evening. A close rainy day. C. came home. His company is now made up and awaiting orders.
6. Still rainy. Elder H. left this morning, tremendous rain this afternoon after which it cleared off. The girls went to Mr. Hale's tonight.
7. Warm, I went to Patterson's this evening to see the volunteers of Wills Valley pass, but they did not come.
8. Pretty morning. One year ago, this mornings Mr. Espy left home for the last time in his life in full health, with the promise of many years before him. Little did he or we, think of the grave awaiting him in Louisiana! but so it was to be and be hurried to meet his destiny. Short sighted creatures that we are! It seems now as I look back that it cannot be a year, and yet, what a crowd of events have we passed through. I worked a web of cloth to day. Went with O. this evening to visit Mrs. Truitt, - passed a few pleasant hours as she played, and sang for us, - it is long since I listened to piano music, and am very fond of it.
9. Somewhat cloudy. We drew in our cloth today and got it started. I look with anxiety on the wheat; it lies right before me, and I an fearful it will be cut off by rust, and we have but little grain now.
10. Clear and warm. James came home tonight; he bought in the Cassville lots, for the estate; saw but few persons whom we know; visited our old homestead. The whole county is nearly cleared up. He left the relations well.
11. Cloudy. I went this evening with O. to Mr. Phipps' to visit Mother Echols, cleared off this evening.
12. 2nd Sabbath. Beautiful morning; we have a great many roses in bloom now - the children went to Cedar Hill. Mr. Brewer came here to dinner.
13. Rain today. Marcellus went to school this morning as usual, but the teacher not being there, he collected his books and returned; it is said that he will teach no more; T. went to Centre.
14. Pleasant weather, sent a scythe blade to Mr. Serat this morning to have stocked.
15. Very pleasant, - sold bacon this morning to Mr. Hays. The Confederate guards are having a drill to day at Leesburg, Capt. Cunningham, Mr. Land, came to dinner. Mr. Finley brought his little girls this far with him. Mr. Hays took supper here; I rubbed the skin off my ankle on Monday, and though I have attended to it carefully, yet I fear it will make a bad sore.
16. Beautiful morning, Columbus and Berenice have gone to Hales’. Turning rather cool; my ankle better.
17. Cool morning, - had a mess of green peas today; went with Mrs. Rudd to visit Mrs. Phipps; Dr. and Mrs. Ralls, then; mail-day; no news of importance.
18. Warmer, T. went to Shady Grove, C. to Centre to attend the drill.
19. 3rd Sabbath. Warm with light showers, all the children except Virgil have gone to Concord; Mr. T. and Virginia came home with them; Mr. and Mrs. B. came up.
20. Hard rains this morning; John and Virginia left after it ceased. T. came home this morning. Set out cabbage plants this evening.
21. Very cool day, and cloudy, - went with Thomas on a visit to Cousin James's family; it has been more than two years since I was there, and the place is much altered. Mrs. Hales sent me cabbage-plants.
22. Still cool but clear, - the wheat has improved much in colour since the rains; - it is common in the country, and the crop will be severely injured, heard today that a negro insurrection is on foot in the country, an old negro man of Mr. Dejernette's being taken up, and pretty strong evidence against him.
23. Still very cool, I do not think my ankle mends much; Dick complaining today; I wrote to Margaret Smith; I have delayed doing so a long time, and she is one of my best friends.
24. Cool and clear. I took salts today as my ankle does not improve much; - nothing of much interest by this evening’s mail. Mr. R. Hays spent the night here.
25. Warm to day, C. went to Centre; O. and M. to the drill and speaking at the Academy. It is thought now that no man will be ordered into service till after the 4th of July. Lawyer Thompson, who went from Centre to Fort Pickens is dead. O. received a letter from Mr. Thornton who also went from this county; - no fighting yet - they were in good health, and anxious for the fight.
26. 4th Sabbath. A fine delicious morning, our yard and garden looks gay and splendid; we never had more flowers. The children went to Cedar Hill, to preaching, Mrs. B. came up.
27. Clear and pleasant, I took salts today; my ankle not much better; Marcellus started to school again this morning, as Mr. G. has concluded to try it again - the girls went this evening to Mr. Finley's. Heard of the evacuation of Alexandria by our troops. Turning cool again.
28. Cool morning, - planting our pea crop; we would like to have rain as the ground is getting dusty.
29. Still cool and somewhat cloudy; my ankle is getting better; I am trying a poultice of white-lily root.
30. Clear and warm. Thomas returned home this evening much pleased with his visit to Wills Valley.
31. Very warm and a little cloudy. Thomas and Mr. Tatum had their arbitration to-day. Mr. Brewer being arbitrator for T. and Mr. R. Hales far Mr. Tatum; they priced the land at five dollars per acre. Slight rain this evening. We set out potato slips. Had a general house-cleaning.

June 1861

1. Warm growing weather. I did not attend church as I do not like to be much upon my ankle (which is getting much better). Mr. D. and I. Hale took dinner here. This evening they went to drill at the Academy. Slight showers this evening. Mr. Cason spent the night here.
2. 1st Sabbath. Pretty morning, Mr. Cason left early; the children went to Yellow Creek; a large congregation; slight shower today; C. and the girls walked over to Mr. Echols’s this evening. Very warm now.
3. Warm day. C. helped cut wheat this morning at Mr. Rudd’s; the wheat crop will be heavy generally. Ours though badly injured will I hope make enough for us. It is now believed generally, that a negro insurrection is on foot in this vicinity. The confederate-guards are going to look into the matter. Mr. Savage, Mr. Clark, spent the night here. Thomas came home from Ball-play.
4. Warm and rainy morning. Gave in our taxable property. Mr. L. is the tax assessor. The girls went this evening to Mr. Rudd's to get cherries.
5. Clear and pleasant morning. Marcellus’s birthday. C. reaped a small patch of wheat. T. went to Centre with Mr. Echols.
6. Very warm day. I spent it at Col. Hales'. C. went with me; I made some purchases, and settled back accounts. I have always detested the credit system, and rarely buy anything without paying for it. Goods of all kinds are now going up; and coffee is worth 25 cts. per lb.
7. Still warm and this evening cloudy.
8. Very warm. Thomas went with the volunteer company to the mountain. C. went to Mr. Trippe's. We were very uneasy this morning; Marcellus went to the river to attend to the fish-line, and staid till dinner-time; and we were expecting him back immediately. My ankle it nearly well.
9. 2nd Sabbath. Warm. Mr. T. and Virginia came up today, - they and the children went to church this evening, Mr. Hampton, Mrs. B. came here.
10. Warm and clear. Mrs. Echols, Mrs. Phipps, and the Misses Dupree, spent the day here, Mrs. Finley the afternoon; she brought a child's dress for me to braid, C. helped Mr. Rudd cut wheat today.
11. Sultry, we have 13 hands reaping our wheat today; it is better than we thought it could be; though badly injured; they will not finish to day; our rye it also ready for the sickle.
12. Still sultry. - they finished our wheat, and cut some of the oats; -Mr. Rudd says they have made the greatest waste of the grain he ever saw, - this grieves me very much, for we needed it all; besides, I expected them to be faithful, I always try to be so myself. The girls went to Mr. Finley.
13. Sultry - Columbus and Marcellus are helping Mr. B. today; I am feeling unwell but as this is fast-day, I went with B. to Concord and heard Mr. Galloway preach a war-sermon. A good many out, I fear I have injured my ankle by walking there: it seemed nearly well this morning.
14. Still very warm, Mr. B. helping cut our oats; a pretty rain to day, which we were needing.
15. Somewhat cloudy, Mr. B. helped finish our oats, this morning, and they also threshed some wheat; he and C. went to the drill after dinner.
16. 3rd Sabbath. Clear and pleasant morning, but will be hot after awhile; Columbus, Marcellus, and the girls went to Concord; - heard last evening of the death of Morgan Cumby, of typhoid diarrhea. It is getting common in the country. I fear Virgil is taking it as he does not seem well this morning. Columbus Mackey came to dinner.
17. Very warm. C. and M. helped Mr. B cut wheat today. My ankle is now entirely well, and I recommenced weaving; On this day one year ago, Mr. Espy was taken sick. Heard this evening of a battle having taken place at Yorktown, in Va. in which our people were victorious; may they be ever so. It is remarkable that the closing battle of Revolution took place there.
18. Something cooler, Mr. B. cut oats here till dinner; Our boys then went to hauling up our wheat. Mrs. Truitt spent the afternoon with us. She brought us a fine treat of June apples. We are needing rain now.
19. Clear and warm.
20. Sultry and no appearance of rain. We are needing it now very much. Dick worked today for Mr. Echols. C. at the river fishing.
21. Still sultry. - It is the longest day in the year. Had a great trouble today, C. returned from the river intoxicated, and was violent; his time hangs heavily on his hands, for he expected his company would have left before this; idleness is indeed a great bore. The Misses Haynes visited us this evening. The girls were at Hale's last night, and heard of another battle being fought near Norfolk, in which our troops were again victorious.
22. Extremely warm, I fear it will be as hot as it was last summer, - the boys have gone to Centre as it is a big day there; - They are trying now to make up a company to serve three years, C. joined and also did J. Trippe. The flux it getting very common now and fatal, I hear of a good many deaths. If we could have a good rain it would be healthier.
23. 4th Sabbath. Still clear and hot, yet we have a good breeze. The girls went to Cedar Hill this evening. I think of the suffering of my husband, at this time last year, who was drawing near his end; and in a country where a cool drink of water was not to be had, and no experienced person to nurse him.
24. Still warm, and so dusty. Mr. Finley, who is one of the home-guard, came this morning and set us to work making shirts for the soldiers at Fort Pickens. It seems that the Silver-grays are to have a hard time of it, what with supporting the families, and clothing the soldiers too. Fine rain this evening for which we are glad, T. came home quite unwell; - he says in the neighborhood of Coloma there is hardly a family clear of the flux. On this night last year Mr. Espy ended his sufferings, I hope forever. I dwell in thought on the sad scene, the wan and dejected looks of Columbus and the servants-- while strangers passed to and fro, performing the last duties, -- the strong and active form so still and rigid, and which, we, so little thought of dying so soon; and in our happy ignorance whiled away the hours, which to Columbus were so long and dreary. May we all improve the hard lesson set for us, and be enabled to do all things for the best. C., M. and Dick helped Mr. B. to day.
25. Cloudy morning. -- the girls went to visit Mrs. Truitt. Mr. B. helping with our last oats. A light rain this evening, C. helped him this evening.
26. Very warm; the volunteer company drills today at the school-house. Elder Goss came to dinner. I went with O. this evening to hear the public speaking, and see the drill.
27. Warm with thunder-clouds passing in the evening, I wish we could have a good season. Mrs. Finley visited us.
28. Pretty morning, clouds passing this evening; Mr. F. came for the shirts which were ready for him.
29. Still warm and cloudy, -- sowed a second crop of bunch-beans, also cabbage-seeds; the girls were invited to dine at Mr. Echols's but did go till evening; pretty showers today. T. went to Shady Grove.
30. 5th Sabbath. Pleasant and beautiful morning. The girls went to preaching at Shady Grove. B. remained at Mr. Davis's - Showery.

July 1861

1. Light rains this morning, I went with Mrs. Brewer, to visit Mrs. Hampton. O. busy, preparing C. to attend a camp-drill of some weeks above here. A brilliant and beautiful comet appeared tonight in the same part of the heavens as that a few years ago, the train of this it the longest that I ever saw, pointing directly upwards.
2. Cool and clear morning. C. left this morning T. going with him to bring back the buggy. A large party are going from this vicinity. Commenced making me a dress. T. returned this evening, - the Officers had not arrived, but the boys were having a fine time of it in camp-life.
3. Pleasant, - the young people have a fishing picnic in contemplation for tomorrow as It is the fourth. T. going round this evening making It up.
4. Cloudy, T. and O. started early to Dublin at which place the party is to meet. A light rain commenced falling about twelve. Mr. G. gave the children holiday. Our boys hauled out the last of their grain to day. On this day last year C. reached home from La. with his bad news. As I look back It seems but a short time, yet it is a year. May we pass through the next as well, and each succeeding years of our lives. A great deal of rain fell during the night. Very cool
5. Cloudy and cool. T. went to Ball-play. Showery.
6. Still cloudy, went with M. to Yellow Creek; not many persons out. Elder H. delivered a lecture on church discipline. O. went to visit at Mr. Hollis’s, whose son is sick. Virgil unwell with diarrhea.
7. 1st Sabbath. Clear and pretty morning. V. better; but I gave him oil and turpentine - Went to church with Olivia; a good congregation; Mrs. B. came up this evening
8. Pretty weather but very warm, I visited at Mr. Phipps' this morning and at Mr. Finley’s this afternoon in company with Mrs. Haynes and Mrs. Echols. Virgil improving.
9. Very warm, Berenice came home this morning; Mr. and Mrs. Davis came with her, and spent the day, tremendous rain this evening with wind, I never saw a better prospect for a corn crop, and If the rains continue awhile longer it must be large one.
10. Warm and cloudy, T. went to Spring Creek to carry C. some things, Mrs. Hampton sent us some potato-slips this evening. The girls are gathering blackberries this evening for wine.
11. Cool and clear day, I finished weaving this evening. Still gathering berries. T. returned today, found all well at the camp: heard of a most atrocious murder near the camp: - that of an old lady murdered by her negro woman - the negro to be hung tomorrow - he went this evening to stay with Virginia whose husband is absent.
12. Still cool - house-cleaning to day; put up five gallons of blackberry wine, also made my cordial.
13. Cool, and clear, our relatives Mr. B. and Miss Sallie Coffee came today to visit us. I went this evening to visit the sick at Mr. Hollis's; found them better: heard of an insurrectionary movement among the negroes of Wills valleys which was suppressed, however.
14. 2nd Sabbath. Cool and pretty morning, the children and their cousins went to Cedar Hill this morning; I went with them this evening; John and Virginia came to dinner. Our relatives left this morning. T. went to Centre with them
15. Still cool, I went with Mrs. Phipps on the mountain visiting at Mr. Bearden's - there is a great deal of sickness both on the mountain and in Wills Valley, - very fatal too. Elder Hood spent the night here.
16. Warmer, commenced raining today; Berenice went down to stay awhile with Virginia. Virgil went with her, and returned this evening.
17. Showery, - making starch; Mr. Hall came this evening to attend the Convention with Thomas in Calhoun County.
18. Still raining, Mr. H. and T. left early: I never saw a finer prospect for a corn-crop in my life; it is a treat to look at the rich fields. May the rain continue until it is finished.
19. Still cloudy, worked a good deal in the garden which never looked better; visited the Misses Patterson this evening, M. did not attend school today.
20. Very warm and getting clear; there it a dinner at the drill-camp today and they break up; a good many persons going. Our folks finished planting corn to day- Visited Mrs. Rudd this evening. Columbus came home
21. 3rd Sabbath. Warm, the children went to Concord; B. came home, accompanied by John and Virginia; shower about noon; Mrs. Brewer visited us.
22. Cloudy and showery, C. went to Centre; I, and B. went to see Mrs. S. Hale, who is sick, and to Cedar Hill, to attend the burial of Mr. Anderson; a good rain today.
23. Cool and clear, Mrs. Haynes, Mrs. L. Echols, spent the day here. Mr. Hale sent me notice this evening to provide my part of a bucket-dinner which is to be given to Mr. Hood’s volunteers tomorrow at the school-house, at which place will be public speaking.
24. Cool, O. went with Mrs. B. to an examination in Centre; the other children excepting Virgil went to the speaking; making starch; a good turnout at the speaking and had a fine dinner; Judge L. came home with Berenice.
25. Quite cool, M. did not attend school yesterday, nor will he, any more this week. O. came home this evening, pleased with her visit to Centre.
26. Still cool, Mr. B, Mr. Rudd, are helping our folks thresh wheat; I visited Mrs. Stiff this evening at Mr. Brewer’s, - warmer.
27. Warm; Berenice and Miss Haynes, have gone to visit the Misses Hale; C. went to King's where a volunteer company is to elect its officers; they chose Elder Hood as Captain.
28. 4th Sabbath. Very warm, Mr. B., Mr. J. Pulling, Mr. C. Mackey, took dinner here; the girls went to Cedar Hill this evening, no preaching
29. Very warm and dry. T. came home today. C. went to Hales’; his company has received marching orders; they are to start to Huntsville on the 14th August; Elder Hood's are to start on the 13th to Richmond. So we are to lose our preacher, and the country one of her best men.
30. Getting warmer and If It does not rain soon our corn will be cut short; Mrs. Stiff took dinner with us; I went with Mr. and Mrs. B. to pay a visit at Mr. Echols’s; Mr. Galloway spent the night here; Marcellus is bad off with sick-headache tonight.
31. Sultry, a big day at Cedar Bluff with the volunteers; Hale's wagon, and ours took all our young folks up except M. who went to school; - Sarah Pulling stayed with me. They came home at night-fall, much pleased with the trip.

August 1861

1. An excessively warm day, - I wrote to Mr. Yarbrough - suffering with neuralgic affliction. C. is going round collecting brown-jeans, of Which their uniform is to be made.
2. Excessively warm and dry. I an still suffering much and slept but little last night; Virgil is also unwell with diarrhea; making pants for Columbus; Mr. Hollis dined here; O. spent the night at Mr. Echols'.
3. Still warm . I am much better this morning; gave medicine to Virgil; had a fine rain this evening which made us glad far we were needing It very much; Mr. Hollis spent the night here; he came with C. from Cedar Bluff.
4. 1st Sabbath. Pleasant morning, all nature seems revived; Virgil no better; gave him oil and turpentine again; Columbus, Marcellus, and the girls went to Yellow Creek. Elder Hood, who it going off soon with his company, preached his farewell sermon to a large congregation. L. Hale, C. Mackey came here to dinner. Quite a number of young people here this evening. T. came home and preached tonight at Yellow Creek.
5. Cloudy, - election day; T. went towards Spring Creek; C. went to Mathis's precinct; making Columbus's uniform; Virgil better to day.
6. Still cloudy. C. came hone this morning; busy sewing for the soldiers; heard from the election; the best men were elected; Hardwick senator.
7. Still cloudy; Mr. Dupree came to see us C. came home from Virginia's. V. mending,
8. Light shower; Mr. D. and Columbus went to a dinner and public speaking at Mathis's; a volunteer cortege passed here this evening, It is now certain that our troops achieved a splendid victory at Manassas - on the 21 July. Such a battle has never been fought in America. Marcellus has not attended school this week. The girls went to Cousin J's. to help sew there.
9. Still showery, finished our sewing today
10. Cloudy. Virginia came up early for us to help her with J's uniform; he, and C. went to Cedar Bluff. I do not like the idea of John going, for owing to being near-sighted, he it not subject to military duty and be leaves his family in a very helpless situation, V. being alone.
11. 2nd Sabbath. Still inclement tho’ but little rain has fallen, Virginia left early to go to Smith's Chapel; C. and O. also went there, and took dinner at Mr. Dupree's - came home after dark.
12. Still rainy, Columbus went this evening to Hales’s. Thomas came home tonight.
13. Warm, a fine rain to day; Mary Espy spent the day here; busy preparing C. for his start tomorrow; I have sent his provision to Hale's (they go by public conveyance but find themselves) and packed his carpet-bag, it may be for the last time. Mr. Hollis called here, and C. went with him to Hale's.
14. Clear and cooler, we went with Columbus to Dublin, at which place a good many of the volunteers took the boat; a large assemblage of people were there to take leave of them; the scene was most Impressive for we cannot expect to see them all again; Olivia, and several other girls went with them to Cedar Bluff; Thomas and Marcellus went with Mr. Brewer in the wagon to bring them back; Berenice went home with Virginia who is now alone. This evening brother Joe Espy with his sons Joseph and Thomas, and his daughter Mary (J. B. Espy's wife) arrived. Mary has a fine boy now nearly a year old. Getting cloudy.
15. Cloudy, this evening brother J. and Mary and Marcellus went to see Virginia. We cut peaches and put out but weather it so rainy we cannot dry them.
16. Still rainy, - they came home early, Virginia came with them to bring Berenice; and returned this evening; I sent Virgil with her; brother J. went to Cousin James's this evening.
17. Inclement. The old man came home this morning very unwell, T. went to Shady Grove this evening.
18. 3rd Sabbath. Still cloudy, brother J. who it still sick started home this morning with his sons and Marcellus, who went along to ride back his uncle's horse. He, going in the buggy, and leaving Mary; Joseph will return for her. T., B., and Virgil went to Cousin James's - rain this evening.
19. Warm with showers, Mary and O. came home this afternoon; the baby unwell and quite restless tonight.
20. Still rainy, Mrs. Brewer came up this evening; Joseph and Marcellus returned; he left his father better; the baby is not well today.
21. Joseph and Olivia went to see Virginia today; very hard rains this evening; Mary and B. visited Mrs. Brewer.
22. Still cloudy, Mary and Joseph left early; we shall miss them much, especially the baby, which is a pleasant child; I went with T. to Hale's to see a horse-troop parade; a good many persons there; a close rainy evening; I had to remain there; T. came home.
23. Hard rains this morning. Held up about ten when Virgil came for me; I never knew such a time of rain at this season before. Thomas went to a meeting above Cedar Bluff.
24. Still cloudy, the boys went to a drill at Leesburg; getting clear this evening.
25. 4th Sabbath. Clear and cool, Marcellus went down to see Virginia; the girls, to visit Mrs. Hampton; a letter came to day to T. from Richard Hays, who is one of our volunteers at Camp Jones Huntsville . They are all well he says, thinks they will not remain there long. He is not much pleased with camp life I think.
26. Cloudy again, I went over to Patterson's this morning to see Mr. Morgan who with some others are going to Huntsville, to join Cunningham's company; gave him a letter for Columbus; hard rains this evening.
27. Showery, knitting woolen socks for the Volunteers; every lady in the state is requested by the governor to knit one pair of socks; the girls went this evening to Mr. Rudd's.
28. Hard rains last night, and again this evening.
29. Still showery, Miss T. Hale, Miss Mackey, spent the day here.
30. Hard rains today at noon; finished a pair of socks for Alfred Espy, one of Mr. Hood's company, who leaves next Wednesday.
31. Clear day, went with B. to Yellow Creek; no preacher; called at Mr. Finley's. T. Hales called here to know if we wished to send anything to Columbus by him; the last day of the wettest August I ever knew.

September 1861

1. 1st Sabbath. Clear and pretty morning, Elder H. preached to a good congregation for the last time as he leaves in a few days. John and Virginia, Mrs. and Miss Haynes, the Misses Rudd, here this evening; light rain.
2. Clear pretty day, our folks are pulling fodder; T. came home this morning; the girls went to Mr. Hale's this evening. Miss Cobb, Miss Hale called to day.
3. Pretty weather, - making a dress for Berenice; - she and Olivia went to visit Mrs. Truitt; the boat (Bill Ramey) which is to take the volunteers tomorrow, arrived at Dublin last night, and it lying there now. Elder Hood came home with T. tonight.
4. Pretty morning, we went to Dublin early; a large concourse of people assembled there to witness the departure of the volunteers; considerable excitement; we are busy preparing Berenice to go to Winchester, at which place she designs entering the Mary Sharp college; Virgil confined to the house with a sore foot.
5. Getting cloudy, we will get through with the sewing today; a good deal of rain this evening.
6. Still raining, Mr. Wilder came and paid to B. the money he had borrowed of her; clearing off this evening.
7. Cloudy; Thomas and Berenice left early, intending to stop at Lebanon and attend the association which is held at that place; showery; wrote today in Miss Haynes's Album.
8. 2nd Sabbath. A great deal of rain last night, clearing off this evening; I would be glad to have clear weather awhile.
9. Cloudy again, Olivia unwell with neuralgia.
10. Cloudy weather, sunshiny this evening; had out my bacon to day to sun; everything needs sun.
11. Warm, sunshiny day, I visited Mrs. B. this evening.
12. Clear and warm, Mrs. Bearden, Mrs. Cumby spent the day here, we are all taking cold.
13. Pretty weather, our folks finished pulling fodder. Marcellus complaining a good deal.
14. Very warm, T. came home about noon, had a pleasant time; got Berenice a good place to board at in a private family; he is much pleased with the institution; came back by Huntsville to see Columbus ; left him well, but I fear not doing well, there is so much dissipation in camp. Mr. I. Morgan, came back with T. to visit his family; Virgil went with him nearly home, and thence by Mr. Trippe's to return the buggy, M. is quite unwell, and so are O. and myself; I never had a worse cold.
15. 3rd Sabbath. Clear pretty morning, Marcellus, who took pills last night seems better today; I feel better myself; T. and O. went to Shady Grove. The servant man, Joe, of Mr. Patterson, died to day about noon, - he had been declining a long time.
16. Very warm, we are all better this morning; I went to visit the family at Patterson's, awhile; the neighbors seem careless about assisting them; only three persons can be got to work on the grave.
17. Still warm, I spent the day with Mrs. P Echols, - pleasantly, - bought several articles.
18. Warm, preparing a web of cloth for the loom. T. unwell with neuralgia, gathering a piece of early corn.
19. Cool nights, but very warm days. Miss Jane Patterson visited us this evening. The garden is gay now, with fall flowers, and cabbage are also fine; in fact we never had so many vegetables as this summer.
20. Pretty weather.
21. Cloudy, - the boys are picking over our cotton; we are all getting over our colds except Olivia and she today has fever, and is quite sick. Took pills.
22. 4th Sabbath. Cloudy and very cool, - seems that autumn is commencing. O. better this morning.
23. Warmer, drew in our cloth this morning, this evening O. went with me down to the tan-yard, to see about getting our winter shoes made. Mr. Mackey agreed to make them; called on Mr. M. and came home by Mr. Hale's, - his daughter- in-law, Julia, very low with consumption. I wanted groceries, but he had none. It seems we must learn to do without such things.
24. Still warm, commenced weaving, T. came home still bad off with his teeth. I am very unwell myself, took fresh cold; have had headache.
25. Somewhat better this morning, T. as usual; Olivia and Virgil went this evening to Mr. Truitt.
28. Cloudy. Thomas went with O. down to Shady Grove church, at which place, the ladies are to meet, and make the uniforms for Capt. Truitte's company. Only a few met, and concluded to divide the work among them and meet there no more. O. brought two suits home with her; one of them for the Misses Patterson; a good deal of rain to day.
27. A change last night to right cool weather; the wind blows like winter time; sewed closely all day; we shall be hurried with the work; letters came this evening from Columbus and Berenice. C. was well - he wants more clothing - I thought he had enough; but he is no hand to take care. B. was not well she wrote - had severe cold and cough; was well pleased in every respect, except the water, which is cistern water, and very bad, I think withal that she is badly home-sick. T. went to Ball-play.
28. Clear and quite cool, Mr. Truitte called this morning to see about our work, I got him to order two sacks of salt for me; it is now worth 5 dollars per sack, and is going up; bacon is worth 25 cts. per lb in Rome, and everything else in proportion. Miss Mollie Haynes came over and helped me with the sewing; she and O. went to Mr. Hale's this evening; Julia, no better. I finished the coat about sun-down. Mrs. Finley's little girls came this evening and got flowers.
29. 5th Sabbath. Clear and cool. Olivia, and J. walked over to Mr. Patterson's this evening.
30. Beautiful weather, Capt. T.'s company left this morning for Gadsden. T. came home; Julia H. is getting worse, they say; wrote to Columbus; may the Lord be with the poor wild boy and preserve him from evil.

October 1861

1. Pretty day, Mr. B. returned me this morning, the money I loaned him some time back; Mr. Tatam called this morning to get some papers, for which he holds Mr. Espy's receipt. T. looked, and I looked over all the papers today, but we cannot find them. We are to have a difficulty with him yet I fear. It seems that foes are to rise up in every quarter. Elder Livingston came to night; - rainy.
2. Rainy morning, Elder L. and T. left after dinner to attend an association in Calhoun County, - making clothes for Dick.
3. Still cloudy, wrote to Berenice; Olivia and Miss Mollie went down to sit up tonight at Hale's.
4. Warm, O. came home this morning; Julia no better.
5. Very warm and oppressive, went with Virgil to Yellow Creek; Elder Appleton preached, and is to attend the church the remainder of the year; he is a fine preacher; - Mrs. Rudd visited us; O. went this evening to Cedar Hill, to the quarterly meeting. Parsons Williams, Nicholson, and Sylvest spent the night here.
6. 1st Sabbath. Cloudy, I was sent for early this morning by Mrs. Hale; Julia died about 7 o’ clock. A good many persons there; I remained all night; Virginia and Miss S. Trippe came with O. to dinner, I was sorry I did not see Virginia; rainy evening.
7. Rainy morning, I came home at 12; they wait till the boat passes this evening before they bury Julia. They are expecting her husband by the boat; Olivia went down to the burial; turning cool.
8. Clear and quite cool, I went this evening with Mrs. Rudd, to visit a sick woman at Mr. Greenways'.
9. Pretty weather, O. is learning to weave very well.
10. Still fine weather, O. and myself, visited Mrs. Finley this evening.
11. A good deal of rain today, letter came from Huntsville to day; there is a good deal of sickness in camp. Columbus was well, but was in the Hospital waiting on the sick; I fear he will have the measles too.
12. Clear and cool, - no mail to day; it seems that we had quit trying to get any news; Mrs. Truitte called this evening.
13. 2nd Sabbath. Clear and beautiful morning, Olivia and Marcellus, went down to see Virginia, found her well, a letter came from Columbus this evening, he has not taken the measles yet but was expecting it.
14. Pretty day, commenced making dresses of domestic gingham; it is getting quite fashionable, since we receive no goods from the north, people are put on their own resources.
15. Fine weather - Marcellus, and Dick started to mill in Wills Valley; I got my salt home from Mr. Truitt's.
16. Cloudy, Virgil picked cotton for Mr. Finley; M. came home this evening; - got our shoes this evening.
17. Rainy morning, and a great deal of rain fell last night; wrote to Columbus, to send by Mr. Hale, I will send butter and other things, but I am sorry I have no clothing ready for him.
18. Showery, J. Trippe brought some thread for us to weave for Virginia; he also brought the little dog Bessie, as a present for Virgil.
19. Cloudy, I went this morning and paid Mrs. Truitt for the two sacks of salt, Mr. T. had brought for me, - 10 dollars, and 60 cents freight. Clearing off this evening but very warm.
20. 3rd Sabbath. Fine warm day, went with O. to Concord, and heard M. Galloway preach; few persons there; - walked down to Mr. Hollis's this evening; rain this evening, and tonight.
21. Still inclement. - sold 75 lbs. bacon today, Mr. Kitchen called this evening; T. came home; he attended an association at LaFayette Ga.
22. Cloudy, Misses Hale, and Pulling, came up this morning to get flowers; the rosebuds are beautiful; the chrysanthemums are also in full bloom. They had heard from Huntsville, that Columbus has the measles, and is very sick. I hope it is not so bad as represented, but am very uneasy about him. T went down to Mr. Davis's. The mule threw him today but did not hurt him.
23. Cooler and clear, Mr. D. came home with Thomas to dinner. They went to the tan yard this evening. The corpse of Mr. Hodges, a volunteer of Huntsville, went by today.
24. Pretty weather, sold Mr. Hale 19 1/2 lbs. of bacon; heard of the death of J. Aubrey, a young man who lately married; has died of consumption. I went this evening to see Mrs. Copolin who is sick.
25. Cloudy. T. went to a cotton-picking at Mr. Hays's. We had a mail today, for a rarity, - letters came from Berenice, and Mr. Yarbrough - B. was well, and well pleased; Mr. Y. writes that he thinks he will not be able to collect any this fall; they have no courts, and he cannot force them to pay; heard from Columbus, through Mr. Hollis; he is getting about again; which sets us easy about him.
26. Rainy morning; this morning Hale's volunteers leave; a good many persons at Dublin; I sent 53 lbs of bacon, to J. W. Trippe, and got 11 Bushel of seed wheat, and 1 of grassing oats, Mr. Finley's gin house burnt last night
27. 4th Sabbath. Pretty day, O. took Jane and went by Cousin James's; Mr. and Miss McGhee, came here this evening.
28. Beautiful Indian-summer Day, finished V.'s weaving; making drawers for Virgil.
29. Fine weather, T. returned from Chaladonia; Mrs. B. visited us; making clothes for Jane.
30. Cooler, and beautiful; finished yesterday, getting in our corn crop; a bountiful one too, for which we should be thankful. The crop generally is abundant; O. went to Mr. Mackey's, and spent the night; Leah, a servant, who formerly belonged to my father, and with whom I was brought up, came to visit us; turning colder.
31. Ice this morning, Leah left early; we commenced digging potatoes; Mrs. Rudd, Mrs. Blevens, called this evening.

November 1861

1. Much dismayed this morning to find it raining; fear we will lose our potatoes; a close rainy day; our folks shucking corn; T. started to Ballplay,
2. Cold and cloudy, - did not go to church; sent M. and got 61/2 lbs of wool at cousin James's. Miss S. Hale sent for O. this evening. J. Trippe dined here.
3. 1st Sabbath. Clear, I went with Virgil to church; Elder Appleton preached to a small congregation; had a letter yesterday from C.; he thinks that he will soon be well; that the sickness there is abating; thinks they will remain there 6 weeks longer at least. Mrs. and Miss Whitten came home with us
4. Beautiful day, commenced spinning wool for Columbus's clothes; public speaking today at Hale's, Col. Cobb, came home with T. and spent the night. Dr. Ralls is his opponent for a seat in Congress.
5. Cold morning, Col. C. left for Blue-pond , Mr. Galloway called this morning, commenced wheat sowing.
6. Election day. T. went to Blue-pond; Dr. Ralls greatly ahead there; drew in a web of flannel for Columbus; the Misses Haynes, here this evening; pretty weather now.
7. Fine weather, Cousin J. dined here; T. went by Centre this evening; Dr. R. ahead, so far as heard from.
8. Pretty day, Marcellus is much disabled by a bite on the shoulder; Virgil picking cotton at Mr. Finley's since Tuesday; O. making pants.
9. Cloudy and warm, got out the flannel; finished sowing one piece of wheat; hard rains this evening,
10. 2nd Sabbath. Warm and cloudy; Thomas, and Olivia went this afternoon to Mr. Haygood's to preaching.
11. Warm, had my cabbage put away this morning; making up Columbus's flannel; Mrs. Finley visited us this evening.
12. Still very warm, the boys commenced moving a house from Dublin for a kitchen; busy sewing.
13. Warm as summer, O. went to Hale's, heard of the removal of our boys from Huntsville to Pensacola, - we were going to start Mr. Brewer in a few days with a load of clothing to them and other things; the Abolitionists are invading our sea ports in large numbers, and I much fear will get the advantage of us, for they have so many ships and we, but few; finished the flannel, and cut a pair of pants for him.
14 Still warm, the boys got their house up, helping O. make a green merino dress; Mr. Lynch spent the night here,
15. Warm; prepared Columbus's things and sent them to Hale's who will forward them to Pensacola, turning cooler.
18. Cooler, T. went to meeting beyond Centre; O. and M. to a corn husking, at Cousin J.’s; it was a novel affair, - a lady-corn-husking; the absence of the men in the service accounted for it; finished O.'s dress: - Mrs. Hale, sent me a coat to make for one of her boys; getting quite cool. We learn that our boys are sent to Mobile, instead of Pensacola.
17. 3rd Sabbath. Cold morning and getting cloudy, - there are still some beautiful roses, and marigolds.
18. Still cold, - busy making a coat for J. Pulling.
19. Warmer, and cloudy; finished the coat and sent it home; T. and M. at Hale's tonight at a corn-husking; I visited Mrs. B. this evening.
20. Rainy and cold, Mr. Hays dined here. A dark disagreeable night for Marcellus to go to Dublin, at which place he must stay, as it is boat-night.
21. Still cloudy dull weather, the boat did not pass till this morning, clear and pretty evening. Our people are husking corn.
22. Raining this morning, and a tremendous rain this evening with wind and thunder; Perry Nicholson spent the night here; he came after freight at Dublin; his sister Martha was married a few weeks ago, to Mr. H Small; turning colder, finished the corn.
23. Clear and cold with ice, T. started to Calcedonia, Mr. Sarrat came this morning, and I paid him for the work he did for me, and took his receipt; a real blustering winter day; and getting colder.
24 4th Sabbath. - Very cold and windy, J. Trippe, and sister came here this morning; Virginia is confined at home by her negro-woman, who has a young child; letters came from Mr. Beasley, and Miss White; Berenice has had the measles, and it has settled on her lungs confining her to her room. They think she will be unable to attend school any more this winter so she wished T. to come after her; at this time of the year it will be extremely awkward for her to take such a jaunt ; I am much put out about it. Miss Moore, Miss Hollis here this evening. Cold.
25. The coldest morning yet, plenty of ice, T. came home this evening; he came by John's, V. wants O. or myself to come down, but I do not see how either of us can go soon. T. does not like the idea of a trip to Tennessee at all; on account of some arrangements he has lately made.
28. Clear and very cold, I am unwell with sick head-ache; T. has made arrangements for Mr. B to go after B. but he cannot start till Monday next, on account of having to attend a muster; the boys have gone to a husking at Mr. Patterson's.
27. Commenced raining. I am feeling better. O. bad off with tooth-ache; T. went to Mr. Dupree; he is trying to collect the debts, but it is a bad chance now to do it
28. Still rainy, O. went this evening to see Miss Hale.
29. Inclement, - had house-cleaning notwithstanding; T. returned from Wills Valley this morning.
30. Some appearance of fair weather, colder; the boys still at work on their house, Cousin J. came with a letter from C.; his son Robert, has returned. C. wrote that he was in tolerable health, but had not then received tie things I sent him. He is encamped near Mobile, and R. says they have plenty of every sort of provision necessary. I did not go to church.

December 1861

1. Cold morning, but getting cloudy. Olivia, Thomas and Marcellus, went to Yellow Creek. Mrs. B Came here this evening.
2. Rainy day, Mr. Brewer started this evening.
3. T. went and brought Miss T. Hale, up; Mr. Mynatt, and Mr. Hall also came this evening to attend a party with Thomas.
4. Clear and extremely cold, the young people set out this morning on their trip; Miss H. going with Mr. Hall, and O. with Mr. Mynatt, to Mr. McNeely's whose step-daughter, Thomas is to marry to night.
5. Still cool, the young people returned this evening in safety but Mr. Hall is quite sick with cold. Thomas's wife is quite a fine-looking girl; they had a wedding at Mr. McNeely's and they say a fine time, of it. I invited Mr. Brewers family to supper but gave no party, for I felt this to be no time for merriment here.
6. Warmer, the gentlemen left early; Mr. H. no better; Marcellus took Miss H. home; this evening Berenice arrived looking thin, but much better than I expected to see her; she had resumed her studies thinking we were not going to send for her. She will not return before spring, as the weather it too cold for her there
7. Pleasant weather, I am knitting a comfort, for C. B. seems pretty well today; T. went to a muster; there it a call for 60 more companies from this state and it is said that all between the ages of 16 and 60 are subject to military duty; if so, Marcellus is subject and I shall miss him more than any other of my children, and will dislike so much for him to be exposed to the evils of camp life. He and O. went to see Virginia this evening. My birthday.
8. 2nd Sabbath. Beautiful day, no preaching; B. is improving I think; the Misses Hale, Mackey, and Pullen, called this afternoon to see Lizzie, and B.
9. Pretty day, Mrs. Haynes, and daughter visited us this evening; Berenice is mending very fast. T. went to Mr. Hale's, who is going to start tomorrow to Mobile; I sent some things to C. by him.
10. Beautiful warm day, T. and O. went to visit Allen Thornton, who is at home on furlough and will leave in a day or two.
11. Cooler B. still improving;
12. Pretty cold morning, we killed 8 hogs to day which weighed out 1777 lbs. Mr. Rudd, and Mr. Hale helped us, B sick to night
13. Ice this morning, we rendered up our lard; had about 19 gals. also ground 27 lbs of sausage meat. Mr. McNeely, came tonight to attend Thomas's ordination on to-morrow at Shady Grove.
14. Cold, we are having a fine tine on our meat; we finished oar sausage, and souse meat to day.
15. 3rd Sabbath. The coldest morning yet, O. went with T. and D. to Shady Grove, I did much wish to go and see Virginia to day, but had no chance; I learn that she gave birth to a daughter last Thursday night,
16. Pretty day Mr. MoNeely left early, I went with T. down to Mr Trippe’s; found V. pretty well, and the babe also doing well; the Misses Trippe called in tonight
17. Fine weather, V. I think, is getting on finely; I have sickheadache to night, made clothing for the baby.
18. Flne open weather, T. came for me this evening as Olivia, Marcellus, and Virgil, all have the measles, they caught the infection from Mr. Hall; I found them in bed and thickly broken out with them
19. Still pretty weather, this morning Lizzie shows that she has also taken the infection. Berenice and I, have our hands full in waiting on the sick.
20. Pretty day, our sick ones doing very well, Dick was taken today; we now have five down with it.
21. Cloudy, no new case to day; our old friend Mr. Smith and his son Cyrus, came this evening. C. has been at Mobile since last spring and was discharged on account of low health. Being with them, brings old times up before me very vividly.
22. 4th Sabbath. Rainy day yet nevertheless, Mr. T. would start homewards; I fear he thinks they are in our way; our patients getting on very well.
23. Getting very cold, I keep our sick very closely, they sat up awhile to night; sent by I. Pullen and got some whiskey for our sick ones; knitting stockings for the baby.
24. Christmas day, and very cold; had our customary egg-nog, this morning, our patients are able to be up some now; I never knew so still a Christmas, but men are scarcer now.
25. Cloudy. Thomas and Lizzie had intended taking the boat this morning to Mr. McNeely's, but it passed before day; they went this evening in the buggy; I thought L. was risking a good deal as she is still broken out with measles; I went with M. to Cousin James's this afternoon; his son Alfred who lately returned from the army is very sick still; I fear he has consumption.
26. Clear and cold, our folks are out of danger now I think with some care.
27. Very cold. Joseph Espy came this evening; left all well at home.
28. Still cold and clear, Joseph went this evening to see Alfred Espy, who I learn is no better.
29. 5th Sabbath. Warmer and getting cloudy, our folks are all going about now. Joseph came back this morning; Alfred no better; I visited Mrs. B. who is not well.
30. Cold and clear, B. and Y. went down to see V., found her up, and the babe also doing well. Helped O. today, who is preparing to go home with her cousin to-morrow.
31. Cold morning, Joseph and Olivia started, however, she was not sufficiently recovered I think for the journey; I went with Marcellus to Hale's and paid up my score with him this evening; also cut a coat for M. The prices of everything continues to advance, salt is now worth 20 dollars per sack in Rome. The last day of the old year; may the close of the incoming year, find us better and our country in peace and happiness.
1862					
SARAH R. ESPY, PRIVATE JOURNAL 1859-1868
Alabama Department of Archives and History, Montgomery, Alabama
Used with permission.

January 1862

1. New-years-day. A cloudy dark morning, but broke off about twelve and is clear this evening and getting cold. At work on Marcellus’ coat; heard from Alfred; he is thought to be worse.
2. Clear and warm day. Thomas and Lizzie returned this evening, in good health, they left a great many sick with measles in that neighborhood.
3. Warm and getting cloudy, T. left this evening for Ball-play church, to whose pastorate he has been called.
4. A rainy day, none of us went to Yellow Creek.
5. 1st Sabbath. Still inclement, T. returned this evening.
6. Clear and getting cold, T. rented Dublin to Mr. Hays, - making me a dress.
7. Very cold, we killed our two last hogs; we now have over 18 hundred lbs of pork; cloudy this evening; salted our meat to night.
8. Cloudy, rendered up the lard and made sausage meat.
9. Rainy day. Mr. Brewer came up, and had a settlement with us; I paying him my last year's blacksmithing-- heard from Alfred; they think he is better, but still very low; received a letter from C. yesterday; he is not in good health and has not been since he had the measles; he thinks they have settled on his lungs, as he has a dreadful cough; I much fear that it has, poor fellow!
10. Some appearance of clear weather.
11. Warm and cloudy, T. went to see Alfred this morning; found him better; he went to see Elder Hood this evening, who has returned on account of ill health.
12. 2nd Sabbath. Still warm and very windy, M. went to Cedar Hill to hear the new preacher, Mr. Palmer. I and the girls visited the graveyard there this evening; found several new graves of which I had no knowledge.
13. Cloudy and cold, Lizzie and I visited Mrs. B. this evening; Miss M. Echols there; T. came this evening.
14. Rainy day.
15. Hard rains last night and a great deal this morning.
16. Clear and cold, hung up our meat this morning. I am troubled in spirit, for to all my other griefs it seems a new one is to be added; from a quarter, too, which I hardly expected so foolish a thing to come. Truly it seems there is little else than trouble in this world. I look back three years, when about this time I had a heavy grief to bear; how much am I changed since then and how many changes has taken place; I hardly realize that I am the same woman, Mr. B. brought a letter from Centre for Olivia.
17. Cloudy again, and cold.
18. Still rainy, T. went to Shady Grove, and returned this evening; I am unwell with sick-headache.
19. 3rd Sabbath. Still cloudy but getting cooler; Thomas, Lizzie, and Berenice, went to Shady Grove, they went to Mr. Davis's, and B. remained to pass a week with them.
20. Cloudy with hard rains, wind, and thunder this evening.
21. Still cloudy, heard today that two others of cousin J.'s family are sick; I must go and see them.
22. Cloudy.
23. Cloudy and cold, and fair this evening, went with T. on the mountain; found Cousin Agnes and one of the children sick; it is thought they are mending; Alfred also is mending, but he can not stand alone yet. It is a dreadful thing to have so much sickness in the family. I thought of the poor soldiers in the Hospitals while I sat there
24. Cold clear morning, T. started this evening to Caladonia to the pastorate of which church he has been called. Lizzie, will be lonely with only the boys and myself.
25. Clear and quite cold, sent some things to the sick this evening; a cold night.
26. 4th Sabbath. Very cold morning, no preaching to day; Mr. Hanner brought B. home; Mrs. Davis, sent me a treat of fine yam potatoes; T. came home; he visited L's parents, - found all well or nearly so.
27. Cloudy and much warmer, T. and the girls went this evening to visit family at Mr. Hale's.
28. Warm day, I went this evening with Lizzie to Dublin as it is boat-day and some of Cunningham's company was expected back; they did not come however; L. received a trunk and her medallion by it; we called at Mr. Hays's; also I stopped at Mr. Patterson's; Mr. Tatam stayed here last night; he and Thomas did not arrange their matters; I think he has some deep-laid plans in soak.
29. Inclement day.
30. Still inclement.
31. Still a cold rain falling.

February 1862

1. Rainy morning, did not go to Yellow Creek today; T. started this evening to Ballplay.
2. 1st Sabbath. Still inclement, none of us went to church; T came back this morning as the waters were too high.
3. Still rainy, T. went to Virginia's and Mr. Morgan's.
4. Cloudy, I sent M. down to Mr. Morgan's to see if he could buy any sheep; but Mr. M. was not at home; got our cotton home, also bought sugar; clear this evening.
5. Beautiful frosty morning, I went on a visit with T. and L. to Mr. Howard's whose first wife was Lizzie's aunt; we had to go out our way to cross the creek; spent a pleasant day, and came home in the rain as usual.
6. Rainy day, a traveler took dinner here; a night of almost incessant rain.
7. Still raining.
8. Cloudy and cold, John and Virginia came this evening; tie baby has grown a good deal, and is very quiet and good; we hung our last meat tonight.
9. 2nd Sabbath. Clear and very cold, no preaching today; Mrs. B. came this evening; J. and V. went home.
10. The coldest weather we have had this winter, T. went to Centre to day.
11. Still cold, Mrs. Finley's little girls spent the day here; B. went home with them; Mr. R. Hays spent the night; he is at home on furlough.
12. Clear frosty morning, and windy. B. came home.
13. Cloudy; Thomas, Lizzie, and Berenice, went to Cousin James's; found them on the mend, yet they nearly all have the mumps; Alfred can go about a little; this is T.'s birthday; rain to night.
14. Cold and cloudy, Marcellus, and Dick started over the mountain to Nelson's mill; I did not like the prospect much, but we have been waiting a long time on the weather and concluded to risk it.
15. Sleety and very cold, when we rose from the breakfast-table we found that one of the mules had come home; this is unfortunate; I got Ellis Hale to take her back; a dreadful day with snow and sleet; M. came home this evening all right.
16. 3rd Sabbath. Very cold day. The Misses Hale, and Pullen came this evening to see us; also Mr. W. Mynatt, who intends taking the boat on Tuesday.
17. Rainy day, we have had a long and uncomfortable spell of weather surely, and no prospect of it breaking up.
18. Still rainy, Mr. M. took the boat today for Greensport, the nearest point to his father's who lives in Talladega Co. Mr. Chisolm called; Mr. John Mynatt came today also on his way to his father's. He had a good school in Wills Valley, but it was broken up by other denominations, - he being a Baptist, and on that account offensive; news came by the boat that the Yankees have taken Nashville, but I hope it is not so. They are getting very near us it is is true.
19. Still inclement, Mr. M. left early; a great deal of rain this evening, with wind and thunder. Thomas went to Hales' this evening and learnt that the rumor of our disasters in Tennessee were but too true; he and Marcellus both talk of entering the service shortly; Oh! this dreadful war! What miseries are to follow when such lads as M. have to leave their peaceful homes for the unhealthy and disagreeable camp-life; we have heard that the regiment to which C. is attached was ordered to Pensacola and then to Tennessee. I have had no letter lately and know not where the poor boy is. God help him, and all the rest of us, for we are sorely troubled. May our enemies be turned backward.
20. Cloudy, Thomas and Lizzie left early this morning to take the boat and pay a visit to her parents, I visited Mrs. B. this evening; I do not think the boat has reached Dublin yet; our boys commenced breaking up corn-land this evening; we have had so much rain that but little work has been done.
21. Still cloudy, Mrs. Blevins came this morning to me to cut and make a coat for her husband who is about entering the service; cold - I wonder why Olivia does not come home.
22. Still rainy, cut a coat for E. Hale this morning; - the taking of Nashville is now contradicted; - I hope it is true, but it seems, that truth is nearly extinct now; hard rains.
23. 4th Sabbath. A clear and beautiful morning; Berenice, and Marcellus, went to Cedar Hill; no preaching, they went this evening to Mr. Hays.
24. High winds, I finished Mr. B.'s coat and took it home this evening; also called on Mrs. Phipps.
25. Pretty day, - sewed garden seeds, T. came home by the boat, leaving L. at her mothers’, he still appears to be in the notion of going to the wars: this is the 26th anniversary of my marriage; - another year with all its carking cares - its few joys - and its many sorrows are added to the past. May the next find us as happily situated as we are now.
26. Slight rain falling this morning, wrote to C. today and took it, and some things down to Mr. Hays's this evening, to send to him by the boys who are to start back tomorrow.
27. Pretty day, went this evening with Mrs. B, to visit Mrs. Hampton, Mrs. Cunningham and Mrs. Snider there to night. Mr. Brewer came for me to go to Ellis Hales,’ where wife is sick.
28. Fine weather, came home this morning, Mrs. H. has a fine boy. This has been a fine day.

March 1862

1. Cloudy, Berenice went to Yellow Creek; no preacher. A. Espy came to dinner; he is much improved; the Misses Haynes visited us this evening.
2. 1st Sabbath. Cloudy morning, and warm; B. and Virgil went to church; no preacher again! had prayer meeting; several of Capt. Truitte's company have reached home; it is now certain that our people have given up Nashville, after bringing away and destroying the public property; this is a dreadful stroke on us; it seems that our enemies will overrun us; M. went down to John's; a great deal of rain with wind.
3. Cloudy and getting cold, M. returned this morning; left all well; T. went to Centre on Saturday, and we learn found the Gadsden company; this is Virgil's birthday; getting severely cold this evening.
4. Cold, Marcellus went with Mr. Patterson beyond Centre, and joined Mr. Alexander's company; this is painful to me, but I cannot remedy it; he thinks be ought to go and fight for his country. T. came home this evening; he is much concerned about M. joining the company and wants him to stay at home.
5. Still cold, Lizzie came early this morning, she came down on the boat last night and stayed at Mr. Hay's. - she is in much distress, as are all the rest of us. This dreadful war! When will it end? Making shirts for Marcellus.
6. Cold and cloudy, I sent Jane up to Cousin James's to wash, and it is getting so cold and snowy that I am sorry I sent her; Cousin J. came here and he and I had a settlement, came out about even; Mr. Clark came here to night; a severely cold night.
7. The coldest weather we have had this winter; we paid our tax this morning; T. started to Gadsden; he has persuaded M. to join the Gadsden company to which he is attached; I am much better pleased that if he has to go, that he will be with his brother; more pleasant this evening. L. making pants for Thomas.
8. Very cold. The girls went to pass the day at Mr. Hale's; Mother Echols visited us this evening; Olivia reached home this evening with her cousin Joseph in good health, and left the relations well; but alas her cousin James, who was quartered at Savannah died on the 19th Feb., and was brought home and buried on the 23 inst. - This was a fine healthy young man and his family deeply feel his loss, his parents especially, who never lost a child till now.
9. 2nd Sabbath. A pretty day; Mrs. A. Thornton came up today; I went this evening to see Mrs. E. Hale; she and her babe are getting on finely, cloudy - a great many wild-geese going over this evening.
10. Raining, M. went to Patterson's this morning and bought 3 yards of jeans; we then sent him home with Joseph to see how he could buy things in Rome; this country is pretty well cleaned out of such things as soldiers require; we are very at work getting them ready to start next week; drew in a piece of cloth today.
11. Clear and pleasant, - making pants for M. Olivia weaving; no news of importance by the boat today; I am deeply grieved about Marcellus leaving, and feel that cannot consent to it.
12. Clear cold morning, Mr. Finley came over this morning to see me about an
unpleasant thing. He thinks that a week or so back, Dick took his horse and rode it to a negro-wedding over here; this is a strange thing for him to do, for he has hitherto been a very correct boy; F. went out today to make inquiries and is satisfied of the truth of it; it seems that I am to have trouble in every possible way. Mr. F. came back this evening and punished him for it. I felt that he had better do it than anyone else. May he be better for the future.
13. The hardest rains this morning that has fallen this winter--quite warm tool I fear our land is much injured by the floods of water which are going over it. M. will hardly get home today; making clothing for him.
14. Still rainy--- and this evening most tremendous rains; we will have a freshet; I am getting very uneasy about Marcellus, as the waters are rising fast.
15. Heavy rains this morning. Still busy sewing; M. has not yet arrived; the river is rising rapidly.
16. 3rd Sabbath. Still cloudy. T. started up the country this morning to see after Marcellus but did not get farther than Yellow Creek as the bridge was floating; he stayed there till night, but M. did not come. I went with O. and V. to Dublin to see the river; it lacks two feet of being as high as it was last spring, and at a stand now.
17. Clear and pretty morning. T. is out, arranging matters for his start on Wednesday. This evening M. arrived safely, with his brother James; left the relatives well. They found the waters very high. The girls went to see Mr. Hollis, who has gone home on furlough; he left Columbus well; but brought no letter.
18. Pretty day and a busy one; we made two shirts for the boys today. We have succeeded in persuading Marcellus to remain at home a while longer. I feel better satisfied now; it is bad enough for Thomas to go. Virginia and Mr. T. came tonight. Thomas went to Centre; Cousin James here.
19. Rainy mooning. Thomas left early. Mr. B. taking their mess to Oxford in wagons, at which place they will take the cars to Talladega. He was deeply grieved at leaving, as are all the rest of us, May the lord preserve him, and return him and the other relatives and friends in peace. On this day last year Columbus reached home from La. What revolutions have not taken place since then; a great deal of rain this morning. I fear the company cannot travel for the waters are high. V. went home after dinner. Mr. Finley called this evening. The second anniversary of my brother James’ death.
20. Clear and windy. James and Olivia went to Mr. Trippe. I went to see Mrs. B. this evening; heard today that the regiment to which Columbus is attached has been ordered to Bethel Church, Va. The place of the first battle in this war. I am sorry to hear it for after spending the winter at Mobile, they will feel the cold of Va. too sensibly.
21. Cloudy and getting very cold. James and O. came back this morning.
22. Very cold with some sleet. James left this morning. It is probable that he will soon enter the service; we may never see him again.
23. 4th Sabbath. Still cold and cloudy with light showers of snow. Went with O. and B. to Patterson's to bid farewell to the volunteers who are leaving this evening; a good many persons there; we went with them to the river; it is still very high; Mr. Brewer got back tonight--he said that they got along very well; the high waters were in the way some; he brought news of battle being fought at Corinth, Miss., and that our people are beaten; our boys are still there and it is likely were in the battle.
24. Continues cold and cloudy. Mrs. Cumby, Mrs. Cannon called this morning; Miss Hale, Miss Mackey spent the night with us.
25. Pretty day. I went with Berenice, and Lizzie to Dublin this evening to get news by the boat; it brought the welcome news of their having been no battle at Corinth; it seems there are people in our country whose only business is to fabricate news.
26. Cloudy. I went with L. and Marcellus to pass the day with Mrs. M. Davis about 4 miles below here. Spent the day pleasantly; Mrs. D. made me a present of a bushel and a half of fine potatoes; I also called on Mrs. L. Davis, whose husband is with Thomas in camp. Clear this evening.
27. Clear spring-like day. We commenced planting corn. M. is having his colt learning to plow. He seems as gentle and steady as an old horse.
28. Cloudy and warm. M. went to help the Espy boys roll their logs. I visited Mrs. Rudd this evening. A letter came this morning to Lizzie from Thomas, also a breast pin containing his miniature; I received one from Mr. Y. saying that he does not expect to collect enough, money to pay the tax on the estate. He has been able to rent only 25 acres of the land; expects soon to join the service and will leave our business in the hands of Mr. Grigsby; I fear it is being badly managed; that property seems destined to prove a curse to us all; God help us.
29. Still cloudy, We bedded over 2 bushels of yams this morning, also our Spanish potatoes; J. and B. went to Yellow Creek; Mr. Hood preached and also consented to attend the Church the remaining of the year; Olivia very badly off with neuralgia.
30. 5th Sabbath. Beautiful spring-like day. Berenice, Lizzie and Marcellus went to Church; a good congregation. Elders Hood and Glasner came here to dinner; A. Espy also; our folks this evening fought fire awhile as it was coming down the mountain on the plantations.
31. Warm pretty weather, L. and J. visited Mrs. Echols this evening; Miss M. Haynes came home with us and spent the night; Mr. McNeely came tonight to take L. home with him to stay awhile.

April 1862

1. Beautiful warm day. Lizzie and her Pa left early. Capt. Clark's company came home on the boat last night. Mr. Hays called today to make new arrangements about keeping the warehouse at Dublin; I went with Mrs. Rudd, to see Mrs. Greenway, who is sick this evening.
2. Warm, cloudy with light showers, Clark Shackleford, one of the returned volunteers came to see us this morning.
3. Very warm. I would like so to hear from Columbus on this evening. Two years ago, my brother Horace died. I grieve more as time goes on that they were taken away especially at this juncture of affairs. I feel the need of a good disinterested friend.
4. Very hard rains this morning with lightning and thunder; I never saw spring advance faster. The woods are nearly green, and wheat is larger than I ever saw it at this time of the year; I dread a frost for it is beginning to head, had my grapevines trimmed today,
5. Showery morning. M. worked on the kitchen this morning; had the last of our cottonland bedded, and the gin house yard broken up. Clear evening.
6. 1st Sabbath. Clear morning and getting windy and I fear a cold spell. Olivia and Marcellus went to visit L. Mackey one of the sick volunteers, who will shortly start back. Lander came home with them and spent the night.
7. Cloudy; commenced dying thread today and put away our bacon.
8. Still cloudy. Hard rains today.
9. Showery. I warped my thread this morning and commenced drawing it in the loom this evening. I'm going to try to weave jeans for the boys. There is no goods brought to the country now and people are thrown on their own resources. The ladies are trying now, who can make the best cloth.
10. Cloudy still. My cloth does not work well, for one thing I do not know how to fix it. Went to Patterson's this morning, and to see Mrs. Greenway.
11. Cold cloudy weather, Mrs. Rudd came this morning and helped me fix my cloth; the girls sat up tonight at Greenways, saw Dr. Pratt, who gave them the joyful intelligence of a splendid victory our people has gained at Corinth, but we suffered a heavy loss. I shall be uneasy till I hear from there for Columbus is there. Rainy.
12. Rainy cold day; there are many accounts floating concerning the battle. Our loss is said to be 1200 in killed and wounded, while the Yankees lost 10,000 killed, and 18,000 wounded and prisoners.
13. 2nd Sabbath. Still rainy, Mrs. G. died last night. B. went with Mrs. Brewer to the burial this evening.
14. Still cloudy. J. and O. went on the mountain to visit Cousin James & family; they are getting well again; M. worked on my loom today.
15. Cloudy still, I have got my cloth to doing pretty well now.
16. Warm and cloudy--planting cotton--- The girls spent the night with the Misses Patterson; they are quite lonely now, since their brother left.
17. Still cloudy and warm. Wrote to Mr. Yarbrough.
18. Pretty weather. Miss. I. Patterson came over early to give us good news from Corinth, Mr. L. Hays has returned wounded and says that Columbus is also wounded but not badly; a flesh wound in the leg. He will be at home today perhaps. He went to Rome. He says our forces have whipped the Yankees to death; taken their gun-boats and everything else; I hope this is the beginning of the end of this war; the enemy are also driven from Huntsville.
19. Cloudy. John and Virginia came today thinking to see Columbus. Rain this evening. The girls went to visit Mrs. Rudd, the baby is growing finely.
20. 3rd Sabbath. A very inclement day. Mr. B. called.
21. Cold and cloudy. J. and V. left early. M. went in the buggy this evening to Dublin to meet C., as it is thought that the boat will be down today, but it did not come. A good many persons there.
22. Very cool. M. went again this evening to Dublin. The boat came early and brought C. accompanied by his brother James. His wound is on the thigh and is a worse one than we had heard it was, but is healing very nicely. He spent three days in Rome at the house of Mr. Burnett, and received every attention necessary, and that too gratis, also Dr. Underwood waited on him free of cost. Bless them! several of the neighbors in to see him. O. sold his horse to L. Hale for 140 dollars, 56 of which was paid.
23. Fine weather, C. is doing very well. Miss E. Patterson, Mrs. Brewer in to see him. Mr. and Mrs. Rudd tonight. J. made C. some crutches today.
24. Still fine weather. James left this morning and the girls went with him to Dublin to await the boat, did not come; Mrs. King, Mrs. Landrum, Miss Mitcham, Mrs. Huff, came to hear from C. about their friends who were in the battle, Miss Hale and Pullen here this evening and Mr. Galloway spent the night.
25. Cloudy and warm. M. started with James this morning in the buggy. Mr. Duncan and Mr. Patterson here today. Thomas came this evening in good health except sore eyes. He likes camp life very well; he is on furlough for 10 days. Columbus is getting on very well; a great deal of rain tonight.
26. Cloudy. Mrs. Truitt, Miss Hale, Mrs. Phipps, Miss Echols, came to see C. this evening, also Miss Shackleford.
27. 4th Sabbath. Still cloudy. C. is getting on very well and is quite lively; it is 3 weeks this evening since he was wounded, which was on the 8th of April. John and Virginia came early. Mrs. Williams, Cousin Agnes, Mr. Morgan, Mr. Hays, Mr. Phipps, Mr. Hudgens, and the Misses Rudd, also came to see C. The girls went this evening to see M. Hollis, who is no better. This is a fine young man, who is afflicted with fistula. Thomas went to M. McNeely's to bring L. home.
28. Cloudy and cool, J. and V. left early. Dr. Bean came and inserted a tooth for Olivia. The Misses Haynes visited us this evening.
29. Pretty day. Mr. M. Davis came today. Thomas and Lizzie came home this morning. Her brother, who is badly wounded has not yet got home. Mr. Galloway came this evening. Dr. Sparks came to see Columbus, and reports his wounds are doing well.
30. Rainy, It seems there can be but little work done. Mr. D. Hale, and several others here this evening. B., who has taken cold, is quite unwell.

May 1862

1. Clear and pretty day. Mr. Galloway left this morning. The rust has been on the wheat some time and it is thought the crop is ruined, it is a great misfortune to the country, especially just now. Mrs. Truitt, Miss Mackey came this evening. Mrs. T. brought C. a bowl of fine strawberries and some potatoes. T. and L. went down to visit Mr. Hollis. C's wound mends slowly.
2. Pretty weather. Thomas left this morning for Talladega. Marcellus taking in the buggy to Jacksonville. He had intended staying till Monday, but a letter from the lieutenant recalled him. I bound Mrs. Davis's magazines.
3. Fine day. B., L. and myself called on Mrs. Finley this morning on our way to Church. Elder H. preached to a small congregation. Mr. Smith called. I trimmed Columbus's hair this evening.
4. 1st Sabbath. Somewhat cloudy. C. complains of his wound hurting him more than it has for some days, I fear he has hobbled about too much lately. John and Virginia came up today, the baby grows finely. Elder H. came to dinner, also Mr. A. Thornton; Mr. and Mrs. Echols; the Misses Hollis came this evening.
5. Rainy, Mr. Hays called, heard of the death of old Mr. Land; also of Margaret Wilson.
6. Clear. I went to Cedar Hill with Lizzie to attend the burial of Mr. Land this morning, but it does not take place till evening; B. and O. visited Mr. Mackey this evening with Mr. Hollis; he is not better. Dr. Sparks dined here; he says Columbus's is doing very well, it is strange that it should pain him worse. Mr. A. Mackey called this evening.
7. Fine weather but cool, R. Espy called. C. still complains of his wound, it must be from lying so still.
8. Fine day. Two years ago, Mr. Espy left home for La., would that he had not have gone; he would have been a tower of strength to the country now, besides being invaluable to his family; we learn that the regiment to which T. is attached has been ordered to Chattanooga. I finished my jeans today, a fine piece of cloth it is, and I am quite proud of it; Virgil and Dick started to the Valley this evening.
9. Pretty day. C. is improving. The girls went to Mr. Truitte’s this evening; rain late this evening.
10. Clear day. Mrs. T. and the girls spent the day at Mr. Hales. They came home this evening.
11. 2nd Sabbath. Pretty morning. The Misses Hale’s, Mackey, and Pullen, spent the day here. C. as usual.
12. Fine weather. Making C. a pair of pants.
13. Clear day. I went with Lizzie, and Berenice, to meet the boat at Dublin and get news from Corinth, and our forces whipped the Yankees again. They fought there Friday and Saturday. We also learnt by Mr. Davis, that Thomas's regiment is ordered to Cumberland Gap, and he does not know when he will see us again. He has been elected Chaplain of the regiment. Our forces have beaten them also in Va. lately. The girls fished awhile, but caught nothing. A soldier spent the night here.
14. Warm day. Miss Haynes, Miss Chisolm, visited us. Mr. Galloway, dined here. I paid him for Marcellus tuition. Miss I. Patterson, Mrs. Rudd, called this evening.
15. Somewhat cloudy; rain last night. A light shower.
16. Clear and warm. Making pants for C. N. Hill called.
17. Cloudy and some rain this evening. L. and B. went to Mr. Davis's. Set out cabbage- plants. Mr. Phipps, Mr. Hollis called. His son, he says, is not better. House-cleaning.
18. 3rd Sabbath. Beautiful morning. Mr. B. dined here; I went with O. and M. to Cedar Hill this evening to hear Mr. Dobbs preach; small congregation; heard of the marriage of I. L. The girls came home this evening.
19. Cool morning; Lizzie and I spent the day at M. Hale's pleasantly. B. not well.
20. Cloudy morning; news has come that the Yankees are in considerable force at Gunter's Landing, intending to pass through here to Rome, at which place is an armory. Our people excited, and the men meet at Cedar Bluff today to devise means to stop them. May the Lord preserve us from our enemies, and turn them back to their own country. Slight shower.
21. Cloudy with a shower this evening. We set out potato slips. I am troubled; it seems there is to be little else for me in relation to that person. A curse appears to attend all I do in that quarter. It has been a many years wretchedness to me, and will be, no doubt as long as I live.
22. Warm and cloudy, with a good shower at noon. O. and L. visited at Mr. McGhee's. Two soldiers dined here. Reading one of Dickens’ works.
23. Cloudy. Had a mess of beets today. M. took C. down to Mrs. Hollis's this evening to visit Hugh, then he went to Mr. Davis's and got 2 bushels Irish potatoes. A great deal of rain tonight.
24. Rainy. I set out cabbage-plants. O., L. and M. went this evening to Mr. Howard's. I gathered a large mess of peas for tomorrow.
25. 4th Sabbath. Still cloudy and quite cool. The girls came back this morning; they found the creek very high and had a disagreeable time of it from the rain. They all went to Cedar Hill this evening to hear Dr. R. preach. C. going also. Mrs. B., Mrs. E. Hale here this evening.
26. Getting clear. C. started home with L. this morning. I fear he will have cause to repent it; preparing thread for the loom. I am very unwell with a cold.
27. Clear and pleasant. C. returned this evening. They found Mr. McNeely very sick with typhoid fever. Miss Rosa Hale here this evening. We are planting our late Irish-potatoes. Several of us are unwell with colds.
28. Warm. Having our clover cut; also making starch. I warped my thread this evening; had a mess of Irish-potatoes today.
29. Clear and warm. B. very unwell with a cold. C. went on a visit down to Col. Hale's.
30. Very warm. The neighbors came today and helped cut our wheat; it is very sorry. The wheat crop is cut off nearly everywhere, I believe; they finished ours this evening and went into Mr. Rudd's. I visited Mrs. Jones who is sick. C. came home this evening. Virgil is very sick tonight.
31. Very warm. V. some better. Mr. Hollis came to see us today. He thinks he is getting better.

June 1862

1. 1st Sabbath. Warm. I went with C., O. and M. to Yellow Creek; a good congregation; Mr. Morgan came to dinner; a storm of wind and rain this evening. V. still unwell.
2. Rainy. Set out a good many potato slips. Hard rains this evening. The storm has blown down the wheat so badly that it cannot be cut, which is a misfortune, sorry as it is. C. and B. went down to Mr. Trippe’s. Rains again tonight.
3. Drew in our cloth today. Still cloudy. Our boys are cutting rye; V. getting better.
4. No rain today. C. and B. came home this morning; left all well at John's. The girls went this evening to Mr. Rudd's. V. is nearly well.
5. Pretty morning. Mrs. Finley sent for us to spend the day with her. I felt too unwell to go.
6. Clear day and pleasant. C. and J. went to visit Capt. Truitte, who is at home on furlough; he had the misfortune to get his back hurt in a skirmish at Corinth. I do not think he will soon return; he thinks a grand battle was on the eve of taking place when he heard of a battle at Richmond, in which our troops were notorious, but both armies had stopped to bury their dead, and resume hostilities afterwards.
7. Clear morning, but we had a fine rain at noon. C. and O. went this evening to Col. Hale's.
8. 2nd Sabbath. Cool clear day, but the atmosphere is filled with smoke which is singular at this time of the year. B. and Miss Rudd visited Mr. R. Hays who reached home yesterday from Corinth. C. and O. came home this evening. Our armies are said to be falling back at Corinth on account of the scarcity of water and sickness also; this is bad, after making such fortifications. The provisions, and clothing of the men were put in heaps and burnt. But the news from Va. is cheering. Stonewall Jackson is driving all before him there; has crossed the Potomac and the Marylanders are flocking to him by thousands. Success attend him.
9. Fine day. Commenced starch-making; Lizzie came home this evening accompanied by her brother; he is not recovered of his wounds yet.
10. Cool morning. The girls and Mr. Reeves, went berrying this evening.
11. Still cool, Mr. R. left this morning. We sat up tonight and witnessed a total eclipse of the moon. It has been long since I saw one; the night was clear and the scene beautiful.
12. Very warm and dry. C. spent the day at Mr. Phipps. His leg is mending, but he still limps badly, and I fear always will.
13. Warm. The regiment to which T. is attached has been ordered back to Chattanooga, and it is thought they are fighting there now. May they succeed in routing the enemy before they overrun the country.
14. Clear and warm. C. visited at Mr. Echols and went this evening with Mr. E. to Centre; we made aprons today.
15. 3rd Sabbath. Clear and warm. C., L. and O. went to Cedar Hill to hear Dr. Ralls; John and V. came home with them. The baby has one tooth and can sit alone. Mr. B. came up here this evening.
16. Dry and warm. Mr. Hollis spent the day here; O. went to the bend this evening. Cloudy.
17. Cloudy with wind from the east and cooler. Letters came from Thomas; the Yankees had been bombarding Chattanooga but had now left at double quick for Huntsville; cause unknown. The girls went to Dublin; I finished weaving.
18. Getting clear with cool winds. I spent the day with Mrs. Brewer.
19. Very cool and clear. Mr. R. Hays spent the day here.
20. Still cool and getting very dry. This has been so far the most pleasant summer I have ever known. B. and L. went to Hale's this evening. He is expecting his two sons home from Corinth tonight.
21. Warm and getting very dry. C. spent the day at Mr. Hays's.
22. 4th Sabbath. Very warm and dusty. C., O. and Mrs. B. and myself went to Cedar Hill. Few persons there. C. and O. went to Col. Hales to visit the boys, who reached home the other day.
23. Still warm and dry. Mr. and Mrs. Truitt spent the day here; he is not mending much he thinks.
24. Warm with a light shower. O. and myself went to Mr. Echols's this evening. Thomas came by the boat. He is not well; having had a vaccination is consequently feverish.
25. Still very warm, the young folks are on fishing party this evening. Mrs. Hale came and bought shirting of me; Mr. and Mrs. Finley spent the afternoon here. She brought sewing.
26. Very warm. Mrs. and the Misses McGhee, spent the day here. T. and L. went with them to Patterson's.
27. Warm. T. and C. started to Gadsden. T. is on secret business of the Colonels. A good shower this evening.
28. More pleasant. Set out potato-slips. A good rain this evening. C. has not yet returned.
29. 5th Sabbath. Warm. Mr. Echols sent L. a note this morning informing her that Thomas is sick at Gadsden and wished her to come down today. She cannot go, as neither C. or M. who went to Trippe’s last evening, are at home. The young folks from Col. Hale’s here this evening. C. came home.
30. Warm. C. took L. to Gadsden today; found Thomas much better and thinking of coming home.

July 1862

1. Cloudy, B. and I spent the day with Mr. Finley. Light showers today.
2. Still cloudy. Commenced sewing for Mrs. F. T. and C. came home tonight. T. looks thin but has no fever.
3. Very cloudy. M. took the horse and buggy back to Gadsden for T. I wish it would rain.
4. Very cloudy, but no rain. A large party of young people are having a picnic to the mountain. Five soldiers dined here. T. and L. went to see V. this evening. All appearance of rain gone.
5. Clear and warm. B. and myself called on Mrs. F. on our way to Yellow Creek. Elder H. preached to a small congregation and came home with us.
6. 1st Sabbath. Warm. Went to church. Large congregation. Thomas preached. Miss Woodrow, Miss Howard dined here. T. started again on his expedition spending this night with Elder H.
7. Warm and dry. We need rain so much now.
8. Still warm. B. and Mrs. B. went to Hale's this evening.
9. Sultry. Making starch. Miss Finley sent her little girls over this morning; a cavalry soldier dined here. C. went to Centre. We are weaving straw bonnets. They are so fashionable and pretty. The blockade of our ports have thrown us on our own resources and nobly are we coming up to the conflict. Our troops are gaining the day at Richmond from the last accounts.
10. Still sultry. M. and Dick started to Wessons' Mill. We had two fine rains this evening for which we are thankful.
11. Still showery, but we have not had a season; cleared off this evening. M. came back from mill.
12. Pleasant morning. We threshed our wheat today. We had 15 bushels, which is getting back our seed and a little over; better than common, this year, for the wheat is almost cut off. Two soldiers dined here. T. not yet returned. O. went this evening to Mr. Brewer's.
13. 2nd Sabbath. Clear warm day. B., 0, and C. went to Cedar Hill. I went this evening with O. and L. to Mr. Rudd’s. Very warm.
14. Sultry. C. and O. visited Robert Espy, Mrs. Haynes and daughter visited us this evening.
15. Clear and hot. C. and O. went to Mr. Howard's. Virgil started to school yesterday to Mr. Hill, who is teaching at Yellow Creek Church. I went to Dublin with the Misses Haynes. I saw several wounded soldiers on board from Richmond; paid Hale for salt, and gave him my shoe bill.
16. Cloudy. C. started to Ga. We were thunderstruck this morning by the news of the death of Mary Espy, who died last night of rain fever, after an illness of two days. B. and O. went up there. L. and myself met them this evening at the grave-yard; a great many persons there. This is a dreadful stroke on her mother; the only daughter she had near grown, and her husband sick too, in the army. Making starch.
17. Cloudy and warm; we are needing rain badly; J. Pulling came up this morning to inform C. that the boys will start on Monday for the seat of war, and for him to be ready to go with them. A very slight shower today. Finished weaving our bonnets.
18. Sultry. O. and myself making jeans pants for C.
19. The crops will soon be ruined if rain does not come; we are uneasy at the prolonged absence of Thomas and fear he is taken prisoner. Mr. T. and Virginia came up this evening. Mr. Hill also came to get B. to assist him with his school. Slight rain.
20. 3rd Sabbath. Very warm. Misses Howard, and Woodrow, called this morning on their way to Church at Cedar Hill. Our folks also went. V. left the baby here till her return. They went home this evening. B. and M. start to school tomorrow.
21. Still sultry. Commenced making up our bonnets. C. came home this evening with M. Espy with him. Left all well. Mrs. B. came up.
22. Sultry. C. went to Centre to get a certificate of Dr. Sparks as he intends taking the next boat for the seat of war; he is hardly enough recovered, but it seems that he is uneasy and wishes to go. B. and C. Hale, came from school at dinner time to inform us of the burial of Mrs. Wilder who died last night and will be buried this evening. Margaret, Olivia and myself went and large crowd of people there; this was a fine woman. She leaves three small children.
23. Still hot. C. came home this morning. L. Hale with him. We are busy getting him ready as the boat is expected tonight. Mr. Mountain came this evening, also the Misses Haynes to bid C. goodbye. He took supper and left about sunset. May he have better luck his next battle. His regiment is quartered at Lattilla, Miss. I fear for his health there.
24. Cooler and dryer. We heard the boat this morning leaving Truitte's landing; It passed Dublin a few hours before day. The Hays boy went also. Finished our bonnets.
25. Still dry. We are suffering badly for rain. The garden is burnt up nearly; Margaret and O. went to see Cousin Agnes this evening. Mrs. Finley came to get a bonnet of us; but we had none for her, making Jeans pants for Marcellus; commenced a pair for Mr. Finley.
26. Pleasant, but no appearance of rain; Mr. and Mrs. Davis spent the day here. L. and Miss Shackleford visited at Mr. Hale's this evening.
27. 4th Sabbath. Clear and beautiful morning with no hope of rain. The girls, and M. went to Cedar Hill. Mrs. Thornton and her sister, Miss Hughes came to dinner. No news of Thomas yet, it must be that he has fallen into the hands of the enemy.
28. Still hot and dry. Finished Mr. F.'s pants, also made a hood for Mrs. Finley. Making one for Margaret also, she and O. visited Mrs. F.
29. Clear. L. and Maggie went to see Virginia this morning. Mrs. B. and her sister spent the day here. I made a hood for Martha; fine shower at night-fall, for which we are glad.
30. Cloudy. The girls came back this morning. All well at John's. They commenced making willow-baskets. Rain this evening.
31. Showery. Joseph Espy came this evening, also a couple of cavalry men spent the night here. Rain.

August 1862

1. Still showery. We were painfully surprised this morning to hear of the death of Cousin James Espy, who died at Columbus, Miss, on 27th of June. He leaves a large and distressed family. It seems Cousin Agnes will be overwhelmed with trouble. Two travelers spent the night here.
2. Cloudy. The girls and J. Espy started to visit Mr. and Mrs. Davis, but met Mrs. Hale and Susan, and turned back with them. Cousin James went down today, the letter which he had written the night on which he died. It has lain in the office at Blue Pond several weeks, and came at last, as a message from the eternal world. Mournful present, it spoke of peace and readiness to depart though his mind was anxious for her and his children whom he desired she would bring with her to Heaven. Poor things. I know not what is to become of them. I heard today that Thomas is taken by the enemy sure enough. I had given it up long since as being the case. May t they deal gently with him, but I fear he will suffer much. It was highly imprudent in him to place himself in power for he had not dissimilation enough, to pass among them as a citizen, as he intended doing.
3. 1st Sabbath. Light showers this morning--no preaching at Yellow Creek this time, Maggie and Lizzie went to see Cousin Agnes. Joseph and Olivia to see Virginia and M. and L. came back. Cousin Agnes not being at home. We all walked to Dublin this evening.
4. Very warm. Many soldiers passing today. Ten of whom took dinner here; they say the baggage wagons of Bragg's command will pass through this valley, if so, they will sweep it with the broom of destruction as there will be seven hundreds of them. I know not what is to became of us.
5. Very warm with flying clouds. We filled both scaffolds with peaches; L. received a letter from Dr. Bennet informing her of the capture of Thomas by the enemy, near Summersville on the 14 July. He had put up for the night and The Yankees came to the house in quest of Col. Hunley whose family T. went after and took him prisoner. The Dr. thinks he will soon be exchanged.
6. Warm. A light shower near night.
7. Still sultry. We refilled half our dryers with peaches; 30 baggage wagons, passed up today on the other road, the remainder have been ordered to take another route for which we are intensely glad; B. went to Hale’s tonight.
8. Extremely warm. Mr. I. Reeves, came today after L. His mother is in bad health; Parson Williams came tonight and about 1 o'clock, James and Joseph Espy came. They were hunting a mule which was stolen from James the night before; it seems there is not any security now for anything.
9. Still hot and dry. The garden is nearly burnt up. L. started this morning, so did the others. B. and V. went to Mr. Trippe’s this evening. I sacked 1 bushel of fine fruit this evening.
10. 2nd Sabbath. Clear and warm; went to Cedar Hill. Two cavalry men dined here. Mr. & Mrs. B. here this evening. 110 baggage wagons camped in a half-mile of us; five of the men supped here. It was not the calamity we dreaded for they did no harm at all. Had their provisions already collected by their forage wagons, they take corn wherever they find it at 1 dollar per bushel; they are taking a good deal that way from men who were holding it back for the purpose of extortion. Very well, I say.
11. Clear and warm. We again filled our scaffolds with peaches; O. making a gingham dress; calico is now worth 80 cents per yd., shirting (common) 40 cents; such times. I little thought of seeing O.! Went this evening to the burial of Rosa Hale, who died last night.
12. Still dry and sultry. We put out apples today. Miss Mackey called. O. rode with her to Mr. Hollis's to assist her with her bonneting. Seven hundred cavalry passed on the other road this evening.
13. Very sultry. Miss I. Patterson called. Sent cakes to C. by G. Hale.
14. Still sultry. We put out peaches. Light shower tonight.
15. Somewhat cloudy and very warm; I sent Dick yesterday down to see how V. was coming on, as she is now alone, John having to go to Chattanooga to be examined, by an army surgeon as he is subject to the conscript law, which by the bye, is as shameful a one as congress ever passed. They also passed a law giving themselves $2700 a year, and the greater part of the time they are at home attending their business. I look for a rebellion among ourselves at that rate of going on, for the war taxes the people heavy enough. This evening Thomas arrived accompanied by Parson Hood, he is in good health, and has kept the most of the time in Huntsville, and well treated and finally released unconditionally. As the Lord would have it, Gen. Rousseau was in command there, who is a cousin of mine, and was a good friend to Thomas and sent him home. He did not get Col. Hunley's family as he was arrested before Mrs. H. crossed the river. The Gen. sent me a paper containing his speech at the Rousseau banquet; he also wished T. to remain a day longer that he might have an ambrotype for me. I would have been pleased to see his likeness for T. says that he very much resembles my father, and is a superior man, despite his political notions. He is a Kentuckian and is now engaged in fighting his southern brethren; very zealously too; may he see his fault, and amend it.
16. Cooler. Parson H., Thomas and the girls went to Shady Grove; T. was divided in his mind: he wished to go to Mr. McNeely's and he also felt that he ought to attend the meeting as Parson H. is in feeble health.
17. 3rd Sabbath. Clear and warm. I went to see Mrs. E. Hale this evening. T. and B. came home. O. stayed to attend the meeting; the prospect is good they think for a meeting.
18. Cool winds, but the sun hot. Thomas left after dinner. M. going with him to the Parson’s. I wrote by him to Gen. Rousseau to be mailed at Chattanooga. Mr. Hollis dined here.
19. Still dry. Commenced making hats of the long leaf pine. Mr. Jones, a cavalry man and an old college mate of T. came this evening. M. returned. Mrs. McNeely in better health.
20. Warm. Miss E. Hale spent the night here.
21. Still very warm. Mr. J. left this morning. I went with Mrs. B. on a visit to Mrs. Hampton’s. Her child is sick. Elder Hodges and family spent the night here on their way to the Association. M. and V. commenced foddering.
22. Dry and warm. I have made two hats, very good ones too. O. is also hat-making. Slight rain tonight.
23. Cooler this morning, but sultry this evening. Three gentlemen, two of whom are surgeons in the army, spent the night here. A fine rain this evening.
24. 4th Sabbath. Cloudy. O. and myself taking Dick with us went to Shady Grove. Large congregation. Mr. Witt preached. We dined at Mr. Davis's. Parson Williams here tonight.
25. Clear and pleasant day. Sowed turnip-seed.
26. Clear and warm. J. and Mrs. B. went to Hale’s. He thinks now, that he cannot have my shoes made owing to the scarcity of leather. I fear I shall have some difficulty in getting them.
27. Cooler. I went with M. to Cousin Agnes this morning. The family is not well; O. and I made a shirt for M. B., who is going to start tonight to the Va. salt-works. 3 counties join and send men to work there, in order to get a supply of salt, which is now getting to be the want of all wants.
28. More pleasant. Hat-making; Brother Joseph Espy and his wife came this evening; It has been many years since I saw her; she looks natural however; left all well.
29. Very warm. Mrs. Haynes spent the day here. Two soldiers dined here; a regiment of cavalry is encamped on the river road. John and Virginia also dined here on their way to Georgia. I sent Virgil down to Mr. Morgan's today and got the wool he gave to Thomas.
30. Still warm. J. E. and his wife went to see Cousin Agnes today. A fine rain this evening.
31. 5th Sabbath. Cloudy and warm. Cousin Agnes and children came today. Tremendous rain tonight.

September 1862

1. Showery. Joseph Espy and wife, left this morning. Virgil and myself accompanying them home, which we reached about 5 o'clock. Found the family well and glad to see us. This is a romantic mountain country, and I passed over as bad a road as ever I saw in the mountain passes.
2. Clear and cool morning . I am pleased with the prospect here; visited the grave of James, this morning, and this evening Maggie and Thomas went with us to J. B. Espy's where we found John and Virginia. Victor was glad to see us, and Bartow is getting to be a fine boy. The boys went to Rome today, and heard of our troops gaining great victories in Va.
3. Cool morning but hot day. Mary and the children came with us back to J. Espy's to dinner. Mrs. Davis, a sister of Jane Espy and an old acquaintance of mine also dined here. J. B. Espy took supper here and bid us farewell as we leave in the morning. Mrs. Franks spent the night here.
4. Very cool and getting cloudy. We left early in company with John and Virginia. much pleased with our visit to Floyd County. Mine was a short one, but I preferred returning with company. J. and V. left us 4 miles above Cedar Bluff, Virgil reaches almost 5, and found all well, and a letter from C. with the pleasant news of his good health. They were ready to start toward Nashville and he expects hard marching and fighting soon. He says he has sent me $80, but I have not received it yet.
5. Clear and cool. Virgil and I went to the tan yard. I engaged leather for shoes, also a man to make them, Mr. Hale having disappointed me; thence to Mr. Morgan's and spent the day. I engaged wool at $1 per lb., also a sheep, at 3 1/2 dollars per head; they are severe rates, but we cannot help ourselves; it is the villainous work of speculators who are taking this time of trouble to enrich themselves; this was another pleasant visit.
6. Clear and cool morning but hot day. B. and J. went to Yellow Creek, few persons there. The parson was there, but did not preach; our people are threshing oats today. J. this evening had Trusty killed. He was so old and infirm that we decided it would be a mercy to put an end to his miseries. He was a good dog, and has been my constant companion for 12 years. I shall miss him much.
7. 1st Sabbath. Warm day. B. and I went to church. Elder Hood preached to a small congregation.
8. Pretty weather. I resumed hat-making. V. want to school this morning again; Miss I. Patterson called this evening. She is very uneasy about her brother, who is in the service.
9. Still fine weather. Mr. Hale came by from Centre, this evening and bought me the money which C. sent me.
10. Cloudy with good rains this evening. Olivia went to Capt. Truitt's. Mattie Haygood spent the night here.
11. Perfect day. O. cane home this evening. She and Mrs. T. spent the day with Mrs. Mackey. Our troops are still victorious, driving the Yankees before them like sheep. It is said that a part of them, has crossed into Ohio and demanded the surrender of Cincinnati.
12. Fine weather. J. Trippe dined here; the conscript law seems a hard one; it takes all between the ages of 18 and 45, not considering infirmities not considered; a boy of 18 was here this evening who has had Phthisic all his days, and looks like death, but he has to go; there is a great deal of dissatisfaction in the country, about it. I should not wonder if we soon or late have a rebellion among ourselves. Our Congress seems headstrong, and cares more for their own interest than that of their country.
14. 2nd Sabbath. Delightful weather--getting cloudy; O. went to Cedar Hill. Mr. Lucy came home with her. A vary pleasant man.
15. Showery. Making a vest for C. I shall have a chance to send clothing to him this week by Mr. Mountain.
16. Pretty weather. Mrs. Whitten called this morning. I went to Dublin this evening,but the boat did not come. Lizzie came this evening with her brother; her mother it in better health.
17. Pleasant, Mr. Reaves left early; a letter from T. this evening. He is in tolerable health. He is in camp near Cumberland Gap. Rain tonight.
18. Showery. This is the day appointed by the President for fasting and Thanksgiving in honor of our late victories; a good congregation. I am not very well, but O. and myself went to church at Cedar Hill. Mr. Lucy preached.
19. Still cloudy. Lizzie and myself drove this evening to Mr. Truitte’s. Had a pleasant visit.
20. A fine day. L. and O. went to Mr. Howard's and Mr. Beall's. We are trying to get more wool, but make a sorry out of it. L. got a little of her aunt, however. Two soldiers spent the night here. Mr. Hale brought L. $230 which T. had sent her.
21 3rd Sabbath. Clear beautiful day. Col. Hunley's battalion of Partisan Rangers passed this morning. A fine body of men too. B. and M. went to see Virginia, but she was not at home, and they returned. Three soldiers spent the night here.
22. Cloudy. I sent Marcellus and Dick to Mr. Morgan's after the wool and sheep which I had engaged, they got the sheep (3 head) but only one pound of wool; so great is the desire of gain, that some people do not mind breaking their word; this is a serious disappointment to me, for C. is by this time in Kentucky where it is cold, now; but they care nought for the soldiers.
23. Warm. I went this morning to see James Patterson thinking I could probably get some wool of her, but could not. I went this evening to get thread, but the boat brought none for this place. It seems a hard case, that we can get nothing for the suffering soldiers.
24. Rainy. I sent Dick to Mrs. Truitt and engaged rough wool of her, at $1.40 per lb. This is an enormous price, but I cannot help myself; the speculators have everything their own way now. May their day soon close.
25. Clear. Hat-making.
26. Pretty weather. Mrs. T. sent me 5 lbs. of wool today. M. went to W. mill this evening. I sent her 1 bushel of dried fruit in part payment
27. Somewhat cloudy. Made a Confederate candle today, as tallow is so scarce we cannot get it to make candles. It is made by dipping a wick in a preparation of tallow and turpentine, and winding it round a bottle; I went to Mr. Hays's this evening to see Mrs. Blevens, who is sick. This is a fine family, though in lowly circumstances, they are, I think, the soul of honor. The boys got back from Wilson’s Mill.
28. 4th Sabbath. Cloudy and very cool. The girls went to Cedar Hill this evening to hear Mr. Dobbs preach. He came home with them and spent the night.
29. Pretty day. Mrs. R. and myself spent the day at Mr. Hale's. I wished to see him, but he was not at home.
30. Very warm. Preparing a little piece of thread for the boys winter clothes; went to the boat again, but no thread came; it is said now, to be worth $7 a bunch. We called on Mrs. Blevens, who is not any better. Saw several soldiers, who were left sick, and taken prisoners by the enemy and released on parole; they brought news of the death of Ellis Hale, one of our neighbors. He leaves a wife and two children. Bragg's division is now at Glasgow, Ky.; performed the whole distance from Chattanooga, on foot across Term. They say that Columbus stood the march very well, but I cannot believe it.

October 1862

1. Very warm. Hat-making. I went to the tan-yard and bought sole-leather at $.75 per lb. The side I got cost me $9. Stopped at Mr. Duncan's and left our measures.
2. Still very warm. I warped my thread, and drew it in the loom this evening.
3. Commenced weaving this morning. I think it is very pretty jeans; Lizzie and Marcellus started to her mothers. Miss Woodrow, Miss Howard spent the day here.
4. Still extremely warm. I went to Yellow Creek, but no preacher came, as the Association is in session
5. 1st Sabbath. The warmest weather I think I ever felt at this season. I am unwell with sick headache.
6. Very warm. Dr. McMichael came today to get out rock for our chimney; found a ledge of fine building-rock; this mountain abounds in it. I am getting on very well with my jeans.
7. Extremely warm. I went this evening to see Mrs. Blevins. She is thought to be better.
8. Warm. Getting on slowly with the rock-hauling. It is a bad way down the mountains. A cavalry man spent the night here.
9. Still warm and so dry and dusty. I went to Mr. Phipps this evening to see about getting my molasses made up; Mr. Hollis, who is making his there offers to do it for me.
10. Cloudy. I finished weaving my jeans. Commenced raining about the middle of the afternoon. The doctor went home.
11. A dark rainy day. Mrs. B. and J. Espy called here; sold a hat to J. E.--some bacon to Mrs. Brewer.
12. 2nd Sabbath. Inclement day. Had a mess of our winter Irish potatoes. O. went to see Mrs. R. this evening.
13. Cloudy morning. The doctor came after 12 and resumed his work. I sold oats to Mr. Rains.
14. Clear and cool. J. Espy came today and got oats. The girls went to sit up with Mrs. Blevins tonight.
15. Pleasant. Mrs. B, no better. I finished a pair of gloves for Columbus, it is said that Bragg and Buell have had a battle near Louisville, Ky. and that Bragg routed them and took a great many prisoners, I hope it is correct, but we can get no letters now, as the enemy is between us.
16. Fair weather. Cut and commenced making a coat for Columbus. I wish to have his clothing ready in case a chance should offer itself of sending them to him. I wish he had them now
17. Beautiful Indian Summer day. Mr. Burnett sent and got 2 bushels of oats today.
18. Fine day. The doctor finished the chimney this morning and went home; he has worked here 9 days. He is a well informed man, and a pleasant companion; he was brought up in Walton County, Ga., and was acquainted with a good many of my old acquaintances; it is pleasant to meet with one who can talk to us of old times and friends. I finished C's coat today. The girls went to Mr. Davis's this evening to attend preaching tomorrow at Shady Grove. Mrs. Finley sent for me to come as her little Coosie has just died. I spent the night with them. Became acquainted with their niece, Miss Finley who came home with them from N. C.; also Miss Grey.
19. 3rd Sabbath. Fine day. I came home awhile this morning to get white rose buds, and chrysanthemums to deck the little corpse. I returned after dinner to attend the burial, which took place at the grave-yard at Yellow Creek church just by where they live. Mrs. Blevins, also died this morning about 9 o'clock. The girls came home.
20. Cool day. J. and B. went to Mr. Hays's this morning to attend the burial of Mrs. B. but were too early for it, and came home. It took place about 12. Gathering corn, which is very light.
2l. Fine weather. I learn that a good many soldiers came on the boat today. Got our syrup home, 14 gallons of it.
22. Cool. John and Virginia came today. The baby is walking a little. She is preparing for the quarterly meeting which will be held at the camp-ground this week.
23. Fine Indian Summer day. The girls went to Col. Hale's tonight. Mr. McNeely came. Lizzie gave birth to a daughter on the 7th. Both she and it are doing well.
24. Still fine weather with slight frosts; Mr. M. went the tanyard to see about getting leather; he left after dinner.
25. Somewhat cloudy. The girls went to the camp-ground; not many people there. Turning very cold this evening and plenty of sleet tonight, which is the strangest occurrence I ever saw at this season of the year. Sold 13 hats, at $.75 each to a teacher.
26. 4th Sabbath. Very cold disagreeable day, with high winds and flying clouds; none of us went to the meeting today. A traveler and 5 soldiers spent the night here
27. Very cold with plenty of ice, I went to see the sick at Mr. Hay’s --- found them no better; thence to the shoe shop to pay for B.'s shoes; then to Hale's and got military buttons for the boys coats; Cousin Agnes, Mrs. Smith called here.
28. Still cold. Amelie Espy came to dinner; Mr. and Mrs. Dobbs, Mr. McNeely, spent the night here. Digging potatoes.
29. Still cold, but fine weather. Our visitors left today. The girls called on Miss Finley this evening.
30. Fair pretty day. Virgil and Dick started to Wilson’s Mill this evening. Uncle Joe and Tommie came this evening, they have been below taking some soldiers on their way home; they left all well at home; J. has entered the service and the family are distressed as are many others.
31. Fine day, Uncle Joe left early. The boys returned from mill. Hat-making. Sold 2 tonight to a tobacco-trader at $1 each.

November 1862

1. Warm day. Went to Yellow Creek with B. Elder Goss preached. Few persons there. Mr. Finley, who has seen Col. Hale informed me that Columbus is sick with jaundice. The girls went this evening to see Mr. Blevens who has just returned from the army, he says that C. broke down on the march to Ky., and has been sick ever since, first with fever, then Jaundice; he is now at a private house near Knoxville and is badly off; as Ky. has voted to remain in the union, our forces had to leave and the Officers as usual, ordered the clothing of the men to be burnt. To get the chance of selling them more at exorbitant price I suppose there never could be, more corruption in any Government than in this, tho’ in its infancy; such laws as Congress has passed can only produce a revolution among ourselves. I do not look for anything else. A man who owns 6 slaves is exempt from military duty, and they have given themselves a salary of $900 a month as badly pressed as we are to support the war, and uphold the Infant Government.
2. 1st Sabbath. Cloudy and very warm. A great difference from last sabbath when everything was white with snow. John and Virginia came to dinner. I did not go to Church; received a letter from Thomas dated the 27th in which he describes the march to and from Ky., and the battles fought there. He says he had a hard time, and if he, who could favor himself, had, what must the poor private have suffered? He met with Columbus on his way to rejoin his regiment from which he had been cut off by sickness--poor fellow he was even then sick and broke down and discouraged, and in the enemies’ country, where perhaps, not a soul would assist him, at any rate he was walking; T. gave him his horse to ride, while he walked by his side and talked to him of home--poor fellow. I am glad T. met with him and helped him on, and would be still gladder if they were in the same regiment. He thinks that C. will soon be well as he has learnt that he did not have to walk on the retreat. They left Ky. in consequence of Price and Vandons defeat at Corinth, but they brought away at least fifty million dollars worth of army stores, captured from the enemy.
3. Cool. J. and Virgil went early to see Col. Hale this morning. He saw C. a few days before he left,and thinks that he will be well in a short time. He was sitting up, but was looking thin, and as yellow as a pumpkin, he is at a good house and is well treated. He intends staying there until he is able to rejoin his regiment, which is about to move southward. He is needing clothing badly, and I am distressed about how I shall get any to him. Mrs. Truitte spent the day here; Parsons Williams and Neely, dined here.
4. Warmer. I fear we will lose all our potatoes as they are rotting now. Ploughing wheat land. Hat-making.
5. Cloudy and warm. Mr. Hays called. His family is improving some he thinks. Turned cold tonight. Commenced sowing wheat.
6. A cold windy disagreeable day. Mr. Phipps called; an unpleasant circumstance today, has put me much out of sorts. Ah me! there is trouble on every hand in this world.
7. Still cold. Hat-making, Mrs. Brewer came this evening. She informed me that one of the houses at Dublin was burnt down. The boys went and found it to be the old warehouse which stood in a few feet of the store-house, which was saved altogether by a strong wind blowing the other way. Some careless people who were waiting for the Boat built a fire in it and left it to burn down. None of the neighbors thought fit to inform us of it.
8. Ice this morning and cold all day. Preparing C's clothing to send him, Mr. King called this evening to give me news of C. as he saw him a few days ago. He thinks he is mending. I sent $10 to Col. Hale this evening to initiate me in the salt company.
9. 2. Sabbath. A cold clear icy day--it seems that winter has set in in good earnest. I went this evening to see the Hay's family. They are all mending. The girls went to Mr. Rudd’s.
10. Very cold. Preparing cloth for the loom; Miss I. Patterson visited us this evening. Making a vest for Marcellus.
11. Still cold, and the driest, dustiest time I ever knew at this time of the year. Finished wheat-sowing. A traveler spent the night here. I called on Mrs. Rudd.
12. Something warmer. I warped my thread today, which is a bunch of No. 12. I gave $10 for, it will warp 30 yds. I made a mistake and over-warped it. O. went this morning to Col. Hale's to order some things from Rome.
13. Fine weather, we drew in our cloth today which is for winter dresses, and will be very pretty; our folks are husking corn.
14. Still dry and warm. Miss Octavia Finley and Ella visited us this evening; she brought me a letter from Lizzie; she and the baby are doing well, she says; she will be home the last of the month --- was looking for T. in a few days.
15. Pleasant. A letter came today from Margaret Espy--she writes that her brother Joseph is sick near Knoxville and that James has gone after him; I hope she will hear of Columbus and bring him also. O. spent the night with Mrs. B.
16. Cloudy windy morning. The girls went to see the sick at Mr. Hay's, All better.
17. Pretty day. Sent this morning to Centre for a letter I heard was in the office; it was from C. as I supposed he is recovering, and is coming home, consequently does not want me to send his clothes to the regiment.
18. Fine day. This evening Columbus, Thomas, Lizzie and the babe, came in the boat, we were not looking for them much. C. is a perfect shadow and so weak that he cannot walk without assistance; he left Dr. Frazier’s, a week ago, and reported himself at the hospital at Knoxville to get a furlough, at which place (the most loathsome one on earth) he had to stay a week and took so much cold he soon became as bad as ever; has a dreadful cough, also chronic diarrhea, how he got along I know not; T. is in good health and looks well; Lizzie and her babe look well also; she has not named it yet.
19. Rainy, sent M. for Dr. Sparks, but had the good luck to meet him at the river; the Dr. thinks he can manage C.'s case without any difficulty. A good many friends in to see Columbus today. The diarrhea troubles him badly.
20. Cold. C. much the same. Several in today. Miss I. Patterson brought a present of butter for him.
21. Very cold. One day passes as another, I do not see much change in C., only that he is weaker; has fever every evening. Lizzie's babe annoys her sadly, I think it is not well.
22. Still cold, Mr. Finley came with a present of wine for C. Several friends in today. C. much the same. The doctor came today.
23. Cold. John and Virginia came today; her child is not well; several others were in today also. I am afraid that Columbus is in for a spell of fever, and being so weak it will go hard with him. Mr. Hale sent a bottle of wine.
25. Thick ice this morning, Mrs. Truitte came this evening. Having just heard of C.'s return. She brought some fine apples.
26 Cloudy. C. no better; Mrs. Jones, Mrs. Haynes, Mrs. Echols, Parson Hood in this evening to see Columbus; T. went to Mr. Dupree's to see about getting corn for me, as we will not have enough, I think.
27. Still cold. I think C. is going down fast; cannot get rid of the diarrhea; his cough, too, is very distressing. Several of the friends in today. We sit with him at night; tonight while B. was up with him he expressed a wish to talk with me; said that he has wished to do so for a long time; she waked me and I went to him; he wished to know if I thought it possible for one who has been regenerated to fall away and be lost? I told him that I did not think it possible, he said he thought that he had experienced that change during his first sojourn in La. after the death of his uncles and from the tenor of his letters home I thought so too at that time; he is not afraid to die, for he hopes to go to Heaven. This is very consoling to me, for I think he will not be with us long.
28. Very cold. C. much distressed with diarrhea this morning, but I must leave him, and try for corn myself; I took Virgil and went first to Mr. Thornton's; but he had sold out; then to Mr. Blanks and Mr. Croft's, but all have quit selling; found C. no better at night when I got home. He had a bad night tonight. Talked again of his prospects beyond the grave. I asked him if he wished to see any particular person and he said he wished to see Mr. Hood but when I spoke of sending for him, he said no, that he would not die tonight.
29. Cold this morning. We sent for Mr. Hood, also for the Dr., as C. fears that he might not come till evening, but M. met him on the way; C. is now too weak to cough and throw off mucus in that way, therefore he is much distressed with the phlegm, the Dr. applied a blister about 12, and I have him chicken-soup for his dinner, which he seemed to relish; I little thought it was the last time I should feed him; when I came in from dinner, I saw a change in him, he talked all the time and told us how happy he was and repeatedly prayed that he might die now, soon he said, "I want to embrace my Mother for the last time;" I went to him and was pressed in his dying arms; he called each one of the family, and begged them not to delay as his time was short; he also bade the negroes farewell; Mr. Hood came now; C. knew him, and seemed glad to see him; told him he was willing to die, that he was going to Heaven; asked him to pray for him; and to pray for me, and in about 5 minutes he was gone; what a change from the sick, weary, harassing camp--life to the joy of Heaven: I feel that we should not grieve for him; for it is a happy release from these distressing times. Mr. Rudd, Mr. Brewer, Mr. Patterson laid him out. Death had composed his countenance to a beautiful calm, quiet, expression. We are debating where we shall bury him; there is a public burying grounds in this vicinity, but I do not like to put him there, the friends spent the night with us; Mr. H. had to go home as his wife is sick; we sent for Virginia and she came, but too late to see him alive. His life had been short, but eventful. He was aged 24 yr., 8 month, 10 days.
30. Still cold. Mrs. Hale, Mrs. Hampton, spent the day with us, and prepared C. of interment; we have him in full dress as is now custom; Mr. Williams getting things for us at Coker's. A good many person in. We are making his grave at home on a hill a few hundred yards east to the house, where we will bury him in the morning of tomorrow. The Miss Hale' s, Mr. Truitt, sat up with us tonight.

December 1862

1. Inclement morning, but after a while the rain ceased, and the friends assembled when we committed our beautiful dead to the earth from whence he sprung. The grave is in full view of the house, and I can see it when ever I look out. I am deeply thankful that he was permitted to come home and die among us, as was his earnest desire to do, I am better satisfied than I otherwise should have been, yet, it is still a deep grief that I shall never see him again; that he has passed away from all the uses and purposes of life; he will never assist me again, however, great my extremity may be, but will lie in his grave unheeding all my grief. Such are we all. Marcellus took V. home this evening. We put things to rights and it seems almost like a dream, the events of the past two weeks.
2. Cloudy. We went to work on Thomas's coat, as he will leave the last of the week. I sent to Mr. R. Hale and got thread enough to warp 25 yards of cloth for $5. He bought it in Tenn. Rainy evening
3. Still cloudy. Mr. M. Davis, J. Trippe, Roberts, dined here. I loaned 30 lbs. of salt to John. Wove a little this evening.
4. Inclement day. M. went to Coker's and returned some goods we did not want. C. and V. went to Hale's to get vaccinated, but did not do it. The smallpox is in Rome. Preparing T. for his start tomorrow. O. suffering with toothache.
5. Rainy morning. T. started early, M. taking him to the house of his brother James, who is to take him to Rome; resumed my weaving; a cold damp day.
6. Clear and cold. We did not go to church, as it is uncertain about the pastor being there.
7. The coldest morning yet; my 47th birthday. Age is creeping on me, and the prospect is dreary. The stoutest one of my children is in his grave, and the others must wear their lives away as he did, in the service of their country---We did not go to church today either. Mr. J. Trippe came after B., who is going to spend some time with Virginia. O. went to Hay’s.
8. Very cold with hard freeze.
9. The ground perfectly white with frost and very cold.
10. Still very cold, M. came home this evening, in good health, but left his Uncle Joe and Margaret sick; several of the family has been sick with fever; he got 6 lbs. of his cotton carded which he took; the rolls are very fine.
11. Still severely cold. Virginia and Berenice came this morning on their way to Coker’s, Marcellus went with Virginia; she bought a few things; calico is now $1.50 per yd., and other things in proportion; she and B. returned this evening. Sent my wagon to Gadsden to convey a corpse there, (a soldier).
12. Very cold, I went to Yellow Creek this morning with O. to attend the burial of Mr. Hendricks, a soldier, who was brought home on Tuesday, and died on Wednesday; some fears among the people of small-pox, as it is nearly everywhere now, among the soldiers; called on Mrs. Finley, who is seriously injured by being thrown from a carriage; took dinner there and spent a few hours pleasantly. Dick returned from Gadsden this evening. Getting warmer.
13. Fine warm day; Tommie Espy, Mr. Gozie called here.
14. Pleasant day. The birds are singing as though it was spring; a great contrast from last Sabbath, which was so cold; O. received letters from the army yesterday; the boys bade her tell Columbus that they wished to run his name for 3rd lieutenant; it would have pleased me highly for him to have been advanced and consequently saved from hardships but he does not need it now; the boys little thought that C. was in Heaven and needed no further help from them. It is true, he did wish to distinguish himself for he told me, he went into the battle of Shiloh with that hope, but was too soon wounded to do so; it is all nothing now to him; the transactions of this world are nought to him. I visited at Patterson’s this evening. Warm.
15. Still warm, and rain today, I finished my weaving; there is 34 yds in it, a fine piece of dress cloth; has been a tedious undertaking (the weather is suitable).
16. Turning cold, we are thinking of killing hogs tomorrow if--
17. Very cold. We got a hand each from Mr. Hale and Hay's and killed 6 of our hogs; they were small and owing to the scarcity of corn, not so fat as they ought to have been; they weighed 839 lbs. We shall have a short allowance, I fear.
18. Hard ice, we rendered 12 gallons of lard, and ground 42 lbs. of sausage meat. This evening a month ago C. came home for the last time, and we little thought to stay with us so short a time. Time has passed slowly since he died to all of us; we recollect his many endearing qualities and mischievous tricks for he was as full of mischief as a monkey; still he would, at any time disoblige himself for a friend.
19. Still cold; we drew in the negro-cloth and commenced weaving again. We also prepared our souse meat; the Misses Haynes brought a bonnet this evening to be made for Mrs. Echols who is going to Va.
20. Pleasant day. O. and Mrs. B. went to Coker's. They bought several things for which they pay enormous prices.
21. Very cold. O. and M. went to Shady Grove. Lizzie and I went to Mr. Hayes’. B. came home.
22. Cold, but fine day. I went with Lizzie this evening to visit the Echols, and Haynes family who are going to move to Centre. Mr. and Miss Reeves came this evening.
23. Very cold, Mr. R. left early; Miss Kate is to stay some time; the Boat brought 70 sacks of salt which is a welcome thing to the people here; J. Trippe came from Dublin with M. He and Virgil both sick tonight
24. Cloudy and warm. V. very unwell, Vivia is too; she has been here since Sunday and has been unwell all the time; I vaccinated some of the family today from Mr. Hale and Miss R. sent me word to keep Dick at home as the man with whom he went to Gadsden has the small-pox; I trust it may be otherwise.
25. Christmas day, but there is no excitement among the people; I have not heard a gun fired; how unlike the Christmas times of my youth, when there were almost a constant roar of artillery; but the scarcity of powder will in some measure account for it; John and Sis came up; Vivia and Virgil are both better; the young folks went to a quilting party at Mr. Hay's; Virginia took the baby home with her. I am not very well today. Knitting a shawl.
26. Cloudy and warm. Lizzie and I dined with Mrs. Brewer. Miss Kate R. and Marcellus went to Col. Hale's --- made a silk apron; showery this evening, rain all night.
27. A morning of incessant rain. The young people came back this evening; had a great time of it; it is now four weeks since Columbus died, but it seems like at least four months, to all of us. We frequently speak of it among ourselves.
28. 4th Sabbath. A clear pretty morning. Miss Kate, Olivia and Marcellus went to Mr. Howard's. He is sick of typhoid fever.
29. Fine pretty, frosty morning, I went with Marcellus to Centre to arrange matters for the collection of what money is due Columbus from the war department. Capt. Echols having given me instructions in a letter received last Tuesday how to proceed. I found the new Probate Judge quite gentlemanly, managing everything to my satisfaction--dined with Mrs. Stiff and returned this evening. Getting cloudy. The girls took supper with Mrs. Brewer. This day last month Columbus died--yet the world still continues--the sun shines as brightly as when he was here--all nature moving on in its accustomed course. Rain tonight.
30. Rainy morning, the young people’s party to the mountains consequently broken up. Clearing off this evening; an aged man stayed here tonight; O. had a chill and is quite sick tonight. Took pills.
31. And last day of 1862. Clear and cold with wind. Miss Kate, and M. went on a party to the mountain. I sorted over the letters which I have received from C. and piled them away. How dear to me now, and ever will be the mournful package! I know he can never write me another, but I trust his angel watches over me and the children, and will to the end of our lives. The last sun of this year is fast sinking to the west. May this tine next year find us better and happier than now.
1863

SARAH R. ESPY, PRIVATE JOURNAL 1859-1868
Alabama Department of Archives and History, Montgomery, Alabama
Used with permission.

January 1863

1. New Years Day. A fine though very cold day. An unpleasant thing today had grieved me much. I must guard better in future. Miss Hale, Miss Mackey spent the night here. Miss Brewer, Clark Shackleford sat till bedtime. Cold night.
2. Very cold. We killed four hogs today. Mrs. and Miss Finley spent the day here. Lizzie and her sister spent it at Mr. Hale's.
3. Cloudy and warm. We dried away our lard and ground sausage-meat. Julia Hale paid off her husband's note of $12.25 today. Miss Kate and B. went to church today. Few persons there. A soldier spent the night here.
4. 1st Sabbath. Cold day. L. and B. went to church. I am quite unwell today with a cold. M. has a sick headache. The girls went this evening to Mr. Patterson's.
5. Very cold. I am much better this morning, went with Virgil to see Mr. Dupree about getting corn. He asks $2 per bushel, which I think out of all reason. I did not engage any, as we think we can make out, on what we have. There never was so much extortion known of before, yet I did not expect it of him. Passed a pleasant day with the family whom I have long wished to visit.
6. Rainy day. Remodeled a dress. Bought Dick's corn.
7. Variable weather. L. preparing to go home with her sister.
8. Very cold. The girls started early this morning to meet the boat at Dublin. It came and they went on board, but I fear it will be night when they reach Perkin’s landing. Mr. McNeely came about 2 o'clock for Kate. His wife, he says, is no better. Thinks she is wasting away with consumption.
9. Hat making. Pleasant day. C. Shackleford returned from Ga. bringing the remainder of my rolls. He also brought letters from Mary and Maggie. They had a serious time Maggie wrote, with sickness, but now are getting up again. She sent me a present of stocking yarn. Joseph has returned to his company tho’ not well yet.
10. Rainy morning, and rained all night, I think. O. spent the night with Mrs. Brewer.
11. 2nd Sabbath. Clear and beautiful day. O. had the misfortune to get her foot burnt this morning, but not badly, I hope. Y. went to Cedar Hill to hear M. Lucy preach. This has been a quite serene Sabbath day with no one present, but our own family. I enjoy such days so much. It reminds me of old times.
12. Pretty day. Hat-making. The old man, who stayed here last week returned tonight. He says they are having rough times there with the union men, and deserters from the army. They are going to resist the law and have already killed two men, and are plundering the secession party; this is what I have long feared, that a Tory Party would be formed which will be more dreadful to us than the Yankees.
13. Cold morning. The Boat brought us wounded soldiers and the news that our army at Murphreesboro after whipping the enemy, had to retreat to Shelbyville on account of the Yankees reinforcing. Several of the 19th are wounded; it was a great battle, our killed said to be 8,000 while that of the enemy was 5 times as great.
14. Cloudy. I went over to see Mr. Patterson this morning, who is going to rejoin his regiment. We sent Thomas's shoes by him. I went this evening to Mr. Hays's; a blistering day and night, wind from the South west.
15. Still high winds. I planted onion buttons and lettuce seed this morning; a great deal of rain today, I fear the waters will get up, which will be an advantage to the enemy, as they can then run their gun boats.
16. Excessively cold. Hat-making. Light snow falling.
17. Still very cold. C.’s foot mending a little.
18. 3rd sabbath. As white a frost as I ever saw. It looks like snow. I and O. passed the day with Mrs. Rudd and daughters, an unusual thing for me to do on the Sabbath; I think it far from right. A small place on my forehead which I hurt at least ten years ago and which has been well for nearly five years, has been feeling sore for a day or two. I do not understand it; Mr. Warren's negroes stayed here tonight on their way to Dublin. Something warmer.
19. Cloudy with east winds. Hat-making. O. weaving.
20. Rainy. A great deal of rain last night. Some appearance of fair weather this evening: M. Mackey called today.
21. Cold and cloudy. I went with Virgil to Hale's and settled Columbus's and my own account with him; I paid $42.67 for C. using his own money. J. Trippe came after me this evening as Virginia is sick. She has a boy. I went and found her and babe doing very well; her sister-in-law is sitting with her.
22. Pretty day. V. and babe doing very well. John hauling rock today from the mountain
23. Warm. Working on my dress. J. fixed his fire-place today. His father and sisters called this evening.
24. Colder. V. had a chill this morning and a high fever today, which I do not like much, I received a letter from T. He is near Vicksburg in in good health. The enemy are making savage attempts to take that place, it is the only place we have now on the Mississippi. May they fail to do so.
25. Fine weather. V. better. Mrs. Morgan sent to John today to get him to see Marcellus, about going into the service for a month in Mr. M.’s place, as she is sick and alone and wishes him to come home. I hardly suppose M. will go, as he must soon go in his own place, Mrs. Lybass came to see us.
26. 4th Sabbath. Fine day. V. and babe getting on very well. I went this evening to see Mrs. M.; Mrs. Harnal about the [?]
27. Warm. M. came down to see me about his going. I do not like for him to go, but he must do as he likes; he then went to see Mrs. M., and made an agreement with her, she is to bear expenses and give him $30. He came back and J. returned home with him to prepare him to start in a few days; I was sorry to leave Virginia. Found all well at home; rainy night, breaking cornland.
28. Still inclement, Virgil took B. down to stay awhile with V. She is not so well this morning as the babe troubled her last night a good deal. Making a shirt for M. Commenced snowing this evening. Very cold.
29. Extremely cold. We killed our two last hogs. We have now over 1600 lbs. of pork, enough to do us, I hope. Finished the lard and sausage-meat today. Snowing a little today
30. Still very cold. Preparing thread for the loom, which O. bought last week at Mr. Hale’s who got it in Tenn. She gave $14.40 for enough to warp 60 yds. of cloth. Also getting M. ready as he speaks of starting tomorrow. I ironed and marked his clothes this morning. I much doubt his being received in Mr. M.’s place, who is a very stout man. He is plowing today
31. Cold and somewhat cloudy. Marcellus went early to Mr. Morgan's and brought the horse he is to ride to Tenn. Then after an early dinner he bade us farewell and started; it is a long journey for one so young to take by himself. Ah me! how dreadful are the times when one so innocent as he must go into camps and suffer for the guilty. May the Lord go with him, and shield him from all evil and danger. Today two months ago, we took our last look at poor Columbus the victim of war. it may be that we have done so with Marcellus, but the good Lord forbid. May he return to his home in health and peace. I warped 20 yds. of thread this evening. I am sorry that I could not attend the missionary meeting to be held today at Yellow Creek.

February 1863

1. 1st Sabbath. Rainy day. I think of M. in his mountain journey for he intends crossing Sand Mountain today. He feared the creeks would get high. A soldier called to warm this morning. He belongs to a Cavalry company, who are collecting deserters and rendezvous at the Camp ground. John brought B. home. Sis and the babe are getting on finely, they say.
2. Clear fine morning. I sent Virgil and Dick to get cedars to set out at Columbus's grave They brought 16 fine ones. We set them out in two rows. We also set out several rows of fruit trees there, as we wish to have a grove. I visited Mrs. B. I warped 25 Yds. of thread this morning. Getting cloudy.
3. The ground covered with snow, and severely cold. If M. has good luck he will end his journey today. It must be severely cold where he is. He has had a bad time of it indeed.
4. Cloudy and cold. Commenced snowing again this evening with high winds from the east; a bitterly cold night. O. called at Mr. Phipps's and Mr. Hays. The people are getting jubilant now with the thought of an early peace. It is thought the French government will be compelled to recognize us soon as her people are in great distress and must have cotton.
5. The deepest snow I have seen for several years, at least 4 inches. The boys went rabbit hunting and found our missing sow and shoats. They are very thin, it is hardweather on stock that have no shelter. We are well situated in that respect for ours are well sheltered. We have a lamb, but it is in its house, Safe from the windy storm and tempest.
6. Very cold and cloudy. Much surprised this evening by the arrival of Lizzie and her brother, bringing her babe a corpse. It died on the 4th after a severe illness. The Drs. could not tell what ailed it, but a head disorder, I suppose. It never was well, and it probably never would have been. Miss J. Patterson stayed with us tonight. Bitter night.
7. Still cold. The snow melts but only in exposed situations. Mr. Hudgens making a case for the coffin, Mrs. and Miss Hays here. Mr. Hays superintends the digging of the grave. We shall not bury the child today. Heard today that the Conscript officers has taken J. Trippe but hope it is not true; he has offered himself twice, and been refused on account of being near-sighted, it is hard to take him now. The Miss Hale's spent the night with us.
8. 2nd Sabbath. Something warmer. We this morning buried the babe by the side of Columbus and shortly afterwards L. and her James left, taking B. along with them. The Miss Hale’s left also. John came to dinner. It is true he is conscripted and has to start Thursday; is not pleased at the idea at all. V. wants me to come on Thursday and help her sew; the snow is melting fast today.
9. Still cold. O. and I put in a piece of cloth today and commenced weaving. Warmer.
10. Cloudy and getting warm. V. and I. went down to Johns. Miss Mountain, Miss C. Trippe, also there. We got through with the sewing. Virginia and her babe doing well, but V. is much depressed with the idea of John leaving; the snow is melting fast. Mr. Neely dined here; John spent the night here; he is trying to find Capt. Echols.
11. Pleasant I settled with Mr. Brewer, who is also conscripted and has to start tomorrow. The people of this vicinity have got up a petition to E. Gardner to detail him back as our blacksmith; there will be none in less than 5 miles.
12. Warm with hard rains today. Mr. Clark the tax collector spent the night here.
13. Clear and pretty day. I paid my tax this morning and also that of Thomas; Marcellus arrived this evening in good health. The Major would not take him in Mr. M. place, who wished to came home very much; his wife also will be disappointed. Thomas 20th birthday.
14. Cloudy. Mrs. Finley sent for me this morning but I cannot go. I sowed beets, radish, and cabbage seeds. O. spent the day at Col. Hale's. Stephen is mending. Our people are still gaining victories over the enemy, but they have finished their canal at Vicksburg and are running their boats. Our forces are ready for them, whenever they want a fight.
15. 3rd Sabbath. Rainy.
16. Cloudy. I went to Mr. Finley's; spent the day. Mr. Neely came here this evening. A night of incessant rain.
17. A close rainy day. I fear we will have a great freshet.
18. Another night of incessant rain, I think. Mr. N. left this morning. some appearance of fair weather.
19. Pleasant weather. I got out my cloth today.
20 Pretty day. We drew in another web of cloth and resumed weaving. Fine day. I hope we shall have good weather awhile now.
21. Commenced raining again this morning. Mrs. B. sent for me. She gave birth to a son, a fine boy too; Mrs. Hays, Mrs. Rudd, there.
22. 4th Sabbath. Getting windy and cold. A great deal of rain has fallen and the waters are up high. O. spent the day at Mr. Patterson's.
23. Very cold.
24. More pleasant. B. and L. came today by the Boat. She left her mother in better health than usual; I sowed peas and other seeds today; J. Trippe also came down in the Boat. He has now his third discharge, but it will hardly save him from the next conscript officer. Pretty evening. He is sick.
25. Fine morning, but commenced raining this evening. The 27th anniversary of my marriage. Went to see Mrs. B.
26. Inclement weather. Commenced shirt-making.
27. Still rainy. The earth is now full of water and farmers have little chance to prepare for making a crop.
28. Still rainy. Did not go to Yellow Creek today. The smallpox is said to be in Centre now. I fear it will yet spread over the country in spite of vaccination.

March 1863

1. 1st Sabbath. Clear this morning and windy. B., L. and M. went to church; no preaching. O. unwell with cold.
2. Pretty weather. O. still unwell. Making shirts for Marcellus.
3. Cloudy. B. and L. spent the day at Mr. Hale's. They heard that John Trippe is very sick with pneumonia. Virgil's birthday and the 4th anniversary of Virginia’s marriage.
4. Very cold. Virgil took B. down to stay awhile with V. John is much better, but still quite sick. I finished weaving.
5. Still cold. L. and myself spent the day with Mrs. Truitte very pleasantly. O. suffering with tooth-ache. Warmer.
6. Rainy. I commenced a basket of vine-leaf. O. better today.
7 . Still rainy and warm. A storm of wind tonight with thunder and lightning. M. went to Centre. Finished my basket--a very nice one.
8. 2nd Sabbath. Showery. Virgil went after Berenice; O. and L. went to Mr. Patterson's this evening. B. and V. returned. John is better, but Virginia is sick with diarrhea; I fear it will go through the family . A stormy night, the Heavens ablaze with lightning.
9. Still rainy. The earth is flooded with water; commenced sewing for Virginia.
10. Still inclement. The waters are getting very high.
11. Some appearance of clear weather. Heard of the death of Stephen Hale. B. and L. went to see how they are getting on at John's. Found J. and V. both up, but the negro girl sick, I and Miss Brewer went to Hale's this evening. M. and L. sat up there tonight with the corpse.
12. Clear and cold. B. and Virgil attended the burial this evening. Hat-making.
13. Very cold, Had house-cleaning. Miss B. called.
14. Clear and warmer. Mr. Neely dined here. B. and L. went to Mr. Davis's to attend at Shady Grove tomorrow. Planted potatoes today. O. has toothache.
15. 3rd Sabbath. Cloudy and warm. Spring like weather.
16. Clear and pretty day. We put our bacon down in ashes. I planted onion buttons today.
17. Fine weather. We put in a piece of blanketing for Marcellus, who will soon start to the army. Bedded our potatoes.
18. Fine warm day. I went to Patterson’s this morning and got some money changed; went to Mr. Hays this evening and settled with him.
19. Very warm. Heard of the death of Robert Espy's child. The girls went to the burial this evening. Commenced planting corn; Columbus's birthday, but he is not here to see it. Two years ago he arrived here from La. for his last time.
20. Rainy and getting cold. Made a blanket for Marcellus .
21. Still cloudy. B. and O. went to Cedar Hill to attend quarterly meeting. Only one preacher in attendance.
22. 4th sabbath. Still cloudy. O. and L. and the boys went to the meeting. Still but one preacher; good congregation. Went this evening with B. and L. to visit the graves of my mother and sister. This sabbath two years ago, I visited them in company with Columbus,
23. Showery. O. went to Mr. Truitte's this evening. B. and L. to see Mr. Patterson, who has returned from Vicksburg on account of bad health; he brought a letter from T., who expects to be at home the last of the week; the health of the army is said to be good.
24. Still showery. A storm of wind this evening with heavy rain.
25. Clear and cool. Got out my cloth. Received a letter from Margaret Espy today. They are in good health at present
26. Clear pretty day. B. and L. spent it at Mr. Finley's. O. came home this evening--had a pleasant visit.
27. Fine day. A fast ordered by the president; no preaching near us; I went this evening to see Mr. Patterson; he looks badly.
28. A great deal of rain last night, and still rainy; a letter from Thomas; he will not be at home for some time yet. The Yankees are leaving Vicksburg which they have found to be impregnable and will concentrate somewhere else. May a higher power turn them back to their own country and leave us in peace which is all we desire.
29. 5th Sabbath. Cloudy with high eastern winds and cold. O., and B. and M. went to Col. Hale's to see James, who is just returned and will soon leave again for the seat of war. I spent some time today reading over old letters of my old friends Mrs. Price and Mrs. Smith; while thus engaged I was buried in the past amid pleasant recollections of my young years; it would take many volumes to record all that has passed since that time. A traveler spent the night here.
30. Showery and cold. Capt. Echols called for an hour or two. He was not ready to settle the claims of Columbus, and does not know when he will be as the business has to be transacted at Richmond.
31. A real March day. Windy and cold. M. went with L. to Wilson's to examine a new kind of spinning wheel. O. went this evening to see Mr. Patterson. L. did not like the wheel.

April 1863

1. Clear pretty day, but windy. M. trimming and setting out apple trees. He will now soon have to leave the peaceful employments of home for the unhealthy and degrading life of a camp; for it seems there is not prospect now of peace soon, as the Northwest on whom we depended has failed for this time at least. The girls were sent for to Col. Hale's tonight and went.
2. Pretty morning. I sowed seeds. O. preparing thread for the loom. I never knew the wind to be higher than today.
3. Clear and cool. B. and L. and J. went to church. Elder Goss preached. I handed $5 to Capt. Truitte for Elder Hood.
5. 1st Sabbath. Pretty day. B., L., V. and I went to church. Few persons there; I went with L. to see Mr. P. this evening. He is better. Thomas arrived tonight in good health.
6. Clear and windy. O. drew in her cloth today. A year ago this afternoon Columbus was wounded at the battle of Shiloh; this evening a gay party passed by his place of rest, unthinking perhaps, who lay there, and who was once as gay as themselves; it consisted of three Miss Mackey's, Miss Hale and our own girls on their way to attend a party at Capt. Truitte’s.
7. Getting dry. The girls returned this morning much pleased with their party. They dined here, and went to see Mr. Patterson.
8. Clear and windy. Mr. Davis came to hear from his brother at Vicksburg; we planted red Irish potatoes in the garden this evening.
9. Still clear and cool. Hat-making. A few days ago B. received from Miss Cornelia Prier, a cousin of hers with whose mother I was very intimate in youth, and with whom I corresponded in after years; this young lady never heard of B. till the 29th of March, when her mother was led to look over my letters, a similar impulse led me on that same day to read over her letters. Strange coincidence! that friends so long parted should be moved in the same way at the same time.
10. Clear and cool.
11. Getting dry. Parson Nicholson spent the night here.
12. 2nd Sabbath. Cool morning. Virginia and family came today. John is looking very badly and has a bad cough; he has to attend at Gadsden on the 14th as the board of army surgeons meet then to decide who shall go into the service. He has a hard time with them. The baby is the finest kind of a child. They went to preaching at Cedar Hill with our young folks. They left Vivia here, as Sis is to go with John to Gadsden.
13. Pretty day. I went with T. and L. to see Cousin Agnes today; found all well. Rain tonight.
14. Rainy day. Set out cabbage plants this evening.
15. Cloudy. O. and I hat-making.
16. Clear pretty weather. Our salt came today. I get 73 lbs this time. Planted our I. potatoes today.
17. Pretty day. Hat-making. Miss Hays visited us this evening. Heard today that the Board again refused John, which I suppose will be final until some new card is turned up. Mrs. Truitte came to see Thomas, and hear from her husband.
18. Fine weather. The trees are putting out very fast now. T., L. and C. went to Shady Grove; finished corn planting. Also planted a good deal of sugar-cane.
19. Beautiful morning. M. went to Shady Grove. John came for Vivia. Still looks badly. The board dismissed him for three months; rain this evening. Mr. Davis sent M. and O. home. T. and L. went to Mr. Thornton's. I went to Mr. Hays's this evening.
20. Pretty day. Hat-making. T. and L. came home this evening.
21. Fine weather. Vegetation is coming on rapidly; T. and L. started to her mother's. Mr. Hays came today and sheared my sheep; had a fine turnout of wool. B. went to Col. Hale’s.
22. Cloudy. Miss Finley, Miss Gray, who is a relation of mine, spent the day here. A pretty rain today. Making pants for Marcellus.
23. Fine day. Mr. Patterson called this morning. On next Sabbath at 3 o'clock -Columbus’ funeral is to be preached by Elder Hood. The girls went this evening to Mr. Stimpson's.
24. Pretty weather. This afternoon Thomas and Lizzie arrived. It is thought her Mother cannot survive much longer, she is now not able to sit up any and is fast sinking. M. waited on Dr. Sparks and paid my bill for C's sickness---$32 in all.
25. Fine day and a busy one to us, as the boys are going to start on Monday and we must get them ready today; we packed Columbus trunk for them. (T. having lost his). I am strongly reminded of the time when I packed it before in ‘59. A La. soldier spent the night here. The Miss Hale's the afternoon.
26. 4th Sabbath. Beautiful day. Mr. and Mrs. Davis came this morning. Elder Hood, John and Sis to dinner; we all went to Yellow Creek and Elder Hood preached the funeral sermon of Columbus from Hebrews 9th Chapter 27th verse. “And as it is appointed once to man to die, but after this the judgment;” he made a good discourse to the largest congregation I have seen since the war commenced. He also spent the night with us. Commenced raining tonight. I am much grieved to part with M. who is such a fine boy, to perhaps sicken and die in camp-life, or fall in battle. May the good Lord forbid, and bring them to their home in peace ‘ere long.
27. Rainy morning. The boys left early, Dick driving them in a light wagon to Oxford where they will take the cars. They wish to reach Jacksonville tonight; it was a serious thing to see M. start, but then he is with his brother, and I ought to be contented. If they can only have health. I will be contented. Clearing off this evening, but hard rains again tonight.
28. Still inclement. A letter came today for T. from Dr. Garland, tie superintendent of the Military Academy at Tuscaloosa, to whom T. had written proposing to get M. into the school at the next sitting of the board which will be on the 5th of June. The Dr. thinks there is no doubt of M. getting the appointment and advises that he should not enter the service till the decision of the Board can be known. Too late, for M. is before this a member of 31st , I presume!
29. Showery morning, but clear by 12:00. Dick got back and says it rained on them nearly all the time; was in a storm on Monday night; I went to Hale’s with Mrs. B. this evening to see about getting copperas; I forwarded the letter to T. today.
30. Fine day. O. took L. down to Dublin, at which place she took the Boat for her Mother; a great deal now to do, in the garden which looks finely; hat-making; we sent off by M. what hats we had on hand and must replenish our stock.

May 1863

1. Beautiful day for Mayday. The young people have a picnic on the mountain today. B. and O. went. Had a large party. Miss O. Finley was crowned queen of May, had a pleasant time.
2. Fine weather. Went with B. to Yellow Creek; few persons there. I little thought when I lay down that ‘ere the Sabbath dawned my peaceful slumbers would be disturbed by a cry of war, but so it was. Peggy, a hired woman at Patterson's came about 3 o'clock to tell us that the Yanks were at their house in large numbers, had taken their horses and were very insolent; this is dreadful; we lay down no more for we expected them every moment, but as a merciful God would have it they did not come.
3. 1st Sabbath. A fine morning. Additional news of the devastation committed by the enemy; they burnt everything Mr. Blount had except his dwelling, took his mule and was there overtaken by Forrest's Cavalry and an action took place between them; the Yanks ran wild and were so hotly pursued that they could not tarry long in this vicinity; they took every mule Mr. Finley had, also Mr. Truitte's and then went on and burned the Iron works , which has been lately largely improved; they are now at Chattooga river, and we hear the booming of cannon, for our men have again overtaken them; nearly every man in this neighborhood has followed after them; the desolating scourge burst on us all in a moment. Later. Some of our citizens have returned and bring the welcome news of the capture of the enemy 4 miles above Cedar Bluff at the Widow Lawrence, there they had stopped to refresh themselves. 1400 prisoners are taken, and the horses and mules recaptured. O. and Miss Hays spent the night with Mrs. Truitte, who is alone---Mr. T. having gone after his mules.
4. Warm. B. opened her school this day at Yellow Creek. A. Espy, who is at home on furlough called.
5. Still warm. O. came home this morning. Mrs. T. is much excited this evening, sent runners to tell us the Yankees are at Dr. White’s--15,000 strong and will pass through here tonight; all is dismay and confusion; people hiding their property; the few men who are left here will conceal themselves for it is said they are hanging all between 15 and 45. V. lay out, Dick also. I cannot say I was much alarmed, but I looked for them every moment. The night was bright moonlight and passed peacefully.
6. Warm. B. went to school, but soon returned. A boy came to tell her the enemy are at hand; a gentleman passed, who contradicted it. The day passed quietly; it is now supposed to be the trick of some union men below here to frighten the people. The Lord forbid they ever should come here again. Turning cool.
7. Very cool and cloudy. We learn that no such army were in the country at all, but it was the diabolical prank of the union people; our men who went to Rome for their stock have not returned. John came tonight. The people in his neighborhood were much excited.
8. Still cloudy, but no rain, and very cool. I started a letter to James with $15, which I had collected of Jacob Tucker, by Mr. James.
9. Clear and pleasant. Our men have returned from Rome without getting their stock. Col. Forrest giving them the broken down cavalry stock instead. This is bad, but I suppose it might have been worse. I went to Mr. Phipps’s and bought spts. of turpentine.
10. 2nd Sabbath. A beautiful serene May morning. M. nature reposes blissfully and seems to reproach the warring spirit of man for the confusion now prevailing and the devastation now committing. O. and Virgil went to Sabbath School at Cedar Hill which is being organized there. Virginia came with the baby and little negro-boy; we went to preaching this evening at Cedar Hill.
11. Dry and warm. Mr. Patterson called; I made a season and set out cabbage plants; engaged in weaving.
12. Warm. I went with Mrs. B. to Hale's to see about our thread, for which we sent bacon to get at Boswell mills, Ga.; They rasceled us, and only sent a little thread, paying money for the bacon; I got 2 bunches which cost me 14 dollars each; times are hard indeed, but may they be no worse; Mr. Davis has got home, I learn, but has sent no letters from the boys; there has been hard fighting at Vicksburg, Gen. Tracy killed, and Col. Hanley taken prisoner; this is bad for T. and M. as he was their friend. Gen. Van Dorn, also killed in a duel it is said.
13. Still dry and warm.
14. Very warm. O. unwell with neuralgia.
15. Cooler. I am not well myself. B. went home with the Glenn children to visit till Mon.
16. Still dry and cool. O. quite unwell today; we set out slips this evening by watering I visited Mrs. B.
17. 3rd Sabbath. Pretty morning, we found our best lamb dead this morning and it was the finest I ever saw; a considerable loss now that wool is worth $3 per lb. Virgil went to Sabbath School; John came with Vivia bringing the mule home.
18. Cool and no prospect of rain; Mr. Patterson called; a letter from the boys dated 3rd. They were well and M. was at the convalescent camp. T. not liking for him to go into a battle as he is undrilled. Gen. Tracy was killed on the 1st and Col. H. was wounded and in the hands of the enemy. They were still fighting. B. received a letter from Miss Price.
19. Still cool. I got out my cloth today. Wrote to the boys.
20. Pleasant. Mrs. Rudd went with me to Mrs. Morgan's to get wool; she holds her wool at $4.50 per lb. I got 1 lb. at $3. A letter came from the boys dated the 10th. M. has entered the service; he writes they had a tiresome time getting there; they are now at Warrenton near Vicksburg; not much to eat, and in front of the enemy, but in good health; God help them; how I would like to send them something good to eat; it is peculiarly hard on Tibby, for he never knew privation before; Thos. can favor himself a great deal.
21. Pleasant day; Mrs. Perkins who is a second cousin of mine, and Mrs. Finley, spent the day with us; had english-peas and beets today.
22. Still cool. O., who has not been well for some time, had a right bad spell this morning, complains of her throat very much and is otherwise much affected by cold; much shocked to hear of Col. Hale being burnt out last night; his commodious dwelling, kitchen and smoke-house all destroyed. He thinks it the work of an incendiary; either of the union men or deserters; there are plenty of them hiding on the mountain; I fear much mischief will be done by them. Commenced mixing wool and cotton, for the boys summer clothes.
23. Still dry. O. seems better today; we set out slips by watering.
24. 4th Sabbath. Clear and fine morning; a rain would be so acceptable now; still it is good for this wheat; the dry weather; no rust yet; news from the south that there never was so much wheat made before for the cotton lands are now in grain; it is thought there is enough made to supply the confederacy two years; B. and V. went to Sabbath-School and church. Mrs. B., Mrs. Isham here this evening.
25. Pleasant day; commenced spinning the mixed filling. O. improving but has a bad cough and is very weak.
26. Still dry. News by the boat that they are still fighting at Vicksburg.
27. Dry, but pleasant weather. Miss Rudd visited us this evening.
28. Wind from the east, another excitement; a body of negroes passed Patterson's today, and the citizens are after them; commenced raining this evening and it is welcome. B. dismissed her school till Monday.
29. Still rainy. I warped my thread today. O. not much better of her cough, and does not gain strength much.
30. Showery. Mrs. Truitte spent the day here. She had Mrs. Kyle's little boy with her; quite a pleasant child; Mrs. T. has no children of her own; sent a few things to the Hale family; advices from Vicksburg to the 23; the Yankees have made several assaults on the city, but was repulsed every time; with great loss too; a desperate attempt will be made to get that place as it is all they lack of having the entire length of the Mississippi. A mess of beans today.
31. 5th Sabbath. A beautiful morning. All nature seems revived, and vegetation which has been taking root deeply during the dry weather, is now growing most rapidly; accounts from all parts of the country state that the wheat never was finer; V. went to Sabbath-School; O. much better; Miss M. Shackleford called.

June 1863

1. Fine day. O. and I drew in our jeans and commenced weaving; it is very pretty; moon eclipsed tonight, but did not see it.
2. Pleasant weather. I let Mr. Patterson have a mule to convey a refugee from Corinth to Wills Valley; there are plenty of them in the country now; hunting homes; having had to flee from the Yankees.
3. Still fine weather; I never had a better garden; I think of M., who, while we, have so many vegetables, is doing without any, or anything else good to eat; I fear. Would the Lord strike confusion into the hearts of our enemies, and turn them back to their own country. Mrs. Hays spent the evening here.
4. Pleasant. Mr. P. called this evening; he thinks our wheat will be ready to cut on Monday. Our oats is also very good.
5. Rainy day. Mrs. J. Baines buried at Yellow Creek today. Virgil went round and engaged hands for harvest. The birthday of Marcellus; may all be well with him today.
6. Cloudy, but as the day advanced became clear, the boys helped Mr. P. and Mrs. B. with their harvesting; did not go to church.
7. 1st sabbath. Pretty morning; V. went to Sabbath-school; the girls to Yellow Creek; Parsons Goss and Hood both there; we finished the testament this morning's lesson; this evening we received the sad news of Tibby being wounded on the 18th of last month; through Mr. Means who was with him in the action; our men were fighting behind trees and there were several boys behind one tree -- M. of the number; seeing a tree not far off where he thought he would be better situated he ran for it, but as he reached it, Means heard him say, "Lord have mercy" and at the same time he fell. When M. looked again he had gotten up, and his next sight of him, was upon a horse and Thomas walking before him; M. thinks by that his wound was slight, but I awfully fear to the contrary; Poor fellow!!! his sufferings are great for the want of water and something that he can eat, if he is alive, what a mercy that Thomas was near at hand to attend to him. I cannot describe my feelings; I do not expect to hear from him soon, as the enemy is between us, and I much fear I shall not hear of him again in life. It was 3 weeks ago yesterday since he was wounded. God help us all. and send our cruel enemies back to their own country.
8. Pretty day. We commenced our harvest today. Mr. Rudd helping, Mr. Truitte, Mr. Hale, Mr. Glenn, Mr. Patterson also sent hands. Our wheat is good, also is our oats, for which I am thankful; I went to Dublin this evening to attend to the storage in V.'s place, but the boat did not come; it came at night and brought corn for soldier’s families.
9. Fine day. I dreamed last night, or rather this morning, that Thomas brought Tibby home in his coffin; when I waked I did not feel glad, as I usually do, that it was only a dream for I feared it was an awful reality. I will try to be patient, and wait a letter from Thomas. Cheering news comes now from Vicksburg, our forces are said to be victorious. Mrs. Nicholson and son spent the night here.
10. A close rainy morning. Our boys cutting oats this evening. Mr. Brewer came home today very sick.
11. Still rainy. A bad time for harvest. O. went round this evening and engaged some hands for Saturday. I went to see Mr. B.
12. Pretty day. Mr. Finley sent a hand today. Finished the seed wheat.
13. Pleasant day. Mr. Hays cut for us today. Mr. B. not any better. It seems we can get no news from Vicksburg. I called at Mr. Hale's this morning.
14. 2nd Sabbath. Beautiful morning. We commenced, as a class, reading the Book of Job. O. and Virgil went to Cedar Hill, from thence O. went to Mr. Mackey’s.
15. Fine weather. Mr. B. is improving.
16. Very warm. Got out my jeans. A fine piece of cloth too. It will have to lie till I hear from Tibby; Lizzie came this evening with Master McNair; her mother is much better. She has heard nothing of T. lately.
17. Warm. Getting cloudy.
18. Cloudy and very warm.
19. Cloudy. Hat-making. Went to see Mr. B. this morning. He is mending fast; finished our oats today.
20. Still very warm. O. and L. went to Shady Grove; A letter came from Dr. Garland dated 9th. He says M. was elected to a Cadetship in the Ala. University; poor fellow! it seems so unfortunate that he entered the service. Lizzie joined the Church today. I sent V. down there to bring the buggy back as we will want the mule tomorrow to convey the rest of us to attend the baptism; our other mule sick tonight; but I hope not much, however.
21. 3rd Sabbath. Rainy morning, but appeared like breaking off, and we started to Shady Grove, but had not gone far when it recommenced raining fast, and we came back and gave it up. It ceased again in a short time and is a pretty day. The girls came home this evening; not much at Mr. Davis's.
22. Fine pleasant day; spent the forenoon with Mrs. Rudd; went to Dublin this evening in company with Miss I. Patterson. The boat brought no news. From the last accounts Vicksburg is in close siege; a fight is also daily expected in Tenn. Making a hat for Vivia.
23. Fine day. O. and L. visited Mrs. Truitte this evening.
24. Cloudy. I visited Mrs. Hale today; they are now in their new house; quite comfortable but not like they have been situated. We are trying to arrange matters in order to get our part of Government salt; showery; the third anniversary of Mr. Espy's death.
25. Still cloudy. O. and myself went to see Virginia. Her children are not well; B. quite unwell with cold and pain in the breast.
26. Still rainy. I fear our grain which is still in the fields will be injured; we are getting much behind with our crops, for it rains so much we cannot work it; I let Dublin out to Mr. Hollis today; he is to give us half the profits; B. no better.
27. Inclement; B. sent and had Dr. Pratt to see her today. He thinks she is threatened with pneumonia, tremendous rains today. Mr. Patterson in this evening.
28. 4th Sabbath. Still cloudy, but cooler; O., L., and Virgil went to Cedar Hill. John and Virginia came today. Vivia is very proud of her hat, which is indeed a very pretty one.
29. Still cloudy and as it is too wet to plow I went with L. first to the tanyard where I purchased upper leather at $1.25 per lb., then to Mr. Howard's where we bought wool at $2 per lb. O. rested none tonight with toothache.
30. Cloudy; O. not any better. She and L. went to Centre to get her teeth drawn, but the Dr. was not at home; they saw a gentleman from Vicksburg, who saw Tibbie after he was wounded and says it was on!y a slight flesh wound, and that they had time enough to get to Vicksburg. This is cheering, for we feared they were prisoners. Showery.

July 1863

1. Still unsettled weather; Dr. Pratt came today and took out three teeth for O. also prescribed for B., who is better.
2. Still rainy; B. still improving; Mr. and Mrs. B. R. Espy and wife here this evening; we were startled again last evening with the news that the Yanks were coming on us, but it; was a mistake; it was our cavalry instead, for which we were thankful, rumours are easily started now.
3. Very warm and showery; B. mending; Mrs. Rudd, E. and C. Finley here this evening.
4. Showery; did not go to church today. Virgil unwell; O. and L. went to Mr. P's this evening; they sent me a fine treat of honey; news from Vicksburg is cheering; our forces are also pushing northwards; have taken several places in Pennsylvania and a general panic has seized the country at their approach.
5. 1st Sabbath. Warm. L. and I went to church; Elder Goss preached to a small congregation; P. called with a letter for Olivia.
6. Very warm. Hard rains this evening. Hat-making.
7. Sultry. Rains this evening. Misses Hale and Mackey spent the night here.
8. Cloudy with showers. Hat-making. Commenced hauling in wheat.
9. Very warm. Finished getting in our wheat. I helped pack it away; it is impossible to hire help now, men are so scarce. O. and L. went to Hale's to a public speaking. Dr. Ralls spoke; he is a candidate for Congress. I forgot to mention receiving a letter from Dr. Garland on the 7th in which he says that it is against their rules to keep open a place for Tibbie. I am sorry, but it may be for the best, heard this evening that Vicksburg has fallen, but hope it is not true.
10. Extremely warm. I visited Mrs. B. this evening.
11. Still warm; a soldier called, barefooted, and lame; we sent him a few miles on his way.
12. 2nd Sabbath. Warm. I went with O. to Cedar Hill. Parson Nicholson preached to a small congregation; it is now thought to be certain that Vicksburg has surrendered; I am anxious to hear farther, and at the same time afraid to hear. Fine rain today.
13. Showery. B. resumed her school. 2 Hat-making; B. went to Mr. Finley's tonight.
14. Still cloudy, and what is strange at this time of the year, quite smoky; it is said that Vicksburg has fallen, the garrison was starved out, having lived for some time on mule meat, and were so weak that they staggered on coming out like drunken men. [Something missing, unreadable]. Poor fellow! they suffered greatly; our officers were allowed to retain their property and our troops marched out with colors flying. Gen. Pemberton made his escape with 200 cavalry before the capture. I much fear he has not done his duty there. It seems that some of our generals are too fond of fortifying cities and then giving them up to the enemy.
15. Clear hot, smoky; I. Reeves came today for Lizzie; it is thought her mother nearly gone; I went this evening to see a traveling thrasher in operation, and to Mr. Hay's to see a sick child.
16. Smoke still continues; O. went to Mr. Truitt's; a refugee from Tenn. dined here; he intends stopping in this vicinity; a soldier also dined here; hat-making.
17. Warm and smoky; visited the child again this morning with Mrs. Rudd; it is much worse and died this evening; the roads are full of Refugees and soldiers; Rome is being fortified. 10,000 troops are quartered there; it is said the enemy have also taken Charleston, and are bombarding Chattanooga; it seems they are straining every nerve to crush us, and the death struggle!e is now to be made; would an all-powerful God stand up for our help, they would yet be put to confusion; but it seems he has given us over into the hand of our cruel foe.
18. Getting dry; O. came home this morning; she had plaited shucks and Mrs. T. made her a beautiful hat and trimmed it quite fancifully; I went to Mr. Hays's to assist in preparing the child for burial; commenced plaiting straw for a hat; Mr. P. called; the girls went to Mr. Davis's.
19. 3rd Sabbath. Still smoky. V. went to Sabbath School; it is very quiet here today with no one but V. and I. I wish it would rain. The girls came back this evening.
20. Warm; I called at Mr. P's and also went to the tanyard; 20 soldiers camped here tonight. I did not like it much, for I have no forage to spare; still I would rather they had it than the enemy, and we are looking for them daily, but may the good Lord forbid them to come.
21. Cloudy and two pretty showers today; two soldiers here tonight; there is great excitement among the people at the rumoured approach of the foe, and the wealthy are preparing to leave, taking their slaves with them; it is said that 10,000 have crossed the Tenn. on their way to Rome and will of course, pass through this county; it would be a great distress to me to have to leave my home and be a wanderer. I have no idea of trying it, but will stay here trusting in God to preserve me and my helpless family from the hand of violence.
22. Very warm; finished Virgil's hat; he is well pleased with it, the excitement increases among the people and I fear that some people will injure themselves.
23. Warm. The neighbors helped us thresh wheat today, but we did not finish owing to the breaking of the shaft. On this day last year Columbus left us for the last time, and when we saw him again he was sick and pale, and did not look like himself.
24. Still warm. Mr. B. worked on our thresher this morning; had house-cleaning today; many soldiers passing.
25. Very warm; finished our wheat; I visited some refugees this evening by the name of Pyron who have stopped in this neighborhood, was pleased with them; Mr. De Lisle, Gen. Harper, Dr. Arlington spent the night here; John and Virginia also came, and about ten to our great joy Thomas and Marcellus reached home. M. is nearly well of his wound, but is pale and thin; he was wounded in the back by a minie ball from a cross fire; the ball came out where it went in, owing to having struck against the spine, which no doubt, saved his life; T. also is very thin and is not well; they suffered a good deal at Vicksburg, but, not so bad as we had heard; the place was surrendered on the 4th July, and they remained then till the 11th before their turn came to be paroled; the army had to march across the state of Mississippi as Johnston was compelled to have the railroad. T. had a horse, and he and M. got on very well; The Yankees treated them very well; how I wish this awful war would end but the prospect is gloomy now.
26. 4th Sabbath. Warm day. Virginia and Olivia and Vivia went to Cedar Hill. Two soldiers dined here; a good many friends came in today to see the boys and hear the news. A fine rain tonight, but not near enough.
27. Very warm; Several in today; we looked for L. by the Boat, but she did not come.
28. Still warm; V. and Dick started to mill at Galesville this evening. T. started to Mr. McNeely's. The girls at Mr. Hale's and Mr. P. came this evening. M. is very languid and is far from being well.
29. Somewhat cloudy. We are needing rain very much now; sowed cabbage seeds; Mr. Truitte called; the boys came from mill; had good luck and got fine flour.
30. Very warm. M. went down to John’s; a shower this evening. Making pants for M.
31. Still warm. M. came home this evening; John does not start to the army till next week. T. came back this evening. L. will be down on the next boat.

August 1863

1. Very warm. T., B., and myself went to Yellow Creek, Elder H. there; but did not preach, as there were so few people; he came with us to dinner and he and T. went to Mr. Truitte's and spent the night. A fine rain this evening. O. sold a dozen hats today at $2 a piece.
2. 1st Sabbath. Cloudy. Our class read this morning beginning with the 14th of Job. It has been some time since M. read this with me. The young people went to church. T. preached to a large congregation. A tremendous rain came on as they came home; M. and Mrs. Pyron, Mr. and Mrs. Davis, Mr. L. Davis, Mrs. Hays and daughters, Mrs. Whitton took dinner here.
3. A very warm day. T. and M. went to the election. Mr. G. Davis came after Olivia to go to his uncle's to visit his sister. M. met Lizzie this evening at Dublin and brought her home; she says the children grieved at her leaving them for they will be lonely now their mother is gone--poor things!
4. Still warm. At work on a hat for Virginia.
5. Sultry; L. and myself visited Mrs. Pyron this evening. O. came home. Thunder clouds.
6. Still warm. Sowed turnip-seed this morning. Rain today.
7. Cloudy. T. and L. started to Georgia to visit the relations there. Mrs. Finley sent for me, and I passed the day with her. People are now holding themselves in readiness to leave the country whenever they hear of the approach of the enemy. I do not feel like I wish to do that, but feel more like trying to stay at home and take whatever Providence may send; I do not know where I could go, or how, with so large a family and no one to lead for us. It will be ruin to either go or stay, I fear. Rainy.
8. Very warm. M. and the girls went to a party at Mr. Truitte's. Parson Goss spent the day here, they are going to move to Georgia; M. returned this evening. Our old dog Neptune was killed today.
9. 2nd Sabbath. Clear morning. Mrs. Pyron here this evening. The girls came home; some soldiers here tonight.
10. Warm. Filled our dryers with peaches.
11. Sultry. At work on a shirt for M. He is improving now in his looks, but he hurt his wound yesterday and it is now sore again. A traveler here tonight. A great rain today.
12. Warm. Made Virginia's hat.
13. Sultry. T. and L. came home this evening much pleased with their Ga. trip. Left the relatives well. Mrs. Mackey spent the day here. A good deal of rain today.
14. Very warm. Making pants for Virgil.
15. Still very warm. Capt. and Mrs. Truitte spent the lay here. T. went to Shady Grove. Parson Goss was assaulted and badly hurt by T. Davis this morning, we learnt.
16. 3rd Sabbath. Sultry day. T., L., and B., and Y. went to Shady Grove. M. returned to dinner. Good congregation, he says; T. preached. Rain this evening. The others did not return.
17. Warm. T. and L. returned this morning. Soldiers called and demanded food for their horses, and I had to furnish it. We refilled our dryers with fruit. Mrs. Pyron visited us this evening.
18. Still warm. Making jacket for Marcellus.
19. Warm. Mrs. P. spent the day with us; O. went home with her. A gentlemen and little girl here tonight.
20. Very warm. Miss Hale, Miss Mackey here this evening.
21. Cloudy. A fast-day appointed by the President; we went to Shady Grove. T. preached to a small congregation.
22. Very warm. Put out more fruit; the boys were arranging things to start back on Monday but orders have come for them to meet at Blue Mountain on the 21st. I am glad of that for one week more will be an advantage to M. whose wounds are not well yet; B. and L. visited Mrs. P. this evening.
23. 4th Sabbath. Sultry. O. B., and M. went to Cedar Hill. Mr. Pyron called this evening. O., B., and M. went to Mr. B.’s this evening.
24. Very warm and dry. Parson Lucy buried this morning at Cedar Hill with Masonic honors. Marcellus and the girls attended; he saw Lieut. Davis there, and their orders now are to start to the seat of war on Thursday. T. came home tonight. Put out our last peaches this evening.
25. Still dry and warm. Rain this morning and getting cooler. Getting the boys ready for their start. Making starch.
26. Cooler. Col. Hale came this evening and T. rented Dublin to him for the use of the Government at which place the tithe grain for this section will be collected; his daughters also came with several gentlemen on their way to Capt. Truitte's. O. went with them. M. went this evening to bid Sis goodbye, on his return he also went to the Captain's, B. spent the night with Mrs. Pyron whose husband was absent.
27. Clear and dry. The young people returned this morning, and after dinner T. and M. took their leave of us and started back to camp; their regiment is to meet at Talladega and as they have not been exchanged yet, it is thought that they will be furloughed back home again. May it be so! They have had a pleasant visit at home for which I am thankful, still I would rejoice for them to return for M. is not sufficiently recovered for military duty. They go with Mr. Patterson. Dick going with them to drive. On this day four months ago they left home. A singular coincidence. May the good Lord bring them back ere long in health and peace.
28. Still warm and dry. Went to visit Mr. Blevins who is sick. Mrs. Pyron here this evening.
29. Nights are cool now, and days very warm. I went to see Mr. Hollis this morning about my syrup, he (agreed ) to do it, and I had to find the kettle; Mrs. Truitte came for O. this evening to stay with her as the Capt. is absent. B. and L. went to Shady Grove taking a coat for Lieut. Hugg.
30. 5th Sabbath. Very cool morning. It seems more like October than August. O. came home this morning and went to Cedar Hill to hear Mr. Neely preach the funeral sermon of Mr. Wilder.
31. Very warm. Busy on the coat which I find a considerable job.

September 1863

1. Still dry and warm. O. went with Miss Brewer to Hale's, and thence to the camp-ground to see the soldiers drill, a fine body of men being encamped there. Mr. Wilson escorted her home; finished the coat.
2. Warm. Went to visit Mrs. Pyron, but found her packing to leave, as they heard this morning that the Yankees are near Lebanon, which makes them unpleasantly near to us. I went to Patterson's this evening; from the news we hear now, the enemy will reach here tomorrow.
3. Still dry and dusty; cavalry are passing almost constantly and it seems they are leaving the country to its fate instead of protecting it; there are none here now, but the enemy may come and find no one to dispute their passage. Finished a lady's hat. M. came home on a 15 days furlough to our great joy.
4. No sign of rain; the root crops are suffering badly; I went with Mrs. Finley to Centre today, which seems strange, as we are looking for the Yankees this evening, but we both had business to attend to, and thought it best to delay not. I wished to dispose of my wheat and beef cattle; I partially traded with Judge Marshall; Thomas came tonight all quiet so far, but our pickets say the Yankees are slowly advancing; when I lie down at night I feel thankful for the privilege and fearful that by another night I may have no bed or home. God have mercy on as and rebuke our enemies. I paid Dr. Pratt $13 for attendance on Berenice.
5. Still dry and warm. We sent Virgil after V. and the children. They came and are in good health; this evening Mr. Hays came to tell us the enemy is getting very near--we considered it best to send our negroes and horses away, consequently, M. and V. went with them to cross the river and stay till we can see farther what to do.
6. 1st Sabbath. Very warm. M. came back this morning. It is doubtful now, whether the enemy will come this way; some may not, but will cross the mountain higher up. May they do so. I am sorry for the citizens however.
7. M. and V. both returned this morning. V. to take Sis and the children home and return to the camp; the news from Wills Valley much the same. Made a pair of Confederate or cloth shoes today; had a shoemaker to prepare soles.
8. Still very warm; V. and the negroes returned this morning. Dr. Green, a refugee, from W. Valley passed here seeking a safer place for his slaves and stock; he is much distressed are are also other he left behind him; he says he is worse hurt with some of his neighbors than with the Yankees for they acted as pilots for the Yankees, a miserable condition for a county to be in, when a part of the inhabitants are leagued against the other part. L. drawing in a piece of cloth. Picket guards are stationed now at every crossroad. Mr. Hale bought my wheat as Government agent.
9. Dry and warm. Two of the pickets came to breakfast; they have heard that the Yankees are at Blue Pond, 5 miles from here. I hope it is not true; Mr. Tucker called today; he says that a negro offered insolence to one of his nieces on Monday; this is not more than may be looked for; I learn that 3 of Mr. Truitte's have left him; no further account from Blue Pond.
10. Vegetation is drying up rapidly; we are needing rain very much now; Lizzie commenced weaving this morning. Dr. Green passed this evening; he says the enemy made a descent on Alpine in Chattooga Ct. and killed and captured the 4th Ga. Reg., which was stationed there. They have a heavy force advancing, but which way they will take remains to be seen.
11. Still very warm. No further news. Jane unwell today. Mr. L. Hale here this evening; he finished paying O. for her horse.
12. Very warm. The Yankee force still at Alpine. It is expected that the picket will be thrown out here; people are excited; Mr. Finley has taken a part of his negroes over the river, and Mr. Truitte is gone with all his family; five of his slaves have left him however; how hard it seems, when people have to leave their homes and all their abundance to the hand of the enemy; Mrs. F. sent this evening for the girls to come and stay with her. B. and L. went; T. went below here to a meeting. O. visited at Mr. Patterson's.
13. 2nd Sabbath. A slight rain last night; very warm day. A quiet Sabbath day, which I have learnt to regard as a blessing. O. and I sat awhile with Mrs. Rudd this evening.
14. Still very warm. Four soldiers stayed here tonight; they are going towards the Yankee camps as scouts. We hear various accounts and but little truth in any, I fear.
15. Still sultry; T. came home today. He has bought a tract of land in Calhoun County for the sum of $2,000.
16. Sent 20 bushels wheat to Dublin today which I sold to the agent at $5 per bushel. I also sent 8 bushel in tithe-wheat, as we now have to give the 10th of all we make to government. I went to see Mrs. B. who is sick. Feeling unwell today.
17. Warm. I have not been much out of bed today. I am taking severe cold; Parson Hood here tonight. We hear the enemy is retreating; it seems that they are hurried.
18. Cooler; I feel better this morning; T. went with the Parson to the mountain. Two of the scouts returned today; they were at the Yankee-camp, but saw no Yankee; They say that they did a good deal of mischief in that vicinity.
19. Very cool which seems strange as it is so dry. T., L. and O. went to Shady Grove; Mr. Wilkes called; B. went to Hale's.
20. 3rd Sabbath. Frost this morning, which I think is earlier than I have ever known it before; M. and V. went to Shady Grove. Several to be baptized there today; it is really cold today; Capt. Nix, and Lieut. Patterson came this morning to inform the boys that they must start to Talladega on Tuesday evening, their company having been exchanged. This is short notice. They also brought the welcome news of the enemy having evacuated Chattanooga and are now crossing the Tennessee river, our troops will doubtless follow as Bragg now has a large army.
21. Very cool. Busy preparing M. to start tomorrow. Thomas will remain awhile longer. Miss Patterson here this evening.
22. Still dry and cool. T. and L. started to Mr. McNeely's this morning; after dinner Tibbie left; he goes with Lieut. Patterson and several others, Dick going to drive them to Blue Mountain. May the Lord go with him, and return him soon in health and peace; five soldiers called, and had late dinner.
23. Cool and dry. Dyeing thread for dresses; it is no light job as so few ingredients can be bought; four soldiers here for dinner; they are passing almost continually.
24. Still extremely dry; the fall crops are cut off; heard from the battle of Chattanooga; our troops were driving the enemy before them and making a fearful slaughter, but it is at the cost of many valuable lives; Lanford Hampton, James Walker, Jasper Mountain, Lieut. Huffman and Lieut. High, of this vicinity were slain of Sabbath evening, at which time the fight raged with its greatest fury; this evening brother Joe Espy arrived; he came to bring R. Espy, who is wounded but not very badly; he confirms the account of the total rout of the Yankees; they had pursued them about 5 miles when Bob was wounded and he passed over the battle ground on his return; the slaughter was dreadful he says; the ground covered with the slain.
25. Cool. J. Espy left early. O. going with him. She has long wished to go, but the unsettled state of the country prevented; T. came after dinner; he got my wool nicely carded which he took to the factory; Mrs. Finley visited us this evening.
26. Still clear and dry; I called at Mr. Rudd's this morning; I am anxious to hear from Chattanooga.
27. 4th Sabbath. Clear fine day. T. went to see R. Espy. B. and myself went this evening to Mr. Hollis’.
28. Dry and warmer. Commenced wool spinning.
29. Still dry. Nothing further from Chattanooga; B. spent the night at Mr. Hale's.
30. Cloudy, with light showers; Rob. Espy dined here; he looks well enough but cannot use his right hand, his shoulder being very sore; It is said that many of our wounded are still on the battle-field; the people of this section starts a wagon tomorrow with supplies to them. We are cooking our mite today, also getting T. ready for his start tomorrow. A good deal of rain tonight.

October 1863

1. Rainy day; I paid to Thomas as Admr. $33.25; after an early dinner he started to Mr. McNeely's taking Dick to bring back the buggy. I wrote to Tibbie by him.
2. Clear fine day. Dick got back today, left all well at the Parson's. The Misses Howard called this evening. I sold to one of them a hat; cool night.
3. Fine pleasant day; I went with Miss Rudd to Yellow Creek; a man by the name of Bates preached to a few people; he is, I learn a refugee from Tenn.; Mrs. Horton, Miss Hale called this evening.
4. 1st Sabbath. Clear cool day. B. and I went to church; small congregation; we now hear that our troops have completely surrounded Chattanooga and will shell the city; several men of this vicinity have just returned the battle field.
5. Fine weather. B. went to preaching tonight at Mr. Hays's.
6. Beautiful day; I went to Mrs. Cumby's this evening to get her to do some weaving for me, but she already has as much on hand as she can attend; she gave me a pair of cotton-cards, which was a great gift as cards are not to be had now; selling at $50 the few that are brought, but I shall amply repay her for them.
7. Rainy day: received a letter from M. by Doc. Hill; he again camps near Demopolis, in a place which is subject to overflow and he says it has rained for two days; his letter was dated 1st October. I wrote to him on that day.
8. Light frost; fine day; making harness for double weaving. Commenced gathering corn.
9. Fine day. A letter came yesterday from a gentleman of Baker o. (state unclear)-he wished to buy a lot of land belonging to the estates in Early Co. There is no one here to attend to him, and besides this is no time to sell land.
10. Fine day. I went to Mr. Hudgens this evening, and called at Mr. Phipp’s to see Mother Echols, who is sick.
11. 2nd Sabbath. Beautiful weather; Visited Mrs. B. this evening.
12. Fine day; went to Mrs. Rudd's this evening to warp my jeans, my bars having given out.
13. Cloudy; drew in my cloth and commenced weaving.
14. Rainy; tremendous rains this evening with wind.
15. Still rainy; ceased raining and I went to the tan yard but got no leather; Virginia came this evening to get help about gathering her crop; it is a bad change but we must try to do it. Mrs. Finley came also, and brought a coat for me to make, hard rains again.
16. Cloudy; worked on the coat; a soldier dined here.
17. Fair and warm; finished the coat this evening.
18. 3rd Sabbath. Rainy with winds; B. went this evening to Mr. B.
19. Clear fine weather; gathering corn; a soldier dined here.
20. Pretty day. 3 soldiers dined here; busy weaving.
21. Warm; I sent the boys and wagon down to help gather Virginia’s crop; got out my jeans; rain this evening.
22. Clear day and very warm; I went again to the tan-yard and this time bought leather; I am to give bacon for it at the old price, the leather at the old price, also.
23. Rainy day; this evening the boys came back without doing much; V.'s crops is very fine; very cool.
24. Cloudy and cool; I molded candles today.
25. 4th Sabbath. Cool; Elder Hood preached this morning at Mr. Hollis's; B. and Virgil attended; I wrote to Tibbie today.
26. Pretty cool; cut clothing for the boys; and commenced making a jacket for Virgil; Mrs. Hampton called.
27. Still cool; Mr. Reeves came today to take Marcellus's horse on an offer made by M. to him nearly two months ago; he, being obliged to leave and not liking to risk the horse on account of thieves offered him to Reeves at 300 dollars; I did not like to let him go at that for it was nothing like his value but so many horses are being stolen I was afraid to keep him; I think Reeves used subtility knowing our situation. He, with all the appointments that are in Hardwick's gift, can stoop to despoil a soldier boy of his only horse. Shame, shame, on all such. And yet the country is full of just such people, going about, seeking whom they may despoil.
28. Cloudy, but cleared off today; Mr. Hollis dined here; Cyrus South an old acquaintance came this evening; he was with Wheeler in his late Tenn. raids; his command camped at Croft's and he obtained leave and came to see us; he is a fine intelligent young man; they captured a great deal of property but had to burn the wagons and shoot the mules; he had several little things and was very liberal, giving to Berenice a portfolio, and to Virgil a pistol worth a hundred dollars; he came in 30 miles of home but did not get to go there.
29. Cold and clear; a good many soldiers passing, Cyrus left this morning; I would have been glad if he could have rested a few days; John Trippe called; he also was with Wheeler, and brought away a good many little things (but valuable now) for there is none in the country to be had; two soldiers spent the night here; rain tonight; weaving flannel.
30. Rainy day; Mr. Walker, an old acquaintance, dined here; he had run from Chattanooga with his male-slaves and is at the Tatum Place digging for coal but finds none; is a government agent; a soldier here tonight; V. came up today for an hour perhaps and B. went home with her.
31. A gloomy morning, cleared off by twelve; cold night; sent V. to cousin James today to get wool but got none.

November 1863

1. 1st Sabbath. Somewhat cloudy; went with Virgil to Yellow Creek; Elder H. preached to a small congregation; went this evening to see Miss Patterson who is sick. B. came home today.
2. Fine warm weather; sowing rye.
3. Clear and warm; finished the rye; two soldiers here tonight;
4. Still warm; I went to Mr. Rudd's to warp our dresses. I sent the boys down to finish gathering V.'s crop;
5. Cloudy and soon commenced raining; we drew in our cloth this evening.
6. Cloudy but no rain today; we were a little frightened tonight by some person being round; looking we supposed for horses; no one here but B. and I and Jane; a great many thieves in the country now.
7. Clear and pleasant; the boys came home this evening; Virginia and the children with them; the baby is walking now; Vivia is very fond of him and calls him "boy" all the time.
8. 2nd Sabbath. Getting cold; V. and B. and Virgil went to Cedar Hill this morning taking Vivia with them. Virgil and I went this evening with V. that far; Mr. Nicholson preached to a small congregation; considerable feeling among the people; colder.
9. Very cold; I find my weaving a very serious job; it is very fine and troublesome; I called at Mr. Hays; I am very anxious to hear from the boys. I suppose them to be at Chattanooga; Lizzie came tonight, her brother John is with her.
10. Still cold; an old gentleman stopped today to rest till morning; we killed a fine beef this evening; Mr. Hays attended to it; I sold all but one quarter at 25 cts. per pound which is the government price; he was worth 150 dollars in all.
11. Very cold; our traveler left this morning; I am sorry that I did not learn his name, he is such a gentlemanly man; had a corn-shucking tonight but got but little done, as the negroes would not work and there was no one to compel them; a soldier died last night at Mr. Hollis's.
12. Still cold and clear; we got our corn in the crib this morning and commenced sowing wheat this evening; we are late with it; but there is so much to do for other people that it could not be otherwise; B. went to H.'s tonight to a candy-pulling.
13. Cold; B. returned this morning; she says James Hale will start back in the morning, to the army; we will cook some provisions for the boys and get him to take it to them; I wrote to Tibbie; I had Mr. Hudgens to make some jacks for my loom and I hope to get on better.
14. Rainy morning; J. Hale came by and took our letters and provisions; I hope the boys will get it, for they need it no doubt, poor fellows.
15. 3rd Sabbath. Pretty day; B. took Vivia to Patterson's this evening; she is a pretty and engaging child with more than an ordinary share of intellect. L. and I called at Mr. Brewer's. He has not been heard of since the battle of Chickamauga; he is supposed to be a prisoner; it is best hope for him.
16. Still fine weather; we are getting on very well with our wheat-sowing; Mrs. Raban returned from Ga. tonight; she brought a letter from O. who says than she is in fine health, and weighs 140 lbs.; that she is enjoying herself very well and does not know when she will come home; she went to Rome on Thursday and had teeth put in on pivots; I fear they will do her no good, for she has tried that once; Capt. Harlow here tonight.
17. Cloudy and warmer; Mr. Reed brought letters today from Thomas and Tibbie; they were both well at that date (1st Nov.) It seems the army is lying inactive now; T. gave me directions for proceeding to collect from government the money due Columbus at the time of his death; the papers which I sent to Echols which he says, he sent to Richmond, having miscarried. I do not believe that he sent them; finished a pair of gloves for Virgil.
18. Fine day; Mr. Reed, who is going to sow wheat here came today; Virginia requested him to bring Vivia home with him on his return; she was perfectly willing to go with him and was busy as a bee fixing to go calling him Papa; I suppose she took him for her grandpa Trippe; we miss her very much for she was in nearly every place and so busy; on this evening last year Columbus reached home for the last time; how short the time seems since then, and yet, a long year has passed. How plainly now I can see him, and how little I thought he was so near his end, poor and weak as he was. He became weaker day by day, yet none of us thought death was so near. God help us, and make us all as ready to go, when our time comes as he was. Mr. R. returned after taking Vivia home.
19. Warm, Miss M. Shackleford visited us this evening.
20. Still warm; Miss A. Phipps, who has been very cross for some time is now trying to get my girls into an epistolary quarrel with her about some ungenerous remarks of her own about my family. She "did for herself" at the commencement of the war by some hard remarks towards the soldiers and has been going lower ever since; still for all that I do not think that she should vent her spleen on us altogether. She should only blame herself, and be quiet; rain all night.
21. Inclement; Miss P. sent B. another communication in which she becomes abusive. I would not take a pen in my hand if I could do no better than she, and she too has been pretending to teach school, B. is tonight preparing an answer in which she does not spare her opinions. I have headache.
22. 4th Sabbath. Clear pretty day; the girls and Virgil went down to see how Virginia is getting along; Mr. Hill called, also a refugee to ask leave to stay in the Tatum house awhile; he says they were fighting a little at Chattanooga when he left. I am entirely alone this evening yet I am not afraid; I often think of the change which has taken place in me in that respect lately, for tho’ the times are more dangerous I am not afraid to be alone. The girls returned this evening, left all well at Virginia's.
23. Cloudy; Mr. Pyron, Mr. Lloyd dined here; I sold them a beef steer which is to be slaughtered at home; B. sent an answer today to Miss Phipps’ abusive letter of Saturday but she would not receive it, but "backed down". I suppose she had accomplished her wishes in getting to abuse Berenice. B. and L. took the whole correspondence to Patterson's and read it, for although B. requested Meda to show it, yet I presume she will not do it. They the Patterson's, said they had not heard of it before.
24. Inclement day; I progress slowly with the dresses; it is the most troublesome thing I have ever undertook.
25. Clear; we killed the beef and Mr. B. sent and took it off it weighed 239 1/2 lbs. at 25 cts. per lb; Mr. Farriss bargained for the other one this evening; I did not wish to part with them as I intended them for work-oxen; but it is said that the pressgang is close by, and they take such things in the name of Government without paying the worth of them. I wanted to save the hides as leather is so scarce. B. and V. went to a party tonight at Mr. Hollis's. Very cold.
26. Clear and very cold; B. and L. went to Mr. Hay's this evening and read Meda's and her letters to them; Mrs. Phipps had already been there with the "famous” Mollie Janes letter
27. Cold harsh day; we hauled corn to the crib today, cloudy.
28. Rainy; a great deal of rain last night; this tine last year we were waiting on Columbus who was fast drawing near his end; it seems but a short tine to look back at it now; his patient uncomplaining visage is ever before me, and seems but as of yesterday; we today learn that they are fighting at Chattanooga; may the Lord give the cruel enemy into our hands, without bloodshed on our side. Got our last corn in the crib today, about 300 bushels.
29. 5th Sabbath. Very cold; the anniversary of Columbus's death; about 2 o'clock will complete one year in Heaven with him, as I firmly believe; I do not grieve that he is gone, for I cannot wish him back here, the news from Chattanooga is discouraging; our forces are retreating I suppose, and the enemy in pursuit. Miss Hale, Miss Mackey, Mrs.Randall (formerly Ella Dupree) here today; the Misses Rudd here this evening, Mrs. Finley sent for Berenice to stay with her.
30. Extremely cold; B. returned this evening; Mr. F. is thinking of again leaving the country on account of the Yankees as he thinks they will soon be all over the country; Miss J. Patterson came this evening; she brought word from Miss Phipps that she is willing to receive the letter that she refused and wishes it sent; B. is not thinking of doing such a thing. Jane says that she was Meda's informant and although she made the girls believe that they (the Patterson's) had heard nothing of the matter, she now confesses that Miss Echols had read the “Mollie Janes letter " to them some time previously. Oh, shame where is thy blush?

December 1863

1. Severely cold; this morning Mrs. John Janes brought 3 letters from Thomas; they contained nothing of much interest except they they were well; rations are short; he says they have had no meat for several days and no prospect of any soon; Sis also, sent me a letter from M. He wishes me to send him a pair of shoes if I cannot get his boots painted. This morning last year we buried Columbus, and today they buried Mr. Howard. Knitting a pair of gloves.
2. Still very cold; I went this evening to see about getting the shoes made, but Mr. Hale cannot make them immediately. This neighborhood is getting full of refugees. I sold some things this evening to some of them; they say, that all they had was burnt at Chattanooga. Mr. Walker’s and Mr. Spencer’s families. People who have been in affluence I suppose.
3. Still cold and clear; making shirt for Mr. Walker. I sent some provisions to the boys by Mr. Hollis.
4. Cold and clear; this I think has been the longest clear cold spell I ever knew; Mr. and Mrs. Pyron spent the night here. Mr. B. looks a little better I think.
5. Cold but getting cloudy; a letter came from T. dated 25th in which he says that he and M. came safely through the battle of the 24th and the skirmish of the 25th. Also did all the boys from this part. This is good news. I went with B., cousin Agnes, and Amelia to Yellow Creek. Mr. Bates preached; few persons there; we make choice of Elder H. for the ensuing year. B. and V. went to a party at Mr. Hay's.
6. 1st Sabbath. Clear and cold; Dr. Wright, who is just from the army took breakfast here; he brought a letter from T. in which he says he will be at home in a few days he thinks; he and M. are tolerably well; they are getting plenty to eat once more, which is also good news. Today our best milk cow got her foot hurt - badly I fear.
7. Clear and cold; we killed the cow this morning as we feared she would not get over it. I am very sorry for we will feel the need of her I am certain. My birthday and it is an unhappy one, for this evening the Officer came and enlisted Virgil into what is called State Service. They are he says, to be stationed at Gadsden to guard prisoners, but I fear it is only a trap to ensnare them into the service. They will have to leave about the first of January. I had hoped to keep my last one a little longer, but it seems he must go too, and encounter all the evils of camp-life. May the Lord go with him, and keep him from all evils, and return him in safety to us. This night four years ago, I sat writing in my diary surrounded by a happyfamily; now all is threatened desolation. Could I have looked forward to what four years would bring on me surely, reason would have left me.
8. A cold rain falling all day; I am not well, for I did not sleep any last night; I can see also that Virgil is much dejected at the necessity of leaving home - poor boy. May the good Lord order it otherwise, and may he be allowed to remain in the nest at home. I received a letter yesterday from O. in which she says she expects to be at home in two weeks; I wrote a letter to her last night but owing to the inclemency of today, I have not sent it off. This is a dreadful night for the poor soldiers who are without tents. What can they do in such nights. May the Lord order a close to this cruel war.
9. Clear and warmer; I finished my dresses to my great joy; T. arrived awhile after dinner in tolerable health; he left M. also in tolerable health; they are now at Dalton; Mr. Hill, Miss J. Patterson came to see him and hear from their friends; we are preparing provisions tonight to send to M. by Mr. Means; F. says they are getting plenty of bread and beef now.
10. Pretty day; a fast day; I went with B. and Virgil to Yellow Creek to prayer meeting but there was but one male member present; was sent some thread to dye red; Mrs. Cumby and daughter called; making up my dress.
11. Pleasant; we killed our last beef today; Mr. M. Davis came to see us; Mrs. Roberts called; T. brought money for the women from their friends in the army.
12. Inclement day; Virgil went to Turkey Town to meet his company and make final arrangements; they are to meet in Gadsden on the 1st day of January. I cannot reconcile this to my feelings; what we will do with no one to attend to business for us I do not know; but that is not the worst of it; so young a boy to be left to himself among wicked men is what troubles me most. Ah, me what a dreadful time this is and no hope for the end soon. But it may be all for the best.
13. 2nd Sabbath. Still rainy.
14. Clear and getting cold; make flannel shirt for Virgil.
15. Cold and clear; V. and I went to Hall's as the tax collector has an appointment there; he did not come however; we called at Mr. Hollis's on our return; we hear good news now, and it is thought to be reliable; that the Yankees are retreating at top-speed, and the cause is utterly unknown to our people; their destination is said to be Bowling Green, Kentucky. May they never return.
16. Warmer and getting cloudy but, as we were ready we killed our hogs. They weighed 913 lbs. the tenth of which we had to give to the government. Mr. Rudd assisted; we had also 3 hands from Patterson's; commenced raining this evening.
17. Very inclement day; Mr. Finley had a sale today of his personal property; as he is going away to N. C. to avoid the Yankees. I wished to attend it but was too busy; finished the lard and sausage meat; turning cold.
18. Very cold and clear; I went with B. to visit Mrs. Finley this evening. They are much distressed about leaving home, and certainly it is bad but they should not repine. They are well off, and are going to wealthy friends whereas I, and many others, have no friends and our children even barely boys, are taken from us and put into the service. There is a great wrong somewhere, and if our confederacy should fall, it will be no wonder to me for the brunt is thrown upon the working classes while the rich live at home in ease and pleasure.
19. Severely cold; I went to Patterson's this morning and warped a web of cloth; T. went to Shady grove.
20 3rd Sabbath. Very cold; T. and Berenice went to Shady Grove, tomorrow he will go to Calhoun and pay the last installment on his land. Cousin Agnes called here. She is in great distress about her son leaving her, and well she may be, for she will be in a helpless condition with her small children and lame son. But so it is. Such as she, must bear it. There is no remedy.
21. Cold day; I went to see Mr. Hill this morning who is very sick. Lizzie helped me draw in my web of cloth.
22. Still cold, busy weaving; tonight Olivia arrived by the boat. She is in good health, and left the relatives all well, she went to Rome on Sunday and had to wait till this morning.
23. Very cold; very busy; the Misses Perkins visited us this evening, T. came tonight but did not bring B. as it was night when he left Mr. Aubey’s, at which place a sale is going on and he was clerk.
24. Still cold and clear; T. went to the sale again, property sells remarkably high; wheat sold today at $13.50 per bushel. He and Virgil went tonight to see Mr. Hill who is though to be better.
25. Christmas day; Mrs. Finley sent for us to dine with her; T., L. and I went; I do not feel much like attending parties but as she is going to leave the country and I may never see her again I thought I would go; I am very busy, too, preparing Virgil to start on the 1st of Jan. to Gadsden. Ah, me! would to God that he might stay at home. I could, I think be perfectly satisfied if he could be got out of that (I fear) wicked company. Mr. H. better. Olivia and Virgil spent the night at Mr. Finley's.
26. A close wet day; making pants for V. O. came home tonight.
27. 4th Sabbath; another rainy day; T. was to have preached at Mr. Hollis’s but did not go.
28. Cloudy. Lizzie sick; we sent for Dr. Mathews and she gave birth about ten; Mrs. Hays, Mrs. Rudd here; B. came home with Mr. Aubrey.
29. Clear and severely cold; T. and I went to Centre to get matters arranged for the collection of what was due Columbus from the government; got it arranged, and came to Virginia’s by 1 o'clock; she and the children came home with us. O. and V. went to a party at Mrs. Brewers'.
30. Still cold; O. and V. went to dine at Mr. Mackey's. L. and her baby doing very well; they have named her Susan Rouslan. Cousin Agnes called today; she is greatly troubled about her son leaving and wishes him to join the Confederate service instead; tonight the young people had a large party at Mr. Finley's. He left this morning for N. C. His wife will go soon. Rain all night.
31. And last day of 1863. A very inclement day; making a jeans hat for Virgil who has to leave next Tuesday by the boat. No one can feel any worse than I do about it, for he is nothing but a child and besides, we need him so much at home. The fear too, that he may be enticed by wicked men into bad habits afflicts me surely. A gentlemen spent the night here who is just from the army and brought a letter from M. He is in fine health and to make himself comfortable in his winter quarters. He very much, wishes to get a recruit so that he can have a forty days furlough, but I fear we will not find one for boys are getting scarce now. In looking over my last year diary, I find that I registered the wish that we might be better and happier a year hence. As to being better I fear it is not the case, and I do not think we are happier, yet I feel thankful that it is as well with is as it is, and pray that it may be no worse with us this day next year.
1864

SARAH R. ESPY, PRIVATE JOURNAL 1859-1868
Alabama Department of Archives and History, Montgomery, Alabama
Used with permission.

January 1864

1. Exceptionally cold and the ground as hard frozen as I ever saw it I think. I bought an overshirt for Virgil this morning; also exchanged some hats with a trader for needles. L. and baby getting on very well. Some soldiers dined here today.
2. The coldest weather we have had for several years yet Virginia wanted to go home and I sent Dick with her. There is so much ice I fear she will have a bad time of it. Parson Hood came to dinner; also a soldier ; Mr. Hale came in this evening.
3. 1st Sabbath. Still severely cold; we went to preaching but as none came there was no preaching, Mrs. Hays, Mrs. Rudd, called; turning warmer and getting cloudy. V. unwell with a cold.
4. Rainy; Virgil very unwell; I fear he will have pneumonia; has a bad cough, but we with heavy hearts are preparing him to start tomorrow.
5. Still inclement; we find this morning that it is not prudent for V. to go to Gadsden today, as he is much worse. The boat did not come which is a disappointment to T. as he will now have to go by wagon and the roads are the worst I ever saw them. Making a jeans hat for T. Turning very cold again.
6. Extremely cold; V. not much better; O. and myself went to Hales' as Tuesday is tax day but the assessor did not come; this is the second day I have lost him; Capt. Berry, Dr. Wright spent the night here.
7. The prospect is good now for snow; T. started in company with two other boys for Dalton, Mr. Hays driving for them; we sent M. a fine box of provisions which will be thankfully received no doubt; poor fellow; I wish we could get a recruit for him; 40 days at home would do him a great deal of good. V. I think is getting better of his cold.
8. Extremely cold ; the ground is as hard frozen as I ever saw it.
9. Still hard frozen; V. complaining of headache, and this evening he is very bad off indeed; I sent Dick after Dr. Green but he was not at home, and then though the sun was setting, I sent him to Centre after Dr. Pratt who is my choice above all others but it was dark when he got to the river and they would not set him over, besides they said the doctor was not at home; B. had a bad night of it; I fear inflammation of the brain; the Misses Mapping visited here this evening.
10. 2nd Sabbath. The coldest morning yet; I again started D. for a doctor, this time for Dr. Matthews; V. seems better but but I think he will have a spell of fever. Dick returned this evening with no doctor; he went to Centre and learnt that Dr. Pratt had started out; he has not arrived; V. some better I think.
11. Commenced snowing but soon turned to sleet and rain; B. went to Mr. Glenns’. Mr. Hays got back all safe; they had a dreadful time of it with the ice and cold.
12. Still severely cold; I am now in hopes M. will get along without a doctor, but he has fever every day; Col. Perkins came today and and got some thread that Mr. Hays brought; it is now $32 and $35 a block. Mrs. Finley left today for N. C. B., V., O. and myself visited Mrs. Mapping this evening; a light rain falling.
13. Still severely cold; V. slowly improving; he remind me so much of Columbus lying where he does now; I caught myself today addressing him as Columbus and I felt like I was talking to him indeed.
14. Still cold; V. better; Mr. Patterson called today on his way home; he brought letters from the boys; they were both well but T. had the misfortune to lose Hale's box and some other things by being stolen at Kingston. M. wishes very much to get a recruit so that he can come home. I wish we could get one for him, for it is now pretty certain that our army will fall back into Ga. and this country be given up to the enemy. The wealthy people are nearly all leaving, and all is dismayed.
15. Somewhat milder; two soldiers dined here; Virginia came up this evening to see Virgil; B. went home with her.
16. Clear and very cold; B. sent the mule home by Charles.
17. 3rd Sabbath; the ground hard frozen again; O. and Virgil went to Cedar Hill to hear Mr. Neely preach as he is on this circuit for this year. Lizzie is able now to go about the house, the babe is doing finely. Mr. Neely came to dinner, O. and V. went this evening to see Mr. Patterson.
18. Very cold, preparing Virgil to go to Gadsden by tomorrows boat, two soldiers dined here; also Mr. Mountain and Mr. Ellis, who came to invite O. to a party below here.
19. Snow on the ground this morning; Virgil left after an early dinner for Dublin; I have seen my last one go; no one can do more than I have done in the service of their country; of four sons, none are left now; Dick, who went with him to get his things along has come back with the joyful news that the Boy-Company is broken up; that the governor would not accept it, sensible man that he is, I shall always bless him for it, for he has accomplished the foremost wish of my heart, and I thank the Lord who put it in his heart to do so . I also feel to hope, that although this part of the country is given up to the enemy the good Lord will not allow then to come, but turn them back to their own country to live in peace. Mr. Mountain came this evening and O. went with him to the party.
20. Clear and cold; Mr. M. came back with O. this morning; she went to see Virginia while down there.
21. Fine day;
22. Warmer; I went to see A. Hollis, who is very low. Miss P. accompanied me.
23. Still fine weather. I went with Mr. and Mrs. Campbell to look at the Tatum place, they are having to rent. I find that Mr. Mapping cut a great deal of wood while there for which he must pay.
24. 4th Sabbath. Pretty day. No preaching; I went to Mr. Rudd’s this evening. Miss Rudd, Mrs. Brewer came here; Mr. Hays told me this evening that he had a conversation with Dick some time ago, in which he found out that he intends going to the enemy. I sincerely hope he may take no such step as that. We would be in a bad fix if he was to do so; still I should not be surprised if he were. It is now a common thing.
25 Fine day; Virgil and Dick started to mill; we are preparing provisions to send the boys by Lieut. Patterson, who will start perhaps this evening. It may be the last chance I will have to send them anything, as I suppose we are now in the Yankee lines. Fortifications are being made at Adams's ferry, and this side of the river is given up. We hear that the enemy is now at Rome, but I do not think this is true. O. sat up tonight at Mr. Hollis's with Miss Patterson.
26. Fine day; Mr. P. started this morning. L. Copelin went with him to recruit for someone, perhaps Marcellus; he would not talk to me about it however. The one who gives the most money will get him.
27. Fine spring-like weather; had my garden ploughed and set out onion-sets; Mrs. Jones came for O. to sit up at Mr. Hollis's as it is thought Mrs. H. is dying; she died before they got there; A. Hollis is is better; received tract from Thomas by Lieut. Davis; he also sent some to A. Hollis. O. received a letter from Tibbie. He says they had built a house and fixed themselves comfortably, when they had to move again; they were then building another. Poor fellows! They have little encouragement to work. Commenced ploughing.
28. Warm. Clear weather; I think I never knew such a spell of continued good weather in January. Sowed beets, peas, radishes, lettuce, kale, and okra earlier than I ever sowed before. James Coffee spent the night here; he belongs to Clifton's company and is stationed at Gadsden.
29. Still fine weather. Mrs. H. is to be buried today at Shady Grove. J. Trippe came up this evening. He is looking better than I ever saw him; has a 40 day furlough.
30. Showery and warm. A soldier here a part of the night. I am getting so that I do not like to have them about for some of them are roguish; of two curry-combs, and one brush, we now have nothing of the sort.
31. 5th Sabbath. Cloudy and warm. O. and V. went to see cousin Agnes.

February 1864

1. Fine day. Seems like spring, I fear a great deal of cold in the spring. Busy weaving.
2. Clear but cooler. Lizzie and I went to John's; from there Virginia and I went over the river to attend a sale at Mr. Snodgrass’s. As he is a wealthy man I thought I could buy something valuable, but I was mistaken for it was a poor sale. I bought a preserve dish only. The news came this morning that the Yankees are at Lebanon and we found refugees at the ferry; they have burnt some buildings at Lebanon. A great excitement among the people; we had to stay at John's tonight for the roads are so bad and we have to drive so slowly that I know we could not get home before dark, but I am very uneasy as O. and Virgil are alone. A hard blow tonight and turning quite cold.
3. Cold morning; we met droves of refugees from Wills Valley; the Yankees were at Porterville last night, they say. Found all right at home; hung our meat today.
4. Clear and cold. We killed our last hog this morning; I went to see Mr. Hay’s who is sick; it is now thought the Yanks are going back; may they do so, and keep on to their own country; a letter came from T. in which he says that M. will be at home by the next boat, that he got Copelin to recruit for him at $150. He says also that he is in poor health. It is thought a great thing for him to get home especially, if he can stay in peace, but I much fear the contrary.
5. Still cold.
6. Cold. Did not go to church as I supposed there would be no preacher as Mr. H. has moved to Calhoun. Virgil went t to Mr. Davis and to John’s.
7. 1st Sabbath. Pleasant. Went with O. to church. Mr. Glazner preached; the church chose him to attend the remainder of the year. Mr. Haygood spent the afternoon here. V. came home this evening. Two soldiers spent the night here. I fear we have lost our best mule, as he got out this morning and has not yet returned.
8. Still pleasant. Found the mule this morning at Mr. Hudgins, who had put him up for us. Four Texan-Rangers here tonight. The boat came today, but M. did not come.
9. Fine weather and we are getting on well with the ploughing; a man by the name of Finney came here to buy cattle, pretending to be a government agent. He wanted a little steer . I have very much, but I feared he was an impostor and would not let him have him. I told him so too, and that I would wait and see about it.
10. Clear and cool; I went to Mr. Hollis's this morning to way-lay Col. Hale, our agent on his way to Dublin. He says Finney has no authority to drive out cattle and as to his threat of cattle being pressed he says it is all false. I learn that he is cheating the ignorant out of a good deal of stock. I had rather the Yankees had my cattle than such as he.
11. Still fine weather. Dr. Treadwell called and paid his note; we look for M. every evening, but he does not come; I presume when he reached Rome and found the boat gone, he went to James's to wait till next week. Sent Dick this evening to work for Mr. Hays, who is still very sick. Refugees still passing.
12. Pleasant. Miss Rudd came and got flower-plants this morning.
13. Fine day. O. and Mrs. B. went to Centre, Marshall having obtained some goods somehow O. bought shirting at $4 per yd. and soda at $6 per lb., and other things in proportion. I sowed cabbage seeds. Virgil pruned my grape vines.
14. 2nd Sabbath. Cloudy. O. and L. went to see Mrs. Mackey.
15. Rainy. Turning cold this evening.
16. Very cold. The wind was so high we did not hear the boat and did not know that Marcellus was about until he opened the door and came in; he seems in good health, but was unwell awhile back; he left T. well, also the regiment generally, it is thought now, he says, that the army will advance into Tenn. instead of falling back. May it be so.
17. Severely cold. Miss M. Shackleford here this evening.
18. Hard freezing weather; A. Mackey dined here.
19. Still severely cold; M. went down to see Virginia and Berenice.
20. Somewhat warmer. M. returned today; he left all well.
21. 3rd Sabbath. More pleasant. O. and M. went to Cedar Hill, but no preacher there; a great deal of fire on the mountain and it seems like coming down on the plantations; Mr. Hill here this evening.
22. Pleasant, but ice of mornings; O. has headache. A. Hollis spent the day here; he is improving very fast; Mr. Bates also dined here; we heard heavy cannonading today, supposed to be at Larkins Ferry on the Tenn; sowed more seed today.
23. Fine day. L. and I went to Patterson's this evening. I. Hale here today.
24. Still fine weather; the young folks had a picnic to the falls today. Ours did not go, they could not without stopping the plows. B. and I went to Hale's this evening. I to pay my war tax, but did not do it; I gave it in however; he paid B. what the public owed her for her school.
25. Ice again this morning; M. went To Esq. Chestnut's, and to the tanyard to get the boots he had left there for repairing, but somebody has stolen them. Mr. Williams called to get cotton. The 28th anniversary of my marriage.
26. Fine day. Having work done in the garden. I visited Mr. Hill’s. The girls and M. went to Mr. Hale's tonight.
27. Still fine weather. M. came home this morning and went to Mr. Mackey's. The girls and the Misses Hale went over the river to Mr. McGhee's preparing provisions to send to T. by Mr. Hill, who starts tomorrow. It is now said that our army has defeated the enemy at Dalton, and that T. has taken a gun. If he has, I think he is doing wrong, for his place is with the wounded in the rear.
28. 4th Sabbath. Clear morning, but windy. The ground is getting very dry. I called at Patterson's this morning, hearing they had a letter from their brother. He says (27th) that they were in line of battle and would soon either fight or march. He thinks they will advance into E. Tenn. I hope they may. O. and M. went this evening to see Cousin Agnes. B. and her half-sister, Lucinda, to see Mr. Hays.
29. Warm this morning, but turning very cold this evening. Parson Neely spent the night here.

March 1864

1. Rainy, Col. Hale, who is agent at Dublin is now sending the indigent women and taken away my tax corn.
2&3. Cold. Virgil’s birthday.
4. Pleasant days, but ice of mornings; M. visited some wounded soldiers at Mr. Stimpson's; they are Texans, and thought as they are cut off from their country and needed supplies that it would be no harm to take them from the deserters on the mountain in which act, one of them was killed and two wounded; One of them badly. I am quite unwell with cold.
5. Pleasant. I feel better; the deserters and their friends are threatening to kill the 2 soldiers; M. sat up there tonight; one of them is suffering very much he says; we planted Irish potatoes today.
6. 1st Sabbath. Pretty day; I went with B., L. and M. to Yellow Creek; small congregation out; the boys and O. and B. went this evening to Cedar Hill; quite unwell again tonight.
7. Cloudy and rain this evening. The wounded soldiers were taken yesterday to a more secure place.
8. Pleasant. Lieut. Elrath dined here; he is just from Dalton and left T. well; Mr. Hill had the misfortune to have his horse stolen, consequently T. has not yet obtained the supplies we sent. He was coming after them himself on the day the Lieut. left.
9. Pretty day; L. and myself spent it at Mr. Rudd's. We came near having an ugly affair today with fire. The boys tried to burn off a part of our pasture and found it difficult to control the fire; rain tonight in abundance.
10. Fine weather. We received letters from T. by Mr. Hale’s (he found his horse) and he was well. He thinks Virgil will soon have to enter the service as Congress his passed a law putting in those from 17 to 18 of age. I hope it may be otherwise for I dread for him to go. O. and M. went down to see Sis. Miss Hale, Miss Mackey spent the night here; rain tonight.
11. Pleasant. Helped M. work on his haversack today.
12. Fine day. Had housecleaning. Braiding shucks for a hat. B. and O. went to Mr. Davis’.
13. 2nd Sabbath. Clear but windy day. M. went to Shady Grove, but the girls returned this evening.
14. Cool. I went to Centre. O. and myself went this evening to Mr. Hays's to cut a coat for him. Two soldiers here tonight.
15. Cold. I went to Mr. Hollis's to waylay Col. Hale on his way to Dublin to see if he could take our confederate notes and get us bonds for them. He says he will do so. They must be bonded by the 1st day of April or we will lose one-third; making pants for M. Turning very cold.
16. Severe day; M. went with me to Matthis to attend the tax-collecting but the collector did not come; had a very disagreeable ride for nothing. Mr. T. Davis who has been owing us ever since the March of ‘59 came today and left our pay in the present depreciated currency. I shall take advice before I receive it, for I do not think it is right.
17. Pretty morning; I went this morning and gave Mr. Hale the money we want bonded; he advises me not to receive the money which Davis left yesterday. Two soldiers here tonight.
18. Clear and cold; M. helped them roll logs at Cousin Agnes.
19. Still cold; made and trimmed a hat today; quite a pretty one too, if it is of shucks.
20. 3rd Sabbath. Cold and cloudy; Cousin Agnes, Sis and her children came to see us; O., L., M. and V. went to Cedar Hill. Parson Neely and two other gentlemen called this evening.
21. The ground covered with snow this morning and still snowing; it is nearly all melted this evening however. We are now ready to plant corn if the weather would do.
22. The ground again covered but this time by sleet.
23. Very cold and clear; B. went with me to the ironworks and I made out at last to pay my state tax; it is nearly double my last year's tax, found Yellow Creek very high. M. and D. Hill will start back to Dalton on Friday.
24. Getting cloudy; M. went to Hale's this morning; we are busy preparing him for his start tomorrow. B. and Mrs. B. visited Cousin Agnes today. Commenced raining.
25. Rainy; M. left early; he is going to Rome in a wagon, Mr. Hill driving them. He has had a pleasant visit, which was more than we expected when he came. It has been a quiet time and I feel so strong when he is here. May the Lord go with him and soon return him in peace and safety. Mr. Jelks called on his way to Dalton. He is one of their company.
26. Pretty day; O. took Jane and went to see Virginia.
27. 4th sabbath. Cold; B. went this evening to Patterson's; O. came home bringing Vivia with her; Mr. Hill returned also without accident.
28. Cloudy; we bedded our sweet-potatoes this morning; they had nearly all rotted; commenced raining. L. and B. went to Mr. Hales.
29. Still rainy; finished a hat for Virginia; the finest one we have made; the girls this morning; a twenty-dollar-note was returned to me by the officers at Centre as counterfeit; it is one I got of Mr. Pyron.
30. Cold morning; went and saw Mr. Hale this morning, he is our agent here and the only one we have now to consult; he is ready to receive tax-bacon at Dublin he says.
31. Pretty day; commenced planting corn; I find that I mistook the day; it was this morning; I saw Mr. H. Commenced raining again tonight.

April 1864

1. Inclement day; braiding a hat; Mr. Bothwell this evening repaired our cards for which I paid him $2 per pair.
2. Very cool and the spring seems backward; notwithstanding the snow, the peaches are not all killed but the blossoms look beautiful; went with B. to Yellow Creek; Mr. Glasner came with us to dinner. A letter came from T. by A. Means; he says M. reached Dalton safely on Sabbath morning and the supplies he carried were very acceptable as they were on short allowance. He says it is the finest army he has seen, owing he thinks in a great measure to the system of furloughing the men which gives general satisfaction. He thinks a movement will now soon be made to advance he thinks.
3. 1st Sabbath. Fine spring day; B., V., and myself, went to church; a good congregation. O. went this evening to Cedar Hill; B. and Vivia went down to Virginia’s. She will open her school in that neighborhood tomorrow. Four years ago, at sunset my brother Horace died. How time flies, and what a multitude array of events has taken place since that time. It seems, enough, to fill a common lifetime for they are deeply crowded.
4. A rainy morning; Mr. Neal, on of the preachers on this circuit, and a traveler spent the night here.
5. Pretty day; finished a hat today.
6. Fine day; O. and myself went to Mr. Pyron's. He lives 2 miles on the other side of the river and that, the worst road I ever went over. He did not seem disposed at first to give me good money in exchange for the counterfeit bill I got of him but, finally thought better of it and did so. Two years ago Columbus was wounded at Shiloh.
7. Rainy.
8. Still inclement. Fast day. O. went to preaching on the mountain. G. Bearden came home with her.
9. Clear morning. Dr. Nowling called and bargained for my government-oats. Cloudy again this evening.
10. 2nd sabbath. Showery morning; O. and L. went this evening to Patterson's.
11. Fine clear day; I went with Miss J. Patterson to Hale's and paid my war-tax. It was $20.
12. Rainy; it seems that we are getting on slowly with planting.
13 Mrs. Rudd and daughter spent the day here; Dr. Nowland sent for the oats and as I paid $15 tax on them he only gave me $7, I withheld them. It is a case I do not understand.
14. Cool. Dr. Nowland called to see about the oats; I could only give him back his money; he says he cannot understand it either. Drew in a web of cloth. He still wants them if we can arrange matters; this evening Mr. Hale sent some soldiers to see about getting them, I wish he had kept them when I sent them to him.
15. Still cool; made a fine hat for Mrs. Hartwell.
16. 3rd Sabbath. Cold day; V. and B. came up and went with O. to Cedar Hill; Mr. Neely, Mrs. Bearden, came to dinner; rainy this evening; the girls went home early.
17. Cloudy; the girls went home early; weaving.
18. Pretty day; received letters from the boys by Doc. Hill, they are well.
20. Fine weather; I molded candles today; finished corn-planting; sowed beans and other seeds; planted sugar cane.
21. Fine spring-like weather; the woods are getting green now at last.
22. Pretty day.
23. Fine day; Mrs. Howard called.
24. 4th Sabbath. Showery morning; Mrs. B. here this evening.
25. Pretty day; the spring is now advancing rapidly; went to the J. Hale's this morning to see about the girls shoes; he had not made them; planted red-irish-potatoes today; braided a hat.
25. Fine weather; the boys working the road; Mr. Neely called.
27. Warm; finished the hat; O. braiding a very fine one.
28. Still warm; storm of wind tonight with no rain.
29. Fine growing weather; the garden is improving now, but I never knew so late a spring. Shaped O.'s hat; hard rain tonight.
30. Very warm morning; I went with L. to Yellow Creek; Mr. G. preached to a small congregation; Mrs. Hays, Miss Bishop came here.

May 1864

1. 1st Sabbath. Rainy morning; the girls went to Yellow Creek this morning, and to Cedar Hill this evening. I remained at home with Susan but she slept nearly all the time.
2. Pretty day but getting very cool as night approaches.
3. Plenty of frost and some ice this morning; I had water poured over my beans before sunrise but I fear they are badly injured.
4. Fine weather; a good deal of my garden stuff looks badly from the frost. I fear I am going to have trouble with Mrs. B. She has a sorry fence and my hogs have found the way in her field; two of them came up tonight badly cut by her dogs. I went to see her about it but she says that she is not going to let them destroy her corn. I do not wish that done, but she should have looked to her fence last winter when she had a chance. I do not feel much like letting her kill my hogs.
5. Pretty May weather; busy ploughing corn,
6. Pleasant; Had a general house cleaning; finished my cloth.
7. Fine day; Virginia came today with Vivia, she says B. has 28 scholars and will have more next week. She also heard that a general engagement was taking place at Dalton.
8. 2nd Sabbath. Beautiful morning; the girls taking Dick went down to Virginia's. This morning four years ago Mr. E. took his farewell of home, and now the little boy he left must soon enter the service, what a change has four years produced. Could he have looked forward how his heart would have sunk within him. But in mercy to us all the veil was down, and we did not see it. We did not see the grave in La. nor the one here on the hill which awaited our darling Columbus.
9. Warm pretty day; I went this evening to see Mr. Hale's; he is mending.
10. Cloudy; I went by myself down to Virginia's; commenced raining before I got there; found all well; V. sold two of our hats today; she went with me to Esq. Ellis's and I received of him $20 Confederate money discount taken off, which he had collected on L. Robert's note. Set out cabbage plants; got safely home.
11. Cool; I went to J. Hale's and had a pair of shoes cut for Virginia; which he promises to make soon but I doubt it.
12. Doc. Hill came this evening to bid us farewell as he starts to Camp in the morning; sent some letters by him, as he cannot take any thing else.
13. Very cool; making shirt for Virgil; we hear that they are fighting at Dalton.
14. Very cool; I stepped over to Patterson's to see if they have had news from Camp, but they have none; it is strange we can get no letters from T. The baby is quite unwell with cold. I have a sick headache tonight.
15. 3rd Sabbath. Pretty but cool day; went with O. and Virgil to Cedar Hill. Mr. Neely preached to a small congregation. This evening I went to Miss J. P. to Mr. Hill's as he will return from Rome this evening. He came, but had no news from Dalton only that our troops have fallen back to Resaca and are fighting there now. Rome is nearly deserted he says, but he saw plenty of stripes there. It seems our officers have a decided tendency to get out of danger.
16. Cool and cloudy; gave Susan her first dose of oil this morning as she is still feverish; making sheets; on this day last year Tibbie was wounded at Baker's Creek. May he be unwounded today and ever.
17. Pleasant but getting dry; finished sheet making.
18. Fine day; handed to M. Hale $30 Confederate money for the estate, and $10 of my own for which he will give me the money discounted. Went to Mr. P.'s this evening. I am anxious to hear from the conflict. They are fighting at Rome, now.
19. Fine morning; Mrs. Jones came early to see if we had any news. L. Hale has come home and says that James Hale is killed and several others wounded. Col. Mr. Spadden a prisoner. O. went to see L. Hale but he was not at home, consequently, she head nothing of our boys. Still fighting at Rome. The noise of war is coming nearer and if our people are driven from Rome we will have the enemy among us, which, the good Lord forbid.
20. Warm and dry; we received news today that our troops have evacuated Rome and that they are now fighting between Rome and Kingston. If T. and M. are with them they feel like they are getting near their native place to do battle, our old homestead being in 3 miles of Cassville. John Reeves came this evening for L. as her Pa thinks she had better come and attend to her things. He says that the citizens are leaving there as they anticipate a raid. Rome is not more than 18 miles distant.
21. Warm. L. left early; we shall miss the baby very much. I went to Hollis's to see if they had any news, but they had none. Warped a small web of cloth this evening.
22. 4th Sabbath. Warm day; O. went to class-meeting; prayer-meeting at Yellow Creek but I could not go. Mr. Davis came by to see us. He has no idea of leaving the Country. Mr. Hale called this morning. Both he, and Mr. D. seems cheerful and thinks that Gen. Johnson is only drawing the enemy down into Ga. to entrap them. May it be so.
23. Very warm. Drew in our cloth and commenced weaving. O. unwell and took pills. Light shower this evening; a gale of wind, and a rain following; the sun shining all the time.
24. Clear and warm; had a mess of English peas today. Set out cabbage plants.
25. Warm; got out my cloth; L. Hale called; it is true that Baker Dejarnette who was wounded at Dalton is now dead, he was a fine young man and leaves a widow and three children; a good rain this evening.
26. Cloudy; I sent Dick to haul wood for Virginia; all well there; he brought Vivia home with him.
27. Clear and pleasant; still no news of our army. Mr. Hill called this evening to give us news of the boys; they were well last Saturday and all the others of their Co. passed through the battle safely.
28. Pretty day; Mrs. B.'s little girls here today with Vivia; Parson Williams dined here; the Yankees now have pickets at Cave Springs and Cassville; while their main army is trying to get round ours and reach Atlanta which would be a sad thing for us as it is the Emporium of our military stores.
29. 5th Sabbath. Delicious morning; I called at Patterson's this morning, but they had no letter yesterday; O. went with Miss Jane this evening to see Mrs. Shepperd 6 miles below here, who is sick. Virgil unwell.
30. Pretty day; getting dry; the garden needs rain badly.
31. Fine weather; a courier called to feed his horse; he confirms the report that Wheeler has retaken Chattanooga thereby cutting off the Yankee army from their supplies. They will, of course, commit great depredations on the country around. How I wish I could hear from the boys. They have no doubt suffered greatly on so many retreats. Hat making of pine-leaf.

June 1864

1. Very warm and dry.
2. Warm; heard by Capt. Davenport that the enemy camped last night at Collins's about 8 miles of here. He advises us to move out our stock. Accordingly I started V., O., Dick with the wagons and mules. Received a welcome letter from Tibbie dated 18th at Cassville. His regiment has not been in a regular fight yet, but has been exposed to the fire of the enemy for 10 days. He deplores the necessity of giving up his home to the marauders but is resigned to the will of God. V. returned for short time this evening.
3. Rain this morning; this has been a dreadful day with us for the enemy came first after dinner and soon the beds were turned over, drawers emptied, and such a scene of confusion I never witnessed. There was a Co. of them, and said they belonged to the 3rd and 7th Ohio; they fed their horses leaving the ground covered with corn and oats; and carried as much away as they could I presume; they took nearly all the boys fine clothing; Virgil's repeater; spurs; sheets; towels; pillowcases; knives and forks, and other things too tedious to mention. It will be some time before we learn the full extent of our loss for they have confused things so. They blew up our beehive and took all the honey; they left us but four whole pieces of meat, and V. took but 3 pieces with him. I cannot describe my feelings when surrounded by men who appeared so much bent on mischief and before whom I and Olivia were as helpless as infants. They gave us no bad language except swearing all the time. Still, bad as it is, I am thankful it is no worse. They did not break everything but some of the small drawers of the secretary. May the good Lord grant we may never have such another trial to pass through, but may He fight for us against the mighty. How lonely and desolate we are tonight. Vivia is some company it is true. She slept all the time they were pillaging the house.
4. Rainy; we are trying to get things regulated and it is with heavy hearts. I have heard from several of the neighbors. They did not do much harm anywhere else which seems strange. Did not go in Col. Hale's house at all. It seems that they saved themselves for this place. Set out cabbage plants; V. came in awhile this evening; he says the people over the river are much frightened; he says he has good neighbors there. I am quite unwell with diarrhea.
5. 1st Sabbath. Still rainy; O. and myself read our morning's lesson. She went this evening to see Virgil; Mr. Stimpson sat a few hours with me, also Mrs. Bishop and daughter. Katty Pulling staid with us tonight. Still unwell.
6. Still rainy; Vivia came home this morning; Mrs. Hale visited us this evening; the Yankees did not harm them much.
7. Warm; Sis and B. came up this morning walking as they feared to risk horses here. They had heard dreadful accounts, and could not rest without coming to see. They were pleased to find it not so bad as they thought. Sis took Vivia home with her, I sent them in the wagon. Tremendous rain this evening. Heard of another army coming with a Regiment of negroes. May the Lord forbid for negroes have no mercy. Passed a sleepless night.
8. Still inclement; I went to see Mr. Hale and get advice. He thinks the report is false. Got a rather bad tumble in the mud as I went. In going down a hill Lize fell on her knees pitching me over her head, and then went over me. I gave myself up for I thought she would kick, but she lifted her feet over me feeling carefully for my body as she went. I am not at all hurt, thank God. The report is contradicted of the Federals coming. More rains.
9. Cloudy; Hat making, but feel like it is not worth while to work for they are pretty certain to come again and I fear will lay the land desolate but may the merciful God forbid. Heard from the boys by Lieut. P. They are well on the 1st of this month which is some comfort. Sunset clear tonight.
10. The boys plowed today; one of the mules ran away with the plow. I would fain to conceal some things if I knew where, but it is of no use for they search every place.
11. Very warm with tremendous rains this evening.
12. 2nd Sabbath. Rainy morning; this is the 11th day since the rain commenced and it seems likely to continue. I feel thankful for another Sabbath morning's privilege, that of reading as a class, the scriptures, and that we still have a home to dwell in. Mr. Reed came today to see about his wheat. He told us of the marriage of Mr. Neely. A great deal of rain today from the east.
13. Still raining and very cool; if it continues much longer crops will be lost; the wheat is now falling down. Letters came yesterday from the boys; they are at Marietta and T. is sick. He took cold on the retreat and soon became unable to travel. M. writes he is well which is a comfort.
14. No rain today; Mr. Mopping dined here; he is certain that I was pointed out to the enemy by someone. I would like to know who it is, I do not know of any one who ought to be an enemy to me, I think.
15. Pretty day; wheat will be ready to cut in a few days.
18. Cloudy; Mr. Hale sent us a hand today, also Patterson and some of our wheat was cut; Mr. Rudd did not help as he had promised. Lizzie came this evening with John, the baby is sitting alone. The Federals had not been to her father's. Rain again today.
19. 3rd Sabbath. Rainy; John started home; O. went to Cedar Hill this evening.
20. Still cloudy; helped at Patterson's today; Mr. Reed came this evening to cut his wheat; rainy.
21. Rainy; Mr. Rudd came to help us but it rained too much.
22. Still cloudy; heard this morning that the enemy are coming on us again but soon Gen. Pillow came and said the main body was behind. He reached about 11. [? ] and made it his headquarters. He had two brigades of cavalry one of which was stopped here to feed and I saw several acres of my oats pulled up for that purpose; the quartermaster pretended to pay, but it was all in their own hands and I have no idea he half paid for them; they also stole several stocks of wheat. The Gen. is quite a pleasant man and I think governs well. There were 4 or 5,000 men, I thought as I looked at them, full enough to whip the Yankee nation. He and his staff dined here.
23. Clear warm day, finished our wheat and commenced the rye; a number of Pillow's men going back today as their horses were lame. Capt. Carson, Lieut. Miles here tonight; Carson bears the name of a desperado and it is said does the enemy harm. He told me that he had a grudge at me and had come to take what the Yankees and Pillow had left me, and so took possession. I found him more agreeable than represented, but suppose one had to make him angry. They left some time in the night on some secret expedition.
24. Clear and very warm; Mr. R. finished his wheat this morning. The girls went this evening to Mr. Campbell's. I wish I could hear from the boys for I am feeling more uneasy than common and a yearning desire to see them. Soldiers passing this evening. The 7th anniversary of my husbands death.
25. Very warm; soldiers passing and bring bad news from Pillow. He attacked the Federals at Lafayette and was repulsed with loss of about 11; the Gen. and main body arrived who contradicted their part of the defeat as he had over a 100 prisoners, with horses and arms. He fed 1,000 horses on me again and did not leave till nearly night. I was sorry for the prisoners although they were enemies, yet I think the Gen. is kind to them. He thinks his loss is between 75 and 100, among which is a Col., a Major, a Capt. He had several wounded along. As to paying me for wheat as they pretended it was only a mockery. It seems that if the Federals do not then our own army will ruin me.
26. 4th sabbath. Extremely warm; a letter from Patterson's came bringing dreadful news. Tibbie [Marcellus] is missing; also A. Means and several others. They were sent on picket duty on the 15th and is supposed to be captured. T. is not well. I have awful fears that M. was killed. God help us if it is so, for he was best boy I ever knew and I depended on him more than any of my children. It is strange no letters come from Thomas. News came this evening that the enemy are at Gainesville on their way to Blue Mountain. Col. Hale went up the road to see about it and came back saying all was false. Gave to M. H. our certificates, 8,000 bonds and $167 in money for safekeeping. Did not sleep tonight I was so uneasy.
27. Foggy morning; another alarm this morning; a group of Pillow's men with some prisoners came and seeing the blue coats we thought it was the advance-guard of the Yankee’s army. It seems there is no peace to be seen long but this was an agreeable disappointment. I am much distressed on Marcellus’s account and if I knew he was dead could not feel much worse. May God be with him.
28. Cloudy, hat making; Mrs. Hill called this morning.
29. Still cloudy but does not rain and we are needing it too; went to Patterson’s this evening to see J. Means who is sick; Mrs. Cunningham there, she told me of one of two deserters being killed near Centre the other day.
30. Very warm and clear; I fear dry weather now; made a basket. We look forward with fearful anticipation of the result of the fighting in Ga. and we fear being run over any way. If our army is conquered there, we know that we are ruined.

July 1864

1. Still very warm; read some letters this evening which I received when a girl from Mrs. Harriss, Mrs. Lumpkin, Miss Hurt, Mrs. Moody, all friends of my youth but where are they now; our paths in life have widely separated and it may be they have reached the end of theirs. Light showers tonight.
2. Hot day; a good shower today; I went to Yellow Creek; O. went to Cedar Hill to quarterly meeting; it seems that such meeting are always to come on our time at the Baptist Church and I do not get to attend them. Capt. C. and Lieut . M. here tonight. Showers tonight.
3. 1st sabbath. Warm and showery; Mr. Hale sent us early letters from Thomas. Mine was dated 29th at Montgomery. He was in the Hospital but was going back that day as there is not much the matter with him. He says Tibbie is captured sure enough, but thinks he was not wounded. He says my letter to him came in due time but the patient, hardships bearing, unmurmuring soldier boy was not there to receive it. The Lord knows where he is and how it is with him. May He raise up friends for him be he where he may, and that even among his enemies. The poor home-loving boy I fear will pine to death. I have a detailed news this morning that he and A. Means were both slightly wounded. I hope they will be kept together; they could be some comfort to them and may the good Lord be with them. Mrs. Howard and daughter called on their way to church. O. and L. went to Cedar Hill. B. came to dinner, she says Vivia is very sick with flu and fever. A good rain today.
4. Very Warm; O. and myself went to see Vivia; she is quite sick and her mother is nearly in despair about her; Dr. Sparks is in attendance upon her, and thinks she will recover. We had a time of it getting home this evening for the soldiers have cut out a part of our sulky harness and we could not fix it well. I hated to leave Sis but owing to the troubled times it is important to be at home.
5. Warm; hauled our wheat out today and packed it in the house; it is said that Gen. Pillow will soon be back again.
6. Very warm; hat making; O. went back this evening to see Vivia; I sent her as far as Mrs. Hay's and she let her children go with her the remainder of the way.
7. Extremely warm; cutting oats tho’ we have but few left to cut.
8. Still very warm and rain would be an advantage; Miss Trippe passed this evening; she says Vivia is much better.
9. The warmest day yet; we helped Mr. Hill thresh wheat at our machines; he is to help us in turn.
10. 2nd Sabbath. Clear and hot; I would rejoice to see rain; I sent Jane after Olivia this morning; many rumors now of the enemy doing mischief near us; may they be false. I received a letter from John dated the 30th. He was well and he says drawing good rations. He thinks it is bad times with one for he insists on my going to his house for supplies and wishes Virginia to divide with me all that she can but I hope to get along if the enemy will let me alone now. It is said that they are looking for them at Centre any hour and if they came there Sis will also be visited no doubt and what she has be taken from her, but may the Lord forbid. O. returned this evening; Vivia is much better; she learned that the federals killed a gentlemen near Cave Spring by the name of Burgess.
11. Warm; light shower today; I visited Mrs. Rudd this evening and took pills tonight. She has been taking bitters some time; I thought she was improving very much.
12. Very warm; commenced threshing wheat; Mr. Hill and boys helping us, but news came that the Yankees came into Centre last night and anon another dispatch came that they were crossing at Garrett's ferry and would be here soon, so we stopped every thing to get the stock out of the way; a hard day's work for us all, O. not being able to assist but she is better. O! such distressing times. We looked for them all day and all night but it pleased God to keep them away.
13. Still dry and hot; the boys returned this morning but as we are still looking for the enemy we sent some things to the mountain; Mr. Stimpson came this evening; he says the federals left Cedar Bluff last evening for Rome, but they say that they are coming back next week but may the good Lord forbid them to ever come again. L. received a letter from T. his health is still delicate. He says they have good rations but nothing that suits him. He seems much dispirited and has almost reached the point of giving up. God help us all.
14. Still dry; we resumed threshing this morning, Mr. H. and boys assisting. The girls preparing thread for the loom, but I have no idea we will get to weave it soon. Warped it this evening. Loaned 2 bushels of corn to Mrs. Brewer, and 1 1/2 bushels of wheat to Mr. Stimpson.
15. Dry and hot; we are needing rain so much now; our fine corn will soon be ruined if it does not rain. I am feeling much depressed through fear of the enemy for it seems we are delivered into their hand and they will lay us waste, but may the Great God of Battles be with us and deliver us out of their hand, or give them hearts of compassion for us. Loaned Mr. Hill 2 bushels of corn.
16. Still dry and warm; I went to see Col. Hale this evening but he was not at home. Kathy Pulling went with me. Had housecleaning.
17. 3rd Sabbath. Pleasant air but the sun very hot; O. and L. went to Cedar Hill; Parsons Cross and Neely came to dinner.
18. Very warm; drew in our cloth and commenced weaving but if the federals were to come we would be apt to lose it.
19. Cloudy and seems likely to rain but does not however. We are needing it badly; crops will soon be ruined without rain.
20. Clear and hot; it seems that all prospect of rain is gone.
21. Still how and dry; Oh! rain, rain, how we long for rain.
22. More pleasant; Col. Hale called; he has learnt that Gen. Sherman who commands the Federal army in Ga. is killed and 30,000 men besides. This is doubtful however. I gave 50 dollars to him to keep for me. Mrs. Hill called, and thinks she heard the Yankee drum at Cedar Bluff. I hope she is mistaken, but fear it is true. Miss Mackey, Miss E. Hale spent the night with us. It passed quietly and our enemies did not come. We hear that the tories are committing great depredations now on Sand Mountain.
23. Cool and somewhat cloudy. Both today and yesterday the atmosphere has been filled with the smoke of fire. What can it mean? Can it be that the Federals are burning Rome for the wind is from that quarter?
24. 4th Sabbath. Cooler; Virginia came with Mr. Trippe and Vivia; Vivia is well now but is quite thin; O. went with them to Cedar Hill; I went to prayer meeting, but no one was there. V. Started to school to Dr. Woods.
25. Pleasant. Finished our weaving. Getting cloudy.
26. Seems likely to rain this morning; I and O. went to Mr. Campbell’s this evening; O. is much put out by having lost her trunk-key.
27. Light mist falling this morning; there is so much talk of tories on the mountain that I went in the wagon up there and brought some of our things away thinking they would be as safe perhaps at home. Oh! that it would rain. Mr. Reed came tonight. It is reported now that the enemy are in possession of Atlanta.
28. Light mist falling this morning; we threshed Mr. R.’s wheat, when we received news that some Yankees were at Patterson’s. This was astounding, and we got the mules out of the way as soon as possible. It turned out to be Texas Rangers to our great relief. They were scouts I suppose.
29. Clear and very warm; V. did not attend school today for this morning Mr. H. sent us word that the Yankees were at Cedar Bluff last night and he had to “refugee” as they call it. Two of Witherspoon’s scouts went up the road to see about it, and returned with the pleasing news of their having gone back. Oh! that the Lord would order them back to their own country. A fine rain this evening for which we are thankful. I am now trying to make my indigo, but fear I shall not succeed well as my weed was, I think, sorry. It is a thing I know nothing about any way. Heard that the tories are gathering again in Wills Valley, Dick helped thresh wheat at Mr. Finley’s today. Four of the Mountain-women came and impressed 70 bushels of it. This looks like a bold thing, but we shall hear of more no doubt.
30. Cloudy; the girls went to Shady Grove; we hear that the Federals crossed the river last evening going to Centre. It seems that we are beleaguered round with foes. I hear of a great many desertions taking place now in our army. A good many boys who went from this country, among whom I grieve to say A. Espy. They did it, they say, to join the Cavalry. One of the name of Lenderman was killed on Thursday by the cavalry.
31. 5th Sabbath. Warm, and cloudy; Virgil went to Shady Grove; a great deal of thunder today; a quiet day for which I am thankful, for in these troublous times we do not expect many quiet days. God help us. The girls came home this evening; a lively meeting is going on. They heard that the enemy were retreating in Ga. but this needs confirmation.

August 1864

1. Cloudy; I was never more depressed in my life for it seems that nothing but ruin is before us; and what to do for the best I know not. O! that we were in some retired place where there was no inducement for the foe to come.
2. Looks like rain; O. and myself went to Shady Grove; a good time today; many were on the anxious-seats and two joined the church; conversed with Elder Hood about going to Calhoun; to Thomas’s place in his vicinity. I wish we were there, but the thought of leaving here is very distressing to me. May the Lord grant there may be no necessity for doing so, but that the enemy may return to their own country. Shower this evening. Sowed turnip seed.
3. Still cloudy; the girls with Jane and Dick went in the wagon to church; the interest increases; 5 joined today.
4. Very warm; I am feeling better today but the life of anxiety I lead is very wearing on me; O. not well; she received a letter from Margaret Espy; they are in 12 miles of Rome, but have not up to that time (4th July) seen a Yankee in their secluded and happy valley. James is at home she says, and purposes coming to see us. I wish he would, for I would like to look on the face of a friend. It seems that people are so occupied with their own affairs they do not care for me, and I am too weak to do anything myself.
5. Still cloudy; the meeting I hear is still increasing in interest.
6. Cloudy; heard this morning that the enemy are at Cedar Bluff; started my folks off, but they, finding no one else was going, soon returned; it is thought they have come after the remainder of Noble’s family and will come no farther down. Torrents of rain this evening.
7. 1st Sabbath. Cloudy; we, all, with the exception of Olivia, with whom Lucinda Shackleford staid, went to Shady Grove; saw 22 persons baptized in the Coosa; a great concourse of people there. I thought of John baptizing in Jordan. Elder Appleton preached to the newly-received members. Went to Mr. Davis’s to dinner. Heard this evening that Columbus Mackey was killed in some of the late fights.
8. Warm day, Virgil and I went to Yellow Creek; Elders Appleton, Glazner, Neal & Price in attendance; a lively time; a goodly number of mourners. The preachers all spent the night here. B. came up today.
9. Cloudy and warm; Virgil, O. and L. went to church; B. and myself remained at home. A lively time today.
10. Rainy; B., Virgil & myself went to church; the interest is increasing; two joined today; the altar crowded with mourners. A squad of Texas Rangers came here today and 16 of them dined here and fed 22 horses and left without paying a cent; one of them went into Jane’s house and stole a dress. They are a contemptible set and are dreaded almost as much as the Yankees.
11. Still rainy; O. and L. went to church; much excitement; learnt today that the Rangers went to the tanyard and took all the leather there. I fear mine was ready for them. It is bad when our friends turn robbers, we expect nothing better of our enemies.
12. Cloudy; B. and myself and Virgil went to church; not so many persons there today as usual; still the meeting was a lively one; we have basket-dinner and spend the day. A good deal of rain.
13. Cloudy and warm; Virginia and the children came this morning and she, O. and L. went to church. Parson Price, Miss Greenway came home with them; much surprised this evening to see Margaret Espy and Thomas as they live in the Yankee lines. They did not see a Yankee on the route; they cannot hear from Jos. and they came down for that purpose knowing that he writes to us. She says the Federals came to James’s last week and took his horses. Had done them no harm yet.
14. 2nd Sabbath. Very warm; the young folks went to church; I went with them to the water; 6 were baptized; and the meeting broke. We walked to Mrs. B.'s this evening.
15. Warm; Mag. spent time in writing to her brother; L. and I went to Mrs. Campbell’s this evening; rained on us in going.
16. Warm day; Mag., Tho., O. and V. went to Centre. Found letters there from Tho. The latest of the 9th states that his health is much improved; that they are still at Atlanta and he thinks Gen. Hood is determined to hold the place. Has heard nothing of poor Tibbie yet. I think strangely of it, for they I suppose, allow their prisoners to write. T. is very anxious to come home, and could do so, if he would ask a furlough, but he says when he compares his situation with that of the other boys, he, who is not exposed much, has not the moral courage to ask it. Filled our dryers with apples today.
17. Very warm; Maggie and O. went to Hale’s and there to Cousin Agnes’s. Mr. Phipps came by and told us that the Yankees are at Blue Pond. V. and T. went to tell the girls, and they came home leaving their horses out.
18. Still warm; heard this morning that there were only 8 of the Yankees and they took the mountain at Blue Pond; deserters. Maggie would start home as her parents she said would be uneasy. I hated to see her go for I know not when, or how, we may meet again. God help us, and preserve us from the enemy. Very unwell with diarrhea.
19. Warm; Capt. Freeman sent a courier to tell that a large force of Yankees are in 10 miles of here, at Noble’s. Hear that the tories went to cousin Agnes’s last evening and took her boys clothing and 2 coats of Columbus’s I left there for safety. We looked for the Yankees tonight but they did not come. Rainy.
20. Cloudy; the scouts say the Yankees are still alive; we are kept in painful suspense. Mr. Gardner, a soldier, dined here; a very pleasant gentleman; hard rains this evening.
21. 3rd Sabbath. Hard rains this morning; the Yankees are still above; preaching at Cedar Hill, but we did not attend.
22. Clear and warm; commended stripping sugar-cane; the girls went to preaching, Miss C. Trippe came with them to dinner; Capt. C. dined here also. We learn that the Yankees started back yesterday. Mr. Spears, Mr. Gardner, and two soldiers here tonight.
23. Warm; the girls went to preaching taking their dinner; Miss Gardner, a refugee, spent the night here; I, and Jane filled the dryers with peaches today.
24. Very warm; I went to preaching today, a lively meeting; 3 preachers in attendance, and a good many mourners. O. and the negroes went to night-meeting.
25. Still warm; the girls went to church, and O. went to Col. Hale’s to supper; Parson Neely here tonight.
26. Warm; O. went to church, I went after dinner; a lively time; Parson Price, Virginia, Vivia came home with us. Rain tonight
27. Clear and very warm; V. and O. went to preaching, the meeting is progressing in interest though the preachers have nearly all left. We heard by Mr. Isham today that Margaret took the mountain road and escaped meeting the Yankees.
28. 4th Sabbath. Clear, cool morning; the girls went to church, Mr. Mountain came home with them; I took V. and children home this evening.
29. Clear hot day; Mr. McDavis came this morning to see about getting my large kettle. Filled our dryers with peaches, Mr. Hardwick brought a letter from Tho. His health is improving some. He speaks of coming home shortly if he continues unwell.
30. Warm; I and the boys spent the day at Mr. Hudgen’s making syrup as he had to leave on business. I wish I had a mill at home so that we could make it ourselves.
31. Cool morning; I and O. went to Centre; dined at Capt. Shipp’s, visited Mr. Pratt, and got medicine for Olivia. I also bargained with Mr. McBrown for a sack of salt for which I am to give syrup.

September 1864

1. Cool pleasant morning; O. and L. went to Dr. Green’s; spent the day pleasantly.
2. Cloudy and warm; I went this morning and brought away the remainder of my things from Cousin Agnes; as I think one place is about as safe as another now. She much dreads a second visit from the tories. Went this evening to see Mr. Bishop about some work I wish him to do for me. A. Mackey dined here.
3. Cloudy and a good deal of rain this evening; V. and Dick sheared the sheep today. A. Espy spent the night here.
4. 1st Sabbath. Clear warm day. Did not go to Yellow Creek as I supposed the preacher would not be there. It is reported that he is captured by the tories, but I hope it is not so. O. and Alfred went down to Virginia’s. Very well tonight.
5. Very warm; Col. Hardwick dined here on his way to Gadsden at which place the men between the ages of 17 and 50 are to report. Capt. Freeman also called. At work on the sugar-cane.
6. Warm. Unwell with diarrhea.
7. Still warm and cloudy; A. Espy called. A despatch reached Gadsden telling of the capture of Atlanta on the 3rd. This is bad for it is an important place. It seems that the Lord is indeed shutting us up in the hand of the enemy for they are all around us. Called at Mr. Hudgen’s, who is making up our syrup. Rain this evening.
8. Warm. Mixing my wool for carding, but do not know when we shall get it carded. Miss Williams, Mr. Hays called this evening.
9. Clear and worm morning; heard today that our scouts on yesterday killed a noted robber, a Dutchman, by the name of Russell. I went to Col. Hale’s this evening. A smart shower.
10. Rainy day; a soldier here at supper; says he belongs to Wheelers command and that they have torn up the R.R. as far as Knoxville.
11. 2nd Sabbath. Clear warm morning; the girls went to Concord as there will be preaching there once more, I suppose. It had been over two years since that church was opened for preaching. Mr. and Miss Ellis, Miss J. Trippe, Virginia come here to dinner.
12. Cool morning; I started before daylight to take my syrup to Centre while it was cool as I feared the syrup would work. I though Mr. McBroom did not like much to keep his engagement with me as he says salt has risen since the fall of Atlanta to two dollars. That is the way the speculators always do.
13. Pleasant day. I went to Mrs. B. and spent it with Mrs. Mackey very pleasantly; it has been several years since I was there and they are people whom I highly respect. Went this evening and saw Mr. Glenn about taking my wool to the factory when he goes. He will do so, he says.
14. Fine weather for sowing fodder; busy preparing my wool as Mr. G. will perhaps start tomorrow.
15. Still pleasant. Making a hat for Mrs. Hudgens; went and saw Mr. Hill about making the remainder of my syrup. He agreed to do it. His family is taking the measles.
16. Cool morning. Mr. Green, Miss Bruce, Mr. Allen, who is a deaf-mute, spent the day here. Mr. A. is educated and to us, who do not understand the deaf-dumb alphabet, converses in writing. He is a very intelligent man and a professor of religion.
17. Fine day. I finished the hat and took it home this morning. I went this afternoon to Cedar Hill. The preacher came, but there were but eight persons present and could not get in the house. So we had no preaching. Getting cloudy.
18. 3rd Sabbath. Commenced raining this morning; went with O. this evening to visit Mr. Beck’s family, who have the measles. They live on Mr. Finley’s place.
19. Pleasant. We are busy preparing for winter as we little hope for assistance from the factories now that the enemy are in the country.
20. Fine weather. Miss I. Patterson called this evening.
21. The sun in crossing the line overturned a great deal of water on us this morning, and raised not a little wind. L. received a letter from Dr. McGraves stating that Thomas was captured with the wounded, on the 2nd of this month.
22. Still cloudy. I went to Mr. Hudgens this morning, and Mr. Hill’s this evening. They have commenced making our syrup. A great deal of rain this evening as I came home.
23. Still rainy. Sent today after my wool as Mr. G. did not get it carded. This is bad.
24. Still inclement; two soldiers dined here. Getting clear and cool.
25. 4th Sabbath. Clear and very cool; the girls and Virgil went to see Virginia this morning. Mrs. Still, Mrs. B., Mrs. Hale here this evening. O. and Virgil returned this evening; Capt. C. spent the night here.
26. Still cool.
27. Fine weather; Virgil went to Centre and had a tooth extracted, which has bothered him for sometime; the doctor however was so unfortunate as to draw one also, that was sound. I bought a pair of cards today, for which I paid $100.
28. Rainy. Pleased to see J. Trippe, who arrived this morning on his way home. Vivia, who was here, nearly went crazy with joy. He took her with him. I sent Dick after L. and B., whose school is out, and they arrived this evening. Virgil’s mouth is very sore.
29. Still rainy; Virginia came this evening and got cloth to fit John out again; Dr. Pratt drew some teeth for her and B. We hear that the Yankees are in Wills Valley; also that Wheeler will come up this way on his way to the R. R. which he is to tear up. John Smith, one of his men, and brother to Cyrus, spent the night here; Parson McNeely also. He thinks we may bring our wool to the carder in his vicinity with safety as the Yankees do not trouble him much.
30. Cloudy; the troops commenced passing early and had all got by before dinner, and did not much harm us, for which I am thankful, as we have been already sufficiently imposed on.

October 1864

1. Showery. B. and L. went to Yellow Creek. Parson Glazner, Mr. Williams came home with them. One joined the church today.
2. 1st Sabbath. Inclement. I went with B. and A. Espy to church. Small congregation. Rained on us this evening while at the water. Mr. Davis, Mr. Wilder came to dinner; went to see Mrs. B., who is sick, this evening.
3. Still rainy. Getting clear this evening, but soon commenced to rain again.
5. Still rainy. John Smith returned this evening leaving his command at Little River, which is swimming; he says they could not do much owing to the wet weather merely overturning the track which the federals will soon replace. They cross the Coosa tomorrow.
6. Rainy; Capt. Freeman, A. Espy called today. J. Smith left after dinner. He thinks he may get to go home now.
7.& 8. Clear and windy and getting cold; I went with O. to visit the families at Dr. Green. Passed a pleasant day. Mrs. Bruce is entirely blind. Lieut. Miles spent the night here.
9. 2nd Sabbath. Frost this morning and seems very cold. B. and L. went to Concord. Cousin Agnes and Alfred here today. Mrs. Campbell, John and Virginia came to dinner.
10. Clear pretty weather.
11. Still fine weather. Capt. Davenport spent the night here. He says there are many rebel soldiers near us tonight as Hood’s wagon-train is encamped at Edward’s ferry 7 miles above here, waiting for the pontoon. There are 2500 of them. He says that Sherman is retreating. Hood crossed the Coosa at Guim’s ferry and is making for Tenn. on this side of the R. R., while the Yankees are on the other side. The R. R. being torn up, neither army can use it.
13. Fine day. Mr. Hale called with the Commissary to see about getting beef for the troops at Edward’s ferry. They have got their ridge down, and will cross tomorrow probably. Mr. H. takes a beef of me for which he is to give me a young cow.
14. Clear and cool. A wounded man stopped in to rest awhile today. He was in an engagement near Rome on the 12th in which our cavalry was driven back. He was suffering a good deal. O. and a party of young people went today to see the pontoon bridge, but it was gone and the wagons too. It seems they received orders to fall back as the Federals are near Coosaville.
15. Fine weather. Lieut. Miles called; made a straw hat for Virginia, Lizzie and Virgil went chesnutting this evening. Susan can now stand alone.
16. 3rd Sabbath. Cool morning. O. and L. went to Shady Grove. I went to see N. Hill, who has returned badly wounded. Capt. Freeman, the Misses Landrum dined here. A. Espy here tonight.
17. Beautiful weather. 2 soldiers dined here. They say that Hood is at Summerville, but his advance is near the Tenn. River.
18. Clear. Mr. Hood and I made the exchange of cattle this morning. It is now said that Hood’s army will be at Blue Pond today on its way to Guntersville. I hope it is not true however. Later: The army commenced passing and camped a half-mile below here; we are overrun with soldiers. Cousin Joe Espy, J. Davis, Robert Bray spent the night here. The Physician of a Regiment put a sick man here as he says it will kill him to haul him further. He is bad off with pneumonia. They had several wounded, who will be dropped in the neighborhood. I had a guard of nine men tonight, but the soldiers plundered me notwithstanding.
19. Clear cold morning. I heard the reveille by a brass band this morning for the first time in my life; the army passing all day; when the 31st Ala. came up we went and talked with Dr. Rivins, who say the reason that T. was not exchanged, when he was, that T. was visiting a sick officer in another Reg. I looked on the tattered flag which had so long waved over the heads of T. and M., but they were not there. The Reg. is now quite small; we hear this evening that Sherman’s army is in pursuit.
20. Fine weather. Wheeler’s cavalry passing today; it is certain that the federal army is close behind. I have been much annoyed by this one, but God alone knows what will become of us if the enemy comes this way too. I started the boys off with the mules and sent the other stock to the foot of the mountain.
21. Pretty day. The scouts say the Yankees are at hand and about noon they commenced skirmishing at the upper end of the lane and stamped through my fine cornfield and the shots fell like hail around the house. O. remained in another room with the sick man, and L. and myself cowered by the side of a bed. B. and James were not here. Soon the door was opened by a federal, who demanded if any rebel soldiers was here. We came out into the piazza and the Yankees were in the road listening to the firing at Leesburg. They laughed at us for being scared; one of them gave me a magazine. I had a guard, but after he left the soldiers took what they pleased. They carried off as much corn as they wanted but did not come in the house. Mr. Rowe very sick today.
22. Getting very dusty; the Yankee cavalry under Gen. Elliot camped at Leesburg tonight. The Gen. making his headquarters here in the field before the house. They commenced killing hogs directly. I got the cattle off just as they came. From the shooting, I think, they are killing all the stock in the neighborhood. The Gen. seems a gentleman and his aides Capts. Griffin and J. Jacobs are very agreeable men. Hearing that I had a son a prisoner at the north they pledged themselves to sent a letter to him if I would write it and also return his answer. I wrote tonight, but it was with a heart full, and I had to write a constrained letter as it has to be sent open. Dr. Perkins prescribed for Mr. Rowe, as have also several of their physicians. The guard tonight waited on Mr. R., who is very bad and out of his mind. I think the arrival of the federals has frightened him tho’ they seem friendly.
23. 4th Sabbath. Fine day; but it does not seem like the Sabbath to me. The Federals pushed on this morning to where Wheeler has fortified nine miles below here and we hear the booming of cannons all day. Virgil and Dick came in today, but soon returned. O. went with them. Mrs. Hays stayed here tonight. Mr. Rowe still raving. I think he will die and if he does, while the enemy are here, it is doubtful whether we can get him buried or not as our citizens are afraid to leave home. I see that I have a few hogs left, and five sheep.
24. Very dusty; the Federals went back this morning to their camp at Little River, but returned tonight with 20,000 infantry, which encamped here. The Gen. Osterhouse making his headquarters in the house. The field before the house seemed a blaze of fire, and everywhere else as far as I could see. They are burning the fencing entirely and making complete destruction of everything. They burned the house opposite me occupied by R. Hale. They killed the remainder of my hogs, even my brood-sows which were not fit to eat, and sheep. There is not a living think on the place except a few chickens. God help us, for we have almost nothing. Of our abundant crop of corn, not an ear remains except that which is scattered on the ground. We still have some wheat. Gen. O. had two aides with him, who were very fine men, I think. Seemed like brothers to us. Their names are Hubbard and Whitehead.
25. The dustiest time I ever knew; the troops left early for the scene of action with their pickets at our gate. These were joined by stragglers and we passed a most unpleasant day. They pillaged everywhere except in the house. It is sad to look on the devastation which they have committed. My beautiful farm is in ruins, the fencing nearly all burnt. I sent for Mr. Hill, who stayed with us tonight. I fear Mr. R. will die before morning.
26. The troops returned today passing all day in considerable disorder, I thought. Stragglers in great numbers again loaded with mesh, fowls, and apparel. We had a guard, also some officers sat here after the guard left. Miss P. came with O. and B. returned with her to go stay with Virginia. The stragglers are doing them, Miss P., a great deal of mischief. Mr. Hays stayed with us tonight. Mr. R. is better, I think.
27. We have had rain enough today to lay the dust which is very agreeable; stragglers still passing. When will this dreadful time be over? We are so distracted we know not what to do and we ought to be hard at work on our winter clothes. The prospect before us is indeed a sad one. Our subsistence taken away and but little hope of getting more. We had hogs enough for two years, but they are gone, and corn, too, I think for two years, but it is gone too, and desolation all around. My heart sinks at the prospect before me for I have no friend to look to for assistance. Mr. R. better.
28. Pleasant. V. came home this morning. The mules are safe over the river. The Federals have been at Virginia’s; took some flour J had sent there and a man’s saddle. Took several things from her. Seeing Virgil made me feel better for I always feel better when my children are about me. Mr. R. a great deal better, did not require much attention tonight. I think he is a fine young man and hope he will get well. Moved our wheat today to a more secure place.
29. White frost, but pleasant day. Heard that the Federals are coming again today. Mr. Hale, Mr. Mopping called. It was comfort to see them and they put new life in me. V. returned after dinner. Getting cloudy. Later: Mr. Davidson called. He says the enemy have left their camp at Little River. He saw the last one crossing. The Misses Williams, Miss Hays spent the night here. Mr. Rowe better.
30. 5th Sabbath. Fine day. I went to Mr. Rudd's to see the wounded soldier there, but he was dead. He died early this morning. It is now said that the Federals have crossed the river and are going down on the other side to Jacksonville. We hear cannonading this evening in the northwest. Mr. Rowe not so well tonight as usual
31. Fine warm day. We would like to engage in active employment, but it seems it cannot be, there is yet too such distraction; we hear today that the enemy have put down pontoons at Garret's ferry and crossed over into the bend. If so, they have no doubt ruined Virginia and got my mules and cattle. Pleased to see Cyrus Smith, who dined with us. He was much concerned to see our torn up condition. He is going above on a scout. He says that Hood's army have crossed the Tenn. We hear cannons again this evening in the same direction.

November 1864

1. Fine weather. Mrs. Green came this morning to let me know that Mr. Truitte is dividing cotton among the people and wishes me to have a share; accordingly L. went and got some for us and Virginia. Miss Hale, Miss Mackey, Miss Rudd here this evening. B. and the boys also came home. Miss Bruce came home with her, and also Mr. Truitte came after supper and spent the night; He is much concerned about my situation and lets me know it in a substantial way. He offers me 100 bushels corn at government price, which is 2.13 per bushel. Also he gave me 25 bushel cotton seed for the cows. God grant he may never want it. Commenced raining.
2. Rainy. Mr. T. left early. He will start down the country this evening. Would that we had a home there also. Virgil went to Mr. Shepherd’s and brought home the buggy, which was used in taking off a wounded soldier; he died there. Sent Dick and had our cattle brought home. They and the mules and 1 shoat, are
all we have now. Having bonded my money I was put to it this morning to pay Mr. T. for the corn. The bonds now, I suppose are worth but little. What we are to do God alone knows. B. went home with Miss Bruce. Mr. Rowe is improving fast.
3. Still rainy. Spinning a little wool.
4. Still rainy; we had gathered up some corn which we shucked and sent to mill today. Mrs. Williams sent us potatoes. B. came home. Still cloudy. We wish to be hauling corn but cannot.
5. Clear and some ice; I went with B. to Yellow Creek. Few there; Mr. Hays joined the church. Mr. Stubbs, a companion of Mr. R., who has been sick at Mr. Mackey's came this evening.
6. 1st Sabbath. Cloudy dull looking day; we, as a class read once again our morning lesson; a privilege from which we have lately been debarred. O! for a time of blessed peace when we shall hear of war no more.
7. Pretty day. Virginia came up to see us; commenced hauling corn from Mr. Truitte.
8. Warm morning. Went with O. down to Mr. Dupree's to see about getting pork of him, as he is owing the estate, but he says he has none. He offers me corn at 1 per bushel in payment of the debt which is just double the price he should put on it considering the difference in money now, and four years ago when he contracted the debt. He says too, that my husband was the best friend he had, which item, I think he should remember now and do justice by his unfortunate family. Rain all evening.
9. Cloudy. Left Mr. D.’s and went to see Mr. Thornton. He has no pork, but has a good deal of corn which he intends giving to the destitute whom the Yankees have ruined. He is the right kind of a man. Came by and saw Mr. Hale. He thinks he can perhaps get me pork.
10. Still rainy. Called to see L. Shackleford, who is sick.
11. Clear; went to the tanyard to see if I had any leather out; Mr. M. will have some ready for me this evening. V. and Mr. R. went down and brought it home. He is much better and will leave tomorrow.
12. Cold. Mr. R. left early. I sent him to the tanyard at which place he joins Mr. Stubbs; poor fellow! I hate to see him go in his weak condition, and fear he will not stand the march to Blue Mountain. He is, I think a good young man and I hope will get home. J. and B. went over the Mountain to see Mr. Cunningham, who has money in his hands belonging to B. and myself and we now need it. He was not at home. We called at Mr. McGhee's on our return. O. had housecleaning, and we look somewhat like we used to to.
13. 2nd Sabbath. Clear cool day. I went with L. to Concord and heard Mr. Russell preach a good sermon to a few persons. His text, "Trust in the Lord and do good, that thy days may be long in the land, and verily, thou shalt be fed" which he applied to our present situation. Capt. Freeman, Lieut. Miles, Mr. Ellis dined here. The girls went to Yellow Creek to attend the burial of Mrs. Kitchens.
14. Cool. Went to Mr. Hill's and Hale's to get my shoes mended.
15. Inclement. Much to our surprise and joy Thomas arrived tonight; he has been all the time in Atlanta and treated pretty well by the Yankees, has heard nothing of Tibbie which I think strange. Others who were captured with him have written home , and I am surprised that be does not too. T.’s health is tolerable.
16. Cold day; Fast day ordained by the President; went to Yellow Creek with T. and L. Parson Glazner preached to a small congregation. We were made glad again tonight by the arrival of James, who came to see what had become of us. The federals, he says have all left Rome after burning all the main buildings. We are glad of this exit notwithstanding. They have also destroyed the R. R.
17. Pleasant; cloudy. Went with James and V. to see V., found all well; had a coat cut for V., by Miss Lybass.
18. Rainy day. Miss Shackleford is getting worse. Called at Trippe's to see about getting (missing)
19. 3rd Sabbath. Still inclement. Remained at home. It is preaching day at Cedar Hill.
20. Still inclement. James started home this morning. Virgil and Dick with him to bring home some hogs which he came to offer me in his kindness; and which I am to return whenever I am able to do so. I have been fortunate in having friends so far. The boys returned not being able to cross Chattooga as the Yankees have destroyed the boat and the rain is swimming. Getting very cold this evening.
21. Extremely cold with occasional flakes of snow; went with O. to Dr. Green's and Mrs. G. went with me to Mr. Watson's on Little River to see a feather bed which the Federals left here and which I was led to think was mine, but it is not mine; the country is even worse torn up there than here for even gardens are destroyed and all is desolation. Had an unpleasant ride of about 10 miles to no purpose. Cold still increasing. Bitter night indeed. L. S. no better.
22. Very cold. Mrs. Rains, Miss Rains, Mrs. R. Espy dined here. Making V.'s coat.
23. Still very: cold. Thomas and Dick started this morning to Ga. to try again for the hogs; this time taking only one mule to ride and intending to drive the hogs; as there is so much water in the way and no way of crossing. T. thought it imprudent to take the wagon and haul them as was our first intention.
24. Still cold. Susie very sick this morning with cold, I think; finished a web of cloth. Mrs. Rudd dined here. Miss L. getting worse.
25. More pleasant. Drew in a web for coat lining of Lizzie's. We have to be at Mrs. R.’s a good deal as Miss L. is sinking rapidly. Sewed some on the coat.
26. 4th Sabbath. Pretty day. Miss L. no better. Mrs. Beck and Walker, V. and children here today. Susie still quite sick.
28. Fine weather. Miss L. very bad indeed. Dr. Milhollen spent the night here; he gave Susie a dose of calomel fearing she might be taking the fever; Miss L. died tonight about 1 o'clock. She has been sick 3 weeks, with typhoid. Cousin Agnes, Mrs. Pyron, Lieut. Miles spent the day here.
29. Very pleasant. Worked some on the coat. Susie much better. T. and Dick arrived this evening with 4 very pretty small hogs; had little trouble with them; traveled with James on yesterday, who was going to Blue Mountain for salt; left the relatives well. This day two years ago Columbus died. How little we then thought what a world of events could take place in two years! We were all together then, now but three of my children are here and soon to be less. O! that cruel war was over and we could once more happy times as of old.
30. Very warm day. This morning we buried Miss L. at Yellow Creek cemetery, Thomas performing the service at the grave. A good many out.

December 1864

1. Fine weather. This morning two yeas ago, we buried our dear Columbus. How short the time seems and yet what a world of events have taken place since that time! May we all be as ready when called to go, as he was. How I wish that Tibbie could come or we could hear from him that he is well and comfortable; finished the coat but it is too small for Virgil and Thomas will have to take it. It fits him well.
2. Warm. This evening we were much dismayed by hearing of the approach of a band of tories and all was confusion till we got our remnant of stock off. T. had to leave, of course. How I wish he could have quiet during his short stay at home and that we all could have some peace. The boys came back again hearing it was false. T. got in before bedtime and we all feel easier. God grant us better times.
3. Rainy morning. Clearing off this evening and getting cooler. We hear nothing of the tories, but still they may be coming.
4. 1st Sabbath. Clear frosty morning. T., L. and B. went to Yellow Creek. Virgil went to Centre to take Mollie Shackleford home, who is unwell and to see J. Trippe, who we hear came home last night. Mr. M. Davis came to dinner. B. and O. went to Dr. Green's tonight.
5. Heavy frost. Thomas and Lizzie went to John's. Sis very busy with his clothes as he must start in a few days. We must go and help her.
6. Rainy morning. T. went to Centre. Mrs. J. Cunningham sent me a present of shoe-thread. Miss Hays called today. Getting T. read to leave in the morning.
7. Warm and cloudy. Thomas left early. Virgil driving him to Adam’s ferry. May he soon return in peace. It is probable he will have a distance to go as it is said that Hood is pressing towards Kentucky. Once more has my birthday come round and it is despite my great losses a happier one than the last tho’ I was then surrounded by abundance and now have so little. Yet I feel to trust we shall be provided for. There are so many in worse conditions than we and we must not repine. Turned cold tonight and windy. Finished sowing wheat and rye.
8. Very cold. Went with O. an Mrs. B. as far as John's, they going to Centre to try for factory thread as soldiers wives can get it at $23 per bunch. I stopped at Esq. Ellis's and gave in my losses by the enemy. I do not suppose I will get much remuneration, but as others are giving in I thought I would too. The agents who hold the public money had rather keep it in their own pockets. O. stayed to help V., who is busy getting John ready to return. It was in the night when we reached home, but it was moonlight.
9. Rainy day and cold. Making Dick clothes.
10. Cloudy and very cold .
11. 2nd Sabbath. Very cold. John and Virginia came to bring O. home; Genevieve would come too, cold as it is. A most disagreeable night.
12. Severe morning. Virgil and Dick went to John's and brought the shoat he gave me. They killed it this evening. It weighed 87 lbs.
13. Moderating some; cloudy and some rain.
14. Showery; went with L. to Hale's as I hear it is tax-day. It is confederate tax and does not concern me as I have no grain.
15. Cloudy. Drew in dress of B.'s. L. commenced weaving on it. Cut a coat for V. and went with him to Patterson's and made roping.
16. & 17. Still cloudy. Finished the coat. J. Trippe dined here on his way home from Mr. Bowers's who is his brother-in-law. The federals injured this gentleman very much.
18. 3rd Sabbath. Warm and cloudy. B. and O. went to see Cousin Agnes.
19. Rainy. V. went tonight to see John.
20. Still rainy. Capt. Freeman and several gentlemen dined here.
21. Clearing off and getting extremely cold. Worked on a coat for J. Pulling.
22. Severely cold. J. Trippe spent the night here. He brought a coat for me to make.
23. Still very cold; sent to Mr. Dupree’s for a load of corn, but the wagon broke down and they did not get it home.
24. Very cold. We got fore-wheels of Miss B. and got the corn home. The girls went to Virginia's and got O.'s hat which Mrs. McSpadden has new-arranged for her. Getting cloudy. V. went tonight with a serenading party.
25. Christmas day. A quiet one, for people cannot now it seems be joyful. The besom of destruction has swept over our land and left but little to be joyful about and yet we should be thankful that it is no worse with us than it is. We had our time-honored eggnog but this time it was sweetened with syrup. It was very good nevertheless. O. and L. went to Shady Grove. Commenced raining about 12.
26. Rainy day. O. and Mrs. B. went to Col. Hale’s. I went with L. to Mr. Hill's this evening.
27. Still inclement. Sewing for Virgil.
28. Clearing off and getting cold. Susie's birthday. She is one year old and a very fine child with mischief enough in her for any two children. Miss Mackey, Miss Hale spent the day here. This morning, I was rejoiced to receive a letter from Dennis Butt , a young friend who moved to Texas in 59. His mother was a particular friend of mine and he speaks of her very feelingly. She was one of the best of women. His Father he says in in bad health. I must answer it soon, for I shall wish to hear from him again for he is, I think a friend, who thinks of me with affection. I am he says next to his Mother. The girls and Virgil went home with he young ladies. We were treated to quite a noisy serenade tonight.
29. Very cold. V. came home this morning. O. went with Mrs. Hale to a sale at Aubrey’s. I remained at Col. Hale's till evening.
30. Cloudy and warmer. Hard at work today if it is Christmas. O. remained in the Bend I learned, but have not learned whereabouts.
31. And last day of 1864. There it is perhaps written for the last time. In writing this day last year I registered the wish that at on this day we might be no worse off than we were then. Vain wish! for since that time we have lost nearly everything, but we have been fortunate in having good friends. I now, badly situated as we are, humbly wish that this day next year my find us all alive, in good health and living in blessed peace, with no less than we have now of this world’s store. Clear this evening. Getting piercingly cold. The last sun of this year is rapidly sinking in the west. May it next year behold no such scenes as it has looked on this year. O. came home this evening; Mr. Hill with her. She has been staying at Mr. Davis's. Had a large party at Mr. L. Davis's on last night. This is a severe night.
1865

SARAH R. ESPY, PRIVATE JOURNAL 1859-1868
Alabama Department of Archives and History, Montgomery, Alabama
Used with permission.

January 1865

1. New Year’s Day. 1st Sabbath. Very cold; the ground as white as though covered with snow. B. and C. went to Yellow Creek. Mrs. B. called this morning. We hear bad news now, namely, that Hood has fallen back to Corinth. I am much depressed and dread the coming of the enemy. If it was only the Lord’s will that we could have peace, how thankful I certainly would be. A letter from T. dated 14 Dec. at Corinth. He would start next morning to Tenn, was well, but wrote no news, only that they had gained a splendid victory at great sacrifice. I called at Patterson's.
2. Still cold. Drew in cloth of B.'s. Mrs. Campbell came to see to my blue-dyeing. Capt. F. and some other gentlemen called.
3. Very cold. Unwell.
4. Still cold. Busy weaving.
5. More moderate. The guinea-pig given to me by the wife of the head butcher of Hoods army died last night. It has been ailing some time. This climate was too cold for it or else it was an old one; rainy.
6. Inclement. Finished the cloth. Mr. Thornton, Mr. Wood brought home my kettle today. They gave me 15 gallons of syrup for the use of it. They seem much dismayed at Hood’s retreat, and think the Yankees will soon be on them. Some of them in that bend have an abundance and will not divide with us, who the Yankees have despoiled. Well may they fear them; for they will have to get supplies from them next time as there are none on the road.
7. Clearing off. Very cold. O. took Jane went to see Virginia. Cold night.
8. 2nd Sabbath. Clear cold morning. This day 50 years ago Jackson fought the battle of New Orleans, and gained a splendid victory. It is and has been in the hands of the enemy now for a long time. The girls visited Mrs. Brewer.
9. & 10. Cold. I have been troubled for 2 days with a pain in the left shoulder, and fear pneumonia. Rainy. Hard rains tonight.
11. Still rainy. Drew in a dress for Jane. The waters are high.
12. Clear and very cold. We killed the hogs, we got from James. They weighed 324 lbs. and is nice meat. J. Pulling helped us.
13. Cold. Attended to our lard and sausage-meat. There is not much of either, but I am thankful for what there is. Started a letter to Dennis Butt today. Heard cannon today. Hope the letter may reach its destination.
14. Cold and windy. Finished the dress and called at Mr. Rudd’s and Bishop’s.
15. 3rd Sabbath. Clear and cold. We finished the book of Proverbs this morning. I think it the greatest ever written. B. came home today. V. and the children with her. B. and L. went to Cedar Hill. Mr. Brindly is the preacher this year. Miss I. Patterson visited us this afternoon.
16. Somewhat cloudy. V. came home this morning. B. with her, also Virgil and Dick to haul wood for her and plow her garden.
17. Clear and cold. Spent it with Mrs. Hays very pleasantly. O. went with me.
18. Cold. This morning Mr. Hays sent home my leather which he has had since the 1st of November to make shoes for me. It would have been kinder in him to have returned it sooner I think.
19. Still cold.
20. Cloudy. L. and myself spent it at Mr. Campbell's.
21. Inclement day. I am trying to dye with home raised indigo, but am not doing very well with it. It is the only chance now for blue.
22. 4th Sabbath. Rainy day. Mr. Rains called this morning with letters from Mary and Maggie Espy. They write that all is well. James speaks of coming down soon. He has to enter the service again. Two letters tonight from Thomas. The last dated the 14th. He is not well. They are camped near Tupelo, Miss. He thinks they will go down to Columbus. This is bad, in fact all the news we hear now is bad. What is to become of us?-- God alone knows, and it seems he is shutting us up in the hand of the enemy.
23. Still inclement. Busy with the spinning. Clearing off.
24. Cold and clear. O. went to Col. Hale's tonight. Very cold night.
25. Hard freeze. O. came home this morning. Capt. Hale has orders to conscript the boys over 16. It seems then that V. will have to go and it is a bad chance about getting him a horse. O! for a friend in our time of need.
26. Severely cold.
27. Still very cold. A man thought to be a tory, who stole some leather at the tan-yard was shot, but not killed. L. and B. went to Centre.
28. Very cold. We learn this evening that the man who was shot last evening was taken by some soldiers and hung. I feel badly about this for he was only a boy and not positively known to be a tory. Besides the shot would have killed him they say. He was moreover, supposed to be drunk when he took the leather.
29. 5th Sabbath. Severely cold, and the thickest ice that has been this winter. The girls went to see Lieut. P., who came the other day and brought a letter from T. and Tibbie's clothing, which was sent last summer to Montgomery. Poor fellow! perhaps he needs them now. The Lieut. they say is in fine spirits and says the army is too. Part of it is now on the way to S. C. following Sherman, who is aiming for Richmond.
30. Very cold. L. and J. spent it at Mr. Bearden's very pleasantly.
31. Moderating some.

February 1865

1. Pleasant and getting cloudy. L. and J. went this evening to the tanyard, but got no leather. Called on Mrs. Rudd coming back.
2. Clear and cold.
3. Cloudy. Had house-washing today. Finished Virginia’s dyeing; it is very pretty, I think. Knitting gloves for Vivia. Mrs. Green, Miss Bruce visited us this evening. There is now a flash of hope once more, about peace. It is said that England, France and Spain are going to recognize the South after the 4th March, when Lincoln’s term will be out. They say, and truly, that he is only a sectional president besides, being fraudulently elected. Our vice-president and others have gone to Washington to make peace arrangements. God speed them.
4. Cloudy. B. came home this morning. Sis with her; she has heard nothing of John since he left. Did not go to church today.
5. 1st Sabbath. Rainy. O. and V. attended a marriage this evening nevertheless. The parties were old Mr. Hollis and Mrs. Robertson. The girls went to Mr. Rudd's. O. spent the night.
6. Still rainy. Cousin J. Espy came tonight on his way home. He left Thomas well. He thinks the remainder of the army will go to S. C.
7. Still inclement and cold. Lieut. P. visited us this morning.
8. Very cold. Joseph left this morning. Snow and sleet this evening.
9. & 10. Cold. We killed our last hog today.
11. More moderate. Our folks rolling logs on the ground. We are going to tend on Mr. Finley's farm.
12. 2nd Sabbath. Cold. O. went today to see R. Hampton, who was a prisoner we learn at Rock Island, but it was a mistake for he never saw Rock Island. I went this evening to see Miss Rudd, who has been sick . She is better now.
13. Very cold. I went to see Lieut. P, who started this morning to rejoin his command, also, to Mr. Hollis's to see Col. Hale. Mr. Campbell dined here. Lieut. Miles came this evening. Planted onion-buttons.
14. Sleety and cold. Sis broke in on us notwithstanding with the joyfulness of a letter from M. He says he is in fine health and has been with the exception of one month. He received my letter, which Capt. Jacobs duly forwarded, on the 6th December, which he says was the happiest day he has known for a long time; that he has not suffered much and was glad to learn that I knew where he was. That he is resigned to the will of God, knowing that whatever He permits is for the best. He says his cousin Sam Espy, John Espy’s son, of Tenn., is with him and that it is through his uncle John that he wrote this letter. He wrote several letters to Thomas and received one from him while T. was in Atlanta. He hopes he will get to come home next spring. They are only allowed to write one page; says nothing about Rock Island--- only that the winter is the healthiest time there. This has done us all a great deal of good and the most acceptable Valentine we have ever received.
15. Rain; Lieut. Miles left this morning. Virgil went home with V. this evening. Warped our dresses. Warmer.
16. Cloudy, but pleasant morning. Drew in our web of cloth.
17. Pleasant, but the wind is as high as I ever knew it.
18. Fine day. B. and L. went to Shady Grove; Mr. Rudd called this evening.
19. 3rd Sabbath. Fine frosty morning. Lieut. Miles came and went with O. to Cedar Hill. The girls came back this evening.
20. Fine weather. Busy weaving. Sowed seeds this evening.
21. Still pleasant, but getting cloudy.
22. Light rains today. Finished our dresses.
23. A day of continual rain. The tax-collector has an appointment at Matthews, but I cannot attend. We had a terrible fright today; Susie got choked on a cherry-seed and seemed entirely gone, for several minutes, but Dick succeeded in finally pushing it down her throat when she recovered. She was black in the face, and limber. Capt. F. and Lieut. M. spent the night here.
24. Another rainy day. Making our dresses. I am much depressed when I think of our present situation, tho’ I know I should be thankful that we are as well off as we are, I am much distressed about Virgil for he must leave soon and what we are to do we know not.
25. A day of almost incessant rain; we have not seen the sun for over three days. Hung up our meat thinking it would clear off.
26. 4th Sabbath. Clear pleasant morning. The girls went this evening to see the river; it is high and still rising. Dick worked on Hale's mill-dam.
27. Cloudy. J. Pulling, C. Ellis called. A great deal of rain tonight.
28. Still rainy; wrote to Marcellus, and carried it to Mr. Hollis's, where I obtained a stamp and gave it to Col. Hale to mail tomorrow at Centre.

March 1865

1 Still very wet. Mr. Allen the deaf mute came this evening; he is a man of good education and talents.
2. Rainy morning. Mr. A. left after dinner.
3. Still inclement; Virgil's birthday and the 6th anniversary of Virginia's marriage; tremendous rain with thunder tonight.
4. Sunshiny day and getting cool. Capt. Freeman called.
5. 1st Sabbath. Cold. Went with O. and V. to Yellow Creek. A good many out for the times. Miss J. Trippe and Virginia came up; also the Misses Mopping and brother dined here.
6. More pleasant. Capt. F. took supper here. Virgil, who is of age now for the service has joined his company. This is not so bad as being in the regular war as he can be at home more and will not suffer so many hardships.
7 & 8. Pleasant; commenced raining today.
9. Still rainy. The wind shifted this evening to the west and is getting very cold; high winds with sleet tonight.
10. A hard freeze; this is fast-day and Parson Glazner preaches at Yellow Creek, but owing to the great freeze, I shall not attend. B. and L. went.
11. Still very cold; I went with O. on the mountain to Mr. Williams’.
12. 2nd Sabbath. Clear and moderate; Capt. F. and some other gentlemen dined here; B. and O. went this afternoon to Mrs. Bruce’s.
13. Pleasant; warped thread, and sowed more peas and lettuce and Lieut. M. came tonight. Virgil went to see Mr. Davis about getting a sow and pigs, but did not get any now.
14. Cloudy; the girls making pants. V. and Dick commenced plowing at Mr. Finley’s; commenced raining about 12:00.
15. Still rainy. Lieut. M. left early; tremendous rains tonight. Drew in our cloth.
16. Rainy morning; clearing off this evening and getting cold.
17. Frosty morning; I molded candles; a year’s allowance. I much prefer this way and think a great deal is saved by it. I am anxious for a letter from Thomas. We hear good news, now, from the front, if it is true.
18. Pretty day. Had house-cleaning. L. is preparing to take the Boat tomorrow for her father’s.
19. 3rd Sabbath. Fine day; L. got off early. I went with O. to Cedar Hill to hear Mr. Brindly preach. A pretty good turn-out. He came with us to dinner. Sent to Mr. Dupree’s for sweet-potatoes, but owing to the high water did not get any.
20. Warm. Freeman’s G. met today at Leesburg; they are ordered to report at Blue Mountain on the 25th. I do not like this; for I fear they may be sent to S. C. I feel badly about Virgil going, but hope it may turn out for the best. He cannot get to Thomas now, and he is compelled to do something. O! that this cruel war was indeed over. And all could be at peace at home. Planted Irish-potatoes today.
21. Rainy morning. Tonight to our great joy Marcellus arrived in tolerable health, but the thinnest in flesh I ever saw him, he left the prison on the 15 Feb. and came round by Richmond. He has suffered greatly for he never knew what it was to have a full stomach while he stayed there. They vaccinate all the prisoners, immediately, and M. had a dreadfully sore arm and thought he would lose it. It is nearly well, but withered. At the same time he had the scurvy and tumor on his jaw, which is not yet sound. Their quarters were good, had plenty of coal to burn, and plenty of soap and water and the market was good, but he had no money. Capt. Jacobs wrote to the commandant of the post recommending M., but he paid no attention to it. He is a very barbarous man. The Prison is guarded by negro-soldiers and of course, but little mercy is expected from them. M. walked from Social Circle, a distance of 200 miles. His feet are very sore, having been frost bitten.
22. Clear and windy. Sent Dick, who brought Virginia and the children. V. went to Edward’s ferry to meet the Co., but it did not come. I was glad to see him back.
23. Clear. Bedded sweet-potatoes; I think M. is improving right fast. V. took Sis and children home this evening and bedded her sweet-potatoes.
24. Fair and very windy; news came this morning a large force of Yankees are coming down Wills Valley; we got ready to start off the wagon, but did not do it; as no one else is going we thought it best to wait awhile. Miss E. Patterson, Mrs. Hays, called today.
25. Clear No further news from the valley; how I wish we could have peace. Miss I. Patterson here this evening. The two Mrs. Shaw called to see M.
26. 4th Sabbath. Cold. Capt. F. and Lieut. M. called. The Misses Hale, Miss Mackey and the Misses Rudd here today. M. is improving very fast in his looks.
27. Fine day Commenced planting corn and beans. M. helping. It is a great encouragement to V. and Dick having him at home; the Capt. and Lieut. called to bid us good-bye as they are going away.
28 & 29. Still fine weather.
30. Rain last night and cold this morning. O. went with Mrs. B. on the mountain to Mr. F. Hale’s; Miss Hays spent the day here; showery again this evening with winds.
31. Clear and pleasant. The last of March.

    Loss sustained by Sarah R. Espy at the hand of the enemy on June 3 and from the 21 to the 26 of October, 1864:

    June 3rd

    Corn--10 bushels

    	

    Oats--100 bundles.

    	

    Bacon--200 lbs.

    	

    One navy-pistol

    	

    One gallon brandy

    October

    50 bushels corn, of which I sold 25 bushels to the Confederate army and gathered 25

    	

    Leaving--450 bushels

    	

    Fodder--80 bundles

    	

    Oats--50 dozen

    	

    Wheat--10 bushels

    	

    Rye--5 bushels

    	

    16 hogs and 3 shoats

    	

    Flour--200 lbs.

    	

    Syrup--5 gallons

    	

    1 bushel onions and 2 bushels Irish-potato seed

    	

    6 head sheep

    	

    1 India-rubber-gin-band

    	

    Well-rope and pulley (Cast)

    	

    The fencing burnt around 30 acres of land

    	

    1 feather bed weighing between 35 and 40 lbs.

    	

    3 quilts and an indefinite quantity of clothing taken on the 3rd of June amongst which was men’s fine apparel of broadcloth, satinette and 25 bushels of old corn

April 1865

1. Beautiful day; went with B. and Cousin Agnes to Yellow Creek; few persons there two received by a letter; planted bunch-beans and other seeds.
2. 1st Sabbath. Fine day; the girls and M. went to church; Elder Glazner and Mr. M. Davis came to dinner. We learn that the Federals have taken Selma, thereby cutting off our salt-market. This is deplorable.
3. All appearance of good weather; the boys commenced planting of the Finley farm. M. dropping for them. Parson Glazner called this evening.
4. Fine day, but windy; Parson G. called awhile this morning. He had heard of a fight between the Scouts and Tories near Van Buren in which two of our Capts. are said to have fallen. Capt. Cason, Mr. Johnson spent the night here.
5. Fine weather; this morning we were informed that the Federals were advancing on us both from above and below. We sent for the boys in haste, but we got ready to start them off Mr. Larmer came and told it was not so. We were glad to hear it. It frightens me dreadfully to hear they are coming. M. went to Mr. Hale’s and to Virginia;s and I cannot feel thankful enough that he is at home. That he is not wearing his life away in the prison at Rock Island. May all the other poor fellows be released too. Drew in a piece of table-clothing.
6. Cloudy. Mr. Larmer called. We now hear various accounts from Carolina, one of which is that Johnson has captured Sherman and half his army. I doubt this. A good deal of rain today. Remodeled a hat for Jane.
7. Rainy morning. Marcellus returned; left all well. The news of Sherman’s capture came to Rome written on the back of a letter he learnt from Mr. Trippe.
8. Clear and windy. M. went to see Cousin Agnes. I sent Dick with him and got a ewe lamb she had promised me. Getting cloudy again.
9. 2nd Sabbath. A close rainy day. Mrs. Hays stopped awhile out of the rain.
10. Hard rains today.
11. Still cloudy; went with Mrs. B. this evening to P. May, who has just returned from the prison at Camp Morton, Ind.
12. Rainy. Making shirts for Marcellus. O. got out the cloth today.
13. A rain today.
14. Good Friday. Clear. Sowed lettuce seeds this evening.
15. Rainy day. Some soldiers, who camped at Leesburg called; Capt. F. called as he returned. He did not cross the Tenn.
16. 3rd Sabbath. Easter; pretty day. The girls and M. went to Cedar Hill. Mrs. Bearden, Mrs. Whitton, Capt. F., Lieut. M. came to dinner. Parson Price and Brindly spent the night. M. went to Mr. Hale’s and brought a letter from T. dated 31st March. He was taken at Smithfield, N. C. and in good health. Wrote nothing about the war. We now hear that Richmond is certainly evacuated and the seat of government will be Macon.
17. Clear fine day. Some soldiers dined here. We planted sugar-corn and indigo.
18. Cloudy and windy. Capt. F. left this morning. Making hat for Mrs. Howard.
19. Fine day. The spring advancing rapidly and the air is heavy with perfume of a thousand flowers. Roses are opening; the lilies and lilacs are fading.
20. A great deal of rain last night; I went with O. to see Virginia. Found all well; the roads are very bad indeed, and more water on the ground than I ever saw before. We brought Genevieve home with us.
21. Rainy morning. Our boys are disappointed by it in going over the river to the mill.
22. Clear and cool. Capt. F. came today; he thinks that V. will have to go with him to Blue Mountain to report next week. He is compelled to do something, but I feel badly about it. O! for peace that my children could stay at home. Four gentlemen spent the night here. Very cool again.
23. 4th Sabbath. Clear windy day. O. and M. went this morning to Class meeting. She and B. went this evening to see Pamela Espy. Lieut. M. spent the night. The boys and I covered the vegetables as we fear there will be frost.
24. Plenty of frost, but it did little harm; the girls making pants for the Capt. I am making some for M. Capt. F. returned today. I never felt worse, I think in my life. Virgil must leave soon and I am unable to mount him without breaking my team. He has been trying to get a saddle as the Yankees took his, but cannot find one. I cannot be thankful enough for the return of Marcellus, and the great help he has been to us, but still I grieve much about Virgil.
25. Still cool; the Capt. went to Centre; we hear that the Federals are on this side of Jacksonville coming this way. Capt. F. says there is great excitement in C. preparing for their visit and moving out their valuables. They camped last night 8 miles this side of Jacksonville.
26. Fine day. V. tried again today for a saddle without success; he called at Virginia’s. She has had bad news from John. It is supposed he is captured. Several of his Co. have reached home. They say the last they saw of him he was firing at the Yankees and did not come out with them. I am very uneasy about him. Capt. F. left today. He and a part of his Co. will report to Gen. Hill, who is thought to be near Jacksonville. The Yankees went back we learn. He gave V. a furlough for ten days or till he can mount himself.
27. Cloudy. The girls went to Judge Harralson’s. V. commenced plowing corn. The Capt. came back this evening and told V. that they must all report to Gen. Hill before the 1st May or be treated as deserters. I had hoped to have kept him out, but it seems there is not any chance. I think, too, that the cause is hopeless. I fear the South through the influence of her leaders has committed a great wrong. Now innocent people must suffer for it.
28. Cloudy. V. started this morning. I did not feel so badly as I expected for I know there is no help for it. He must submit. The girls came home and informed me that I must pay tax yet. Only the state tax is repealed. I went with B. to Col. Hale’s and turned the matter over to him. Saw a soldier, who says it is true that Gen. Lee has surrendered. His army was thought to be invincible, but numbers can overpower any.
30. 5th Sabbath. Pretty day. Virgil and the Lieut. returned this morning and brought us a fine fish. Went to Cedar Hill this evening. Heard Mr. Brindly preach to a tolerable number of persons. Gen H. orders them to take up all, who are subject to military service. I do not like this. There are too many lying out to be taken on peaceable turns.

May 1865

1. Cool. Capt. F. came today. He is determined to try to carry out his orders from Gen. H. and will start tomorrow.
2. Pleasant. V. went with them this morning; M. and Dick commenced planting at the Finley place. J. Pulling helping them. L. came by the Boat today. Susie has grown a lot.
3. Still dry. This evening V. returned; they arrested several whom they will guard tonight at Rudd’s. V. will not go to Blue Mountain as guard. The Capt. letting him off. The Lieut. spent the night. Finished planting today.
4. Cool and dry. O. and myself both quite unwell with cold. I am much distressed on her account for her health does not improve, still she engages in active employment for she is one who will not be idle. Dick helping plant corn at Mr. Brewer’s.
5. Warm. We are both better of our colds. The girls drew in a little web of cloth. There is a picnic on hand tomorrow, to be held at Dublin, Vivia and Susie have fine times together. They both take to their uncle M. wonderfully; he is very fond of children and encourages them to do so.
6. Pleasant. This morning Capt. F. returned with the bad news of the downfall of the Confederacy, Gen. Johnston having also surrendered and given up the country east of the Chattahoochie river. He did not learn much of the terms of the surrender only, that we are to go back in the Union as we were before the war. If this can be carried out, it will be well for us, but I much doubt it. The young folks feel badly, but finally concluded to go on with their party. Virginia came up this evening. She was surprised to find us all so cast down; the people down her way are rejoicing at the prospect of peace. We were made glad this evening by the arrival of James and Joseph Espy. They left all well at home, think we will have no more fighting for awhile at least.
7. 1st Sabbath. Pretty day. We all went to Church; a good congregation We have had a heavy shock today by the arrest of Freeman’s men, Virgil among them, for arresting the Starlings the other night, and two of the men retained their horse. V. did nothing but help guard the prisoners, but he must suffer with the rest. I think I had rather have died than such a thing to happen to a son of mine, tho’ he was innocent of all intention of wrong and only was obeying the Capt’s. orders. The officers came here to dinner and then took the boys to Centre. M. took V. and Vivia home. Truly, the sorrows of my heart are enlarged.
8. Showery morning. James and Marcellus went to Centre to see how the affair would terminate. They came back this evening with Virgil, and the Lieut. He effected a compromise with Starling and obtained a release. Otherwise they would have been retained for trial, for Starling had a grudge at us it seems and was vindictive. A party of men was here in the lane all the evening. We supposed looking out for the Capt. They left as the boys came. They were only a pack of cowards, who cannot face men so well as women.
9. Fine day. As James has a great deal of work on hand (two shops and his farm) and as we have not crop enough to employ him, we have concluded to let V. go home with James and work with him, it being J.’s wish to have him. I shall be better satisfied, than if he was at home for, from character, this is a bad set they have angered. Olivia goes too, for they came purposely for her. We cut and made a light coat for V. this evening.
10. Fine day. They left early. M. going to Chattooga with them to help them along. I feel crushed to death by this great sorrow, and look to the future with dread for I think we have everything to fear if we are subjugated as I suppose we are. O! how dark looks all to me, and that is to be the end of it. Several gentlemen called today. We made a season and set out more potato slips. M. set in to regular plowing today. What a mercy he is with me. And may it please the Lord for him to remain. His judgement is so correct about business matters and he helps us so much.
11. Cloudy morning. I am not well, having passed a sleepless night. Rain today and getting very cool. Lieut. M. returned without getting his horse; Mrs. Smith, Sallie Espy dined here; set out cabbage-plants.
12. Very cool morning. Col. Hale called. He brought my tax receipts having attended to that matter for me. I have paid $240 and the county tax is still unpaid. He knows nothing definite of the terms of surrender yet. We are busily spinning a well-rope to replace the one the Yankees took.
13. Pretty weather. Dr. Woods brought me a sow and pigs today for which I have to pay corn at the old prices. I have none to spare really, but there is no other way of getting any it seems. They are sorry-looking too.
14. 2nd Sabbath. Clear and beautiful day. Soldiers are passing constantly on their way home. It looks like the war was indeed over, for a time at least. I have fears that it is only a lull in the tempest and will be resumed with a dead fury. The girls went this evening to see Mr. Campbell.
15. Fine day. I went this morning and settled my account with M. Smith, the blacksmith. Mrs. Harralson, Mrs. Bruce, spent the day here. A soldier dined here.
16 & 17. Dry and pleasant.
18. Warm and a good rain today. Set out cabbage-plants. Sent Dick over to Crouch’s Mill today with J. Pulling.
19. Very warm and a tremendous rain tonight.
20. Clear; set out potato-slips; the men are getting home fast now. Dick got back all safe. Heard about the death of Dr. Treadwell, who was killed yesterday by Capt. Freeman. We learn that Thomas is coming round with the wagons; nothing definite yet about the surrender. Our Commissioners are still at Washington over the terms of the peace.
21. 3rd Sabbath. Delightful morning. John, Virginia and the children came up and went to Cedar Hill. B. and M. also went. Mr. Wilder called this evening. Had green peas and mulberry tarts for dinner today.
22. Tremendous rain this morning. L. and Mrs. B. drew in a piece of cloth today.
23. Warm. Lieut. M. called on his way from Kingston whither the soldiers have to go to get their paroles. Lieut. P. here this evening. Also E. Espy. He says that Thomas went by Lincolnton to visit his relations as he was so near them and did not know when he would be in N. C. again.
25. Mr. and Mrs. Neely dined here today on their way to see Mrs. Randall who is said to be in the last stage of consumption. Pleasant.
26. Fine weather. I have headache.
27. All appearance now of dry weather.
28. 4th Sabbath. Cool fine morning. Wrote a letter of O. and Virgil, as I shall have a chance to sent it tomorrow. Miss I. Patterson here this evening.
29, 30 &31. Very cool. The rust has appeared on the wheat and I fear will cut it off. Many people, too, are depending on it for bread, in such case I know not what will be done unless it can be brought into the country.

June 1865

1. Very dry and nights cool. Had Irish-potatoes today, but our garden is needing rain bad.
2. Warm. Made a season today and set out slips.
3. Still dry and warm. Went with B. to church. A little better turn-out than usual now that the men have got home and everything is quiet. A great contrast to this day last year when the enemy were here plundering my house and destroying my property. May they never be here again. Went with L. to see Mrs. Campbell; heard of the death of Mrs. Randall. Had beets today for dinner.
4. 1st Sabbath. Clear and warm morning. The girls and M. went to Yellow Creek. Mr. and Mrs. Davis came home with them. A large congregation, they said.
5. Very warm and getting so dry. M. and Dick constructed rope-works and we made our well-rope. A good one too.
6. Clear and very warm. The boys helped Mr. Rudd cut wheat today. I rode to R. Espy’s this morning. Visited Mrs. Rudd this evening.
7. Still very dry and warm. Mr. Rudd and son, R. Espy, cut with us today; our wheat is very sorry, the rust having ruined it.
8. Still dry and hot. I went with Mrs. R. on the mountain to visit Mrs. Bearden. Had a fine treat of cherries and also of honey. Our boys finished cutting wheat today.
9. Still warm and dry. The girls went this evening to Mr. Bearden’s to take back a spectacle case that I brought home by mistake; a fine shower tonight which never came in better time.
10. Oppressively warm. I started a letter to O. and V. by Mr. Brewer this morning. M. set out slips. Hard rain this evening.
11. 2nd Sabbath. Very warm. No preaching near here. Thomas arrived this evening in tolerable health. He has been taking his time and getting along as he could. People assisted him a good deal. He knows but little of what our conquerors will do with us, but our situation for some years will be a hard one; thinks the slaves are free unconditionally.
12. Still very warm. Mr. Hays, Mr. Copelin called. A great rain today.
13. Cloudy. The boys finished the oats and went into the rye.
15. Showery. Making rye-straw hat for T. On this day last year Marcellus was captured.
16. Excessively warm. This evening a storm of wind and hail followed by the greatest rain I ever saw fall. A good deal of damage done. Parson Brindly spent the night here.
17. Still warm. T. went to Shady Grove. I finished a hat for Marcellus.
18. 3rd Sabbath. Warm day. I went with T. and L. to Shady Grove and to Mr. Davis’s. T. preached to a good congregation.
19. Warm. Set out our last slips this evening.
20. Clear and more pleasant. This evening I took up our estate-papers, which has been buried some time. They are a good deal injured.
21. And longest day. Pleasant morning. Assorted the papers and put them away. Mr. Reeves came today. He says there is no business doing in Centre, at all, nor will, I suppose till the new regulations are set up. No Yankees at Centre yet.
22. Very warm. T. and L. set out slips this evening.
23. Sultry. Helped B. tuck a dress. Mr. R. left this evening. He is going to reside in Rome. B. went to Judge Haralson’s this evening.
24. Still sultry. The 5th anniversary of Mr. Espy’s death. B. came home
25. 4th Sabbath. Warm. We are needing rain much now. No preaching near. B. and I went to see A. Hollis, who has been sick.
26. Still very warm. L. Mackey, who is just returned from prison, called to see us; he has been for 16 months in Camp Delaware, the worst of all northern prisons and looks badly. Can our boys ever forget the dismal prisons where they have suffered so much? He says that Mr. Truitte has come up again and will move back this fall.
27. Still dry and hot. R. Espy brought a coat to make. Mr. Truitte came and spent the night with us. The Yankees have established posts where he lives and from what he says they are severer on the negroes than ever their masters were and allow them less liberty. They all are with their former owners for this year at least. Their freedom will not be ratified until Congress meets in October.
28. Cool morning. Mr. T. left early. Commenced the coat the girls helping me.
29. Very warm again. I finished the coat this evening.
30. Still warm and dry. Sowed cabbage-seeds this evening. Rain tonight.

July 1865

1. Rainy morning. Thomas is going round getting subscribers to a school, which he proposes to teach in this neighborhood.
2. 1st Sabbath. Fine day. The girls, T. and M. went to Yellow Creek. Brethren Glazner, Davis and Mrs. Aubrey came home with them. Miss Shackleford called.
3. Clear warm day. Today I contracted with Jane and Dick to serve the remainder of the year, such being the federal law. I give them their victuals and clothing, the proceeds of their patches and they are to perform their duties as heretofore. The freedom of the negroes will not be ratified until Congress meets which will be in October. Mrs. Brewer here this evening.
5. The warmest day of the year yet. Went with L. down to John’s. All well there.
6. Still warm and dry. Mrs. Bearden spent the day here; Mr. and Mrs. Campbell the evening. Brother Joe Espy brought Virgil home this evening--left all well; O. wrote me that she does not think the pills Dr. P. sent her has done her much good, that she will remain till fall, unless I want her to come sooner. V. has grown in height, I think. He wished to see us he said, I am glad he came, for I want him to go to school every day.
7. Still warm, and no prospect of rain. Wrote to O. this evening as Brother Joe insists on starting back in the morning. B. is going with him for he won’t travel by himself. She will return with Mr. B.
8. Another warm day. They started early this morning. Cut a vest.
9. 2nd Sabbath. Still warm. The boys went to Concord. G. Bearden came to dinner.
10. Warm. This evening Mr. Hale in haste for M. as the Tories are in the vicinity. They have taken R. Hale prisoner until they can find his son L. Hale, against whom they prefer charges of taking their property. M. was not at home, but he could not have gone had he been here, as he has nothing to ride, the mules having been driven to mill today.
11. Showery. Another squad of Federals in this morning--taking up the branded horses and mules. The band captured L. Hale yesterday and compelled him to make restitution. Making coat for Marcellus.
12. Warm. Mrs. Bearden called bringing straw to make Giles’s hat.
13, 14, and 15. Dry but more pleasant; had general house-cleaning. Shower this evening. Visited at Lieut. Patterson’s this evening.
16. 3rd Sabbath. Cloudy. Went to Cedar Hill with M. and V. Mr. Clifton preached to a good congregation. Virginia and children were there. Showers today. Hard rain this evening. T. came home from Shady Grove.
17. Cloudy. Thomas opened his school this morning. M. and V. attending. Mr. R. Thornton came today to see me about boarding his adopted son, whom he wished to attend the school, and to stay here. I was sorry, but I could not accommodate him. He got him in at Mr. Mackey’s, however. T. had 35 scholars today.
18. Showery. I am unwell. Finished G. Bearden’s hat.
19. Very warm. Still not well. Preparing thread for the loom.
20. Sultry.
21. Still hot. Drew in our cloth and commenced weaving. Lieut. P. called. T. had 40 scholars.
22. Still warm. Mr. Hale sent for the boys to attend at the crossroads as they hear that the Tories are coming and wish to make some arrangements about meeting them. Dow Hale having orders from the Federal Commander at Jacksonville to make up a Co. for the defense of this country. G. B. called for his hat. Mrs. B returned today, but B. did not. She is sick of flux. Babe has also had it, but she is nearly well. James’ family had it also.
23. 4th Sabbath. An extremely warm day. M. went to John’s. A. Espy spent the night here. Miss I. Patterson here this evening.
24. Very warm. Made hat for Alfred. Shower this evening.
25. Sultry. Engaged in weaving. Thomas’ school still increases and I think he likes the employment very well. Pretty rain.
26. Warm with light showers. Dick is helping R. Espy on a sugar-mill. Susie sick tonight; gave her calomel.
27. Still very warm.
28. Sultry with a light shower. Susie sick again tonight.
29. Still hot. Susie better. I called on Mrs. B. this evening.
30. 5th Sabbath. More pleasant. T. and M. went to Shady Grove. The negroes also.
31. A very warm day. Getting on very well with my weaving.

August 1865

1. Very warm. The meeting is still going on at Shady Grove; Dick went today. A. Espy came tonight. He starts for B. in the morning. T. has 49 scholars.
2. Warm. Alfred left early. A fine shower this evening; making hats for Mrs. Howard.
3. Still sultry. Finished my weaving. Mrs. Bearden called this evening.
4. Warm. Unwell today and threatened with diarrhea which is very common in the
country; I think I have woven too hard this hot weather.
5. Still warm. We put out a few dryers of peaches this morning. We have but few peaches this year to dry. Our main orchard being turned out by the Yankees. Went with Thomas to Yellow Creek. Brother Davis came to dinner. Shower today. T. went to Mr. Glenn’s to see Mrs. Hendricks, who is very low and wishes to hear preaching; he will preach tonight.
6. 1st Sabbath. L. and the boys went to church. Parsons Glazner and Culberson came home with them. Mrs. H. died yesterday afternoon and is to be buried at Yellow Creek this evening.
7. Went to church today. A good meeting. Berenice got home this evening. O. is improving in health, but there was complaint in the family.
8. Very warm. Put out more fruit today. The meeting increases in interest.
9. Sultry. Went to church. A lively time today and again at night. The house is generally crowded at night. A good many inquirers.
10. Still very dry and warm. I did not go today. Marcellus joined the church today. He professed religion about a year ago, while in prison. Rock Island, is to him a sanctified place. A great excitement tonight. Judge Walden dined with us today.
11. Excessively warm. Refilled our dryers. T. and M. went to church. Parson G., Mr. and Mrs. Davis came to dinner. He preached this evening at Mr. Hays’s. Mrs. H being bedridden. She joined the church this evening. M. sat up tonight at Mr. Stimpson’s whose two children are very low with fever.
12. Still sultry. The night is the most pleasant time to attend church. A great excitement tonight; two joined the church--one professed. Parson and Mrs. Glazner came home with us.
13. 2nd Sabbath. Sultry. Large congregation. Mr. Smith, a Presbyterian preached today. He and his sister-in-law, Mrs. King, came home with us. I went tonight. A good meeting and the meeting breaks tomorrow at the water. Three are to be baptized.
14. Still hot. Mrs. M. left this morning. B. went with M. to the mountain on which the baptism was performed and the meeting broke. I should have liked to have been there, but we all could not go. T. resumed his school this morning. A shower this evening. M. sowed a few turnip-seeds.
15. Still warm. The shower did but little good, the sun shines so hotly; put out more fruit; Mr. Stimpson’s children are on the mend.
16. Sultry; cut a coat for A. Espy and commenced sewing on it.
17. Still very warm. Went with B. to cousin Agnes’s thence to the mineral-springs and dyed some thread copperas in the sediment for Virginia. Called at Mr. S.’s to see the sick children. Both are better, but one is very low yet.
18. Hot. Commenced making syrup at Mr. B.’s for our cane is ready and will not wait. R. Espy being sick puts me out, about the syrup. We made today the best article of it I have ever seen.
19. Still dry and warm. Went on with the syrup successfully. T. and L. went this evening to Mr. Campbell’s.
20. 3rd Sabbath. Dry hot day. Went to Yellow Creek with L. and the boys to hear our old preacher Wm. Minette. He preached the funeral sermon of Mr. Howard and sons to a large congregation. Went this evening to see Mrs. Hays. She is mending. A most atrocious murder was committed last Thursday night on the person of Mrs. Hall, a few miles above Cedar Bluff. Her husband, who has hitherto, a respectable man, has been arrested on suspicion of having committed the crime. She leaves 7 children, one of which, a babe, lay on her arm deluged in blood, but unhurt.
21. The hottest day yet. At work on the syrup. A light shower this evening. T. went to Shady Grove tonight to meeting.
22. Warm; cut our indigo; also cut and commenced a coat for J. Espy.
23. Cooler. We are progressing finely with our syrup making, though we have to boil it in pots.
24. 25. & 26. Still dry, and hot. Finished of syrup boiling for a time. We have our barrel nearly full and several gallons loomed out. It is the best I ever saw. The meeting at Shady Grove is still going on, but we have been too busy to attend; meeting commenced today at Cedar Hill. 1. went to Shady Grove last evening.
27. 4th Sabbath. Warm. John and V. came up to attend the meeting. V. brought her trunk and expects to remain till the close. Mr. Shook, J. Espy came to dinner.
28. Cool mornings now, but so dry and dusty. Went with V. to church today. Mr. Finley, who reached here a few days ago, dined with us; he brought a letter to me from Mrs. F. They are so nearly broken up by the Yankees that they are not able to return here this fall. She is much dismayed at the fatal termination of the war in which she has lost 2 brothers.
29. Still dry. V. and B. went to church. A good meeting. T., who is not teaching this week went with the girls tonight. Our boys are gathering fodder .
30. Light showers. Went with V. to church and spent the day. Mr. F. came and went with the girls to night meeting. Election of delegates to the Convention and administering the oath of amnesty to the men before allowing them to vote. T. went to Centre for the double purpose of taking he oath and voting. He preached tonight at Cedar Hill. A good meeting.
31. A pretty rain today. V. and B. went to morning service, and attended the burial of Willie Stimpson, who died yesterday. The meeting closed.

September 1865

1. Showery. I have made a mistake in my dates, for it was today the meeting closed and yesterday was Election-day.
2. Cloudy. We finished a coat for T. Virgil took V. and children home this morning. T., B., and M. went to Yellow Creek. Parson G. and Mr. B. came home with them. John sent word to me by Virgil to meet him this evening over at L. Cunningham's to see if we can get anything for what he is owing B. and myself. He having left and the creditors are taking what they can get. It rained so that I could not go.
3. 1st Sabbath. Cloudy. M. went to Church. T. and L. to Shady Grove, where T. has an appointment. John and W. Cunningham came this morning. W. C. is willing to let us have anything left there if it suits us.
4. Warm with shower this evening. I met J. T. this morning at the ferry with the wagon. I went to visit Mrs. Adrian, L. to visit at Mr. McGhee while John tended to our business with W. Cunningham. We brought away several things, some of which we have no use for, but it was better that, than nothing. Among them is a gine that we have not use for. We got a cupboard, wardrobe, two bedsteads, a corn sheller, one pair of andirons, an old wheel-barrow. Met John and L. at Mr. Goode's. Marcellus started to school again. V. is helping Mrs. B. with her syrup in Dick's place today.
5. Still warm. Making hat for Mr. Adrian. Gathering peas. Sheared our lamb.
6. Very warm. Sunning wheat; went with B. tonight to Yellow Creek, but Parson G. did not come. A good congregation out.
7. Cloudy; A. Espy came today. I got our kettle, having finished his mill at last. B. &. L. drawing in the loom B.’s dress.
8 and 9. Cloudy with showers; T. went this evening to an appointment on Spring Creek. Hard rain this evening.
10. Sabbath. Still cloudy; Mr. Russel is conducting a meeting over the river but none of us have gone yet; I went this evening to see Tip. Rudd who is in bad health; Parson Neely, & Clifton there.
11. Warm; we recommenced making syrup; a good rain this evening. Olivia came home accompanied by Joseph; she thinks her health is improving, but she does not look well yet; left the relatives all well.
12. Still warm; we went on with the syrup-making, but it is not so fair as our other, the cane being very ripe. O. &. Joseph went to visit Virginia. All well at John's.
13. Warm; syrup-making; they came back this morning; fourra?
14. Still warm; we finished our syrup this evening; B. and Joseph went to Cousin Agnes's. Mr. Finley spent the night here.
15. Very warm; Mr. F. &. Joseph left early; O. preparing wool for a dress; M. went to meeting tonight over the river.
16. Still warm; T. went Shady Grove; had a general house-cleaning. M. went to meeting again tonight; hard rain tonight.
17. 3rd Sabbath. Warm; G. Bearden spent the day here; the young folks went to singing at Yellow-Creek this evening; L. Mackey came with them.
18. Still warm; helping O. prepare the mixed wool and cotton for her dress; not feeling well today.
19. Cooler; still helping O. as it is a serious job.
20. Very cool cloudy day; finished mixing; Miss Mackey, Mrs. Hale came home with the boys from school.
21. Warmer; Mr. Finley called to bid us good-bye & to know if I wished to send letters by him to my relatives in N. C. I finished letters this evening for Aunt Cleaveland & Mrs. Finley. His aunt is the last one of my mother's numerous family of brothers & sisters. I wish that I could see her.
22. Pleasant day; Virgil & Dick hauling rails to rebuild our fencing which the Yankees burnt.
23. Warm; made a matrass this evening.
24. 4th Sabbath. Still warm; went with O. to visit Mrs. Hays; she is able now to be about her business; spent a pleasant day with her.
25. Very warm for the season; visited Mrs. Campbell this evening with Lizzie.
28. Pleasant morning; Virgil & Dick started to mill & the wool factory 25 miles above here, L. went with them, to her Father's. Helping O. with her work.
27. Pleasant; B., O. & M. went to a candy-party tonight at Mr. Hay's.
28. Still fine weather; the boys came home this evening; Dick is very unwell with diarrhea & has been for the last two days; they left my wool for L. to bring tomorrow when she comes with her Father, who will attend the Association at Shady-Grove.
29. Cool nights, but very warm days; I went this evening to see Mr. Jones about getting some work done; L. & her Pa came tonight.
30. Pleasant day; T., O. and myself went with L. and Mr. McNeely to the Association; a good congregation; I attended the sitting of that body this evening at the house; there was preaching at the stand; O. who has not been well lately, had a bad spell tonight; I did not sleep much for her fever lasted all night; I am distressed about her, for it seems that medicine does her little good.

October 1865

1. 1st Sabbath. Very pleasant day; O. better this morning; the boys, B., L., &. the negroes all went to the association.
2. Fine day; went with L., B. & Virgil to the Association; Parson McNeely preached to a large congregation. B. supplied T.'s place in the school.
3. Cool morning; L. went home with her Father; we drew in O.’s dress.
4. Fine weather but so dry and dusty; gathering corn. B. went to visit Virginia and make collection of the patrons of her school last year.
5. Pleasant; I am getting on finely with O.’s dress considering the fineness of it.
6. Still fine weather; Mr. Sandford Smith spent the night with us; it has been nearly 4 years since I saw him; I am always glad to see an old friend and hear him talk.
7. Cool; T. gave his Calhoun-land to Mr. T. in exchange for a couple of mares this morning and then started to take Mr. S. to Jacksonville; I went to the tan-yard this evening but got no leather.
8. 2nd Sabbath. Fine day; Miss M. Shackleford called; John and Virginia came home with B. O. not well this evening. Vivia stays this week.
9. Cool and dry; I went to see Mr. Jones this morning about making. O. some fine shoes and repairing M.'s saddle. M. is disabled by a boil every day.
10. Pleasant excepting the dust; O. not well; I believe she has slight chills every day, as she has fever; making her dress.
11. Very cool night; O. still unwell; went to Mr. Jones's this evening.
12. Fine day; Mrs. S. spent the day here; Marcellus better, O. still feverish every day.
13. Still pretty weather; T. started to Gadsden to take another oath, but heard there was no one there to administer it and came back. He then to meeting on the mountain, B. supplies his place at school. A good rain this evening.
14. Rainy; cut our indigo; quarterly-meeting commenced at Cedar Hill today; T. went to Shady-Grove. O. is getting better.
15. 3rd Sabbath. Cool day; B. and the boys went to church taking Genevieve with them to go home with her parents. Dr. Ralls, whom I have not seen for some years took supper with us. O. better.
16. Still cool; rebuilding our fence.
17. Fine day; Virginia spent the day here, Mrs. Williams, the new bride, and Miss Sue Hale visited us this evening.
18. Cloudy and a little rain. I fear it will be cloudy tomorrow and obscure the great annular eclipse which I am anxious to see.
19. Clear; the eclipse was to me a grand sight, I never saw one of that kind before and will hardly see another. The weather became sensibly colder during the eclipse. Weaving bridle reins
20. Pretty weather; we need rain to sow wheat; Amelia Espy spent day here. At work on my woolen-counterpanes.
21. Still cool; finished the counterpanes.
22. 4th Sabbath. Fine day; I went with O. to see Cousin Agnes, what a contrast between this quiet peaceful day to what this sabbath was last year, when for the first time we heard the roar of cannon at Blount's and the enemy with us all the time.
23. Fine day; and although there his been but very little frost yet the Indian-summer has fairly set in; the leaves are getting yellow and there is that haze in the atmosphere peculiar to this season. Went with O. in the wagon to John's as B.'s patrons has promised her some hogs. I wove this morning a band for the gin-wheel, the Yankees have destroyed our gum-elastlc one.
24. Warm; got but two shoats, and brought them home this morning. Parson Price stayed here last night. Commenced spinning wool-- the rolls are very sorry; I hardly know it is my own wool, but was exchanged at the Factory. Marcellus again badly off with boils.
25. Still clear and warm; one of the shoats got out this evening.
26. Getting cloudy; M. better; Mr. Bouchelle, a nephew of Mr. Finley called this evening.
27. Rainy morning; the dust is once more laid, and people may plow their ground. L. returned this evening, and James and Margaret Espy also. They left all well at home.
28. Cool; had house-washing; R. Espy dined here.
29. Frost this morning. Maggie went with B., O. and M. to Smiths Chapel to hear Dr. Ralls preach. She and Olivia went home with Virginia from church. Cold day.
30. Cold morning; the girls came home; making preparations for O.'s marriage which is to take place to-morrow night. We will have no one out of the family present, however. Bartered for some castings this evening; a thing I greatly needed but had to pay high for; Joseph Espy arrived this evening accompanied by his cousin Mr. Davis.
31. Pleasant; James returned with Virginia; J. Espy went to Centre where J. Trippe met him and returned with him; Thomas performed the ceremony, and we had quite a pleasant little family-party. I feel grieved to part with her for she is all in all to me. She has had entire management of the household affairs for some years and is resolute and untiring. May she be blest with the husband of her choice.

November 1865

1. Beautiful day; Olivia and party left early, Marcellus going with and driving Maggie, James took his oxen; Virgil and Dick going with him to Chattooga river to help him on. What a change is made in the family by her final departure. She has often left before, but we knew that she would return again, now we know that she will never be here again what she has been. Resumed wool-spinning.
2. Commenced raining.
3. Still rainy; Mr. Brewer called to let us know the bridal-party got safely home. He dined there yesterday, had a small party at dinner he says
4. Clearing off cold; finished my wool spinning; Mr. Bouchelle came this evening. Getting very cold.
5. 1st Sabbath. Ice this morning and so cold I did not go to Church; Mr. B., Thos., and Berenice went, Mr. B. left this evening.
6. Still cold; M..returned this evening; left all well; James was so unfortunate as to get one of his oxen killed after getting them home.
7. Fine day; breaking fallow-ground to sow wheat in; J. visited Mrs. Rudd this evening.
8. Fine cool day tho’ we had ice this morning.
9. Still cool; warped my jeans web this evening.
10. Cold; drew in the cloth and commenced weaving.
11. Pleasant; T. brought 2 hogs home he got of Mr. Beck; my jeans is very wide and consequently right hard work.
12. 2nd Sabbath. Pretty day; no preaching; M. went to the singing at Cedar Hill; T. visited at Patterson's this evening.
l3 . Fine day; I must be very busy as I have V.’s harness which she will soon need herself; besides I have a great deal of weaving between this and Christmas.
14. Cloudy; our folks commenced sowing wheat on the Truitte place, G. Whitton plowing for Thos. Commenced raining.
15. A good deal of rain fell last night; I am getting on well with my jeans, making a superior article of cloth.
16. Fine warm weather; our boys finished the wheat sowing.
17. Very warm; I went to Mr. Stimpson's this evening to see about getting a hog.
18. Warm day; T. and L. went to Shady Grove; the boys went to Mr. S.'s and brought away the hog Mr. Jones brought home M.’s saddle this evening.
19. 3rd Sabbath. Fine day; B. and J. went to Cedar Hill; John and Virginia came up; M. barely able to walk with a boil.
20. The finest weather I ever saw; planted a crop of Shallots which Mr. Davis sent me; L. planted peas at the Tatum place where they propose living next year threatening rain this evening.
21. Clear again.
22. Fine day; got cut my jeans today.
23. Warm pretty day; drew in a web of cloth for Sis. It works light and well and will give me no trouble.
24. Cold mornings but warm days. It is said by the "oldest inhabitants" that such an autumn has not been known before. Parson Glazner dined with us today.
25. Still fine weather; turning colder.
26. 4th Sabbath. Fine Indian-summer like weather; spent this day at Judge Haralson’s pleasantly. A fine family; they will soon return to their home in DeKalb Co. The judge is in very bad health.
27. 28. 29. Still fine weather; finished Virginia’s cloth; cold.
30. Very cold morning; went with L. to Centre as I find I must also take the oath of amnesty. Stopped at Judge Walden's, went with L. to Echol’s where she did shopping. Mr. E. went with me to the Provost Marshall's Office where I subscribed to the Oath. Visited Mr. Pratt this evening. Spent a pleasant day. Mrs. W. is a very pleasant woman.

December 1865

1. Warmer; making pants for Marcellus.
2. Warm fine day; none of us went to Yellow Creek but T.
3. 1st Sabbath. One unpleasant thing took place this morning with Jane. She has been giving me trouble for some time. Wished to do she pleased, regardless of her contract. Parson G. and G. Bearden came to dinner. L. had a tooth drawn this evening.
4. Pleasant; drew in a dress for Jane.
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23. I have suffered a long time to elapse since I wrote in my diary; I have been so busy with the winter clothing I have not spared the time. Many things have taken place. Thos. closes his school on the 16th; we have had some very severe weather. It is severe now but notwithstanding Olivia, Joseph, Thos. and Victor came this evening. O. is in better health, and looks better, left all well at home.
24. 4th Sabbath. Rainy unpleasant day.
25. Christmas-day and cold. O. and her company and Virgil went to John's this evening. Jane was married tonight to Aaron a man who formerly belonged to Mr. Ellis. They had license and were married by T. as white people. They will live with Mr. Ellis.
26. Still inclement; the boys returned this morning, Joseph and O. this evening. Busy making M. &. Jane clothing. T. moved today to the Tatum place.
27. Warmer; went with O. to Hale's where they have again a store, it looks like old times. They have sold nearly out they say; we make a few purchases. Calico is 35 cts per yd. and other things proportional. Thomas and Lizzie also came.
28. Clear and cold, John and Virginia came up to day. Miss Roper came also, M. made an agreement with Dick to work here next year. Another hand will work with them and I am to find everything and give him the 6th of the entire crop. M. goes to Georgia to live with James and learn a trade. They start tomorrow.
29. Cold; they left early, Virgil going with them to the river. Miss R. left this evening, and later Jane moved off with her plunder. I could not help feeling sorry to see her go; she has in many ways been faithful and I shall miss her much. Besides, I have no idea that freedom (so called) will be any advantage to her. I must set up now, a new way of life. After having had servants for 50 years I must now be my own servant or subject myself to having a stranger in the family which I do not by any means like. A man who formerly belonged to Mr. Truitte came today to hire himself and wife to me but I could not employ them. Mrs. Truitte has returned to her home, her desolate home, and has found it much devastated tho’, not by the Federals for they did no harm there.
30. Cold cloudy day; I am suffering with toothache, I think B. and I will get on nicely with the housekeeping. The kitchen presents quite a different appearance to what it did during Jane's administration of affairs for she would have it lumbered in an unsightly manner in spite of admonition, and she wasted time awfully too.
31. 5th Sabbath. Still cloudy and rain this evening; my tooth has got well; the last dayof the year. I am thankful for our peaceful condition, for our health, and that it is as well with us as it is in every respect. May we at the close of another year be as well off as we are now.
1866

SARAH R. ESPY, PRIVATE JOURNAL 1859-1868
Alabama Department of Archives and History, Montgomery, Alabama
Used with permission.

January 1866

1. New-year's day. Rainy and cold; cut out a good deal of work and commenced sewing. Thos. called twice today.
2. Inclement day; making pants of F. Brewer.
3. Very cold; making pants for Virgil; T. goes this evening to officiate at the marriage of A. Thornton and Miss Turner. Tomorrow he will do the same for P. Hays, and Miss Shew.
4 and 5. Still severely cold; B. went this evening to T’s. They were at Mr. Hays’s today to dinner except W. Campbell.
6. Thawing some; went to Yellow-Creek with T. & G. Bearden; T. who is pastor now preached from the Parable of the Prodigal Son.
7. 1st Sabbath. Cold; B. and Virgil went to Church; this evening she, and I went to Thos. Susie was wild with delight on seeing us and wished to come home with us. We miss her much here. Everything is so quiet with only B., Virgil, and I.
8. Cloudy morning, but cleared off and is getting very cold; the boys resumed oat- sowing
9. Very cold; Virginia’s birthday; John came today and borrowed the Corn-sheller; I did a regular-days-washing for the first time in my life; it was not the dreadful job I always took it to be. We had 3 large pots and warmed all the water we used. Dick very badly off with pain in the hip.
10. Severe morning; Dick not much better; V. went to a house-raising at Mr. Bearden’s.
11. Cold. L. and I spent this day with Mrs. Truitt very pleasantly; she looks badly for her health has not been good, but she is cheerful. It is five months today since the Captain's death.
12. Commenced raining; Dick still bad off; T. called; this evening Lieut. P.
13. Cloudy; preparing for stockings; T. called; this evening Lieut. P. Mr. Brewer witnessed the signing of the contract between me and Dick. The Lieut. informed that Congress has passed a law confiscating our lands after the present year but that it was vetoed by the President. It seems, they are determined to ruin the South, and perhaps, the sooner the better. The good Lord help us.
14. 2nd Sabbath. Some appearance of fair weather this morning; B. went to stay with L. as T. has an appointment today; raining again; Dick much better.
15. Rainy.
16. Still inclement; Dick improving.
17. Clear and cold; we washed today; the boys resumed plowing, but Dick cannot half work; Cousin Agnes and boys dined here.
19. Pleasant; J. Trippe dined here; T. called this morning.
20. Cold. Lizzie called this evening.
21. 3rd Sabbath. Very cold; I am reading Brnyan's Holy-War, and tho’ I have read it often before yet it seems new to me now. It was my Mother’s book and each word in it has been looked on by her eyes that have long been coffin-dust. Went with B. this to Mrs. Campbell’s who, with her son-in-law Mr. Battles has moved to the next place above us on the road.
22. Still cold; killed our shoats today; Dick still hardly able to get about. They weighed a little short of 30 lbs. We have over 400 lbs of meat which with our milk and butter will be sufficient.
23. Warmer; we finished the lard and sausage-meat getting on finely with it. Mrs. Isham called today.
24. Rainy; made souse meat; Mrs. F. Hale sent me a coat to make.
25. Cloudy; sewing on the coat; B. went to T.'s this evening.
26. Still cloudy; T. called this morning; B. staid with L. tonight.
27. Rainy morning; Mr. Hale came this evening for the coat.
28. 4th Sabbath. Still cloudy; Virgil went to Cedar Hill. Mr. Wilder called this evening.
29. Clear and cold; Mrs. Truitte spent the day here. John brought the corn-sheller home; had the children with; he also a web of flannel for me to weave for Virginia.
30. Fine weather; preparing the flannel.
31. Cold clear day; T. brought Susie over to stay awhile, as her mother wished to wean her before warm weather.

February 1866

1. Very cold morning; washing-day; Susie is perfectly contented here and in fact, more quiet I presume than if at home.
2. Cold; B. and L went over the river to visit Mrs. McGhee; L. took Susie home with her this evening, which I think was silly as she was doing so well here; T. wished her at home however. Turned warmer, and this evening late a shower. Mrs. Campbell called; finished the flannel.
3. Very cold but clear; I went to Hale's this morning, bought a few things, and also to Yellow-Creek. A goodly number out considering the day.
4. 1st Sabbath. Snowing this morning and severely cold; V. went to Church but no preaching; Jane and her husband came to see us to day; I sent the cloth to V. by her as she lives near by.
5 Snowing lightly this morning.
6. Rainy; I went over to T.’s this evening; rainy night.
7. Cloudy; wrote letters to M. and Mr. Yarbrough, to send by the new Boat Undine which is to carry the Mail. Mrs. Hale's sent a coat to make.
8. Still inclement; worked on the coat.
9. Clear and cold morning, but fine day.
10. Fine day; there is that feeling which reminds one of spring; finished the coat, T. called this evening; his mare is not doing well.
11. 2nd Sabbath. Cloudy and warm; B. went to stay with L. who is alone to day; rainy afternoon and night. A strolling-woman and her children staid here to night. I did not like it, but as it was raining I could not do otherwise.
12. Cloudy; B. came early and brought Susie with her.
13. Fine warm day; Thos. birth-day. Our pet-sheep has a lamb I see. L., Mrs. Campbell, Mrs. Battles, spent the afternoon here. L. took Susie home.
14. Cloudy and soon commenced raining; we washed however. Virgil in running a mule this evening had the misfortune to get badly hurt. She fell with him and in falling he sprained both wrists. I had Mr. Rudd to come and bleed him, I feared at first his left wrist was broke. Getting cold.
15. Very cold and windy; as disagreeable a day as I ever knew I think. V.'s. arm pains him a good deal. We poultice with egg and flour.
16. The hardest weather yet; Virgil’s arm some better. Thos. called.
17. Still very cold; V. improving; I called this evening at Mrs. B.'s
18. 3rd Sabbath. A close rainy day and cold too.
19. Still rainy; T. called.
20 and 21. Pleasant; I wish much to sow seeds, but my ground is not ready.
22. Pretty day; B. staid to night with Lizzie as T. has to attend an ordination.
23. Inclement; J. T. came after me this evening to stay with V. who gave birth to a daughter last night. Both are doing well. He brought Vivia to stay with B. during my absence; hard rains to night.
24. Tremendous rains this morning; clearing off this evening and getting very cold; V. and babe doing finely.
25. 4th. Sabbath. Very cold day; Mr. Trippe and daughters, Mrs. Lybass, Miss Sandford in this evening.
26. and 27. Pretty moderate weather; Mr. McSpadden, the Misses Trippe here this evening; V. is doing as well as I could wish; the babe too.
28. Fine weather; I sat awhile at Mr. T.’s this morning; Mrs. Wood visited here this evening.

March 1866

1. Mild pretty day; March has come in as a lamb.
2. Fine weather; John brought me home this morning; found all well; Lizzie and Susie spent the day here; she and B. went to Dublin. I sowed a good many seeds this evening.
3. Warm; Virgil's birthday; John came after B. this morning as the hired girl will leave tonight. She (B.) will go down tomorrow; T. and myself went to Yellow Creek. Two received in the church
4. 1st Sabbath. Cold; went with B. and V. to church; Communion-day; Mr. Wilder came home with us; J. T. came, and B. went home with him.
5. Clear and cold; Bens. Hale brought a girl to me today to stay with me for her victuals and clothes. She is 10 yeas old and can help very much if she will. Sowed beet-seeds this evening.
6. Still pleasant; my new girl indulges in protracted fits of crying to go home, otherwise she does very well; is handy and pretty brisk.
7. and 8. Still clear and getting very dry; Mrs. Campbell, Mrs. Battles here this morning. I have Julia spinning. She does pretty well on a coarse-thread.
9. 10. Very dry and cold; this afternoon Julia ran away and went home I suppose. I hardly think she will stay here contentedly as there are no children.
11. 2nd Sabbath. Fine day; V. went to Thos. this morning; Alfred Espy and Cynthia Hays marries this morning; T. officiating at the ceremony.
12. Cloudy; I tried to reason with Dick on some of his neglect of duty but he flew in a passion and would hear none of it; he thinks that being free makes him free indeed; nothing to do but what he chooses. He may find out better after a while. Tonight B. Hale brought the girl back; I was very careless about it, in fact I had rather she had not returned for I suppose she will be troublesome. I think those who have the least to do with the negroes will be the best off.
13. Cloudy and warm; the wild geese are going over now, but I fear we will have cold weather yet. It is too warm for the season. T. came with Susie.
14. 15. Still cloudy and warm; my seeds are coming up finely and some of the orchard fruits are blooming. B. returned this evening; left V. and babe well, the children came here, but then Pa. took them back with him.
16. Fine warm day; washed today; remodeling the garden walks.
17. Cold and windy; L. came by on her way to Shady Grove and left Susie here.
18. 3rd Sabbath. A more pleasant day than I expected; B. and V. went to Concord to hear the new preacher Parson Hood, I let Julia go home today but she has not returned.
19. Fine day; J. returned this morning with one of her sisters, but she ran off again after her sister. Her mother came afterwards, and says she will compel her to return and stay but I doubt it much. Columbus's birth-day.
20. Fine warm day; set out things in the yard; Julia returned this evening at night. I sent by T. and got 1/2 bushel Irish - potatoes. Rain to night.
21. Tremendous rains from the east; sun crossing the line; one year ago tonight Marcellus reached home from Prison. I feel thankful that our situation is so much more peaceful than it was then but we were happy that night “as we well could be.”
22. Warm fine day; L. came with Susie this evening.
23. Rainy morning.
24. Fine clear day; B. went to T.'s this evening.
25. 4th Sabbath. Clear, cool and windy; L. came and leaving Susie, went with B. to Cedar Hill; Virgil also; Julia ran away again this morning but soon returned. I have no idea she will do much good here for when ever she take the notion, she will go home. Mr. Wilder and Mrs. Howard came with the girls to dinner. Getting cloudy and colder.
26. Rainy and uncomfortably cool; we find that our sweet - potato- seed which we put up in dry sand and thought they were so safe are nearly all rotten; this is bad for there are not any to be had.
27. Cloudy; bedded about 1 bushel of potatoes which are all we have. Visited Mrs. Rudd this evening.
28. Inclement; I was sent for tonight by Mrs. B. and before morning she gave birth to a son --- illegitimate child.--- This is a bad thing. She is an ignorant and weak-minded woman, but, she knew better than that. Has a large circle of relatives who deplore her fall.
29. Rainy and uncomfortably cool. Called in this evening to see Mrs. B. She must not be neglected, and I think, will not, -- all the neighbors are calling,---for her husband's sake.
30. Hard ice this morning; Good Friday; planted beans,cucumbers, squash. A total eclipse of the moon tonight, drew in web of jeans for summer wear today. Corn-planting.
31. Still cool; B. went to church to day; Jane came this evening.

April 1866

1. 1st Sabbath. Pleasant day; I went church; V. also; T. preached to a good congregation; went with B. to take Susie home this evening . Psalms (?) and 11th verse
2. Fine weather; busy with the weaving.
3. Warm for the season; the sixth anniversary of my brother Horace's death; How time flies, and leaves but little trace of good behind, L. here this evening.
4. Very warm; planted Irish - potatoes this evening.
5. Warm as summer it seems; shaped a hat for Virgil to day.
6. Fine but too dry; planted grape-cuttings; I put bones at the roots of my vines as it is said to be the best manure for them. Cloudy; the boys worked on the road today.
7. Slight rain; I transplanted a pink Dahlia this morning putting charcoal at the root to see if I can produce a crimson. I never heard of the experiment being tried on the Dahlia, but it will change the Rose; hard rain this evening and very cool.
8. 2nd Sabbath. Rainy morning, but seems like clearing up; B. went to stay with L. as this is T.’s day to preach on the mountain; very cool, in fact disagreeable, the cattle appear to suffer more than during winter, B. brought Susie home with her. This seems more like home to her. We covered our things tonight for I fear we shall have frost.
9. Still cool; Mrs. B. sent for me to day as her babe is sick, I found it very sick indeed, L. came this evening and took Susie home.
10. Cool; had house-washing today and scalding. I did more at it today than I ever did before. Cloudy.
11. 12. Pleasant; busy; got out the jeans this evening.
13. Fine day; washed today; I visited Mrs. Campbell and Mrs. Battles this evening; looked a little for Olivia and Marcellus, but they came not.
14. Pretty day; worked a good deal in the garden which never looker better; O. and M. came this evening. Her health is not much better; she is however, taking medicine which I hope will improve her, M. does not look so well as when he left; complains of his back a good deal. They left all well in Georgia
15. 3rd Sabbath. Rainy; O. and M. went to Thos. this evening and brought Susie home with them, T. went to Shady Grove yesterday.
16. Warm; I went with T. to Rose’s Spring as it is Tax Assessing, but the Assessor did not come, I had the misfortune to lose my cloak. T. took Susie home with him this evening. O. and M. went to see Virginia.
17. Showery; making pants for M. They returned this evening.
18. Still showery; T. went to Centre to get cotton-seed for us, but did not succeed, we will have to send to Cedar Bluff tomorrow to get some, I went with O. to Mr. Hale’s this evening. M. came by there, he had been for the doctor as Susie is quite sick; O. remained at Mr. Hale's. I went on to T.'s and found Susie very sick indeed; does not notice anything. She thinks it is worms and gave her Calomel. Had no effect on her and she grew worse all tie time; we did not lie down all night except Mrs. Campbell. She lay in a seeming stupor and could not be roused. We did all we could for her, but that was all nothing in her fearful disease and she died about 3 o’clock. Thus had ended the life of one of the most interesting children I ever saw, she was possessed of a most astonishing intellect and was a general favorite. She was sick about 24 hours. It could be only Inflammation of the Brain and Congestion. This is a severe stroke on us all, but particularly so to her parents.
19. Showery; I came home after the neighbors began to come in. She is to be buried here tomorrow morning, V. went to Cedar Bluff after cotton seed, and to let the McNeely family know it who live there, Miss E. Patterson called this evening. O. returned from T.'s and B. went to spend the night. The boys were there till after after midnight
20. Still showery; we buried Susie early; Service by Mr. McNeely. A good many of the neighbors present. Mr. Mcn. and Kate, T. and L. remained to dinner. It is a desolate home to which they return now, for as Thom. says "the light of that home has gone out.” She was his idol and now he is Punished for it. O. getting ready to leave in the morning.
21. Cloudy, but they would start home; we planted Beans; hard and continued rains this evening. A bad time for O. and M. to travel.
22. 4th Sabbath. Still rainy; V. went to Cedar Hill; I went with B. this evening to see how L. is getting on. The air is full of perfume; the honeysuckle and the fragrant Crab-apple lined the way over there; I wished for some to decorate Susie with in her coffin; we used the white jonquil and the Star of Bethlehem which is also white, L. was not at home; gone we supposed to someone to stay with her as T. has gone to Mill Creek, It is a desolate looking place now. We did not see Susie, the sound of her chirping voice and little pattering feet will be heard here no more forever. We staid till nearly night, but L. did not come, she will have company no doubt; hard rains again to night
23. Showery; L. and Mrs. Bearden, who staid with her came this morning, B. went home with them as it is uncertain whether T. will come home today or no, there has been so much rain the waters are up. Set out cabbage plants this evening.
24. Seems like being clear; B. came home; T. returned yesterday with Kate Reeves who will stay this week with L. Washed and made soap and planted my indigo and also, mine and B.'s cotton- patch.
25. Fine weather; planting cotton; B. went with the family at Thos. to a singing at Mr. Bearden's.
26. Pretty day; warped and drew in a dress for Berenice. L. and Kate this evening; K. spent the night with us.
27. Still fine weather; finished the cotton and planted sugar-corn.
28. Warm; T. called this morning; I visited Mrs. Jones this evening.
29. 5th Sabbath. Fine warm morning; B. and V. went to Yellow Creek. Parson Glazner preaches a funeral sermon there today. Jane and Aaron came up. J. Reaves brought his little sister Alice to stay with L. and took Kate home. L. came this evening, Elder Livingston preached this evening at Mr. Bishop's.
30. Pretty day; I met Mr. Amberson this morning at Patterson's and gave in my tax; also sent to Mr. Bearden's; had a hive of bees brought.

May 1866

1. Warm; finished the dress; B. went on the mountain this evening with L. a fishing. Hard rains. Mrs. A. Espy visited here.
2. Pretty day; Mr. Wilson called.
3. Rainy day; T. dined here; helping B. make her dress.
4 and 5. Clear fine days; went to Yellow Creek. Elder Hood preached to small congregation. He came to assist at the deacon-ordination tomorrow.
6. 1st Sabbath. A morning of steady rain; farmers are getting behind with their way to church. L. remained it was so rainy.
7. Rainy; set out cabbage-plants this evening.
8. and 9. Still rainy; I hardly ever knew such a time in May. A letter came from Mr. Yarbrough, Bad news as I feared. He has allowed the people to pay over eight thousand dollars in confederate money. He says he was compelled to it or be counted disloyal to the South. I think myself he could have managed better. It is a fearful slam on us, and I fear he will not do right about the land.
10, and, 11. Still rainy; the earth is flooded with water and no chance to do any thing in the way of work on the farm.
12. Clear and pleasant; I went after Mrs. Wilson this morning. I had her to come and divide the pigs I kept through the winter on the halves. Mrs. Campbell, Mrs. Rudd here this evening. Mr. Hudgins dined here.
13. 2nd Sabbath. Beautiful May morning; I hope we will have a little fine weather now, Virgil went to Sabbath School; B. to stay with L. today; John, Virginia and the children came up. The baby is growing finely; V. herself is looking better than I have ever seen her; is getting quite fleshy. She and I went after dinner over to see Lizzie, she and Alice came back with us and staid till night. Getting cold.
14. Cool morning; worked in the garden a good deal. I am feeling very low and depressed from many causes. I thought while the war raged that I could be happy under any circumstances if we only had peace; but it is not so for carking care still follows and multiplies in a most alarming manner, uneasiness about my children’s interest being the greatest. Mr. F. Hale called this evening.
15. Hard rains this evening; it is now looking really frightful, so much rain and no chance of working the crop.
16. 17. Still rainy; V. unwell with cold. Clearing off this evening.
18. Fine clear day; washed and dyed thread. Miss I. Patterson, Lizzie, and Alice here this evening.
19. Pretty day; it is now one month since the death of Susie. It seems like several have elapsed since I saw her, I cannot say though, that I would have her back if I could in this world of care and sorrow; besides I know that it is best as it is, worked hard today and feel tired.
20. 3rd Sabbath. Beautiful day; I went with Miss P. to Concord and heard Parson Hood preach a fine sermon to a good congregation, B. and Virgil went this evening as he preaches again at 7 o'clock. Lizzie and Alice took supper here.
21. Fine day; went with L. and Mrs. Campbell to see Cynthia Espy this evening; she is in low health and looked badly. Thos. unwell. Miss E. Patterson visited us.
22. Warm; warped and drew in cloth for the negroes.
23. Fine weather and the boys are trying hard to get over the croup but V. is hardly able to work; looks thin and has little appetite. T. came this evening; he is better; set out a few potato-slips.
24. Fine day;
25. Cloudy; I went to T.'s; spent the day as L. is alone; T. went to Mill Creek, taking Alice home as he goes, a steady morning’s rain. I came home this evening and B. went to stay with her; poor thing; she feels so badly since Susie died. I felt badly to be there and miss the little thing.
26. Tremendous rains this morning; looks a little like clearing off this evening.
27. 4th Sabbath. Hard rain this morning; L. spent the day here; B. went home with her.
28. Fine day.
29. Fine cool weather; I went with L. to visit Mrs. F. Hale, but she was not at home.
30. Fine weather; Miss A. Patterson came this afternoon and B. went with her to visit at Thomas's. He brought Alice back with him.
31. Still fine weather; went with L. to the Store this evening; bought only a few articles. They have but few goods; Mrs. Hudgens, Miss R. Rudd here this evening. The white Lilly and Dahlia is now in their fullest glory and beautiful they are.

June 1866

1. Fine weather; the boys make the most of it trying to get over the croup; T. called this evening.
2. Hard rains this morning and again this evening. We witnessed near sunset the most beautiful double rainbow I ever saw; did not go to Church today.
3. 1st Sabbath. The mountain this morning is shrouded in mist; I suppose that we will have more rain. I feel thankful that we are not today as we were two years ago. The Yankees were pillaging us for the first time and our army with my sons in it, going further from us. We now have peace if it is under subjugation. L. came by on her way to Church, B. and V. went too. B. went this evening to Robert Espy's.
4. Rainy morning; it is a bad time for harvest -- so much rain.
5. A morning of incessant rain; sunshiny this evening. Our folks cut some wheat. This is the 21st birthday of Marcellus. It seems too, like it was only a short time ago when he was a little boy. Five years ago, we spoke of him as such.
6. Tremendous rains awhile before day; it really looked frightful. If the wheat cannot be saved, nor the crop worked, I cannot imagine what we will do. Mr. Patterson called.
7. No rain today for which we are glad.
8. Fine day; I went to see Mr. Battles about cutting wheat; he and son helped us this evening; had house-washing.
9. Still fine weather.
10. 2nd Sabbath. Very warm; I went to see L. this morning; Mrs. Campbell with her; B. went to Mr. Rudd’s this evening, Mr. Paterson called.
11. Sultry day; our folks and T. cutting wheat in the Truitte-bottom; Mr. Battles helped us again, making pair of Slippers.
12. Still dry, fine weather for graps-killing, a letter from O. by the Boat this evening; she writes that all are in usual health, I think her own health is better. She says she is stronger, looks better and has a good appetite; and from the amount of work she has done she must be better than when she left here. They got as wet as water could make them the day they went home.
13. Very warm and the ground getting hard; I went to T.’s this evening, he has been sick ever since Monday; his work in the harvest-field was too heavy for him. L. came back with me, our bees swarmed this morning; had good luck in hiving them.
14. Still very warm; B. spent the day at Col. Hale's. Miss Mackey came home with her; spent the night.
15. Fair and warm; did up the washing; remodeling a dress.
16. Fine day and somewhat cooler, T. called on his way to Shady Grove.
17. 3rd Sabbath. A cool rain falling for sometime this morning; B. went over to see L.; she came back with her to attend preaching but it was too inclement; several showers of rain and hail with wind.
18. Very cool indeed; sowed cabbage-seeds and set out potato-slips.
19. Still cool; Mrs. F. Hale called this morning; she brought sewing; this is a fine interesting woman who will be a great accession to the neighborhood. T. called this evening, to Mrs. Hampton's this evening; robbed our bees, but got little honey.
20. Still rather cool but clear; finished the pants for Mrs. H.
21. Warmer; B. went to Centre with the Hale-family to attend the examination of the Centre-High-School; quite sultry this evening, wrote letters to send to Olivia and Marcellus by Thos., who thinks of going there from Mill-Creek the longest day in the year, but the days seem shorter than in former years.
22. Cloudy and quite warm; T. came by early on his way to Yellow Creek. L. called.
23. Very warm; B. returned this afternoon; had a pleasant time; I went over to see L. this evening; Miss Stimpson with her to night. Virgil went down to John's; found all well there.
24. 4th Sabbath. Warm growing weather; V. went to Sabbath School; John, Virginia and the children came up; V. has had 13 teeth drawn and has now quite a sore mouth; I went with them this evening to Cedar Hill; Mr. Brindly preached; called at Patterson's; L. here this evening B. went home with her tonight. Five years ago today (occurring on the Sabbath) my husband died.
25. Very warm; spinning a piece of ticking. (with T. yesterday evening.)
27. Fine cool day; L. called this evening, T. and G. Bearden also.
28. Hard rain today; John Reeves called this evening; he came home.
29. Very cool; our folks commenced hauling their wheat at Mrs. Truitte's.
30. Still cool; I went to Yellow Creek; dined with Mrs. Campbell; finished the wheat today; we had 30 bushels in all, but the rent and other expenses will bring it down half at least, Jane and Aaron came tonight.

July 1866

1. 1st Sabbath and Fine cool morning; T. and L. came by on their way to preaching; B. and V. went over there this evening. Jane and Aaron left.
2. Pleasant day; Mrs. Truitte spent the afternoon with us; she leaves on Wednesday.
3. Very pleasant; in fact it is rather too cool of a morning; crops not doing so well in consequence. L., Alice, and John called.
4. The 90 th anniversary of American Independence, so called; I and Virgil attended the Sabbath-School-Picnic at Cedar Hill; several addresses made but no other exercises; not so many there as I expected to see; called at Patterson's returning.
5. Very warm; we want rain now; light rain tonight.
6. Very warm; Lizzie taking Alice, went home with John; dyeing a coat-pattern of jeans.
7. Still very warm; B. and Miss Rudd visited at Mr. Mackey’s. T. came to dinner; he is lonely during L.'s absence.
8. 2nd Sabbath. Warm; Virgil went to Sabbath-School; we need rain badly now.
9. Still warm; L. returned this morning.
10. Very warm; commenced spinning; I make a better hand at it than I expected, not having spun much cotton since my girlhood.
11. Sultry; a shower this evening, and another to night; Mr. S. Smith spent the night with us. He had letters lately from Texas and his sister Mrs. Brown and family were well. How I wish I could see her.
12. More pleasant; Mr. S. Hale brought pants for me to make.
13. 14. Still warm; we need rain much, B. and L. went to Shady Grove.
15. 3rd Sabbath. Very warm; Virgil unwell; T. came by going to Concord, a pretty shower today; B. returned this evening.
16. 17. Sultry; we are needing rain very much; the ground is very hard after so much spring-rain, took some honey tonight; had letters from O., Maggie, and Marcellus. All well.
18. 19. Still sultry; cut a Saggne for Virgil this evening.
20. Still dry and hot; finished the coat; making pants for F. Brewer; sent a letter to T. who will go there from Mill Creek.
21. Very warm; B. staid with L. last night.
22. 4th Sabbath. Still warm; V. went to Sabbath-School and attended the negro-meeting afterwards, L. came this evening; B. went to Patterson’s.
23. Dry and sultry; Mr. Patterson called this evening.
24. Still hot and so dry; started Dick to Crouch's Mill this evening with Mr. T.
25. I went with L. today on the mountain visiting at Mr. Bearden's; rains in sight this evening.
26. Warm; Mr. Daniel the Census-taker called this morning. The boys making draw-bars. I visited Mrs. F. Hale this evening.
27. Sultry; clouds going this evening, but none came here; sent Dick to haul wool for Lizzie. B. spent the night with her.
28. Still hot and dry; we were visited today by a great calamity in the death of our best mule. He was haltered and turned out and in a few hours found dead. I think he suffocated from the tightness of the rope around his Nostrils. At any rate he is gone and his loss to us is I fear irreparable. But one left now; our team is broken. Truly misfortunes never come singly. Ours come thick and fast; it seems that utter ruin is to be our lot. A very light shower this evening.
29. 5th Sabbath. Clear and warm; I am not well. Passed a sleepless night: today T. preaches at Armuchee Church; he is with his brothers and sisters and relatives; may they have a good time together, in happy ignorance of my troubles. Oh, that we could have rain; our corn will burn up soon without it.
30. Still dry and so warm; Virgil started early to Georgia to see his brothers and get a horse if he can; we filled our dryers with apples
31. Clear and warm; had house-washing done by Dick; this evening I went to see L. but she was not at home. Oh, for rain, rain.

August 1866

1. Still clear and warm; we refilled our dryers today.
2. 3. Still dry and hot : vegetation is drying so fast, V. returned this evening in good health and left all well; he brought back the mare of Thos. that James had; he says O. and Jos. will be down next week. Signed the contract with Bens. Hale today.
4. Very warm; called to see Mr. Battles who is very sick on my way to church; a good deal of business in Conference today.
5. 1st Sabbath. Still dry and hot; B. and Virgil went to church, today; V. and myself tonight; had foot-washing; a few brethren participated.
6. Very hot and there is a good deal of sickness along the river; spent this day with Mrs. Mackey very pleasantly; our boys are clearing a piece of ground for turnips.
7. Still warm; L. came today; Mrs. Hale this evening with coat for me to make.
8. Dry and hot; heard today that V. and her children are sick, B. went down there as I cannot go having engaged to finish a coat tomorrow. If they are very bad she will return and I will go.
9. So warm; marked closely all day, but as B. has not returned I take it they are better at John's. I am very ill it ease about it.
10. Cooler but still no rain; this evening Jos. and Olivia arrived, she is not looking much better, but her health is improving, they left all well, but they are completely burned up there and will not make any thing. She says M. speaks of going to Tenn.; is much depressed, I wish he had remained at home, I believe he could have better here.
11. Very warm; Jos. went over our cornfield and found it much better than I expected it was; he is pleased to find us well off. M. will be glad to hear it too. He and O. went over to Thos. this evening. B. returned bringing Vivia with her. She says they are all up again, V. looks pale and thin. John was down too. O. unwell to night.
12. 2nd Sabbath. Still warm, O. very unwell this morning, but I hope she will mend after this as one cause of her sickness is removed. B. and J. visited at Mr. Battles’s this evening; he is much better. Thos., L. & Elder Culberson spent the night here.
13. Still dry and hot; went with Jos. down to John's; found all up. John missed his chill today; brought Percy home with us; Olivia pretty well today.
14. Cooler; Joseph started home this morning; O. getting on very well.
15. Still dry; worked on the coats. B. and L. went to preaching on the mountain where T. is having a lively meeting; several have professed religion; she staid with L. tonight. O. pretty well today.
16. Very warm; I went to see Mrs. Pollard this evening who is sick.
17. Filled our dryers with peaches; worked on a coat.
18. Still dry and warm; finished the coat today; visited Mr. Rudd this evening, who is sick. On my return found Percy in a fever, gave him pills.
19. 3rd Sabbath. Cloudy; Percy seems well this morning; John and Virginia came up and went with B. and Virgil to Concord; rain this evening and again tonight. Vivia unwell tonight, L. spent the night.
20. Cooler; L., John. and family left early; I went with them as far as Mr. Hannah's to see his sister who is sick. O. still improving.
21. Fine day, sowed turnips in the garden. O. and J. spent the day with Mrs. Campbell; Mr. Battles very sick again.
22. Cloudy; threshed our home-wheat; 14 bushels only. Jane came up.
23. Threshed rye; cut a coat for Mr. B. and commenced sewing on it.
24. Very cool, refilled our dryers; O. and B. went see L. O. remained all night; T. gone to Mill Creek. Starch-making.
25. Still cool; and clear; the fodder is so burnt it is useless; the boys are cutting tops instead. B. still with L. tonight.
26. 4th Sabbath. Very cool day; O., V. and myself went to Cedar Hill; Mr. Brinkley preached. Mrs. Bearden, Mrs. Hays, here this evening. L. spent the day. B. went home with her.
27. Rainy; B. returned this evening.
28. 29. Still rainy and cool.
30. Clear and warm; O. and V. went down to see Virginia. V. returned tonight; O. will return on Saturday.
31. Cloudy; commenced house-washing; Mrs. Hale, Miss Susan spent the day with us.

September 1866

1. Cloudy and seemed so much like rain I did not go to church; L. came with T. Mr. Bankson came back with him; Virginia and children came home with O. and shortly afterwards Marcellus arrived with his cousin Mary and little girl Minnie; left all well in Ga. Joseph is to come for O. on Thursday.
2. 1st Sabbath. Very warm day; all went to church except myself and V.'s baby Mattie. John came to day, but he is sick again with chills. The baby is not well. Mr. B. left this evening, Miss Patterson, Miss Rudd came to see us.
3. Variable; O. went with Mary and Marcellus over to Thos's. She and M. returned this evening. We put out our last peaches today.
4. Showery; I went to Hale's and got lining for a coat for M. He brought Mary back this morning and took her to John's this evening; cut a coat and vest for M. and commenced sewing. L. spent the day here; T. went to Mr. Davis's.
5. Still variable; busy sewing; rains this evening. M. and Mary returned this morning. John, Percy, and the baby not well. Joseph came this evening. O. not well today. Mary and B. went this evening to see Cousin Agnes.
7. Still rainy; I never knew a worse time for fruit-drying. O. no better today, but they are thinking of starting tomorrow, finished M.'s. clothing. He wished to go to Tenn. as he is making nothing where he is, the crops having failed rendering the people unable to pay him.
8. Still so likely to rain that O. did start home. Joseph went with Mary leaving M. to come with O. when the weather clears up. I went and staid with L., while T. went to his appointment on the mountain. O. quite unwell today; the boys got a sugar-mill home today and set it up.
9. 2nd Sabbath. Cloudy; M. and V. went to Sabbath-School; commenced raining;
10. Inclement; T. called for me this morning before day; I took with me Matilda Bruce, a black woman, Mrs. Hays was there also. This afternoon Dr. Matthis delivered L. of a very fine boy. O. came over, and I returned with her. B. went to stay with L.
11. Still inclement but O. and M. would start home; showers all day and this evening a storm of wind and rain. If O. is out in it I fear she will get wet, and her health is quite delicate. She is well provided however, for the weather. B. came back tonight. L. and her boy very comfortable. He weighs 11 lbs.
12. Pleasant day. I went to stay with L. but as they can do without me I came home at night. She is getting on very well. Mrs. Williams, Mrs. Hays in today.
13. Fine weather; rode over to T.’s this morning; all well enough.
14. Clear fine day; went to see L. Mrs., Bearden came to see her.
15. Clear morning. Moses Hampton, a black man came for the gin I received of W. Cunningham, but as no person was with him to receipt me for it I withheld it. I wish he would do what is right and take it away, for I am much perplexed about it. B. went to stay with L. tonight.
16. 3rd Sabbath. Inclement morning; B. went to Concord; small congregation. J. Nelson came with him to dinner; B. went this evening to Mr. Battles. V. to Thos. T. received a summons from the Probate Judge to appear before him and give a new bond as Aldm., or shew cause why he shall not be removed. He is requiring it of all it is said.
17. Cloudy; we commenced grinding sugar-cane but the mill does not do well. I went to Concord; T. preached to a small congregation and the meeting closed. Our mill broke and the boys are at work on it; T. called this evening; L. and baby very well. They have named him Adoniram Judson. Trippe dined here today.
18. Rain this morning; R. Espy worked on the mill half the day; he thinks it will do now. The boys also rebuilt the furnace. Tonight a letter came from Miss Nanie Smith of Texas, the daughter of my old friend Margaret Brown (formerly). She told me of her grandmother, Mrs. Brown, the best friend I ever had outside my family, her uncle Will, also. How I wish I could see them. It is very sickly there this season she says, but crops are good. They were happily situated, the war did not much affect them.
19. Pretty day; tried the mill again, but it broke again immediately and we gave it up. Sent to see if we could get thence of Mr. Brewer's but cannot any time soon I fear, I also fear we shall lose our crop if we do not get a mill soon. V. went to John's this evening. B. staid tonight at T.'s.
20. 21. Still pretty weather; preparing thread for the loom.
22. Cool; Mrs. Mackey spent the day here.
23. 4th Sabbath. Very cool morning; went with B. down to see how the are getting on at John' s. Found all well but Percy who looks badly.
24. Still cool; drew in our cloth and commenced weaving; Dick helping at Brewer's to pay for the use of the mill when we can get it.
25, 26. Pretty weather; I staid with L. tonight as T. has not yet returned from Mill Creek. Mr. McBrown staid there also.
27. Fine day; and house-washing.
28. Pretty weather; meeting commenced today at Yellow Creek, there is one going on at Cedar-Hill also.
29. Still fine weather; I went to Yellow Creek; few persons there; this evening I helped with our syrup-boiling; Mr. Bankson here tonight, we were in the night finishing. Rainy. Dick unwell.
30. 5th Sabbath. Cloudy; we all went to church to day; had basket- dinner and spent the day: Parson Hood preached the funeral sermon of Mr. and Mrs. Hendreick; Mr. Dean preached this evening. Mrs. F. Sparks joined the church. Mr. D. came home with us.

October 1866

1. Fine day, I did not go to church to day; L. came with T. as he went (?) The babe is growing finely. Parson D. returned tonight. I went to see Mrs. Battles this evening who is very low. She sank today under the operation of an emetic, but her pulse is rising now under the stimulants we have given her. But she is very low;
2. Fine warm day; went to church. Parson D. preached. Mrs. Sparks (the elder) joined to day. We finished our syrup, It is but little. B. and V. went tonight as they have changed the order of the meeting .
3. Pretty weather; B. and V. went to church today and again at night, Parson Glazner came here tonight. Mrs. Hudgens visited us this evening.
4. Fine day; baptism this morning at Whitts Mill. Mrs. Hartwell joined at the water and was also baptized. I went over to see Judson this morning as T. thinks he is sick. From there I went to church. Parson P. preached and the meeting closed. Parson G. dined here.
5. Rain this morning; T. came by on his way to the Association, picking cotton this evening; J. Bruce spent the night here.
6. Fine morning; J. went with L. and spent t:he day with Mrs. Hay's.
7. 1st Sabbath. Rainy morning; B. went this evening to Mr. Battles’.
8. Rainy morning; this evening John brought the family to stall awhile as they all have the chills yet. They are getting to look badly.
9. Pretty day; B. went with L. to Mr. Bearden's, Virginia had her chill and was very sick. The children also, but not so bad as she .
10. Fine warm day; T. came this morning. He was at Centre yesterday and learnt that owing to some neglect on the part of the Probate Judge (McDaniel), the deed we hold to this place is illegal. I went to see M. Hale, the maker of it, and he promised to go to Centre and have it rectified. I bought a sack of salt at 3 cts. per lb. Called to see Mrs. Milhollen and Mrs. Rudd, who are sick. V. had her chill but not so bad.
11. Pretty weather; V. missed her chill today, she rode home this morning for medicine which I think helped her. L. spent the day here; her babe grows very fast.
12. Fine weather; hay-making; V. missed her chill, but the children still have them, except the baby. Preparing wool for the carder.
13. Still fine weather; the sick ones are all mending; hauling corn.
14. 2nd Sabbath. Pretty day; Mr. Bankson here today; John came and took his family home; I think the ague is broken with them for this time.
15. Fine cool weather; preparing for quilting. I went over to see T. this morning, who is going today to Centre.
18. Fine weather for corn-gathering; ours is turning out better than we expected; put in a quilt for Olivia.
17. Beautiful Indian Summer weather. Busy quilting.
18 and 19. Still fine weather. L. came and helped us quilt today. Parson Glazner, Mr. Alexander and Mr. Hyatt spent the night here on their way to the Association. The most atrocious murder I ever knew of was perpetrated on last Sunday night at the ferry of Chattooga River by some negroes on a family of emigrants. A man, woman and two children were attacked while sleeping and all killed, but the woman, who still survives, but cannot live long. They have apprehended two negroes and put them in jail. One of them confessed the deed.
20. Fine day. The gentlemen left early; finished the quilt. L. came this evening; she is afraid to stay by herself even in daytime.
21. 3rd Sabbath. Beautiful day; went with V. to Concord; small congregation. L. and B. went over home awhile this evening. B. and V. went tonight to meeting.
22. Rainy. A. Espy called this morning. He told us it is thought that the wounded woman will recover. Her lot will be a sad one poor thing! Some movers dined at the well today, ten of whom have the ague.
23. Fine cool day. Parson G., Mr. Alexander and Hyatt dined here, they had a fine meeting; anticipating frost, I gathered Chrysanthemums and the most splendid Dahlias I have ever seen. Helped B. put in a quilt this evening.
24. Very cool. Mr. Finley came and spent the night with us; he left his family well. Mrs. F. wrote me by him. They will not return here for some years at least and fear they never will. I would be pleased to live by them again.
25. Ice this morning and seems very cold indeed; mailed a letter to M. this morning, also one for Mr. Finley. Mr. Wheeler called.
26. Still cold. I went this evening and spent the night with Lizzie.
27. Fine day. B. spent the night with L.
28. 4th Sabbath. Beautiful day. L. came home with B. She, Virgil and I went to Cedar Hill. Agreeably surprised by hearing Dr. Ralls preach. He spoke from the 4th chapter of Amos and made a most appropriate discourse. Mr. Bearden came home with us.
29. Rainy morning. L. went home today. Sowing rye.
30. and 31. Still fine weather. Commenced wheat-sowing.

November 1866

1. Fine Indian Summer weather. L. called this evening. T. brought a little girl from Mill Creek to stay with her.
2. Still fine weather. Making pants for Dick.
3. Fine warm day. Went to Yellow Creek. Parson Hood preached. The church elected T. pastor for next year, and Mr. Whitton clerk. Cousin Agnes came to dinner. I went to see Miss P., who is unwell.
4. 1st Sabbath. Lovely morning. L. came and went with B. to church. Parson Hood, Mr. Hardwick, Mr. Bankson came to dinner.
5. Warm. I went to Mr. Hale's this evening, but did not get to see him.
6. Pleasant. T. very unwell with cold and cough. A welcome letter from M.
9. Still fine weather. T. here today; he is still quite unwell.
10. Very warm; I went over to T.'s this evening. Tonight the family of Franklin Oats, a nephew of Mr. E.’s came by on their way to Texas and camped intending to remain till Monday. There is a jolly crowd of them, just 19 in all, while himself and eldest son remain behind to sell their property. The women-folks sleep in the house.
11. 2nd Sabbath. Rainy morning. It has been long since I was in so much company. R. Espy called. Turning quite cold this evening.
12. Cold. T. came this morning to see them; they have come greatly out of their way; T. takes by his house to put them in the Memphis road; I went with them that distance; they still have a long road before them to north-western Texas; may they reach it in safety. John came tonight; we finished wheat-sowing today.
13. Somewhat cloudy. The boys made arrangements for us and went down to help John with his work; they still have chills there occasionally.
14. Writing to M. I went over to P.'s and to Mr. Jones's to learn something about the price of corn as M. wishes to know before sending any. I also wrote to the mother of Mr. Rowe informing her of his death. He was killed on Christmas-day and requested a man by the name of Patman, who was with him to inform me of it and for me to write to his mother. Mr. P. was carried north which accounts for the news not getting here sooner, tho’ I have known it for some time, I will now discharge that duty and I feel easier. Commenced raining this morning. Mr. Leath the tax-collector came this evening, he is in poor health and has lost an eye in the service of his country.
15. Clearing off; Mr. L. took quinine to avoid his chill, but it would come; he remained till after dinner; T. came to dinner. I went to Patterson’s and got him to mail my letters. I paid my tax. Money is so scarce that but few are able to do so.
16. Cold and windy. Parson McNeely, Mr. Harbin spent the night here.
17. Fine weather. The gentlemen left early. Mr. Bankson came this evening; the boys returned from John's. They still have chills there.
18. 3rd Sabbath. Cold and cloudy. Virgil went to Concord, but there was no preaching. Mr. B. left after dinner. B. and V. went to R. Espy's.
19. and 20. Cold and clear. This morning awhile before day there came a report more like thunder than anything else causing houses to shake and windows to rattle, but there was no cloud, a meteoric explosion.
21. Still cold. Spent the day with Mrs. Bearden.
22. Warmer. Put in a quilt for B.; went to see Mr. Hays this evening about making a pair of shoes. Called at Mr. Battles.
23. Still cold. B. spent this night with Lizzie.
24. Cold. Quilted during the warmth of the day.
25. 4th Sabbath. Very cold. John, Virginia and two children came today. They are not near clear of the chills yet, but they look better. Virgil went to afternoon preaching to Cedar Hill.
26. Still cold and windy. Mr. Brewer called this evening with news from (Babe?). He is well and sent us a fine treat of apples. Sent our cotton to the gin.
27. Rainy. Writing to O. and Nannie Smith. Mr. Snodgrass called this morning to buy our cotton; he offered .07 in the seed and gives us the seed; I was sorry that we had sent the cotton off, but it is our usual luck; it seems that everything goes wrong.
28. Still showery. V. went to the boat last night, but no letter from M. We got out cotton home today; our part 172 lbs. B. went to Mr. Hanner’s. Made O. matrass and wrote a letter to her.
29. Inclement. Started the letter to O. by Mr. B. Very busy.
30. Cloudy; I am much depressed for troubles gather and it seems I stand alone; there is no one else to advise me. I look around think that everyone else is more happily situated than I am. Mr. Patterson called today twice.

December, 1866

1. Fine day. B. went to Yellow Creek; few there; Jane came back with her. L. came this evening. Mr. Trippe is very sick.
2. 1st Sabbath. Cold. J. and V. went to church; small congregation. T. came to dinner; this is a very cold day.
3. Still cold. Cloudy . John came by going for his sister. Mr. T. is very bad. He brought my wool rolls.
4. Rainy. The boat came before night and brought a letter from my sister-in-law in Tenn. She says she heard from M. a few days ago and that he was well. She wished me to visit her very much.
5. Very cold. Hearing Hale had received some goods I went down there; he was not at home. I went again this evening and exchanged dried-fruit for factory yarns. Mrs. Jones, Miss P. visited us this evening.
6. Still cold. Drew in a web of cloth today.
7. Rainy and warmer. Hard rains tonight. My 51st birthday.
8. Clear cold day. V. and children came this evening. Mr. Trippe is better, but too low for John to leave him yet. B. went to T.'s.
9. 2nd Sabbath. Very cold day. L. came home with B. this evening. V. left this evening; getting colder.
10. Very cold weather. T. took dinner here.
11. Still very cold; warped thread for V. The boat brought a letter from M., but it is dated November 26. He wished the neighbors to join in with him in buying corn there and by chartering a car we can get it cheaper.
12. Very cold indeed; I went to see Patterson and Rudd, both corn buyers if they would join. They would be willing if they had the money. Spent the day with Mrs. R. Dr. Pratt also dined there. I spoke to him concerning Berenice’s account, which I paid on the 5th Sept. 1863, $13. He still has the account open. I was in a hurry and took no receipt. He says, however, he will rectify it. Peggy Ray washed for us today.
13. Still cold. Drew in V.'s cloth. People are much excited about the negro-execution tomorrow; a great many will attend. It is the first one that has taken place in this country; even ladies will go.
14. Rainy. V. and Dick started early to Centre. Slight rain falling all day; he was hung at 12:00. He made under the gallows a full confession--he said the other negro, Richard, killed the man and children and he killed the woman; that Richard incited him to the murder. A good many there.
15. Very inclement; finished the cloth; V. went to stay with L. Mr. Bankson called this evening. A great deal of rain.
16. 3rd Sabbath. Still rainy; the waters are up now; clearing off this evening.
17. Very cold morning. Mr. B. left early; we killed our hogs today. We have 595 lbs for the next, year.
18. Not so cold. We salted our pork, dried away the lard and made sausage-meat.
19. Moderate; we made our souse today; we have had a fine time with our meat. Jane came by on her way to Mills Valley. I wrote to Nannie Smith and Mrs. Brown and took the letters to the office, but had to go to Dublin with it. I was just in time to get it on board as the Boat was nearly ready to leave. Thomas and Lizzie went to Centre this evening to attend her brother’s and Miss Mollie Haynes's marriage. Mrs. Campbell called.
21. Clear, pretty day; house-washing. I took Mrs. Campbell some sage. Virgil cut wood for Mr. Hays --- Dick the two last days gins for Mr. Hudgens.
22. Cloudy and cold like snow. L. sent us a treat of the wedding cake. Sent D. down to John's after corn and oats. Thomas Espy arrived this evening; he left all we!l at home. O. wrote by him that her health is still improving; she sent me a nice apron and some apples. I was looking for her a little.
23. 4th Sabbath. Slight rain falling. B. and the boys went to Mr. Mackey's. Mrs. Campbell sat with me this evening. The boys spent the night with Lizzie.
24. Very cold; as Hale has received goods B. sent me to purchase some for her. I got her a Poplin and a calico dress and some other things. Got a dress of calico for myself also. The boys went down to John's this afternoon.
25. Christmas day. T. dined here. The boys returned today and making our calico dresses. Fine cold day, but getting cloudy. A letter from M., he is well and coming home next spring.
26. The largest flakes of snow falling this morning I ever saw. The boys went to T.'s. I wrote to Marcellus and his Aunt and Olivia.
27. Clear and very cold. Thomas started early. I forgot to give him the letter for O., Virgil went to Mr. Glenn's this evening. Mrs. Richardson invited him and B. to a party tomorrow night.
28. Cloudy and very cold. B. and V. went to Hale's. V. went tonight to a party at Mrs. Richardson's. It was nearly day when he returned. A very good many there and they danced all night.
29. Extremely cold. Thomas and family spent the day here. A good deal of snow fell today. The coldest weather we have had this winter.
30. 5th Sabbath. Still very cold. The snow is still lying on the ground. Mr. Bankson came tonight.
31. And last day of 1866. A very cold one too. Mr. B. left early; he conversed with me this morning about his intended marriage with B. Dick who is preparing to leave came at dinner time, of more sorrowful on perchance, than any other. May we at the end of another year be as happily situated as we are now, and wiser and better by far. May our country rest in peace, and war with its attendant horrors be known to us no more.
1867

SARAH R. ESPY, PRIVATE JOURNAL 1859-1868
Alabama Department of Archives and History, Montgomery, Alabama
Used with permission.

January 1867

1. New Years Day. The ground covered with snow. Dick came in early and shocked us much with the news of the death of H. H. Rudd, our neighbors oldest son. Soon Mr. Wise came and confirmed the account. It seems that in getting out of bed this morning he fell in a spasm and died immediately. I went down and remained all day there. The family are greatly distressed. He has had a heart-disease for some years but has been for some time looking well. Dick left today for Tenn. He wished to try his fortune also there it seems. He may do better, but I doubt it. B. sat up tonight at Mr. Rudd’s.
2. Snow again last night; I went to Mr. R.'s again to assist in preparing the corpse for burial, Two o’clock is the hour, but the coffin was not brought in time and it is delayed till tomorrow. Very cold day.
3. Cloudy snowy day; B. and V. went to the burial; T. came by to dinner; snow falling fast, but does not lie long.
4. Still cloudy; I hardly ever knew such a long spell of bad weather; helping B. make a plaid dress.
5. Still cold but seems like clearing off; I went to Yellow Creek; few there; they took up Mrs. Richardson's and several other cases but continued them to the next conference.
6. 1st sabbath. Clear cold day; B. went to church; John and family came up. Mr. Wilder came to dinner; I went with John and Sis as far as Mr. Rudd's'; they are still in very deep grief.
7. Still cold; warped and drew in a web of flannel for Virginia.
8. Cold; very busy for I have a great deal to accomplish in a short time.
9. Still cold; a letter from M.; he is well and has spent the Christmas at his Aunt's; he has finished shelling the corn to fetch home. I went to Hale's this evening and purchased a one-horse turning-plow at $7.
10. Cold; finished and mailed a letter to Marcellus; called at Mr. Patterson’s.
11. Very busy weaving; T. and family dined here.
12. Rainy; finished the flannel.
13. 2nd. Sabbath. Cold and cloudy; B. and J. went down to John's; all well there; we were in the night getting home and found the place deserted; Virgil thinking we were not coming had gone over to Thomas's.
14. Warm, and showery; T. got the wagon this morning and went to Cedar Bluff to move Kate Reeves down. I went over there this evening; got wet and staid all night. T. and Kate arrived at night- fall.
15. Clear and cold; preparing thread for the loom.
16. Very cold; Virginia came this morning for a few moments. Warped and drew in our thread. V. went down to John's who is to go with him among B.’s subscribers and collect payment in such things as they have to share. Turning warmer.
17. Turned cold again last night; V. brought thirteen bushels of fine potatoes. It is so cold I fear they will spoil. This climate is variable verily.
18. Extremely cold.
19. Still very cold; V. went to T.'s tonight; more moderate.
20. 3rd Sabbath. The deepest snow on the ground this morning I have ever seen in this country; it is about 4 inches deep in level places.
21. Still very cold; Dick returned from Tenn. today; does not like that country.
22. Very cold; a letter tonight to B. and myself from M. he writes he is well except a cold. He had not received the last letter I wrote.
23. Still cold; very busy weaving. Dick, I learned is hired to Mr. Jones.
24. Cold; this has been a cold month so far, but is moderating today.
25. Pleasant spring-like day.
26. Cold; I finished the cloth today by close work.
27. 4th Sabbath. Very cold; Lizzie and Kate spent the day here; V. went home with them. Mr. Bankson spent the night here.
28. Still very cold; commenced wool-spinning; L. called today.
29. Cold; wrote to Marcellus. B. is preparing for her marriage on Thursday.
30. Fine warm day; I went over to T.'s this evening; Mrs. Hays there.
31. Clear fine day; there is a spring-like feeling in the air; John and V. came this morning; Lizzie also, and tonight Mr. F. Bankson and Berenice were married by Thos. He brought with him Mrsses. Pickens, Blackwell and his brother. Vivia cried like her heart would break when told that B. was going away.

February 1867

1. Showery morning; the two last days were weather-breeder, certain. The marriage-party left this morning; John and family also; Lizzie and Kate remained till night; she left Lucinda to stay tonight with me. Virgil and I will be lonely indeed. Hard rain.
2. Sun shone awhile this morning; V. went to plowing, I went to church; Parson Hood there took up the case of Mrs. Richardson; she did not attend as requested, but sent a written communication in which she said that most of the church were her enemies and that she had no fellowship for it. They excluded her. I was sorry that it had to be so but I suppose as she gave the church no satisfaction it could not have done otherwise. Such was Parson Hood's opinion. Came home in the rain.
3. 1st. sabbath. Clearing off and getting cold; Virgil went to church; Lucinda called this evening. V. went over there this evening.
4. Cold day; resumed wool-spinning. By employing myself constantly I shall not be so lonely, but it seems strange only Virgil and I.
5. Moderate; Thos. came at night and finding me alone ad V. had gone to the post-office staid all night. A letter from M. in which he says he is well and expects to be at home at the time appointed, but gets no letters from me.
6. Pleasant day; this evening Misses Reeves and Robbins came and spent the night. Miss R. had her flutina along and made music for us. Colder.
7. A cold morning. Mrs. Cumby called. The girls left this morning.
8. Inclement morning. Reading the "Pine Farm,” by Dayton, I think.
9. Rainy, turned suddenly cold and commenced snowing; piercingly cold tonight. Our potatoes are rotting badly, I find.
10. 2nd Sabbath. Intensely cold; I injured my ankle this morning but not badly; V. went to T.'s this evening.
11. Still very cold; commenced shirt-making; had a woman to wash.
12. Pleasanter; V. went to a wood-chopping at Mrs. Hays's; Mrs. Hale brought a coat for me to make this evening. My ankle troubles me some.
13. Pleasant; V. plowed the garden, and helped me sow some seeds this evening; L. called awhile; worked a little on the coat.
14. Pretty weather now; sowed cabbage seeds.
15. Fine day; went to a quilting-party at Mr. Bearden's.
16. Rainy morning; Mr. M. Hale called; my ankle swollen much tonight. I bathed it in cold water at bedtime.
17. 3rd Sabbath. Fine morning; I went over to see L. but as she was not at home I went up to Mr. Hay's.
18. Fine warm weather; resumed wool-spinning.
19. Pretty day; received a note from B. as Thos. called there in his way from Mill Creek. She is to be here on Saturday.
20. Still fine weather; Mr. Ellis Hale called.
21. Warm and very windy; I went to Hale's this evening.
22. Still warm fine weather; I hear from O. this morning by Mr. Brewer and family; she was in tolerable health. Did up washing today; ironed this evening.
23. Warm; make pastry this morning, Mr. B. and B. came this evening ; Lizzie and Kate also. K. went to Mr. Rudd's. Berenice is much pleased with her new home and kinfolks.
24. 4th Sabbath. Fine day; B. left after dinner; she is coming to stay a week or two next month as she will commence teaching soon. I went with L. over home this evening to see if all was safe.
25. Cooler; L. and Kate left early; I started a letter to O. by Mrs. Brewer, I wish I could see her. It looks strange to me that I should be left so nearly alone at the age of 51, having raised a pretty large family too. But so it is. Dyed my thread over today. The 31st anniversary of my marriage. How changed is everything. I myself am changed, too, I believe.
26. Showery; I came to stay while V. waits for the Boat; letters from M. and Mrs. Finley. M. writes that he is in good health but thinks he will hardly get home at the time appointed. Mrs. F. says all are well with her. She seems more resigned to our reverses than heretofore.
27. Warm sunshiny day; I went to T.'s this evening as Kate leaves tomorrow; Mrs. Bearden visited them also.
28. Rainy day; V. went to Mr. Bearden's and got irish-potatoes; he then took Kate to Dublin, where she took the Boat for Cedar Bluff. I wished much to plant the potatoes, but the rain prevented.

March 1867

1. Cloudy and warm; March has come in "as a lamb and will go out as a lion" according to the old saying.
2. Pretty day; went to church; small congregation; Cousin Agnes came home with me.
3. 1st Sabbath. Showery; Virgil went to church, John, Virginia, and children came up. They left Vivia to stay awhile. I took her to Mrs. Campbell's this evening to divert her mind.
4. Still showery; we planted irish-potatoes this morning.
5. Great deal of rain falling today; preparing a web of cloth.
6. Still raining; tremendous rains this evening with thunder.
7. Cloudy and cool; the waters are high; our well is nearly full.
8. Still cloudy; L. came today and helped me draw in my jeans.
9. Rainy day; commenced weaving; it works very well. It is a kind of work I know but little about any way, and if it works badly I am in a quandary.
10. 2nd Sabbath. Still rainy; the river will certainly get to its top-most flood. The time has arrived for M. to come, but I am not looking much for him for I fear the freshet has torn up the railways so that he will be delayed by that means. Vivia seems to enjoy herself very well; she runs about after Virgil and helps me a good deal too.
11. Still rainy; I am getting on very well with the jeans; cold.
12. Hard ice; this is a very disagreeable spell of weather.
13. Still inclement and getting very cold.
14. Very cold; I think the fruit is all killed certainly.
15. Still cold and disagreeable; tonight Olivia, Marcellus and Joseph came; they are all in pretty good health but the boys were wet having to take the water at Yellow Creek to get their team out; it having got entangled, M. has been with them since the 2nd, the waters were so high. He is pleased with Tenn. O. is looking better.
16. Still disagreeable.
17. 3rd Sabbath. Clear and cold; the boys went to Concord; John and V. came and took Vivia home with them. T. and L. spent the night here.
18. Cold; helped L. cut a coat for T. Jane came this morning; she walked 28 miles yesterday and can hardly get about now.
19. Rainy; making pants for V. I feel a weakness of the spine. I went to Thos. this evening.
20. Still inclement; John called today; my back gets worse.
21. I never was so badly off before; I can hardly get up when down and the pain is incessant; Jane left yesterday; she wishes to get in at Hale's as cook; she can’t stay in Wills Valley any longer.
23. Clear, and pretty cold; my back no better; Berenice and Mr. B. came this evening. The waters still high. We hear bad accounts from Chattanooga; a great deal of corn destroyed by the high waters and many persons drowned. We fear our corn is lost also.
24. 4th Sabbath. Pretty day; L. came over; B., Mr. B. and the boys went to Cedar Hill; they left after dinner; O., L., and Marc. went to Mr. Rudd's, Jane called; she has got in at Hale’s as cook for $4.18 per month.
25. Pretty weather; L. helped O. fit a dress; she left after dinner; my back is getting better, I had to blister it however.
26. Cloudy; shirt-making for Marc. My back improving.
28. Clear day and windy; my back much better; I helped with the washing.
30. Fine day; had scalding and house-washing; L. sent Lucinda over to help us. M. staid with L. tonight. T. is gone to Gadsden.
31. 5th Sabbath. Inclement; Parson Russel preaches at Concord but it is too rainy for us to go.

April 1867

1. Cloudy; Virginia came up today bringing her web of Balmoral-skirts for me to weave; I resumed my jeans-weaving.
2. Still uncertain weather; commenced corn-planting; rec. letters from my sister-in-laws and her son but no corn, Sam writes that he has learnt that it did not get to Chattanooga; if so, it will be along some day; finished my jeans.
3. Clear morning; Lucinda dropping corn for the boys; we drew in the shirts today.
4. Sunshiny day; but a good deal of rain this evening; Mrs. Campbell, Mrs. Hay's here this evening
5. Cool windy day; attended to washing and house-washing.
6. Fine cold day; O. and I went to Yellow Creek; few persons there; the boys finished planting their field.
7. 1st Sabbath. Fine day; O. and the boys went to church; Mrs. Williams, Mrs. Bearden, and cousin Agnes came to dinner. We all went back to hear young Mr. Kirby preach; a tolerable congregation: out.
8. Inclement; O. went to Thos. this evening.
9. Still inclement; O. came home; this is Boat day, but no corn.
10. Showery; O. went with V. to Mr. Hays's. Miss J. Patterson visited us this evening. Made Virginia's skirt; O. returned.
11. Cloudy and cool; went to see Mr. Hale who I learn, will start to market today; I thought I had sold him my cotton but he says not. This is a disappointment. M. started to see him but the Boat passed before he got there. O. unwell with a cold.
12. Clear fine day; T. dined here; it is now thought that the fruit is all killed, and potatoes are rotting in the bed. It seems that all manner of calamities befall us. The trees are now putting out for the second time. O. quite unwell with a cold.
13. Clear fine day; L. came after dinner and she and O. started to see Virginia, but soon returned, the mare O. rode having laid down in the creek for a roll and wetting her clothes. She changed and started again. The Misses Rudd spent the evening here. L. the night.
14. 2nd Sabbath. Fine day; no preaching today; O. returned this evening. Mattie sick with chills.
15. Rainy day; clearing off tonight.
16. Fine day; this evening to our joy M.’s corn arrived in good order except a waste of near 2 bushels. We are happy it is no worse. T. supped here. He is teaching on the mountain.
17. Fine spring like weather now; the boys got their corn here today. It is a lot of choice corn too. O. making willow baskets.
18. 19. Fine warm weather; it is one year since Susie died and yet, how short the time seems. Did up our washing and O. went to Mr. Patterson's this evening. James arrived with his little son Bartow. I was sorry to see him for he has come for Olivia.
20. Warm day; L. came this evening and spent the night .
21. 3rd Sabbath. Fine warm day; I went with James and Bartow down to John's. Found all well but Mattie who has had a little spell of chill. O. and V. went to Mr. Rudd’s this evening. Miss R. came home with them and spent the night.
22. Pretty morning. I wished to go home today, but will wait another day to see Tho. who went to Mill Creek. J. preparing to leave tomorrow. Hard rains this evening.
23. Cloudy but pleasant day; Jos. and Olivia left at daylight without seeing T.; the rain prevented him from coming. I feel badly, but shall be as busy as possible. Never the less I shall miss her much. She has been with me for some time, and seems natural to see her about.
24. 25. Fine warm weather. I visited Mrs. Hudgens, who is sick.
27. Still fine weather. Very busy with various things.
28. 4th Sabbath. Rainy and cool. I rode over to see L. this evening; met John on the way and he turned and went with me.
29. Hard rains last night; fine day; went with Miss J. P. to see Mrs. Battles who is again having chills. Set out cabbage plants.
30. Cool day; I fear frost tonight; a great deal of rain today.

May 1867

1. May-Day, but an inclement one; very cool; received, a letter from my sister-in-law. She is not well from the sting of a wasp. I would like to hear from her again soon.
2. Fine day; I went over to T.'s this evening awhile. The boys plowing their first corn.
3. Pretty weather; did up the washing and ironing and planted more beans.
4. Fine weather; M. went to church. T. had to attend today at Centre. The boys sheared the sheep this evening.
5. 1st Sabbath. Fine day; the boys went to church; M. dined at Mr. Patterson’s. I went to see Mrs. Battles this evening.
12. 2nd Sabbath. Pretty, warm day; the boys went to Sabbath school. Jane, whose time is out at Hale's came today.
13. Fine day; L. came this evening ; Jane also, and spent the night.
14. Still fine weather; I went with L. to Hale's this evening; bought a few things; he was not there and I wished to see him. Jane washed for me today.
15. Fine cool day; went back to Hale's but still did not get to see him. I wish to settle up with him.
16. Still cool; we are about to lose our corn crop by the bred-worm; it has been replanted twice and they are still at work on it.
17. Fine day; planted more bunch-beans. I am much depressed in mind for it seems we are to lose this crop also.
18. Somewhat cloudy. Jane and Aaron came by on their way home. I know not when I have felt worse. She was walking and is in no situation for such a jaunt. She was unwilling to go too.
19. 3rd Sabbath. Pleasant day. L. came to stay while I went to Concord to hear Parson Hood preach. A good congregation. The Sabbath school is now fairly underway. Showery.
20. Cloudy; I prepared more cabbage-ground this morning.
23. We have set out a good many slips this week also. Sowed late cabbage. The worm is still at work on our corn.
26. 4th Sabbath. Showery. The boys went to Sabbath-school and to preaching; Virginia and family there. L. came this evening and I went with her to visit Mrs. Campbell.
27. Fine day. This evening a swarm of bees came out and settled so high that we had bad work with them, but by building a scaffold to set a hive on M. at length succeeded in hiving them. They stung us all more or less. V.’s face is badly swollen.
28. Warm. V. unwell; our bees left the hive this morning and ran away to the mountain, hated this; it was a large swarm and had given us a deal of trouble. Rain this evening.
29 30 & 31. Very warm. Had Hannah (a paid woman) to do up the washing and also the scalding and house-washing. She is a very brisk girl and gave me satisfaction.

June 1867

1. Cloudy; went with M. to Yellow Creek; few there; Major M. Thornton was there and wishes the case of Mrs. Richardson to be reconsidered. He spoke at length on the subject, but the church will take no action on it unless the first overture is made by her. Thomas spent the evening here. I had not seen him for several weeks; he is so confined with his school.
2. 1st Sabbath. A great deal of rain this morning, but the boys went to Sabbath school and V. to church afterwards. But few persons out. V. went over to Thomas's this evening.
5. Warm; we think that we lost another swarm of bees today, and one passed over the field from this direction.
6. Fine day; Mr. Patterson, Mr. Battles helped the boys cut wheat. It is much better than we thought it was.
9. 2nd Sabbath. Fine day. The boys went to Sabbath school; this evening I went with M. to see Miss P., who has a bad hand.
10. Clear. I went to Hale's this morning; invited to a quilting party at Mr. Battles.
11. Warm day. Dry weather. Our boys cutting wheat; I went to the party, not many there, and did not finish the quilt. Several ladies called here on their return.
12. Fine time for harvesting. The boys finished today.
13. Very warm. I went to Mr. Rudd’s this evening to go huckleberrying with the girls, but they had given me out and left.
14. Very warm. Rain tonight.
15. A good deal of rain this morning; got cabbage-plants of Mrs. Hudgens and set out; also M. set out more slips.
16. 3rd Sabbath. Very warm. The boys went to Sabbath school. L. came and I went to Concord to hear Parson Hood. Miss Hay’s called.
17. Cloudy. Hannah washed for me today.
18. Warm and cloudy. L. came today and I helped on Thomas's coat. Judson not well. Teething, I think.
19. & 20. Still warm. L. sent for me, as Judson is right sick. I rode over there after dinner; he is better and I found him standing at the cradle rocking Mrs. Whitton' s baby, but the little fellow looks pale and thin.
21. Very warm. The longest day of the year, but the days do not seem long. I have so much occupation.
23. 4th Sabbath. Warm. The boys went to Sabbath school. This evening I went with M. to Cedar Hill to hear Mr. Brindly preach and witnessed their church-meeting or conference--a new thing with the Methodist’s. It was much like the Baptist monthly conference. Called at Mr. P’s. Miss P.’s hand is getting better, but it is still a bad hand.
24. Warm and dry; we need rain now very much. One day passes with me as another. I seldom work much before dinner, the vegetables of which we have plenty, are to gather, but after dinner the long afternoon is mine.
26. We had a fine season today for which we were glad.
27. Somewhat cloudy, but as I had rain water I did up our washing. The boys cutting oats. Received a letter from O. She was well. Their wheat she writes was good, oats also. She was going to come the next day trading. Mag. is going to Tenn. to spend the summer. The relations all well.
29. Warm with thunder-clouds passing; the boys finished hauling their wheat this evening.
30. 5th Sabbath. Warm. Clouds passing this afternoon , the boys went to Sabbath school and M. to Prayer-meeting this evening.

July 1867

1. & 2. Warm. We would like to have rain now.
3. Very warm. Wrote to O. V. came with Mattie. She and Marcellus also wrote to O. We rode over to see L. this evening.
4. Warm with a light shower this evening. Mrs. Milhollen visited us. V. went home this evening. She has her new teeth in and looks much better. Mattie also looks well.
5. Warm. I went to Church. Parson Hood preached. Mr. Thornton came with him and wished the church to reconsider Mrs. Richardson's case, but the church held out that the first overture must come from her. So, nothing was done. Mr. Wilder joined the Church. Pretty shower this afternoon.
7. 1st Sabbath. Very warm. The boys went to Sabbath school and to church. L. came to dinner. A good congregation today.
8., 9. & 10. Getting very dry. Mr. Hudgens here this evening. Laid by the corn crop.
11. Warm and dry. Mr. H. here working on the thresher. Cousin Agnes spent the day here.
12. Very warm. A good rain about 12:00. Heard that while V. was here they had the misfortune to get their kitchen burnt. I fear the loss was considerable for they keep a good deal in it. I am thankful it was not worse for their houses are close together.
13. A good deal of rain today. The crop is clean and can grow.
14. 2nd Sabbath. Still cloudy. The boys went to Sabbath, and singing society; quite unwell tonight.
15. Rainy morning; still unwell. I had intended going to John's, but cannot now.
16. 17. Still cloudy; showery weather.
18. Warm day. Had Hannah to wash. Heard of the murder of Dr. Witt, by Rice Puckett.
19. Still very warm; L. came over this morning to let us know that Judge Standifer has sued Thomas, as adm. of the estate for what it owes him. T. has no money to satisfy his demand, so Dublin or T.’s place must be sold.
20. Clear and dry.
21. 3rd Sabbath. Very warm. The boys and L. went to Concord. Mr. B.’s family there; Mattie had a chill, they said. Mr. B. and B.. went to Thomas tonight. Quite unwell tonight.
22. Warm and getting dry. Mr. B. went to Centre. B. returned here after dinner, they left. I am threatened with flux.
23. Warm, but taking an early start, I went to John’s. Found Mattie sick -- having had a chill this morning. Percy had one yesterday. Vivia looks thin, V. herself had them last week. They lost a good deal by the fire as the house was on fire all over when they waked and they kept a good deal in it.
24. Still clear and getting very dry; we would be so glad for some rain; I am still unwell, though better this evening.
25. Still warm. L. came today. The boys threshing wheat, they have four hands helping them; fine rains today.
26. Warm. Another good rain today; the boys finished the wheat; we have 48 and 1/2 bushels. Enough and some to spare.
27. Showery; I went to Hale’s this evening.
28. 4th Sabbath. Very warm. M. came and I went to Cedar Hill. No preacher, they had prayer meeting.
29. Warm and cloudy.
30. Fine day; had Caroline (Dick’s wife) to wash and scour.
31. Very warm and getting dry.

August 1867

1. One of the boys had intended going to the Galesville mill, but it looked too much like rain. Miss E. Patterson visited me.
2. Still very cloudy. Virgil started to mill this morning. Mr. P. sat awhile here this morning. This evening a light shower; my brother-in-law J. Espy and wife arrived. They left all well, and all the rest. It is 5 years since I saw Jane, but she looks quite natural.
3. Warm. M. went with his uncle!e and aunt to church. Cousin Agnes came home with them. A quiet meeting today.
4. 1st Sabbath. Very warm. L. came back with J. Espy and wife, who stayed with her last night. T. preaches at the Iron Works, and baptizes Mr. Wilder this morning and at Yellow Creek this evening. We all went except M. I went over to see a sick infant at Mr. Bemans. It is in a dying state.
5. Still very warm. I went to see Mrs. C. again. I think she is mending. John, V. and children came back with brother J. this morning. They, brother J. and wife, went to Thomas’s tonight. Helped make the coffin for Mr. Beman’s child. It died last evening.
6. Dry and warm. I went to see Mrs. C. again.
7. Still warm and getting so dry. O! for a welcome rain. L. spent the night here, as they are intending to go home tomorrow.
8. Cloudy. Brother Joe and wife left early. L. also. Mrs. Rudd came and I went with her to see Mrs. C. She is much better. Light shower this evening.
9. Still dry and hot. Clouds passing this evening and light rain.
10. Very warm. M. sowed turnip-seeds in the garden. T. came after his buggy this evening as L. goes to church with him tomorrow.
11. 2nd Sabbath. Still dry and hot. M. went to Sabbath school. J. went to Mr. Rudd’s this evening. We need rain badly.
12. Clear and hot. We put in soak for starch, also set up a dye pot; L. called this morning; had peach pie for dinner, which is a great rarity. Fruit of all kinds being rare.
15. Still dry and hot. Caroline washed for me today.
18. 3rd Sabbath. Dry and hot. L. came and I went to Concord. J. T. came home with us.
19. Still warm. Preaching at Concord. M. went too
20. Cloudy. M. went to John’s; L. came this evening and I went with her to Mr. Battle’s; rain this evening. V. unwell.
21. Light rain falling this morning; I think V. had a chill as he has quite a high fever now. I went to Mr. Battle’s and got a dose of calomel for him. I have had no sickness for many years and am out of medicine. M. returned this evening. V. has another boy.
22. Warm and the rain all gone. V.’s medicine did well, but he has high fever again this evening.
23. Still warm. V. has suffered a great deal today. Had a chill this morning; gave him another dose of calomel tonight. There is a good deal of this fever getting about now; more sickness in this vicinity now than has been known for 12 years.
24. Dry and hot. V. seems better, has no fever of consequence now.
25. 4th Sabbath. Still dry and hot. L. came over and went to Cedar Hill. Virgil doing very well. Sis. Rudd, who has been sick for some time, is getting worse, they say.
26. Warm. V. better. Has no fever at all. I went this evening and saw Sis. Rudd; she is very low, but has her mind perfectly and knows everyone that comes in. I came home, but was soon sent for to return. She died tonight about 10:00. Thus, has left us a fine girl, the pride of her family, who it seems are peculiarly unfortunate. Sat up all night.
27. Still dry. Warm. V. continues to improve. M. helping at the grave yard. He sat up tonight at Mr. Rudd’s.
28. A hard rain today. They buried Miss Rudd about 12:00.
30. V. still improving. M. worked on the road. Mr. Whitt dined here.
31. Pretty day; went to Yellow Creek; today Mrs. Richardson came forward and through her father made suitable acknowledgements to the church and was restored. This was very satisfactory to all, for had not her father interfered, it would in all probability have been a bad business to the Church. Thomas came to dinner.

September 1867

1. 1st Sabbath. Warm. V. still improving; I went to Church; few there. The morning was so unlikely. L. came home with us. T. going to preach at the Iron works. Rain this evening.
2. & 3. Warm and rainy.
4. Cloudy morning. John came up today. T. went to Centre.
5. Rainy. Caroline came to wash, but as it was raining I did not let her begin. A good deal of rain today. Heard of the death of Mr. Dejarnette this evening of flux.
6. Cloudy, but cleared off this morning. I and M. attended the burial. A good many there. Thus has passed away a good man and esteemed citizen. T. came over this evening.
7. Pretty day. Dyeing thread for dresses.
8. 2nd Sabbath. Fine clear morning. The boys went to Sabbath school. I attended the burial of Mrs. Hollis at Yellow Creek this evening.
9. Cloudy. Caroline washed here today. So I was prevented from attending the meeting at Yellow Creek this evening; which began last night. V. unwell.
10. Rainy morning. M. went to preaching, small congregation.
11. Still cloudy. Bad time for saving fodder. M. went to church tonight. Jane came this evening. She has a fine boy child. They will not have day-service again as it is a busy time.
12. Variable. V. had a chill this evening. M. went to church tonight. They have good attendance at night and some little interest displayed.
13. Very warm. I went over to church today as Jane stayed with V. -- no preacher came. T. left this morning for Mill Creek taking Lucinda to see her mother. L. came home with me. V., who took calomel last night was very sick today. Moon eclipsed tonight.
14. Clear and warm. V. had a chill this morning and high fever all day. He is taking Ayer’s ague-cure. L. here this evening.
15. 3rd Sabbath. Cloudy. V. very feeble. M. went to Sabbath school.
16. Dry. Jane came early this morning on her way to Hale’s where she is to cook while she stays here. V. getting better now.
17. 18. 19. and 20. Warm. V. is improving. Jane came by this evening on her way home. Her husband having sent orders for her to return. She will have a hard time carrying her baby so far. Besides she was doing well to work. T. came home this evening, but did not bring Lucinda, her Mother would not let her return.
21. Very warm. M. went with Mr. Mackey to a Presbyterian Camp Meeting on Spring Creek.
22. 4th Sabbath. Warm with a shower this evening.
23. Cloudy. M. returned this morning. Busy now picking cotton.
24. Fine day. Went to see Virginia. She is not doing well. Looks worse than I ever. She has a fine child, which is doing well. The other children still have chills.
29. 5th Sabbath. Very warm. Preaching commenced at Cedar Hill. The boys attended. T. and Parson Hood came to dinner. L. here tonight.
30. The warmest weather yet. Went to church. Few there, and but one preacher. The turnout at night is better.

October 1867

1. Still warm. M. went to church. Small interest seems to be taken in it. Preparing thread for the loom.
2. and 3. Still very warm. Went to church. Parson Russel there today. A right lively meeting. Mrs. Bearden came home with me and we went to see Mrs. Campbell.
5. Cooler and cloudy. Went to Yellow Creek. Parsons Hood and Crow there as T. has gone to an Association. Cousin Agnes came home with me to dinner.
6. 1st Sabbath. Pleasant. The boys went to Church. The preachers came to dinner. I went to see the sick at Mr. Battles; Mr. Rudd and daughter called.
7. V. swapped our mule for a mare today with Wade Hampton. Still pleasant;
started letter to Aunt Maria and Margaret.
8. Fine weather. Mr. Hale sent his evaporator today and commenced making our syrup; there a 5 hands and 4 horses to board and they take half the syrup. L. came to assist me while they are here.
9. Fine Indian-summer weather. They finished our syrup today; a fine article too, tho’ we get but 18 gallons. T. came to dinner and L. went home this evening. She helped me draw in my cloth. Rain tonight.
10. Very cool. I went to Mr. Hay’s this morning and bought a sley. Mr. H. quite sick, They are going to remove to Tenn.
11. Still cool. Caroline came and washed for me. The syrup makers left this morning. They made several crops here. M went to mill today.
12. Very cool. I went and helped L. quilt today. Mrs. Hays, Mrs. Bearden, and Mrs. Whitton assisted. M. returned this evening bringing B. with him. She has had chills and looks badly.
13. 2nd Sabbath. Fine cool day. M. went to Sabbath school, B. and I over to see L. this evening, and spent the night there.
14. Fine day. J. T. came up this morning; his family now well. L. came home with B. this morning. Corn-gathering.
15. and 16. Warm and dry. B. went this evening down to John’s.
17. Still dry. Mrs. Campbell called this morning. Miss I. Patterson this evening. B. returned. The family at John’s still have chills. Virginia in a low state of health.
18. Fine weather, for getting in crops; Parson Livingston, Mr. Bankson dined here on this way to the Association. Went with B. this evening. Getting dye stuffs.
19. Still pleasant. Mr. A. Bankson came here tonight.
20. 3rd Sabbath. Fine Indian-summer day. The boys went to Sabbath school. We looked for Sis today, but she came not. I fear some of them are sick. B. and V. went with A. Bankson to Cousin Agnes’s this evening. M. went to Patterson’s.

December 1867

1. I have suffered a long time to elapse since writing in my diary. Virginia came and spent nearly a week. They are getting better of the chills. O. came on the 12th November and stayed till last Tuesday. Her husband came on Saturday; she took Vivia home with her. B. left on the 15th November, so I am alone again. Mr. Trippe died on the 19th November after a short illness. Miss M. Mackey and Mr. L Hale were married lately. Miss Sue Hale was to have married at the same time, but her intended from some cause, did not arrive. I received a letter lately from Aunt Maria. She writes her cancer is much worse and is eating fast. I am much grieved to hear it. Mr. Finley is in this country now; has spent two nights with us. I have been indeed very busy, but am getting over the press now. B. helped me a good deal and O. helped me also. She is in pretty good health now and looks better than she has for years. They are preparing to keep house. My birthday and a cold one. We have not had rain enough yet to raise the waters any.
8. 2nd Sabbath. Very cold day. L. and her sister Margaret, Mr. Allen dined here; Mr. M. and M. went off this evening.
9. Cold day. Making pants for M.
11. Still cold. Cut and commenced a coat for Virgil. Received a letter lately from Aunt Maria. She writes that her cancer gets worse and is eating very fast. I fear she will not last long. She wishes to see M. very much and also desires me to come to see her, but there is no chance for that.
12. 13. and 14. Changeable weather. Mr. Finley left this week. I finished the coat this evening. Mr. B. and B. came tonight.
13. 3rd Sabbath. Extremely cold. The boys and Mr. B. went to Concord.
16. A bitter morning. B. left this morning taking her things as she expects soon to commence house-keeping. Cut and commenced a coat for Marcellus. Jane came today.
17. Warmer. Jane washed for me today. M. went to the sale at Mr. Trippe’s. Property mostly bought by the heirs.
18. Cloudy. V. started to Wills Valley to assist in getting the hogs over which this neighborhood has bought of Mr. Larner. Jane went back today.
19. Cold. This morning M. started to Georgia as he wished to be in Rome tomorrow. T. did not come to stay with me tonight as I expected, so I ran down and got Mary Brewer. It is the first time I have ever been left alone.
20. Still cold. Very busy on the coat. Mary stayed with me again tonight.
21. A good deal warmer. Mrs. Campbell called this evening. Mrs. Brewer stayed with me tonight.
22. 4th Sabbath. Showery and warm. Mrs. Campbell stayed with me tonight.
23. Pleasant. The boys returned this evening. M. brought a letter from O. They are all well and Vivia is well satisfied to stay.
24. Warm, but they are hog killing at Mackey’s. Our boys decided to keep their part until colder weather.
25. Christmas Day. A very warm one too, Virgil went after Berenice. Very dull one too, for no one is passing.
26. Still warm. V. and B. arrived in time for dinner.
27. Warm. Invited to dinner at Thomas’s, but did not go. B. went.
28. Light showers this morning. I went with B. down to John’s. They have moved to Mr. Trippe’s place. The girls are going to live with their sister, Mrs. Ellis. John and Virginia came home with us.
29. 5th Sabbath. Cold. John and Virginia left this evening.
1868

SARAH R. ESPY, PRIVATE JOURNAL 1859-1868
Alabama Department of Archives and History, Montgomery, Alabama
Used with permission.

January 1868

1. New Year’s Day. Very cold. Our boys went to Mr. Mackey’s and killed their hogs. They are very large and fat.
2. Still cold. V. took B. home today. M. helped me with the work, I got on well too with it.
3. More moderate. Thomas and A. Bankson dined here. Finished the souse and sausage-meat tonight.
4. Pleasant. I went to church. Mr. Chandler and family, a relation of ours, stopped to see us and dined here.
5. 1st Sabbath. Went to Church. A tolerable congregation. Jane came.
31. A long and I think the coldest January is now closing. We have had the deepest snow I ever saw; five inches deep on level ground. Mrs. Mackey and her daughter-in-law visited me a few days ago.

February 1868

1. Very cold and the ground still covered with snow. Did not go to church; T. came by; there will be no preaching there tomorrow as the snow is still round the house.
2. 1st Sabbath. More pleasant. Parson Hood came to dinner; he had been to church, but found no one there.
5. Still cold. L. came and helped me in with Virginia’s jeans.
8. Cold. L. came this evening as T. has gone to Mt. Lookout.
9. 2nd Sabbath. Showery. L. and myself spent this day at Mr. Mackey’s most pleasantly. Hard rain tonight.
14. Pretty day. With the assistance of Virgil I sowed a good many seeds today. Valentine Day.
15. Fine day. Mr. B. and Berenice came this evening.
16. 3rd Sabbath. Fine weather. The boys and Mr. B. went to Concord this evening. M. went with him to Mr. Hale’s. B. and J. went to see Lizzie, but she was not at home.
17. Pretty day. B. left this morning taking the last of her things. She has had a letter from Mr. Yarbrough in which he says times are hard in La. that they have missed two cotton crops; that land will neither sell or rent, and that our place is going down very fast. He has made out to collect enough to pay tax so far, and is doing the best for us that he can. I received a letter from Maggie yesterday in which Olivia was delivered of a still-born child on the 10th. A very fine large boy; that O. was doing very well at that time (11th and 12th). She has had some time previously two spells of old complaint. I am very uneasy about her, and would like to be with her. She and Jos. are of course grieved at the loss of the babe.
22. This has been a week of fine weather. I finished the jeans today. As I have heard nothing more from O., I presume she is doing well.
23. 4th Sabbath. Cloudy. The boys went to Cedar Hill; John, V. and the children came home with them. They have quit chilling and are looking very well, the children especially.
24. Inclement. Commenced wool-spinning.
27. Cloudy. T. and V. started to mill at Nobles Foundry. Cleared off this evening very cold.
28. A severe morning. The boys got back this evening; found the roads very bad and the waters high.
29. A hard freeze; I went to church; few there. T. came to dinner. Moderating this evening. M. went to John’s.

March 1868

1. 1st Sabbath. A day of constant rain, consequently no church going.
2. Still inclement; M. came home this morning; he brought bad news from John’s. Mattie last week swallowed some pounded glass; they had the doctor with her, who gave her an emetic but they fear she did not get rid of it all. If she did not, her doom is sealed.
3. Cool weather. Virgil’s birthday. Very busy.
6. Planted more peas today, as my others failed to come well.
7. We have had pretty cold weather this week; this evening three numbers of Peterson’s Magazine came to Marcellus.
8. 2nd Sabbath. Fine day. Lizzie and Sis. Whitton came this morning; Miss I. Patterson this evening. M. went off with A. Means yesterday evening. The wind was very high and a spark of fire caught in the sill of the house and had commenced blazing when M. came in time to put it our. V. and I were both here, but it had been so rapid we had not perceived it. Such as this frightens me very much.
14. I have suffered a great deal this week with my teeth. I suppose I took cold which settled in them. My face is swollen.
15. 3rd Sabbath. Rainy; my teeth getting better.
16. Still inclement; T. here this evening. My face is painful.
17. Rainy; the boys are working the road; T. started this evening to Madison County; Bettie Williams is to stay with L.
19. Clear windy day. The boys finished the road and this evening M. is helping in the blacksmith shop at Patterson’s to get his work done. Mr. Everett spent the night here.
20. Cool. Another stroke of bad luck. Our bay mare was found dead in the stable this morning. She was perfectly well last night; cause unknown; this is a serious loss at this time of the year and it will, I fear, be difficult to get another.
22. 4th Sabbath. Fine day. The boys went to Cedar Hill; few persons there. John and family were there. They said Mattie was looking very well; I hope she will get along; M. went there this evening.
23. Cloudy with high winds. I went over to see L. yesterday evening. She and Bettie are getting on very well by themselves.
24. Fine day. M. went this morning to try for another horse, but was unsuccessful; neither can he hear of a spare horse. L. came about 12:00 to let the boys know that she has their hogs up. They have been gone sometime and as they are fat, we were somewhat uneasy about them. V. went and got them home.
25. Fine spring weather. I never saw the peach trees prettier; the boys commenced planting corn; with only one it is slower work than they have been accustomed to. I put my joint today in paper instead of ashes as usual.
29. 5th Sabbath. Cold day. Virgil unwell; he has been puny some time. Mr. Davis dined here and spent the afternoon. V. took pills.
30. Fine day. V. and I gathered willows this morning.

April 1868

1. Warm. Fine day. V. no better. M. went tonight and brought Dr. Matthews to see him; he says it is bilious fever he has; gave a large dose of calomel and left other medicines; Mr. P. stayed with us while M. was gone.
2. Showery. V. badly off today, but will not lie in bed, but goes about in a distracted-like manner. M. went again to see the Doctor as V.’s medicine is not doing well.
3. Pretty day. The Dr. came about 12:00. He thinks V. is doing very well. He is clear of fever. Left more medicine for him. I think he is salivated, but the Dr. says not.
4. Fine day. V.’s mouth is very sore; he is badly salivated; Mr. B. and Berenice came today, Mrs. Rudd this evening. V. suffers very much with his mouth.
5. 1st Sabbath. Cold day. V. still has fevers and his mouth is very sore; L. came and went to church with B. Parson Hood came to dinner Leah and her daughter Jane here today. B. has consented to stay this week with us. Mr. B. went home.
6. V. seems a little better today. T., who returned last evening came over this morning with Mr. Whitton and Judson. He has made arrangements to remove to Athens. There is not a Baptist minister in Madison County. It will no doubt, be the best for them to go, but it will be leaving me very much alone. Miss E. Patterson here this evening.
7. Pretty day; T. came this morning looking for his mare, he thinks she is stolen; I went over there this evening, was glad to see the mare at home; he found her at Mr. Battles. I gave V. oil and turpentine this morning and it is doing very well with him, bringing a great deal of bile away.
8. Virgil better. I think now if his mouth was well that he would soon be up, but it still is bad. B. went to Mrs. Bearden’s and got honey for him.
9. Fine day. Did up the washing. V. as usual. Miss T. Rudd here this evening. L. spent the night here.
10. Cool day. B went over to L.’s.
12. 2nd Sabbath. Fair day. T. and L. came this morning; M. and B. started home. T. went to the mountain church and returned this evening for L. Mrsrs. Patterson and Mans here. V. sat up some today, but his mouth is still very sore.
13. Tremendous rains this morning. I never say the creek higher. I fear it has done great injury to the farm.
16. Fine day. V., who has been slowly improving went with me this evening over to T.’s. He complains of the same bad feeling yet, which at times almost distracts him. I went to help L., as they expect to move next week.
17. Warm. L. came over this morning for one of the boys to go and attend the measuring of their corn. V. rode over.
19. 3rd Sabbath. Showery. M. went to Concord. V. still troubled with that bad feeling. He describes it as a feeling of leadenness in his bowels. L. came this evening and T., who returned from Mill Creek came tonight.
20. Still rainy. Set out cabbage plants this evening.
21. Showery. V. no better; he is at times almost crazy. John and family came today; they had heard of V.’s illness; they got him off home with them. T. came this evening to let me know that he will start tomorrow, so I went to making cakes and biscuits for their journey; I fear he will find high waters in his way.
22. Fine morning. I rode over this morning and saw them off. L. not well, but I hope it is only fatigue; several of the neighbors there helping pack up. V. came home this evening instead of staying till Sunday. He is still badly off. John took supper here.
25. Fine warm day. Dr. Sparks came to see V. this evening. He thinks he will soon be over it.
26. 4th Sabbath. Pretty day; the boys went to Cedar Hill; a small congregation; Sis came up this evening, also. A. Means came here. V. seems better.
28. Fine warm weather. I finished my jeans this evening. O. came with her uncle Joe. Her breast is not well yet, but she looks tolerable well. Left all well at home.
30. Warm day. This evening they went down to take Vivia home. She has been away 5 months, I think.

May 1868

1. Pretty day. Uncle Joe and Babe returned this morning. Vivia they said hardly knew the two youngest children. I went to Dublin this evening.
2. Fine day. O. and her Uncle left early for home; it is such a busy time they could not stay longer. J. and M. went to church. Elder Hood, who is to take the pastorship met a small congregation there. One received by letter.
3. 1st Sabbath. Rainy day. Consequently no church-going.
13. Fine weather. Since writing last we have received letters from T. and L. They are well pleased at Athens and find the people very friendly. They had a severe time out, owing to the great rains; L. says if she had been on the road a few days longer she would have had her things ruined. Wrote to her today. V. unwell, has fever and is light-headed. M. has Mac. Whitton to work in his place. The Locusts have returned to visit us after a 13 years absence, and the woods resound with their peculiar song. It reminds me of a great number of sheep-bells running at a distance. They visited us last in 55. This is the 3rd Locust-year I have ever known.
17. 3rd Sabbath. Pleasant day; the boys went to Concord this morning. I went with M. to afternoon-service; we called at Mr. Rudd’s.
22. Have had good rains. Virgil, who has been improving went this morning to see Berenice. Mrs. Whitton called; the boys captured a turtle today and found 16 eggs in her. I must try my dressing tho’ I never saw it done. This one is very fat.
23. Pleasant. We had our turtle and turtle dressing for dinner and it is really very delicate meat; the eggs are the richest I ever tasted. I could not sufficiently however, overcome my prejudice to eat it with a very good grace. V. returned this evening. Left all well at Mr. B.’s. B. spoke of coming down soon.
24. 4th Sabbath. Warm. The boys went to Quarterly Meeting at Cedar Hill. V. soon returned not feeling well. I went this afternoon with M. a good congregation. V. and her family there. Mr. Potter preached the concluding sermon. We received letters last mail from Tenn., announcing the death of my sister-in-law with the cancer which has so long troubled her. I was sorry for she was a good woman and very kind to M., while he was with her.
25. Fine weather, but the nights still cool. I cut and commenced making the dress I got at Hale’s on the 8th. V. took medicine tonight.
27. Pleasant. V. took oil and turpentine, which did finely, but he has high fevers and is out of his mind, while the fever is on.
28. Still fine weather. V. badly off today. He must have chills, but they are so slight he does not notice them. M. went to Centre for the Dr. He will come in the morning. V.’s fever always goes off about sunset and he then rests well at night. He was worse distracted this evening than he has ever been.
29. Fine morning. The Dr. came and stayed till 3 o’clock, but V. has no fever today. He says it is only a periodical return of the chills, or rather Intermittent fever and by taking proper precaution may be prevented, but V. has got so low down in mind we can hardly do anything with him.
30. Getting dry. Leah came today and brought the spinning I gave her to do. She lives with her daughter and there is a large family of them. I fear they have a hard time, tho’ they seem to be industrious. My father raised her and gave her to my sister. She looks quite natural to me for we have played and worked together many a day while children and girls.
31. 5th Sabbath. And last day of as pleasant a May as I think I ever knew; M. went to Cedar Hill; they are about organizing the Sabbath school again. Mrs. Milhollen, Mrs. Rudd called this morning. V. had a little fever today.

June 1868

1. Pleasant. V. seems to be improving again.
4. Cloudy and very likely to rain. M. had some hands today cutting wheat; it is much injured by rust and other things. Leah came and helped me.
5. Still somewhat cloudy. Leah washed for me today and left. Marcellus birthday. Finished what wheat would do to cut.
6. Warm and dry; did not go to church today. M. went to John's.
7. 1st Sabbath. Pretty day. Went to church; pretty good congregation. Elder Hood came to dinner; Leah here today.
8. Warm days, but cool nights and getting very dry. I went over to Mr. Patterson's this evening.
9. Still dry. A letter this evening from Sam. Espy.
10. Wrote to Olivia; heard that J. Trippe is sick.
11. Warm and dry. Miss E. P. called. She has heard that John is very low. I must go down there tomorrow.
12. Started early, but when I arrived at John's had the pleasure of finding all well. John not having been sick at all.
13. Still dry and warm. V. not well this evening.
14. 2nd Sabbath. Warm; the boys went to Sabbath school.
15. We are needing rain badly. Leah came today after corn.
16. Virgil is, I think, improving slowly; he works of morning and evening when it is cool. Clouds passing this evening.
17. Very warm and dusty; basket-making; Clouds again passing.
18. Still warm. Did up the washing; a fine rain this evening, which alters the appearance of things. Set out peppers.
19. A light rain last night. V. has had a chill, for he has fever this morning and is out of his senses as usual; took oil and turpentine; Looked for B., but she did not come.
21. 3rd Sabbath. Fine day. We have not had enough rain yet, but what has fallen will do a great deal of good. The boys went to Sabbath School and M. to church at Concord. A. Means came with him to dinner. V. not well today.
22. Very pleasant. Remodeling a dress. Went below the tan-yard this evening to see Mr. Campbell, who is confined to his bed with erysipalis on his leg; has besides a cough.
23. Still cool; Virgil went down to John’s; the two youngest children having chills, Leah here today. The 8th anniversary of Mr. Espy's death.
25. Warmer. M. had Dick today helping haul wheat.
26. Clear and getting very dry again. Scalded some of our meat today and put it down in ashes. I find that nothing else will preserve it so well. Virgil improving again.

August 1868

23. It has been nearly two months since I wrote in my diary. A great many things has taken place which I cannot give the date of now. I have been sick. On the 26th July I was taken with the chills and was quite sick for a week. Then I succeeded in breaking them by this remedy: I pt. of whisky, 2 tablespoons of brown sugar, 1 do. of black pepper stewed down to 1/2 pint and taken freely before time for chilling. On the 8 August M. was taken and was very badly off for a week, when he got rid of them. Neither of us have had a return of them yet. V. seems to be gaining bodily strength. He is taking medicine of a northern Dr., which he thinks is doing him good. On the 26 July Lizzie gave birth to another boy and T. wrote that both she and it was doing well. On the 8 August Berenice gave birth to a son and at the last account was doing well. Mr. B. and his sister Sarah came to our protracted meeting this month and were added to the church. It was a good meeting, but I was not able to attend much. Leah stayed with me during my sickness. We have had over a month of rainy weather, a bad time for fruit drying. There has been abundance of it too. I have dried all I could. M. was out last week with the evaporator. He joined Patterson and Glenn in buying one. A. Means here to dinner today; he and M. rode off this evening. V. went down to John’s.
24. Virgil and I refilled the dryers with peaches.
26. Went this evening to see Mr. Jones’ child, who is sick.
28. Cloudy. Jane did house-washing for me today.
29. Very warm. Mrsrs. Dean and Bankson dined here; A. says B. and her boy are doing well. I went to see Mr. Jones’ child. It is very low. A child of Mr. Wilson died today. M. came home sick--he had a chill today.
30. 5th Sabbath. I went this morning to Mr. Wilson's; several of the family sick. M.
helping Mr. H. make a coffin and had another chill. I went to see Miss I. P. this evening.
31. Cloudy. V. not so well today; I think I had a chill this evening.

September 1868

1. Rainy. V. quite unwell. M. missed a chill today.
2. Cloudy. V. started to Ga. to stay with O. awhile. I had a light chill this evening, and fever through the night.
3. Inclement; I feel pretty well today.
4. Cloudy. Jane and daughter washed here today. Drank strong peppered coffee and missed my chill. M. sat up tonight at Mr. Jones's; the child much better.
5. Very warm. Did not go to church; M. finished working the road.
6. 1st Sabbath. Pleasant morning. No service today at Yellow Creek it having been moved to Round Mountain. Marcellus went. A. Means here. Uncle Joe arrived here this evening with the mare that V. rode. He got there in time to stay with O. while Jos. is out with the Evaporator. O. has had lately one of her bad spells. She is one, who it seems is destined to suffer; he left the rest well. She wrote that she is busy quilting and has much work in perspective.
7. Cool morning. M. has two hands helping him pull fodder. He has not been able to save any yet.
8. Cool foggy morning. Uncle Joe started back this morning. He complains a good deal and is getting much bent. I looked after him as he rode away in a fog and the unpleasant thought came up that perhaps I shall not see him again. He is a good man. May he live long yet! I wrote to O. and V., but forgot to send the letter. M. commenced stripping cane.
9. Hauling wood for syrup making. G. Whitton helping him.
Index

SARAH R. ESPY, PRIVATE JOURNAL 1859-1868
Alabama Department of Archives and History, Montgomery, Alabama
Used with permission.

Since Sarah often used only last names, with an occasional first initial, these matches are educated guesses. I have used proximity to the Espy dwelling when references seemed to indicate the person lived nearby. Some names were only listed one time in the census, so these are probably correct. The person's occuption was also a help, as were references to visiting two families or businesses on the same afternoon. There are many people I'm not sure about, such as the many Hales, Espys, and many others. If anyone can further identify the people in the diary, please let me know. I find working on the names and getting familiar with the community very addictive!
 
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
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_______, Leah, servant, 1861 	 
_______, Lucinda, from Mill Creek, servant of Thomas and Lizzie, 1867 	 
_______, Peggy, a hired woman at Patterson's, 1863 	 
A 	 
Adams, 1861 	 
Adrian, William, 1865 	 
Alexander, Eli Oliver, 1866 	Davis Cross Roads
Alexander's, (Marshall J.) Military Company, 1862 	1st District
Allen, deaf mute,1864, 1865, 1867 	 
Allen, Elizabeth 	 
Amberson, Tax collector,1866 	 
Anderson, Thomas: burial July 22 1861 	1st District
Appleton, Yellow Creek Preacher, 1860, 1861, 1864 	 
Arlington, Dr., 1863 	 
Aubrey, Benjamin and Mahala Antoinette, 1861, 1863, 1865 	King's Hill

    Aubrey, J.: Death Oct 1861

	King's Hill
Aubrey, Lucius 	King's Hill
B 	 
Bagby, Edmund 	 
Baines, Mrs. J., Buried June 5 1863 at Yellow Creek, 1863 	 
Bankson, Andrew, 1867 	Blue Pond
Bankson, Frank, 1866, 1867, 1868 	Blue Pond

    Marriage 31 Jan 1867 to Berenice Shackleford
	Blue Pond

    Birth of a son, Berenice and Frank, 8 Aug 1868

Bankson, Sarah: Added to the church, 1868 	Blue Pond
Barkley, Harriett M. 	 
Barry, Margaret M. 	 
Bates, Yellow Creek preacher, 1863, 1864 	 
Battles, William, 1866, 1867 	1st District

    Battles, Mrs. Campbellís son-in-law, moved above us on the road, 1866

Beall, John, 1862 	DeKalb County
Bean, Dr. Samuel, 	 
Bearden, William D., 1860 	Blue Pond

    Bearden, Giles , 1859,1864, 1865

	Blue Pond

    Bearden, D., 1866

	Blue Pond

    Bearden, on the mountain to visit, 1865, 1866

	Blue Pond
Beasley, William M., 1861 	 
Beck, D., Living on Finleyís place, 1864, 1865 	Blue Pond
Beman, child, died 4 Aug 1867 	 
Bemans, 1867 	 
Bennet, Dr. Adolphus, 1862 	Gadsden
Berry, Capt., 1864 	 

    Berry, Mrs., 1860

Bishop, Mrs., 1864, 1865 	 

    Bishop, Miss, 1864

Black, Death 27 July 1860 	 
Blackwell, George, Mrs.,1867 	Blue Pond
Blanks, 1862 	 
Blevins, Richard, 1861, 1862 	 

    Blevins, Mrs., Death Sept 19 1862

Blount, Joseph, 1863 	King's Hill
Bothwell, Repaired cards, 1864 	Leesburg
Bouchelle, L. D., a nephew of Finley, 1865 	 
Bowers, Rev. Lemuel, John Trippeís brother-in-law, 1864 	Cedar Bluff
Bragg, 1863 	 
Bray, Robert, 1864 	 
Brewer, F., 1866 	 
Brewer, John K., 1860, 1861, 1862, 1863, 1865, 1866, 1867 	Blue Pond

    Brewer, infant daughter born 22 Nov 1860

    Brewer, Birth of a boy on Feb. 21, 1863

Brewer, James: Blacksmith, 1863 	 
Brewer, Mary, 1867 	 
Brewer, Miss, 1859, 1863 	 
Brewer, 28 Mar 1866 birth of a son, 1866 	 
Brindley, Asa R. 	 
Brindly, P. K. Cedar Hill preacher, 1865, 1866 	 
Brock, Brother, 1859 	 
Brown, Margaret, Nanie Smithís grandmother, 1866 	Texas

    Brown, Margaret, S. Smithís sister in Texas, 1866

	Texas
Brown, Will, 1866 	Texas
Bruce, Entirely blind, 1864, 1865 	 
Bruce, J., 1866 	 
Bruce, a black woman, 1866 	 
Burgess, Federals killed a gentlemen near Cave Spring, 1864 	 
Burnett, C.D., G.P., or Z.W., 1860, 1862 	Floyd County, Georgia

    Burnett, Miss, 1861

Butt, Dennis, moved to Texas in '59, 1859, 1864, 1865 	Texas
Butt, Theresa, 1859 	Texas
C 	 
Campbell, John, 1864, 1865, 1866, 1867 	 

    Campbell, John

    Campbell, Confined to his bed with erysipalis on his leg, 1868

Cannon, Bird, Mrs., 1862 	 
Carson, Capt., bears the name of a desperado, 1864 	 
Cason, 1860, 1861 	 
Chestnut, Esq., 1864 	 
Childers, Mrs., 1860 	 
Chisolm, Maj. Andrew Jackson, 1860, 1862 	Centre

    Chisolm, Miss, 1862

Clark, 1861, 1862 	 
Clark, Tax collector, 1863 	 
Cleveland, Amelia Martin 	North Carolina
Cleveland, John Harrison 	North Carolina
Clark, Military company, 1862 	 
Clifton, 1864 	 
Clifton, Preached at Cedar Hill, 1865 	 
Cobb, Col. Presly G., 1861 	1st District
Cobb, Dr. Samuel, 1860 	1st District

    Cobb, Miss, 1861

	1st District
Coffee, B., 1861 	Gadsden
Coffee, James, 1864 	1st District
Coffee, Sallie, relative, 1861 	 
Coffee, Cousin W., 1860 	1st District
Coffey, Edmund 	 
Copeland (Copelin), L., 1864, 1865 	Blue Pond
Croft, 1862 	1st District
Crow, Yellow Creek Parson, 1867 	 
Culberson, Parson, 1865, 1866 	 
Cumby, Miss, 1860, 1863 	 
Cumby, Morgan, 1859, 1860 	Blue Pond
Cumby, Nancy, Weaver, 1859, 1860, 1861, 1862, 1863, 1867 	 
Cunningham, Capt. Joseph L., 1861 	 
Cunningham, Lewis, 1864, 1865 	Centre

    Cunningham, Miss, 1859

    Cunningham, Mrs., 1862, 1864

Cunningham, W., 1865, 1866 	 
D 	 
Daniel, Census-taker, 1866 	 
Davenport, Capt., 1864 	 
Davidson, Josie, 1864 	Centre
Davis, 1860, 1861, 1863, 1864, 1865, 1866, 1868 	1st District
Davis, Brother, 1859, 1860, 1861, 1862, 1863 	 
Davis, a sister of Jane Espy, 1862 	 
Davis, cousin of Joseph Espy, 1865 	 
Davis, G., 1863 	 
Davis, J., 1862, 1863, 1864 	 
Davis, L., 1862, 1863 	 
Davis, M. , 1860, 1862, 1863, 1864 	 
Davis, Mrs., 1862 	 
Davis, T., paid old debt in depreciated currency, 1864 	 
De Lisle, 1863 	 
Dean, John T., Preacher, 1866, 1868 	Blue Pond
Dejarnette, Baker, died from wounds, 1864 	1st District
Dejarnette, Israel, Death 5 Sept 1867 of flux, 1867 	1st District

    Burial 6 Sept 1867

	1st District
Dobbs, Cedar Hill, 1859 	 
Dobbs, Preacher, 1862 	 
Duncan, Thomas, 1862 	 
Dupree, Charles, 1860, 1861, 1863, 1864, 1865 	King's Hill

    Dupree, Ellen, Cedar Hill, 1859

	King's Hill

    Dupree, Miss, 1860
	King's Hill
E 	 
Echolís, shopping, 1860, 1865 	Blue Pond

    Echols, Lucius N., 1859, 1860, 1861, 1862

	Blue Pond
Echols, Capt. Samuel B., 1863 	Gaylesville
Echols, Martha, 1862 	 
Echols, Mother, 1859, 1861, 1862 	Centre
Echols, Mrs., 1862 	 
Echols, Mrs. P., 1861 	 
Elliot, Yankee cavalry, 1864 	 
Ellis, Aaron, former servant, 1866, 1867, 1868 	DeKalb County, Alabama

    Marriage to Jane Espy, 25 Dec 1865

Ellis, C., 1865 	King's Hill
Ellis, Esq., 1864 	King's Hill

    Ellis, Miss, 1864

	King's Hill

    Ellis, Matthew, Trippe girls going to live with their sister, 1867

	King's Hill
Elm, 1864 	 
Elrath, Just from Dalton, 1864 	 
Espy, Amelia, 1862, 1865 	North Carolina
Espy, Dick, Sarah Espy servant, 1859, 1860, 1861, 1862, 1863, 1864, 1865, 1866 	 

    Married Caroline

Espy, James, 	Blue Pond

    Espy, Cousin Agnes, 1862, 1864, 1865, 1866, 1867

	Blue Pond

    Espy, Alfred, 1861, 1862, 1864, 1865, 1866

	Blue Pond
    Espy, Alfred Espy and Cynthia Hays, marriage 11 Mar 1866

	Blue Pond

    Espy, Cynthia,in low health, 1866

	Blue Pond

    Espy, James, death June 27, 1862 at Columbus, Miss., 1862

	Blue Pond

    Espy, Mary, death Jul 16 1862

	Blue Pond

    Espy, Robert, 1861, 1862, 1865, 1866

	Blue Pond

        Espy, Child of Robert, death on Mar 18, 1863

	Blue Pond

        Espy, Robert C., wounded Sep 1863

	Blue Pond
Espy, Joseph Samuel and Jane, 1861, 1865, 1867, 1868 	Floyd County, Georgia

    Espy, Joseph and Thomas, sons of Joe Espy, 1861

	Floyd County, Georgia

    Espy, Mary and Maggie Espy, 1865

	Floyd County, Georgia

    Espy, Joseph Samuel

	Floyd County, Georgia

        Espy, Marriage 31 Oct 1865 Olivia and Joseph, 1865

        Espy, 10 Jan 1868 still-born child to Olivia and Joseph, 1868

	Floyd County, Georgia

    Espy, Cousin James, 1861, 1862

	Floyd County, Georgia

        Espy, James, death 19th Feb 1862

	Floyd County, Georgia

    Espy, Margaret, 1862, 1863, 1864

	Floyd County, Georgia

    Espy, Mary, daughter of Joe Espy and J. B. Espy's wife, 1861

	Floyd County, Georgia
Espy, John, 	Rutherford County, Tennessee

    Espy, Maria, death 1868

	Rutherford County, Tennessee

    Espy, Aunt Maria and Margaret, 1867

	Rutherford County, Tennessee

    Espy, Sam, 1865, 1868

	Rutherford County, Tennessee
Espy, Robert Marion 	 

    Espy, Robert Marion

Espy, Thomas, death 24 June 1860 	 

    Espy, James B., 1861

	Floyd County, Georgia

        Espy, Bartow, 1867

	Floyd County, Georgia

        Espy, Victor

	Floyd County, Georgia

    Espy, Thomas Benton

        Espy, Marriage Dec 4 1861 of Thomas Espy and McNeeleyí s step-daughter, Lizzie Reeves, 1861

        Espy, Thomas, 14 July 1862 taken by the enemy, 1862

        Espy, Baby girl born Sept 7 1862 to Lizzie and Thomas, 1862

        Espy, Death Feb 4, 1863 of baby of Thomas and Lizzie, 1863

        Espy, Susan Rouslan, born 28 Dec 1863 Thomas and Lizzie,1863

            Espy, Susan, child of Lizzie and Thomas, 1864, 1864, 1865, 1866

            Espy, Susie, death inflammation of the brain and congestion, 18 Apr 1866

            Espy, Susie, burial 20 Apr 1866, Service by McNeely, 1866

        Espy, T., bought a tract of land in Calhoun County, 1863

        Espy, Thomas, went by Lincolnton to visit his relations, 1865

        Espy, Adoniram Judson, born 10 Sep 1866 to Thomas and Lizzie, 1866

        Espy, Thomas, preaches at Armuchee Church, 1866

        Espy, Thomas, preaches at the Iron Works, 1867

        Espy, Boy, born 26 July 1868 to Thomas and Lizzie,1868

        Espy, Thomas and Lizzie, moving to Athens, Madison County, Ala., 1868

    Espy, Columbus, death Nov 29, 1862

	Blue Pond

    Espy, Marcellus, wounded on May 18, 1863 ìTibbyî 1863

        Espy, Tibbie [Marcellus], missing in action, 1864

        Espy, Marcellus, Rock Island prison, 1865

        Espy, Marcellus, returned from Tenn., 1867

        Espy, Marcellus, to Georgia to live with James and learn a trade, 1865

    Espy, Olivia,1865

	Blue Pond

    Espy, Sarah Virginia

        Espy, Virginia, m. John Trippe

        Espy, Vivia, 1866

        Trippe, Mattie, 1867

Everett, 1868 	 
F 	 
Farriss, Ezekael, 1863 	Gaylesville
Fillotson, 1860 	 
Finley, C., 1863 	 
Finley, John F., 1860, 1861, 1862, 1863 	Blue Pond

    Finley, Mrs., 1859, 1860, 1861, 1862, 1863, 1867

    Finley, Coosie, death Sept 18 1862

    Finley, Ella, 1862, 1863

    Finley, Miss, 1863

    Finley, Taken a part of his negroes over the river, 1863

    Finley, Going away to N. C., 1863

    Finley, farm, 1865

    Finley, Visit, 1865, 1866, 1867

Finley, Octavia, 1862 	 

    Finley, Octavia, crowned queen of May, 1863

Finney, Pretended government agent, 1864 	 
Fisher, Of Dalton, 1860 	 
Forrest, Col., 1863 	 
Franks, Mrs., 1862 	 
Freeman, Capt., 1864, 1865 	 
Freeman, Martha P. 	1st District
G 	 
Gallaway, Teacher and Preacher,1861, 1862 	 
Gardner, Blacksmith, E., 1863, 1864 	 
Gardner, a refugee, 1864 	 
Gardner, a soldier, 1864 	 
Garland, Supt. of the Military Academy at Tuscaloosa, 1863 	 
George, Mrs., 1859 	 
Ghnal, Dr., 1860 	 
Glazner, James, Yellow Creek Preacher, 1861, 1864, 1865 	 
Glenn, Noble, 1863, 1864, 1865, 1866 	Blue Pond

    Glenn, Children, 1863

Goode,1865 	 
Goodman, 1860 	 
Goss, Rev. Horatio, 1860, 1862, 1863 	King's Hill

    Goss, Parson was assaulted and badly hurt by T. Davis,1863
	King's Hill

    Goss, Mrs., 1861

	King's Hill

    Goss, Moving to Georgia, 1863

	King's Hill
Gozie, Alfred, 1862 	Blue Pond
Gray, A relation of Sarah Espy, 1863 	 
Green, A refugee from W. Valley, Dr., 1863 	 
Green, Dr., 1864 	 
Green, Mrs., 1864 	 
Greenway, Alexander, 1860, 1861 	Blue Pond and Centre

    Greenway, Mrs., Death Apr 12 1862

    Greenway, Miss, 1860, 1864

    Greenway, Mrs., 1860, 1862

Greenway, Thomas 	 
Grey, Miss, 1862 	 
Griffin, 1861 	 
Griffin, Yankee aide Capt., 1864 	 
Grigsby, 1862 	 
H
	 
Hagood, William B., (Haygood) 1860, 1861, 1864 	Blue Pond

    Hagood, Mattie, 1862

    Hagood, George

Haines, Mary, 1861 	 
Haines, Mrs., 1860, 1861 	 
Hale, Dudley 	 

    Hale, Franklin and Katy, on the mountain, 1865, 1866

Hale, Fielden Lewis 	 

    Hale, Ellis

    Hale, Stephen

        Hale, Julia, death on Oct 6 1861

        Hale, Stephen, death on Mar 11, 1863

Hale, George Washington 	 

    Hale, Elias, 1859, 1860, 1862, 1867

        Hale, E., Birth of a boy Feb 28 1862

        Hale, Elias, death Sept 1862

        Hale, Julia, 1863

Hale, Rufus, 1861,1864 	1st District

    Hale, R., taken prisoner by Tories, 1865

	1st District

    Hale, Lewis, 1861, 1863, 1865

	1st District

    Hale, L., Bought a horse from O. Espy

    Hale, L. Hale and Miss M. Mackey, marriage Nov 1867

    Hale, Rosa, death Aug 10 1862

Hale, Stephen, 1860, 1861, 1866 	 

    Hale, Chapman

    Hale, Clarke, 1862

	1st District

    Hale, Col. Martin, Government agent, 1863, 1864

    Hale, Col. Martin, rented Dublin warehouse for the use of the Government, 1863

        Hale's, Store, 1860, 1865, 1866, 1867

        Hale, Making shoes, 1861, 1863, 1864

        Hale, James, 1863

        Hale, James, Killed in battle, 1864

        Hale, Susan, 1859, 1861, 18621865, 1866

Hale, Bens., 1862, 1866 	 

    Hale, Julia, brought by Bens., 1866

Hale, Dow, 1865 	 
Hale, T., 1861 	 
Hall, Murder, 17 Aug 1865 	 
Hall, Elder, 1860, 1861 	 
Hampton, Joseph, 1859, 1861, 1862 	1st District
Hampton, Lanford, killed at the battle of Chattanooga, 1863 	 
Hampton, Moses, a black man, 1866 	Centre
Hampton, Mrs., 1863, 1866 	 
Hampton, R.,1865 	Centre
Hampton, Wade,1867 	Gadsden
Hanley, Wounded, taken prisoner, May 1, 1863 	 
Hannah, Elijah B. 	 
Hannah, William T., 1860,1862 	King's Hill
Harbin, 1866 	 
Hardwick, 1860, 1861, 1863, 1864 	 
Hardwick, Col., 1864 	 
Harlow, Capt., 1863 	 
Harnal, Mrs., 1863 	 
Harper, Gen., 1863 	 
Harralson, Judge, home in DeKalb Co., 1865 	 
Harralson, Mrs.,1865 	 
Hartwell, Mrs., 1864,1866 	 
Hay, 1864, 1867 	 
Hay, Going to remove to Tenn., 1867 	 
Haynes, Miss Mollie, 1861, 1862 	 

    Marriage of James A. Reeves and Mollie Haynes, 1866

Haynes, Mrs., 1861, 1862 	 
Hays, Edward, 1861, 1862, 1863, 1864, 1865 	Blue Pond
Hays, Cynthia and Alfred Espy, marriage 11 Mar 1866 	 
Hays, Levi, 1862 	Blue Pond
Hays, Loiby (Lovely?) 	Blue Pond
Hays, Miss Martha and H Small, marriage Nov 1861 1861 	 
Hays, Mrs., 1863, 1864, 1865, 1866, 1867 	 
Hays, Richard, volunteer at Camp Jones Huntsville, 1861, 1862 	 
Hearne, Preacher,1860, 1861 	 
Hendricks, Sarah, Death 5 July 1865 	Blue Pond

    Burial at Yellow Creek 6 July 1865

	Blue Pond

    Funeral sermon,1866

	Blue Pond
Hendricks, soldier, Burial Dec 12 1862 	 
High, Lt., Killed at the battle of Chattanooga, 1863 	 
Hill, Denito, 1864 	1st District

    Camped near Demopolis, 1863

Hill, N., 1862,1864 	 
Hill, Teacher, 1859, 1860, 1862 	 
Hollis, Emanuel, 1860, 1861, 1862, 1863, 1864, 1865 	Centre

    Hollis, Mrs., Death 27 Jan 1864

    Burial 29 Jan 1864 at Shady Grove, 1864

    Hollis, A., 1864, 1865

	1st District
Hollis, Mrs., Burial 8 Sept 1867 at Yellow Creek, 1867 	 
Hollis, Elder, 1860 	1st District
Hollis, Hugh, 1862 	Gadsden
Hollis, Miss, 1860, 1861 	 
Hollis, M., 1862 	 
Hood, Steven Reed, Preacher Yellow Creek,1859, 1860,1862, 1863, 1864,1866, 1867, Concord 1866, 1867 	King's Hill
Hood, Gen., 1864 	 
Horton, Mrs., 1863 	 
Howard, John, Buried Dec 1863 	Blue Pond

    Howard, funeral sermon of Mr. Howard & sons, 20 Aug 1865

    Howard, Miss , 1860, 1862, 1863

    Howard, Mrs. (John), 1864, 1865, 1866

	Blue Pond
Hubbard, Yankee aide, 1864 	 
Hudgens, 1859, 1862, 1863, 1864, 1866, 1867 	 
Hudgens, Mrs., 1864, 1866, 1867 	 
Huff, Mrs., 1862 	 
Huffman, Lieut., Killed at the battle of Chattanooga, 1863 	 
Hugg, Shady Grove, taking a coat for Lieut., 1863 	 
Hughes, Mrs. Thorntonís sister, 1862 	 
Hunley, Col., 1862 	 
Hunter, Brother, 1860 	 
Hunter, Hyatt, 1866 	 
I 	 
Irwin, Col. , 1860 	 
Isom, Margaret, (Isham) 1863, 1864, 1866 	1st District
J 	 
Jacobs, Yankee aide Capt. J., 1864, 1865 	 
Janes, John, 1863 	 
Jelks, One of the Cherokee military company, 1864 	 
Johnson, 1865 	 
Jones, 1862, 1864, 1865, 1866, 1867 	 
Jones, a cavalry man, 1862 	 
K 	 
King, Mary, wife of Rev. Ligingston, 1862 	Leesburg
King, sister-in-law of Smith, 1865 	 
Kirby, Preacher,, 1867 	 
Kitchens, James, 1861 	 

    Kitchens, Frances, Burial at Yellow Creek 13 Nov 1864

Kyle, Little boy, 1863 	 
L 	 
Land, John S., Death May 5 1862 	 
Land, 1861, 1862 	 
Landrum, William H., 1862, 1864 	 
Larmer, 1865 	 
Larner, Neighborhood bought hogs of, 1867 	 
Lawrence, Widow, 1863 	 
Lay, 1860 	 
Leath, James Lawrence, Lost an eye in service, the tax-collector, 1861, 1866 	Blue Pond
Lenderman, Killed by the cavalry, 1864 	 
Livingston, Rev. William W., preached this evening at Bishop's, 1866, 1867 	Leesburg

    Preacher Yellow Creek, 1859, 1861

	Leesburg
Lloyd, 1863 	 
Long, 1860 	 
Loury, going to Ga. to live, 1860 	 
Lowe, daughter of Judge, 1860 	 
Lowe, Judge, 1860 	 
Lowell, 1860 	 
Lowery, John 	 
Lowery, Miss, 1859 	 
Lucy, 1862 	 
Lucy, Buried 24 Jul 1863 at Cedar Hill with Masonic honors, 1863 	 
Lybass, James, 1863, 1864, 1866 	1st District
Lynch, 1861 	 
M 	 
Mackey, 1863, 1864, 1866, 1867, 1868 	 
Mackey, A., 1860, 1862, 1864 	DeKalb County

    Mackey, Death 13 May 1860, Negro boy, 1860

	DeKalb County

    Mackey, L., just returned from prison in Camp Delaware, 1865

        Mackey, L. Lander, 1862

        Mackey, Le. , 1859, 1860

Mackey, C., 1861 	1st District
    Mackey, Columbus, killed in battle Aug. 1864

	1st District
Mackey, Miss , 1859, 1861, 1862, 1863, 1864, 1865, 1866 	 
Mackey, Miss M. Mackey and L Hale, marriage Nov 1867 	 

    Mackey, M., 1863

Mackey, Tanyard, 1861 	 

    Mackey, Robert

Majors, of DeKalb, 1860 	 
Mann, Amand, (Mans) Mrs., 1868 	Ringgold
Mapping, Miss, 1864 [see also Mopping] 	 
Mapping, Mrs., 1864 	 
Markey, Mrs., 1861 	 
Marshall, Judge, 1863 	 
Marshallís, Goods at, 1864 	 
Martin, Amelia, married John H. Cleveland, sister of Sarah 	 
Martin, Sarah; Sarah Espyís mother Sarah Meredith Martin, 1865 	 
Mathews, Dr. James Abercrombie, 1863, 1864, 1868 	King’s Hill
Matthis, Dr., 1860, 1866 	King’s Hill
May, P., returned from the prison at Camp Morton, Ind., 1865 	 
McBrown, E. C., 1866 	 

    Traded syrup for salt, 1864

McDaniel, Probate Judge, 1866 	 
McDavis, 1864 	 
McGhee, 1862, 1864, 1865 	 
McGhee, Miss, 1862 	 
McGhee, Mrs., over the river, 1860, 1861, 1866 	 
McGraves, Dr., 1864 	 
McMichael, Dr., 1860, 1861, 1862 	 
McMichael, Miss, 1860 	 
McNair, 1863 	 
McNeely, O. D., 1861, 1862, 1863, 1865, 1866 	 
McSpadden, 1864, 1866 	 
Means, F., 1863 	 
Means, Joel, 1864 	 

    Means, Asa, 1864, 1868 

        missing in action, 1864

Means, John G., 1863 	1st District
Miles, Lieut., 1864, 1865 	 
Milhollen, Dr., 1864 	 
Milhollen, Mrs.,1866, 1867, 1868 	 
Millsaps, Jackson, 1860 	Blue Pond
Minette, Wm., our old preacher, 1865 	 
Mitcham 	 
Mitcham, Miss, 1862 	 
Mitchell, Dr., 1860 	 
Moore, Miss, 1860, 1861 	 
Moore, Mrs., 1860 	 
Mopping, 1864, 1865 [see also Mapping] 	 
Mopping, Miss, 1865 	 
Morgan, 1860, 1861, 1862, 1863 	 
Mountain, Rev. William, 1860, 1862, 1864 	Leesburg
Mountain, Thomas Jasper, Killed at the battle of Chattanooga, 1863 	 
Mountain, Miss, 1863 	 
Mynatt,1861 	 
Mynatt, John, teacher, 1862 	 
Mynatt, W., 1862 	 
N 	 
Neal, Circuit preacher, 1864 	 
Neely, James A., Parson, Cedar Hill, 1862, 1863, 1864 	 

    Marriage, 12 Jun 1864

Nelson, J.,1866 	 
Nichols, William J., Mrs., 1859 	 
Nicholson, Cedar Hill Parson, 1861, 1862, 1863 	 
Nicholson, Dr., 1860 	1st District
Nicholson, Mattie, 1860 	 
Nicholson, Perry 	 
Nobleís, 1864 	 
Nowling, Dr., bargained for government-oats, 1864 	 
O 	 
Oats, Franklin, a nephew of E.ís, going to Texas, 1866 	Clarksville, Red River County, Texas
Ohio, Raided by a company of the 3rd and 7th, 1864 	 
Osterhouse, Making his headquarters in the house, 1864 	 
P 	 
Palmer, New preacher 	 
Patterson, 1860, 1861, 1862, 1863, 1864,1866, 1867, 1868 	 
Patterson, Death Jan 18, 1860 	 
Patterson, A., 1866 	Blue Pond
Patterson, E. Patterson, 1860, 1862, 1865, 1866, 1868 	 
Patterson, J. 	 
Patterson, Jane, 1861, 1862, 1863, 1864, 1865, 1866, 1867, 1868 	 
Patterson, Joe, servant man of Patterson, death on Sept 15 1861 	 
Patterson, L., 1860 	 
Patterson, Lieut., 1863, 1864, 1865, 1866 	 
Patterson, Mrs., 1859,1868 	 
Pattersonís, blacksmith shop, 1868 	 
Patterson, W. 	 
Perkins, Col. John Q., 1863, 1864 	Leesburg
Perkins, Dr., 1864 	Leesburg
Perkins, Second cousin of Sarah Espy, 1863 	 
Perkins, Misses, 1863 	 
Phipps, William M. C., 1860, 1861, 1862, 1863, 1864 	1st District
Phipps, Almeda, 1859, 1860, 1861, 1863 	1st District
Pickens, Mrs., 1867 	 
Pillow, Confederate Gen., 1864 	 
Pollard, Sick, 1866 	 
Potter, Cedar Hill preacher, 1868 	 
Pratt, Burial at Cedar Hill, July 28 1860 	 
Pratt, Dr. Alexander Moore, Dentist, 1862, 1863, 1864, 1865, 1866 	1st District
Pratt, Mrs. W., 1865 	 
Price, Parson, Yellow Creek, 1864, 1865 	Centre
Price, Miss, 1863 	 
Prier, Cornelia, Cousin of Berenice Shackleford, 1863 	 
Puckett, murder of Dr. Witt by Rice Puckett, 1867 	 
Pullen, Kathy (Pulling), 1864 	 
Pullen, Thomas D. (Pulling) 	Leesburg

    Pullen, James (Pulling), 1859, 1860, 1861, 1862

	Leesburg

    Pullen, Jefferson (Pulling), 1865

	Leesburg

    Pullen, Sarah (Pulling), 1861
	Leesburg
Pullen, Miss, 1862 	 
Pyron, 1863, 1864 	 
R 	 
Rains, John, 1860, 1862, 1865 	Blue Pond

    Rains, Lucinda, death 19 Dec. 1860

    Rains, Huldah Permelia

Rains, Miss, 1864 	 
Rains, Mrs., 1864 	 
Ralls, John P., Preacher at Smiths Chapel, 1865 	Centre

    Ralls, Candidate for Congress, 1863

	Centre

    Ralls, Cedar Hill, 1859, 1860, 1862, 1866

	Centre

    Ralls, Dr. and Mrs., 1860, 1861

	Centre
Randal, 1860 	 
Randal, Peggy Ray, 1866 	 
Randall, John E. W., Said to be in the last stage of consumption, 1865 	 

    Randall, Mrs., formerly Ella Dupree, 1863

    Randall, Death 3 June 1865, 1865

Reaves, Alice, little sister of J. Reaves, 1866 	 
Reed, 1863, 1864 	 
Reeves, James M., 1862 , 1863 	Centre

    Reeves, James A.

    Reeves, John, 1864,1866

    Reeves, Lizzie; McNeeleyís step-daughter, m. Thomas Espy, Dec 4 1861

    Reeves, Kate, 1862, 1863, 1866, 1867

Reeves, Margaret, 1867 	 
Richardson, Daughter of Thornton, 1866, 1867 	 
Rivins, 31st Ala. Dr., 1864 	 
Robbins, Miss, 1867 	 
Robert, L., 1864 	 
Roberts, 1862, 1863 	 
Robertson, and Hollis, marriage 5 Feb 1865 	 
Robinson, Miss, 1860 	 
Roper, Miss, 1865 	 
Rousseau, Hiram 	 

    Rousseau, Diana; Sarah Espy's sister

    Rousseau, Horace; Sarah Espy's brother

    Rousseau, Sarah Rodgers, author of this diary

    Rousseau, James

Rousseau, Lovell Harrison; Cousin, Union Gen., 1862 	 
Rousseau, Leah and her daughter Jane, 1868 	 
Rousseau, Leah, 1868 	 
Rowe, Killed on Christmas-day 1865, letter, 1866 	 
Rudd, Isiah, 1860, 1861, 1862, 1863, 1864, 1865, 1866, 1867, 1868 	Leesburg

    Rudd, Parthena, 1859, 1860

        Death 26 Aug 1867

        Burial 28 Aug 1867, 1867

    Rudd, H. H. , death of neighbors oldest son, 1 Jan 1867

        Burial 3 Jan 1867

    Rudd, the Misses, 1861, 1862, 1863, 1865, 1867

    Rudd, Mrs., 1860, 1861, 1862, 1863, 1864, 1865, 1866,1868

Rudd, R., 1866 	 
Rudd, T., 1868 	 
Russel, Samuel L., Preaches at Concord, 1867 	 

    Russel, conducting a meeting over the river, 1865

Ryan, 1860 	 
S 	 
Sandford, Miss, 1866 	 
Savage, Capt. James H., 1861 	 
Serat, 1861 	Blue Pond
Shackleford, William A. 	 

    Shackleford, Berenice, to attend Mary Sharp college, 1861

	Blue Pond

    Shackleford, Betty

    Shackleford, Clark , 1860, 1862, 1863

	Blue Pond

    Shackleford, Lucinda, died from typhoid 28 Nov 1864

	King's Hill

        Shackleford, Lucinda, burial at Yellow Creek 30 Nov 1864

	King's Hill

    Shackleford, Mollie, 1863, 1864, 1865

	Centre
Shaw, Mrs., 1865 	 
Shepherd, 1864 	 
Shew, Miss Shew and P. Hays, marriage 4 Jan 1866 	 
Shipp, Capt., 1864 	 
Shook, 1865 	 
Silverman, Itinerant vendor, 1860 	 
Small, H. and Miss Martha Hays, marriage Nov 1861 	 
Smith, 1859, 1861, 1862 	 
Smith, Cyrus, 1861,1864 	 

    Smith, Cyrus, with Wheeler in his late Tenn. raids, 1863

Smith, John, brother to Cyrus, 1864 	 

    Smith, John, leaving his command at Little River, 1864

Smith, M., blacksmith, 1865 	 
Smith, Mrs., 1862, 1863,1865 	 
Smith, Nanie of Texas, daughter of my old friend Margaret Brown Smith, 1866 	 
Smith, Presbyterian preacher,1865 	 
Smith, Sandford, 1865, 1866 	 
Snider, Mrs. , 1860, 1862 	 
Snodgrass, Cotton buyer, 1864, 1866 	 
Spadden, Taken prisoner Col., 1864 	 
Sparks, Dr., 1860, 1862, 1863, 1864, 1868 	 
Sparks, Mrs. F., 1866 	 
Spear, 1859, 1864 	 
Spencer, Home burnt at Chattanooga, 1863 	 
Standifer, Judge, 1867 	 
Stephens, Mrs., 1860 	1st District

    Stephens,Sallie, new teacher, 1860

Stiff, Mrs., 1860, 1862, 1864 	 
Stimpson, 1860, 1863, 1864 	 
Stimpson, E., 1860 	 
Stimpson, two children very low with fever, 1865 	 
Stimpson, Willie, died 30 Aug 1865 	 
Strickland, Hannah, a paid woman, 1867 	Centre
Stuart, 1860 	 
Stubbs, 1864 	 
Sylvest, Parson, 1861 	 
T 	 
Tarrent, Miss, 1860 	 
Tatam, 1861, 1862 	Gadsden
Thompson, Lawyer, death 1861 	 
Thompson, Methodist minister, 1860 	 
Thompson, Cedar Hill preacher, 1860 	 
Thornton, 1862, 1863, 1864, 1865,1867 	 
Thornton, Allen, 1862 	 

    Thornton, A. and Miss Turner, marriage

    Thornton, Mrs., and her sister Miss Hughes

Thornton, Capt. Ed. G., 1860 	 
Thornton, Major M., Yellow Creek, 1867 	 

Thornton, Major, Death June 11 1860 from apoplexy, 1860

    Thornton, Mrs., Death Jan 26 1861

Thornton, R., 1865 	 
    Thornton, Adopted son of R.,1865

Tracy, Killed May 1, 1863 	 
Treadwell, Killed by Capt. Freeman. 19 May 1865 	 
Treadwell, Dr., 1864 	 
Trippe, J. W., Johnís father, very sick, 1866 	King's Hill

    Trippe, Death 19th Nov 1867

	King's Hill

    Trippe, C., 1863, 1864

	King's Hill

    Trippe, John, 1860, 1861, 1862, 1864, 1865

	Centre

        Trippe, Birth of a daughter to Virginia and John, Dec 12 1861

	Centre

        Trippe, Children of John and Virginia Trippe, Victor and Bartow, 1862

	Centre

        Trippe, Birth of a boy on Jan 21, 1863 to John and Virginia, 1863

	Centre

        Trippe, John, also with Wheeler, 1863

	Centre

        Trippe, Genevieve (Vivia), Child of John and Virginia, 1863, 1864, 1865, 1866, 1867, 1868

	Centre

        Trippe, J., furlough, 1864

	Centre

        Trippe, Birth of a daughter 22 Feb 1866 to John and Virginia,1866
	Centre

        Trippe, Percy, son of John and Virginia, 1866

	Centre

        Trippe, 21 Aug 1867 birth of a boy to John and Virginia Trippe, 1867

	Centre

        Trippe, Mattie, 1868

	Centre

        Trippe, John and Virginia, moved to M Trippeís place, 1867

	Centre

    Trippe, Sarah, 1861

	King's Hill
Truitte, Alfred, 1860, 1861, 1862, 1863, 1864, 1865, 1866 	Blue Pond

    Truitte, Capt., 1862, 1863

	Blue Pond

    Truitte, Mrs., 1859, 1861, 1862, 1863

	Blue Pond

    Truitte, Mrs., Voice and piano, 1861

	Blue Pond

    Truitte, Gone with all his family, 1863

	Blue Pond
Tucker, Jacob, 1863 	 
Tunwell, 1859 	 
Turner, Miss Turner and A. Thornton, marriage 3 Jan 1866 	 
U 	 
Underwood, Dr., 1862 	 
V 	 
Van Dorn, Gen., killed in a duel May 1863 	 
W 	 
Walden, Judge,1865 	 
Walker, Home burnt at Chattanooga., 1863 	 

    Walker, Mrs., 1864

    Walker, Run from Chattanooga with his male-slaves,1863

Walker, James, killed at the battle of Chattanooga, 1863 	 
Warren, 1863 	 
Watson's, on Little River, 1864 	 
Welsh, 1861 	 
Wheeler, 1866 	 
White, Dr., 1863 	 
Whitehead, Yankee aide, 1864 	 
Whitten, J., Magistrate, 1861 	 
Whitton, Innman, 1863, 1865, 1866, 1867, 1868 	 

    Whitton, G., 1865,1868

	Centre
Whitton, Mac., 1868 	 
Wilcox, death 1 Oct 1859 	 
Wilder, W., 1861, 1864, 1865, 1866, 1867 	Blue Pond

    Wilder, Mrs., 1859, 1860

	Blue Pond

    Wilder, Mrs., Death July 22 1862

	Blue Pond

    Wilder, funeral sermon, Cedar Hill Aug 1863

	Blue Pond

    Wilder, Joined the Church, 1867

	Blue Pond
Wilkes, 1863 	 
Williams, Bettie, 1868 	 
Williams, the new bride, 1865 	 
Williams, Miss, 1864 	 
Williams, Sam. J., on the mountain, 1862, 1864, 1865, 1866, 1867 	Blue Pond
Williams, Parson , 1859, 1861, 1862, 1864 	 
Wilson, 1863, 1866 	 
Wilson, Margaret, death 1862 	 
Wilson, Mrs., 1866 	 
Wilson, child, death 29 Aug 1868 	 
Wilson's, New kind of spinning wheel, 1863 	 
Witt, Preacher, 1862 	 

    Witt, murder of Dr. Witt by Rice Puckett, 1867

Wolfe, 1860 	 
Wood, 1865, 1866 	 
Woodrow, Miss, 1862 	 
Woods, Dr., 1865 	 
Wright, Just from the army, 1863, 1864 	 
Y 	 
Yancey, 1860 	 
Yarbrough, 1862, 1866, 1868